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A broken home

Is where he came from,

A mother who never

Showed him love,

Was her call,

A evil man

With a evil plan,

All because of the woman

Who claimed him

To this earth,

But not for love

For her own satisfaction

And now she leaves

A path of destruction ,

With no respect for a woman

Because of her own

Demented needs

Not his ,

Taught no feelings

Told not to cry

Always have to the big Man in life .

Are you glad what you did ?

To that boy who has now turned

To a man .

Left for another woman,

to try , to turn the tide.

HE deserves ,

To know,

the

power of ,

Love !

@trueemotions91

I hear you,

I can feel you

I can’t see you.

Sickness

Weakness

You make me do all these things.

Love

Hate

Twisted emotions

You control all these .

My movement

My touch

My taste

Are all crazy things

It scares me

To know your the most powerful thing.

@trueemotions91

She said

He said

Is a game of war .

The unbeatable,

Game of saw.

Against your self

Will do just harm

To play a game

With no possible outcome .

@trueemotions91

Love is a powerful word

Yet slightly absurd

To give someone your all

Yet not got the strength

To put what you have

Into yourself

Its extraordinary

How we work like that

Is that human error

Or just a self flaw.

@trueemotions91

14 months & counting ,

Crammed into 4 tiny walls,

No fresh air ,

For me to breathe ,

No one else to reach,

Covid they said,

Don’t catch a cold,

Keep your self to your self ,

14 months you know ,

Not even a glimpse of sun,

Or 2 minutes of fun,

My brains starting to go into over drive ,

With no end to the wave,

I’m losing my sanity & all hope,

That my soul will ever feel the same .

@trueemotions91

Don’t put out the light out on me

I asked

Ever so silently .

He turned ever so slightly

With a grin upon upon his cheek

Blew the light

And I was gone within a blink .

@trueemotions91

Anger is lethal,

As dangerous as a blade,

It only takes a second ,

To lose all self control,

A darkness covers your eyes,

To blind you from the rage,

Takes you away from the pain,

The day awakes ,

And reality is real,

Thats all it takes ,

Just one second ,

So own yourself ,

Don’t let the darkness take over,

Remember the sunlight ,

It never fades ,

Just fight the demon ,

Before it’s to late ,

Always sunshine the other side ,

Don’t let the darkness make your fate,

Half blinded by hate .

@trueemotions91

Damaged goods ,

I was once told,

Made my world ever so cold ,

Till one day,

I understood ,

And I was proud to be called,

My downs ,

My weakness’s ,

My failures ,

My emotions,

But

Because they

Made me strong

Made me independent

Made me rebuild

I become damage goods.

Nah I just learnt not to trust a fool no more .

@trueemotions91

She cries a million tears every year,

She rips up the earth,

She sends voltage through our grounds to help us recharge ,

She shines the brightest light in the sky,

She can whisper ,

She can roar ,

She heals,

She grows,

She loves ,

Who is she ?

And how come we don’t answer her calls.

@trueemotions91

I looked up to the midnight sky,

With bright lights ,

Illuminating my eyes,

I wished upon a thousand stars,

Have chased a million dreams,

,

I’m still chasing the same dream,

It clear when I stare,

My dream will always be a dream ,

As life ain’t fair,

I don’t dream of riches,

Just for my soul to be complete ,

Which I’ve now come to realise ,

I Could never compete,

Till my journey on earth is fully complete .

@trueemotions91

Love ,

or is it destruction ,

We crave for love ,

For that special touch,

Even if it means our souls get broke along the way,

But why do we allow someone to crush us,

For the sake of that hug,

Or tender touch ,

Is it love we are craving ,

Or the feeling of need ,

Like a baby seed,

Being nourished until it reaches full growth,

Is that growth ,

when we finally realise ,

We no longer need to be loved ,

Coz the only love we need,

Is self love,

To grow from the arms that wrapped us so tight,

Is it time for me to final breath,

Is it suffocation of our soul,

And we only crave because we lost the touch,

To Mother Earth.

@trueemotions91

I want you to close your eyes,

And draw me a image with your mind,

The sun ,

The Brightest Light On This Planet,

The Wind,

A Force No One Wants To Reckon With,

The Rain,

Gentle But So Fierce,

Lighting,

To Recharge Our Earths Soul,

The Flowers In The Background,

So Beautiful And Small,

Lost In The BackGround ,

Of A Crazy Storm.

@trueemotions91

On a dark cold night

Awoken my soul under the moon light

Like a wolf in sheep clothes

While the whole world stayed closed

My soul opened to the universe

On that hill rise

I was exposed

To the elements of life

And lord behold

As the devils hide

And nature took hold

A beast , I felt , deep inside .

@trueemotions91

All I need is air

The sun

The moon

The sea

All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth

When all falls silence , all at last will be

How the world was ment to be

I see you , your struggles and all the things behide

But nature is calling you

To heal you

In the silence , of the night

We need that, to reinstate

Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made

To feel the air against your naked skin

The noise of the trees

The sound of the leaves and rain

This is what your body is craving

A break from hell

And back to heaven on nature’s ground

Bare footed

To recharge from the ground

Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in

Pick up the leaves

let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet

Put down the phone

And dig your hands into earths rich soil

Roll around like you never have

Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.

@trueemotions91

A soul is my beauty

Looks are deceiving

They try and trick the mind

To make us believe

In something that isn’t there

As a soul can’t lie

It speaks the truth beyond the mask

That’s put in as a disguise

To look beyond is hard

It’s a battle with mind and temptation

But which do you choose

When the pretty tunes in to the soul

And Creates the devil

Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,

A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,

You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,

The eyes are the beauty ,

As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,

Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,

That’s clearly the devil in disguise .

@trueemotions91

Hey ,

Welcome to my page . I’m a 29 yo female from the uk. I Joined to read other people’s beautiful poetry, writing , art and everything else wonderful on here, :) my friends think I’m crazy im sure 🤣 so yep thought I could talk to others alike , But also to express my own. So please mind , if my page is full of words that make no sense , also some days I may write a lot of it and some days none. Please feel free to read and share the love . Xxx Any questions or Criticism is WELCOME ! OR JUST SAY HELLO 😁 ! Thank you x

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Lost in a world of emotions

Covid on my mind

Not a worry for the blind.

It’s not the strain of my eyes

from watching the tv

Or holding my phone all day

It’s the battle going on in my brain .

A pain I feel through shut eyes

The light don’t bother me no more

Used to the dark and the man made lights

With a flip of the switch .

It Seems day and night no longer disgunish

The hurt no longer exists

But neither does my happiness .

Lost in my own mind

But just a empty space .

Dying to breathe in the fresh air

To revitalise my brain .

Lost words that make no sense

Emotions I can’t figure out .

The world has gone crazy

And my brain is on the fall out .

How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,

Just me .

@trueemotions91