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Why did you leave me on the cross roads,

Cold and alone,

With a thousand thoughts creating a storm.

You left me in the darkest skies,

my coldest hour ,

Did it make you feel better ?

To know I was breaking,

Under your footstep .

Pressure after pressure,

As you watched me shatter

But it didn’t matter.

If you were true , You thought you could piece

Me back together

With glue .

But never the same

And now your ashamed

Because the damaged you caused

Is clear .

My heart was yours,

True to the core,

I promised myself that ,

I could never give you just half ,

But I regret that .

As you stole my

Identity

Within a flash.

The risk is not opening

Your heart ,

It’s opening your mind ,

Which is when we become blind.

As we are teaching people the

One thing we are allowed to hide .

Don’t give your soul

Until you know ,

The holder Don’t want it to

Steal.

Fake copy created by yourself .

A wolf in sheep’s wool.

@trueemotions91

A broken home

Is where he came from,

A mother who never

Showed him love,

Was her call,

A evil man

With a evil plan,

All because of the woman

Who claimed him

To this earth,

But not for love

For her own satisfaction

And now she leaves

A path of destruction ,

With no respect for a woman

Because of her own

Demented needs

Not his ,

Taught no feelings

Told not to cry

Always have to the big Man in life .

Are you glad what you did ?

To that boy who has now turned

To a man .

Left for another woman,

to try , to turn the tide.

HE deserves ,

To know,

the

power of ,

Love !

@trueemotions91

I found you

Looking so blue ,

I took you

To show you the truth ,

I opened my heart

To help you ,

Never did I think ,

You would rip

Out my soul

And make me beg,

from underneath

You.

@trueemotions91

Did you ever think

The power a child can bring to a man ?

I will admit

It’s about the sex .

But maybe we look past

How a man is made ,

His primarl instinct

To make love to woman

And watch his seed grow

Into something remarkable .

Into a soul

He connected to on a another level

Maybe it’s empowering for him

to watch

Her belly grow

Knowing it’s his well being

Made by his flow.

To allow him

To reinpreganate another soul

To find it attractive

Knowing he holds half the key

For another life

I wonder so .

@trueemotions91

Fucked up words ,

Pulling at the trigger ,

Itching on my brain with this crazy fucker .

My plans in Mars

But yet your only reaching for the stars.

Do make me laugh ,

You look like a giraffe ,

Reaching for the highest branch

Without no arms .

Ground zero.

I hear you call.

The monkeys laugh

With a twisted squeal.

A monkey you know

That’s how low

Your brain has blown

What happened up there ,

Did the air

Lose all control

And now your left floating

Just full of holes,

Please show me your goals

I’m a bit confused

how your still so low

Not knowing which way to go

When I watched you climb

That big fuck off

Hill

@trueemotions91

A joker ,

Hidden from me

Are you really surprised

I can see through the pain,

Painted on smile

In red lines .

Aint hard to see in

Between .

Painted white for the world

To see

But

Under the light ,

Your just another

Delusion of the night,

You think your words can itch me,

I have clowns in my dreams

Somewhere you could never reach ,

Think your nightmares

Can stench me from

My haven ,

Only witches have that cauldron

When they cackle up the night sky,

The birds want to come play ,

Because you will always hide

When the disguise

Falls behind the blind.

@trueemotions91

Fondling ,

In between the leaves,

Of a crispy bed of seaweed.

Slithering down my body

To find thier new home

deep in between my legs,

Where the spiders wait

Late at night

Stalking thier next victim ,

The mouse use me for warmth,

Scared of the night time dawn.

the owl holds all

Of my darkest secrets,

The stars have witnessed

My deepest desire ,

She feels me

When I whisper ,

Her leaves curl

Into a twisted picture .

Their all use me for

shelter.

@trueemotions91

Listen to the roar

Listen to the core

I won’t kneel again

Nor will my brain repeat again.

When life is passing

Remember to keep smiling .

I look at people every day

Walking past glaring

Eyes all blurring

From a telephone .

Cant be arsed to say hello

To a real huma soul.

not a leg ache

It’s a hand ache

A demolition to the human brain

We ain’t wired for the crown

Or silver tin foil .

We are made from earth

A thousand fucked up cells .

Your ground

When electric is running around

Straight to your brain

Don’t you realise.

You look like a clown

With a upside down

Smile

Not knowing

When your next swipe

Will be more mesmerising

To them demonised eyes

Blacked out from

That devil In a disguise.

@trueemotions91

When I was young

I thought I was strong

Thought life was just a laugh.

Till the voice in my head ,

Kept screaming for a chance .

Showing me things

My own eyes

Could never believe .

I ignored the noise

A racket in my brain

Used to tell the fucker

To just go away,

Always screaming at me

A fight against the other.

always in the inside

No one else can hear my brain

It sent me crazy

Used to screw

Wanted it to just escape

But it wanted to stick like glue .

