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would Lowell in the sense get his obsession out of a job?

Especially if it was high stress and high pay?

Hm! I might not understand this completely but Lowell is very obsessive about his job. He wouldn't lose his obsessive tendencies he has for controlling other people even if his job would be both higher stress and higher pay- if anything, he might start becoming more controlling and possesive to cope with the stress.

A lot of why Lowell is doing what he's doing in game is because he's taking out his frustration with being chronically disabled and feeling helpless in his own body. That's a big part of the appeal for keeping a human "doll"- it's a body he gets to exert complete control over when his own is so volatile.

He's also just a little freak and happens to find it hot! There's no fixing this guy.

what can Lowell eat as a guilty pleasure besides soup?

Lowell had a braces phase Canon

Lowell feels a little guilty about everything he eats, he doesn't really feel like he's worth getting his basic needs met. The other things he tends to eat the most often are cooked red cabbage with wine and onions, pumpernickel bread with margarine, and beans straight out of the can 💀 as a treat sometimes he eats salted licorice wheels. He is a phenomenal cook, but he doesn't spend all that much energy on actually cooking for himself. He's likely to go all out and cook you a 3-4 course meal and just sit there with his beans, not even bothering to put them on a plate or heat them up.

He did have braces as a preteen! He was the kind of kid to get horrible sores in his mouth and still insist on eating sour candy, lol

Lowell with a Mc who is heavily tattooed?

He LOVES tattoos! He would be so enchanted by every piece of art on you, tracing it with his fingers, taking pictures, making outfits that show off as much skin as he can manage to frame them nicely :3 he'd probably take you to a tattoo artist from time to time to get more on you as well, and he would be over the moon if you got one that was connected to him/ showed his ownership of you in some way.

Lowell has one (1) tattoo himself but he's always wanted more, he just doesn't know what to get. Matching couple tattoos would be a dream to him ^^

will Lowell get a NSFW alphabet?

He's got one ! You can find it here

the headphones are frog themed.

Canon event.

What videos look like for the *brainwashing *

Don't even LOOK at me unless you're wearing this shit !!! /silly

Lots of flashing lights and colors, definitely not safe for photosensitive folks. There's some brief instances of subliminal text as well, and accompanying binaural sounds and messages on a headset :3

If MC was just overall chill and willing and even liked dressing up and acting as a doll from day one, could they avoid being drugged, hypnotized and everything else overall scary (?)

Kinda depends on your chosen route! The game is going to be built in 3 settings- in the medium setting if you don't struggle he'll back off pretty significantly with his creepy controlling tendencies, and these aspects will have a reduced impact on gameplay even if the player is fighting back.

In the high intensity route, the number of times Lowell will engage in something like that will decrease, but he isn't able to hold back on doing it completely- ultimately he does still get off on it, and it's incredibly appealing to him to be able to manipulate the player all the way down to what they're thinking and feeling!

So it really depends on how you play the game :)

Can Lowell erase memories? My guess he could rerewrite memories too?

Yeah but he's more interested in warping perception and opinion than erasing memory. Or using drugs to make memories fuzzy, but still present.

Does Lowell miows back to cats??? :33

oh absolutely. his cat, Mustard, is very talkative and he can't help but answer back. he says mrrrrp and brrow a lot as well

what was Lowell like in high school? and also who are the people he’s killed??

he was deeply invested in scene culture, a bit of a stoner, and terrible at studying. Didn't really have any friends to speak of. He spent most of his time with his headphones in refusing to participate or hold a conversation with anyone.

He's killed a few people by now! didn't always have a reason :) you aren't the first dolly he's had, but sometimes the arrangement ended... poorly.

Happy pride!!

I would design a frog theme floatie for Lowell to rock in da pool. What if Mc was like rich and pay all the medical expenses?

in all honesty he's a lil too fucked up for it to change his character much or even necessarily get all the medical and mental health care he needs BUT if you have money that means he can give up his job which opens up so much more time that he can spend with you :3

I'd make a frog theme ramen bowl for lowell. Would they always use ceramics by mc?

this was so cute I couldn't help myself -_-

Lowell would absolutely ADORE if MC made something for him! He'd definitely use it all the time, and store everything you made for him in a special display cabinet.

