HEY OW. OUCH. IT SAID TRAGIC BUT LIKE. MY SOUL BARED SO EASILY?? SO PLAINLY??? OW!!!

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

QUICK!!

stop eating gruel with the fools and come eat a leek with a freak

your only job on this earth is to be so intrinsically yourself that the right people gravitate toward you and the wrong people move out of your way

The dynamic that having little to no access to healthcare spawns is so funny sometimes

my desiccated son thrunt

Sometimes I only know who characters are because of my mutuals

“Oh that’s _____! Mutual’s s/o!”

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

rainbow dash applies for a job