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The house is bloodthirsty. The housekeeper is noisy. All the girl wants is a garden.
“When the weather outside is frightful.”
Fic Idea
Kurogiri escapes AFO and Ujiko with Tenko before he gets all nomu-fied, but still doesn’t remember his life before. He still looks like Shirakumo, but all his memories are gone. All he knows is that his name is Kurogiri, a big bad crime boss is after him and his kid, and there’s not really anyone he can trust to keep them safe except himself. So Kurogiri starts building a life for himself and Tenko in a quiet little seaside town where they won’t attract any unwanted attention. Along the way he also takes in Toga Himiko when she tries to stab him but thats beside the point. Anyways, now Kurogiri is just a small time shop owner who’s raising two kids all on his own at the grand old age of 23 (at least thats how old he thinks he is?).
However, when a beautiful tourist comes into his store, he can’t help but fall head over heels, which he knows really cannot happen considering everything he’s got going on with his life. But Tenko and Himiko have other ideas and invite the mysterious woman for a tour of the town courtesy of Kurogiri. While he’s still pretty angry at those kids for going behind his back and talking to stranger, he can’t help but enjoy this date tour. He just wonders this woman looks so familiar.
Meanwhile on the flip side of this situation: Kayama, Yamada, and Aizawa team up to stake out a small seaside town where Eraserhead’s current case seems to be making moves at. Everything is going well until Yamada comes back to the group swearing on his life that he just saw Shirakumo, which is impossible. Shirakumo has been dead for years.
Upon further investigation, the trio discover that whoever this Kurogiri person is, he indeed looks like a grown up version of their lost friend. Whether this is a trick or a miracle has yet to be seen and the only way they are going to figure this out is through some investigation. They’re in the middle of trying to solve this mystery when two kids, a boy and a girl, come up to Kayama and essentially tries to set her up with their guardian, which is none other than Kurogiri.
Well, that’s another piece of evidence: Shirakumo really can’t hide it well when he has a crush.
the fact that al was buried under the snow for who knows how long really punches me in the gut when i think about it because how long was he conscious before they found him? how long did he have to stay there, unable to see or move, not knowing if he would ever be saved?
Carroll Spinney, above, is the puppeteer who plays Big Bird and Oscar the Grouch on Sesame Street. He did a reddit today, and his first answer is a tear jerker.
The gorgeous Tiresias animatic by @somerandomdudelmao rewired my brain and I couldn’t rest until I made this. What if— Mikey’s prophecies were delivered by the ninpo manifestations of his brothers? Wouldn’t that be jolly?
Angst idea 😈💕
Steve cutting off the party after he continuously is attempting to show hints he’s not ok emotionally and needs someone but keeps getting brushed off. With the passive “oh we all feel like that” “is it really that big a deal still” “so? We survived right” “oh just let it go” all about hinting he’s still not ok from the upside down but the others have each other, everyone has someone. So Steve just starts closing off and it starts with not coming to things all the time, then doing the bare minimum of driving the kids, and just going to work on a loop until he stops all that too. Robins been off work now too since she’s packing for college with Vickie. So literally no one notices until Eddie does….
Hehehehe ideas Lexi ideas 😈 was gonna do anon but fuck it
This ask is over a month old because I’m so goddamn behind on these, but here we are! Some angst with a dash of hurt/comfort for my favorite lil angst gremlin💛
Steve Isn’t Coping
It starts small.
Being around his friends and the kids doesn’t sound as fun anymore. It’s feel draining and like maybe he should’ve stayed home and wallowed in bed instead.
He still shows up to things for a while, determined not to let anyone see that the world feels like a heavy burden resting on his shoulders alone. He’s strong though. A leader in the group. The brave and fearless one. Cracking isn’t allowed.
So Steve agrees to driving The Party places and he shows his face here and there as much as feels necessary so that nobody finds out.
But it’s hard. Getting dressed is hard. Taking a shower is hard. Being around people who love him and think he’s indestructible is so fucking hard.
And Jesus Christ, he actually does try to speak up a few times about what he’s feeling. It comes out in the way he asks that the lights stay on during movies, too afraid of the things that hide in the shadows now.
Instead of understanding, he’s met with laughter by some of the kids. With being brushed off or minimized for his worries.
“Steve Harrington, slayer of demodogs and demobats, scared of the dark? Yeah, right… Good one, dude.”
He covers his watering eyes with his own chuckles. They’re probably right and he’s just being a baby.
Despite this failure, Steve tries again when he asks the older teens if they ever think about how different everything would be if the upside down hadn’t opened up. He confesses that he’s afraid and that he still jumps at loud noises sometimes. He talks about how he’d change it all if he could.
Again, he’s pushed aside with, “That’s all in the past now. Let it go, Steve. Dwelling on it won’t help anyone.”
Steve tries.
He tries and tries, but nothing works.
Then he stops showing up, stops answering his phone when the kids ask for rides, stops going to work until he gets a message on his answering machine telling him that he no longer has a job. Robin might’ve noticed, but she’s days away from leaving for college and things have been going so well for her that he’s been extra careful when she’s around.
Steve dreads the day that she leaves and he’s all alone again, but he wants her to be happy.
He hardly sees anyone else, to the point that when he hears a knocking on his front door, he just assumes that Robin forgot her key at home and he opens the door without checking who it is.