I do Color Guard, would Lowell let me keep my flag? Bro I'll even do little tricks with it PLEASE

yea but you DO have to do little performances for him and he WILL make you wear special little outfits while you do it. he might record it for... personal use... later. he'll even build a little display stand to put your flag and your other various props in, he's supportive but like, he's still gonna be a freak about it

why arent Lowell and his sister talking?

he left home around 17 and she didn't have a phone or internet access at the time, so he wasn't able to stay in contact with her that way, and he wasn't willing to send letters in case his mother received them instead. he still feels pretty guilty for essentially abandoning her, and he knows he isn't a great person, so he doesn't really want to impact her life negatively by association. he looks her up pretty frequently to check in on her and follows her socials through a burner account, but that's about it.

Lowell please paont me like the French do please~

yeah he uh. doesn't know how to draw

did something happen to Lowell for him to be the way he is?? or has be always been murder-y since childhood??😅 (dont have to answer if it’s spoilers)

a little of both! he was raised in a pretty toxic environment and he is also just a fucked up little guy! his chronic illnesses have a lot to do with his actions during the game as well- he is in a position of feeling like he is losing total control, and he is desperate to regain any semblance of it back. if he can't control his own body, maybe controlling someone else's will make him feel better :3c

MAN I LOVE LOWELL SO MUCH (smashing my head into a wall)

Im new in the game, I litterlay found it accidentally but I already love the ideas!!!

And as a trans male which is femboy, yan being trans male that doesn't wear stereotypically manly clothing is making me so happy and excited!! <33

Good luck on the game!!

thank you!! I'm glad Lowell resonates with you :3

I'm a GNC transmasc so I put a lot of myself and my experiences into Lowell, and I just so happen to love yan and murdersim vns! It seemed to me that especially since there were so many trans folks in those fandoms that there was a big gap in representation for us.

thank you for the kind ask :)

Helloo, hope your doing well😄😄 could we have more lore about Lowell, pretty please 🥹 i feel like it’s been a while since hearing from the blog (ofc if not then i still hope you have a great day😁😁)

You sure can !! I miss my og blorbo and I'm always so happy to get a chance to talk about lore!

Lowell went to culinary school but ended up having to drop out in the last couple of months due to medical and financial complications- he hates his current job and believes he is overqualified and deserves to work in a much more elevated environment

He has a younger sister that he's kept tabs on over the years, but he hasn't had contact with his family in a long time.

Lowell learned to sew from his mother, who was a seamstress while he was growing up in Massachusetts.

His very first ever collection was frog statues, the kind you'd find in a garden store. They all had names, personalities, and intricate backstories. He kept notes on them in a Lisa Frank notebook, and would rearrange their positions in his room frequently.

He's not a natural redhead!

Lowell was a smoker for a very long time, and while he no longer chainsmokes, he'll still light up a cigarette if he's particularly exhausted, stressed, or needs a little treat.

He can't swim :(

He has pretty poor wound healing, and he scars and bruises really easily.

He met you first through your job! MC will have a position in an art store and he saw you while looking for a specialty fabric dye.

He has killed people before.

Lowell would love a wax museum date!

He's already got all your measurements :) it won't stop him from taking them again when he gets you alone though. He finds it kind of romantic!

He will get mad if you touch/break a lot of his stuff- he's very protective of his collections and has object hyperempathy. it can be genuinely painful to him when things break, go missing, or are touched/displayed "wrong".

His favorite food is soup.

On top of being an insomniac he doesn't really like sleeping in beds- when he sleeps it's usually on the couch or floor or something.

His favorite thing to knit is shawls! He does some pretty interesting things with them, sometimes with intricate lace, beading, colorwork, or other details.

He has a secret petplay kink (recieving). He would deny it to the ends of the earth but being called kitten gives him an instant boner. Extremely unlikely to allow himself to actually submit but he MIGHT be a mean kitty dom, if you convince him hard enough :3c he'd be on high alert to make sure he doesn't end up in subspace though.

He had an intense scene phase. Full on raccoon stripes, under eye liner, hot topic cash carrying, get scared listening ass emo. Still has his well loved busted up ipod nano from when he initially got really into the subculture.

His first crush was on Brent Spiner. Quickly followed by Tilda Swinton.

Has a washi tape collection but has never actually used any of the tape.

He owns a pair of The Chanel Boots™️

Hopefully this is enough to keep yall fed a moment ;-; sorry this project has taken a lapse BUT I'm putting together something to introduce the five whole other characters that will be included in this game, and my schedule just got cleared for a few more days a week so hopefully I'll have some more stuff for you guys soon!

how would Lowell feel about an MC who had kids already or was already pregnant, would he still kiddnap them?