Who was this screaming inside of me

I used to ask the fucker

But it would never accept the anwser .

I learnt to listen

And accept it

that’s when my words started flowing

It started screaming a little less louder

Then I realised it was me against my self

The devil and angel balancing me out

Till I accepted

That’s what my life was about

To find peace with my other self .

@trueemotions91

A flower so sweet and pure

Always staring at me

Through a open door

I wonder what

She is asking me for

Always waving hello.

I wonder if she knows

How much I adore her

And how much she makes

My skin crawl

She is amazing

Beautiful

I cant resist

To pull her from the ground

Just to give her one

Sweet kiss.

@trueemotions91

I don’t fit here

I don’t belong

I stand out like a sore thumb

My hearts too soft

This world’s too hard

I hold on to details

It disregards

I’m on the outside

Staring in

I’m not like them

I don’t fit in

My hearts on my sleeve

I can’t hide it within

Yet I consume judgement

Until it’s part of my skin

I let it fester

Let it rot my soul

Until I’m spiralling down a familiar hole

“I don’t fit here”

I protest from outside

On the sidelines

Is where I’ll always reside.

-JF-

I believe in fairy’s

In a galaxy far away

Because I’m allowed to.

Dreaming

Some say .

But it’s reality

To my mind

Just Because their can’t see

Them dancing

In the glistening sky

Don’t mean I’m

Dreaming

My life away.

Remember

We all see

What we want to see

Some to blinded

To see thier own

Reality .

@trueemotions91

Living life to the bare,

Never realising

I ain’t taking in enough air

To stoned to care

Feeling high as that airplane

In a desert island

Chillin to the beat of

Natures sound

Everyone around

Me is just

Blurring

The flowers keep turning

In amazing circles .

While the fairies are dancing

To my pretty foot sound.

The trees are sucking

From the ground .

The Bees are to busy

To see the flowers are running

Around .

The worms dig hard

But wiggle out the earth

Into it’s next survivors mouth .

The mud is moving

If I lay still enough

I’m sure I will feel it

Pretty things flying around.

@trueemotions91

If one thing I taught you

Stick it to this tune

Life ain’t fair

We all know the apple ain’t square

So when everyone is glaring

Just remember your daring

They imagantion

To the next level

As thier have never

Seen

Such a amazing

Thing

Which is you.

So don’t be shy

Don’t feel intimated

Their are all just scared

Coz thier ain’t seen

Truth, in the human form

Which spills so flultently from the tongue

As beautifully as you .

@trueemotions91

Lost Balloons

(Pic is mine. Reproduce however you want)

when i look at the sky

i dont

see clouds

at least not as often as

i see feathers

from missing wings

i dont see myself

next to the stars

im in the middle

where lost balloons are found

i let one go once

it explored the sky

while i swore

it would come back

© @parasomnambulist December 15, 2020

A father ,

Is a important role

I promise you that

As a girl

I promise

I know .

To teach us right or wrong

Like our father

To teach us to be strong

Like our father

Now I’m not saying a mother is no less

But nor is a father

He is a huge impact upon

Your child’s mental state

And latter

You may not see eye to eye

But I promise you I don’t lie

To seek for love

When all was forgotten

A empty shadow

Of a man

That

I called dad

Was hidden

By a man in disguise

I craved for his love

I honestly did

But not for my good

Nor his

I realised years later

When all was gone

That all along

I just wanted my dad

To teach me how

A man was supposed to treat me

In a ideal world

I should of learnt all this from the man

I called my dad

@trueemotions91

Crossroads lay ahead

The paths are clear now:

Continue or change

Alcohol, antidepressants and rage

Sobriety, healthy lifestyle and peace

Exhausted from protecting myself

And pretending to be strong

A child

So innocent

So pure

Handed to me

From heavens door

This mind is empty

He warned me

So what you do

Is down to you

I looked at him

Ever so confused

Didn’t understand

Or even have a clue

Baby blue

Precious eyes

Looking so unfilled

Yet pure & beautiful

This tiny persons eyes

Looked so empty

Is this what he ment

When he said

Watch what I do

I watch each day

As she grows

And I can see

Her eyes becoming alive

Isn’t that mad

A empty shell I swear at first

But as she grew

So did the life, Within her eyes

Full of love , life & laughter

This little person

Is growing into my imagantion .

So I believed

But I swear she is real

She was giving to me

To raise , to fulfill

With all the love I could ever give

And she will be my long life gift

To this crazy world we belong in

I just pray I’ve made her strong

Coz this world is scary &

I’m scared they will break

My innocent child’s eyes

From the pure beauty

Built deep with inside.

@trueemotions91

Wow , I needed to read this as I could never put this into words as perfect as this person but is spot on & worded so perfectly x

Am I responsible for the damage in me Am I responsible for the damage in you Am I responsible for all of the things I couldn’t see Am I responsible for all of the missed things …when you couldn’t be When you couldn’t be I couldn’t rise from my own I needed you Just like you needed me Doomed to everything in between Doomed by the things we couldn’t see Doomed by the things we let be

I hate, me.