Eddie of all people is the one standing on his front step, looking concerned and even a little agitated. Steve hasn’t the faintest idea why he’d be at his house now that he’s finally graduated and working at the new record shop in town. They hardly see each other except in passing interactions. Still, he allows him into his home.
“What’s wrong with you?”
Steve flinches at the accusatory tone, crossing his arms on his chest for some illusion of safety.
He knows exactly what’s being asked, but he can pretend. Just a little while longer, just until Robin is away from Hawkins and can stop worrying about him. He can be normal.
“I don’t know what you mean, Munson. I’m fine.”
Eddie scoffs, coming closer and gently gripping Steve’s shoulders, his gaze bouncing all over the place as he studies Steve intensely.
“You look like shit.”
“Gee… thanks, man.”
He rolls his eyes, releasing Steve to place a hand on his lower back instead as he begins leading them both to the couch in the living room like it’s his house.
“It’s not like you can deny it, Steve. You look like you’ve not slept in forever and you quit your job. I’ve been trying to figure out what your deal is for weeks. When you didn’t show up today, I figured there had to be a good reason and it seems I found it,” Eddie explains, further confusing him.
“Show up to what?” Steve asks, slumping into the couch as the exhaustion he was ignoring takes hold of him.
Eddie’s arm wraps around his shoulders, pulling him closer into a side hug that feels too nice to pull away from. This is more physical contact than he’s had in weeks and it seems to hush the buzzing in his brain.
He seems to hesitate before replying, “Robin’s going away party.”
No.
Oh God, no.
How could he possibly miss something so important? His best friend is leaving for college in two days and Steve was more interested in crying in his bed than showing up for the one person who’s never let him down.
Fresh tears spring to his eyes and Eddie quickly pulls him into a full hug then, shushing him softly and starting to rock them back and forth slowly.
“Hey, you’re okay, sweetheart. Robin isn’t upset with you, she’s just… she’s scared, Stevie. We all are. This isn’t like you.”
Steve nods into Eddie’s shoulder, not sure how to even respond to that. He’s a disappointment and a failure, unable to cope with things like everyone else seems to so easily. He feels weak and like the title of hero belongs to anyone but him.
“I’m so scared, Eddie,” he confesses with a broken sob. It all comes pouring out then. “I’m scared of everything and I can’t even sleep without all the lights on and my bat next to my bed. I can’t tell Robin because she has to go be her own person and I don’t want to hold her back from that, but I’m alone. I’m so alone now.”
A gentle kiss being pressed to his forehead manages to surprise him, but he still doesn’t pull away. The action is so loving and affectionate, full of comfort from someone he’d never imagined getting it from.
Now that he has it though, Steve doesn’t want to go without.
“It’s okay not to be okay.”
That pulls another sob from him.
“I don’t want to be broken anymore. I want to be normal, Ed.”
Eddie’s voice comes out shaky, but honest when he tells him, “If you’re broken, then so am I. Stevie, I haven’t slept in the dark in months and I never let my guard down anymore. I don’t think we can go back to normal with all we’ve been through, but… if you need someone to hold you for a while and help you sleep, I think I can do that.”
Steve allows himself to melt completely into the embrace, finally letting his body relax fully and he’s rewarded with more kisses to the top of his head.
“I wouldn’t want to be a bother,” he protests half-assedly.
Instead of being told that he’s not an inconvenience or that Eddie doesn’t mind having to deal with him, the man says confidently, “I want to be the one to hold you, baby. I want to take care of you and show you how much you matter to me. Broken or whole, you have my heart, Stevie.”
Steve has every intention of returning the favor.
That’s the night he starts to feel again, the night that the numbness begins to fade away and he falls in love once more.
i promised my very good friend if she made too many sexy jamack jokes during our kipo watch i would draw her a sexy jamack
honestly i can’t remember if she did but i drew him anyway, Best Frog right here
does helena even know? does she even know the absolute hell chris went through, and the work eddie and chris had to do together? to get chris to love the water again? does she even know?
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references this tweet
anyway I think shigeo likes to lie down in the middle of the floor like a cat. It makes him feel normal
Mikey Way Day 75
detail thoughts:
- love ronan’s obviously expensive (non-uniform) coat, intrigued that his tattoo doesn’t reach to his neck as far as we can see
- love how noah’s “crushed” side is blocked, also curious if he’ll often be blocked/awkward in panel compositions? could be a cool concept?
- love blue and ronan having the same gaze! yes! lusting for gansey. who said that.
- adam’s slight mullet. justice. plus great contrast to the three other boys all having identical clean cuts on the back of their heads. and i know it’s just dramatic sunlight but if he really had a kinda shitty bleach job i wouldn’t be mad
- everyone has freckles thank u sas
- blue with the classic ➿ choker! and bushy eyebrows!!! also i always forgot how short she’s supposed to be like damn. excited to see how they’ll play into that visually! and her being the only one with her full face shown is nice <3 i wish it was more obvious that she’s the main character but i respect that it’s lowkey too!
in conclusion: look how far we’ve come thank god <3
Ed+Stede as Kermit and Miss Piggy
Never posted these here because I wasn’t happy with them but I think I’ve come around
I just... i just needed to draw them
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