Worried. He isn't father material and the life that he wants to keep his dolly in is not conducive to children. Depending on the level of obsession he feels for them, he'd either kidnap them and leave the existing children at their home, choose a different target entirely, OR, in the case of a pregnancy he was not aware of, potentially leave the child at a firestation or hospital.

Lowell is not a good person, and he knows that. One of his major boundaries is not purposefully subjecting children to neglect, abuse, or emotional harm, to whatever extent he can manage that. If he's obsessed enough with his current victim, he might risk neglect of the children by taking his target away from them... but that's about the extent he'll go.

will there be more updates about the doll house in your patreon?

yes! that project has taken a bit of a back seat to flowers of evil at the moment but darling dollhouse is still in the works and there will be content about it on my patreon as well as some other projects in the future once my plate is a little less full!

would Lowell want to have kids (i’ll have his babbies) or nah?😋

Lowell is a trans man so he can't impregnate anyone, and he would prefer to remain childless! He doesn't feel he'd be a good parent, and to be honest, he's right about that. He would be happy to have pets or engage in pregnancy/ breeding roleplay, though!

Permission to be bred till I can’t think?

You have my blessing to be mindless, dumb, and full of cum to your hearts content godspeed good fellow

“Take him down” yeah down town on a lovely date where he can show me off what are yall on about honestly smh

this ask is so funny to me blease you can definitely be his little arm-candy cutie-pie with the most saccharine and fulfilling love story BUT sadists also have a soft spot in my queer little wretched heart and if someone wants to beat up my blorbo I'll hand them the boxing gloves and tell them to go for the teeth. I'll even throw in a squeaky toy noise.

I’m hoping we can take Lowell down. Cause eventually everyone slips up if the goal is long term ownership. There’s something about taking down a Yandere that’s just so mmm.

uwu go for the knees/ankles he's got bad joints

drafting his design a little 💕 still in the works but I thought he deserved a fresh face ^^

redesigning Lowell's appearance to make him look like slutty valentine camp stand by for thot

What if I use affection, be obedient, and all that to Lowell just to use it to try and escape? :3

Initially he'd be quite hurt! All the progress you've made trying to trust him and adjust to your new life and you'd throw it away, just like that? It wouldn't take long for him to turn the tables on you though- he might act petty and broken hearted at first, but he'll quickly adjust to being a gaslighty, manipulative little monster who's willing to do whatever it takes for your compliance to be assured. He'll use drugs, rope, chains, operant conditioning, sensory deprivation/overstimulation, cross any moral boundary to keep you "safe" in his care. You're the star piece of his collection, his favorite treasure. He simply can't let you go.

He'll enjoy himself too! What better could he ask than for a brat to tame? And good luck getting him to trust you enough to make the same mistake again- he's got your number now, and he'll make sure you're thoroughly broken before he let's you off the hook anytime soon.

Aaaaa in the one ask about if mc had a partner while Lowell is stalking them the audio sounds like morse code I think?

But I'm not sure how to translate it and can't find any good websites to translate it either (I've spent the last hour trying to translate it belive me 😭)

So could I PRETTY PLEASE- Have a hint on translating it? I'm struggling bad right now-

[_o_d__on _otw____ _or__r_y _ab___ou _tit_,__ _low__e_ _ll_iski _nd__afu _nny__s_ _om____e _ti_me_s __!_____]

:o)

What would Lowell be like with a MC with DID?

Nothing but supportive :) he'd be pretty good at identifying system members and remembering what they're like and how they like to be interacted with. He's also experienced dissociation and memory loss before, just not multiplicity, so he'd be able to help reorient to time and place if need be.

If the system was comfortable with it, he might even make entirely different sets of outfits in different styles just for them. Just generally respectful and kind.

Eepy ask cuz I'm eepy UwU if MC had super bad insomnia as well, and took sleeping medication for it (like melatonin + trazedone), and offered some to Lowell wanting to help with his insomnia would he take it?

Also if MC liked to nap during the day would Lowell be willing to snuggle with them while they nap (not necessarily having to nap with them tho)? :3

probably not! on top of being unable to sleep, Lowell also doesn't really want to sleep, and when he does, he has terrible dreams. Historically sleeping medication has made that worse for him. He also has an impaired digestion so he metabolizes and reacts to medications strangely- only a few sleeping meds will actually knock him out.

A psychiatrist may be able to balance his meds correctly if you... somehow convinced him to go to one, but it's a losing battle. At most if you were really wheedling him to try and sleep you might be able to convince him to drink a chamomile tea.

He's always willing to snuggle though :3

What if MC already had a partner while Lowell was stalking MC? 👁️👁️ asking for drama