- {GK VIV}

A empty book

When I was just 4

Full of pure white pages

But nothing more

Asked her what it was for

She smiled at me

As she stood by the door

This is your life

Was her simple words

A book put upon my floor

Ready for me to fill.

@trueemotions91

Crazy

Their named me

Because I like to listen to my thoughts

Talk to my self in a middle of the store

A imagantion I adore

Ain’t no one stopping my thoughts

Thought a pill could shut it down

But don’t realise they just make

It roar.

Cant never beat the score

the bars set to high

For any medical score

Iq higher then they imagantion

I shoot for the heart

Their will never understand .

Ain’t nothing crazy about me ,

I’m just a soul

With a mission

To listen to

What my head feels

Coz I know that’s real

And is my goal

To try and bring peace to my inner soul.

@trueemotions91

My mind is my haven

Yet I have no where to hide

Crazy thoughts

Constantly running in my mind

Wired feelings

I’ve never felt

Makes me giddy

Makes me wanna shout .

Feeling of something

Deep within me

Trying it’s best to reach out

With all my might

I struggle to keep it locked in

I’m fuckin petrified

If I declined

What would this thing do to my insides

It creeps in my throat

I promise you not

I feel it real tight

Makes me want to choke .

To keep it down

Is a strength I hold

Coz this fucker really wants to take hold

But I’m scared how my future will unfold .

@trueemotions91

Love is so fucking hard ,

To give till you die ,

I think Their ment

Till your soul,

Is killed off

And nothing is left

But the clear blue sky .

@trueemotions91

emotions make me feel physically sick

Yet I fight that feeling everyday

Just because I’m used to feeling that way

It’s not normal

I know that now

It is my soul

Breaking inside

It’s only escape

Since I lock it deep

I’ve ignored every instinct

To fight what I know

Coz the truth be told

I just don’t care no more .

Bottled for far to long

It’s only aim is to remind me every day

What makes me feel vile

But I allready know

He will never complete my soul

Yet forever under his control .

@trueemotions91

All I need is air

The sun

The moon

The sea

All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth

When all falls silence , all at last will be

How the world was ment to be

I see you , your struggles and all the things behide

But nature is calling you

To heal you

In the silence , of the night

We need that, to reinstate

Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made

To feel the air against your naked skin

The noise of the trees

The sound of the leaves and rain

This is what your body is craving

A break from hell

And back to heaven on nature’s ground

Bare footed

To recharge from the ground

Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in

Pick up the leaves

let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet

Put down the phone

And dig your hands into earths rich soil

Roll around like you never have

Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.

@trueemotions91

Hey ,

Welcome to my page . I’m a 29 yo female from the uk. I Joined to read other people’s beautiful poetry, writing , art and everything else wonderful on here, :) my friends think I’m crazy im sure 🤣 so yep thought I could talk to others alike , But also to express my own. So please mind , if my page is full of words that make no sense , also some days I may write a lot of it and some days none. Please feel free to read and share the love . Xxx Any questions or Criticism is WELCOME ! OR JUST SAY HELLO 😁 ! Thank you x

Ps. You may notice I get my their , they and there muddled up. Is a Long life goal of mine I still ain’t succeed so excuse them 3 words , I hope it don’t confuse lol x

My mind is my game , my soul in one blink.

 Try hard but I promise you will not see me !

 My brain is what makes me 

My legs , my arms, my heart , my eyes aint nothing unique to me

We all have these simple things ! 

But my brain ,

 hell yea this mother fucker on another league out here ! Controlling my bodily functions , 

controlling my mind , 

Voice  in my head that i can not hide ! Can turn you off quicker then you think ! 

But your mind will keep tick tick tick

A million voltages dash around, 

But  do we really understand how we are ground ! My mother taught me feet rooted hard but My feet can take off, 

not rooted hard but my brain is connected stem and all.

Belive me when I say

Ain’t no escaping this uncontrolled machine !

@trueemotions91

In life we all make mistakes some bigger then others

But we all make them .

Who are you to judge the person next to you ?

You ain't living with the pain, there are paying for their actions .

Some more then others.

Just coz you see them smiling 😀 don't mean inside they ain't crying .

When you look in there eyes, they may be looking back but inside they are shutting .

Trying to smile to hide the pain inside

. Trying to walk when your knees are shaking.

But you know you have to make them steps.

You don't no what that person is feeling !!!

Same as they don't you.

So next time just sit and think what you do.

Coz your actions and vocals can cause more damage to someone then your ever know . Just think

@trueemotions91

I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.

They also bring tears to my eyes Why?

I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.

Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.

The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.

But they are there and they will one day be complete .

And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .

A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away

@trueemotions91