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what can Lowell eat as a guilty pleasure besides soup?

Lowell had a braces phase Canon

Lowell feels a little guilty about everything he eats, he doesn't really feel like he's worth getting his basic needs met. The other things he tends to eat the most often are cooked red cabbage with wine and onions, pumpernickel bread with margarine, and beans straight out of the can 💀 as a treat sometimes he eats salted licorice wheels. He is a phenomenal cook, but he doesn't spend all that much energy on actually cooking for himself. He's likely to go all out and cook you a 3-4 course meal and just sit there with his beans, not even bothering to put them on a plate or heat them up.

He did have braces as a preteen! He was the kind of kid to get horrible sores in his mouth and still insist on eating sour candy, lol

Lowell with a Mc who is heavily tattooed?

He LOVES tattoos! He would be so enchanted by every piece of art on you, tracing it with his fingers, taking pictures, making outfits that show off as much skin as he can manage to frame them nicely :3 he'd probably take you to a tattoo artist from time to time to get more on you as well, and he would be over the moon if you got one that was connected to him/ showed his ownership of you in some way.

Lowell has one (1) tattoo himself but he's always wanted more, he just doesn't know what to get. Matching couple tattoos would be a dream to him ^^

will Lowell get a NSFW alphabet?

He's got one ! You can find it here

the headphones are frog themed.

Canon event.

What videos look like for the *brainwashing *

Don't even LOOK at me unless you're wearing this shit !!! /silly

Lots of flashing lights and colors, definitely not safe for photosensitive folks. There's some brief instances of subliminal text as well, and accompanying binaural sounds and messages on a headset :3

Can Lowell erase memories? My guess he could rerewrite memories too?

Yeah but he's more interested in warping perception and opinion than erasing memory. Or using drugs to make memories fuzzy, but still present.

Does Lowell miows back to cats??? :33

oh absolutely. his cat, Mustard, is very talkative and he can't help but answer back. he says mrrrrp and brrow a lot as well

what was Lowell like in high school? and also who are the people he’s killed??

he was deeply invested in scene culture, a bit of a stoner, and terrible at studying. Didn't really have any friends to speak of. He spent most of his time with his headphones in refusing to participate or hold a conversation with anyone.

He's killed a few people by now! didn't always have a reason :) you aren't the first dolly he's had, but sometimes the arrangement ended... poorly.

Happy pride!!

I would design a frog theme floatie for Lowell to rock in da pool. What if Mc was like rich and pay all the medical expenses?

in all honesty he's a lil too fucked up for it to change his character much or even necessarily get all the medical and mental health care he needs BUT if you have money that means he can give up his job which opens up so much more time that he can spend with you :3

I'd make a frog theme ramen bowl for lowell. Would they always use ceramics by mc?

this was so cute I couldn't help myself -_-

Lowell would absolutely ADORE if MC made something for him! He'd definitely use it all the time, and store everything you made for him in a special display cabinet.

I do Color Guard, would Lowell let me keep my flag? Bro I'll even do little tricks with it PLEASE

yea but you DO have to do little performances for him and he WILL make you wear special little outfits while you do it. he might record it for... personal use... later. he'll even build a little display stand to put your flag and your other various props in, he's supportive but like, he's still gonna be a freak about it

why arent Lowell and his sister talking?

he left home around 17 and she didn't have a phone or internet access at the time, so he wasn't able to stay in contact with her that way, and he wasn't willing to send letters in case his mother received them instead. he still feels pretty guilty for essentially abandoning her, and he knows he isn't a great person, so he doesn't really want to impact her life negatively by association. he looks her up pretty frequently to check in on her and follows her socials through a burner account, but that's about it.

Lowell please paont me like the French do please~

yeah he uh. doesn't know how to draw

did something happen to Lowell for him to be the way he is?? or has be always been murder-y since childhood??😅 (dont have to answer if it’s spoilers)

a little of both! he was raised in a pretty toxic environment and he is also just a fucked up little guy! his chronic illnesses have a lot to do with his actions during the game as well- he is in a position of feeling like he is losing total control, and he is desperate to regain any semblance of it back. if he can't control his own body, maybe controlling someone else's will make him feel better :3c

MAN I LOVE LOWELL SO MUCH (smashing my head into a wall)

Im new in the game, I litterlay found it accidentally but I already love the ideas!!!

And as a trans male which is femboy, yan being trans male that doesn't wear stereotypically manly clothing is making me so happy and excited!! <33

Good luck on the game!!

thank you!! I'm glad Lowell resonates with you :3

I'm a GNC transmasc so I put a lot of myself and my experiences into Lowell, and I just so happen to love yan and murdersim vns! It seemed to me that especially since there were so many trans folks in those fandoms that there was a big gap in representation for us.

thank you for the kind ask :)

Helloo, hope your doing well😄😄 could we have more lore about Lowell, pretty please 🥹 i feel like it’s been a while since hearing from the blog (ofc if not then i still hope you have a great day😁😁)

You sure can !! I miss my og blorbo and I'm always so happy to get a chance to talk about lore!

Lowell went to culinary school but ended up having to drop out in the last couple of months due to medical and financial complications- he hates his current job and believes he is overqualified and deserves to work in a much more elevated environment

He has a younger sister that he's kept tabs on over the years, but he hasn't had contact with his family in a long time.

Lowell learned to sew from his mother, who was a seamstress while he was growing up in Massachusetts.

His very first ever collection was frog statues, the kind you'd find in a garden store. They all had names, personalities, and intricate backstories. He kept notes on them in a Lisa Frank notebook, and would rearrange their positions in his room frequently.

He's not a natural redhead!

Lowell was a smoker for a very long time, and while he no longer chainsmokes, he'll still light up a cigarette if he's particularly exhausted, stressed, or needs a little treat.

He can't swim :(

He has pretty poor wound healing, and he scars and bruises really easily.

He met you first through your job! MC will have a position in an art store and he saw you while looking for a specialty fabric dye.

He has killed people before.

Lowell would love a wax museum date!

He's already got all your measurements :) it won't stop him from taking them again when he gets you alone though. He finds it kind of romantic!

He will get mad if you touch/break a lot of his stuff- he's very protective of his collections and has object hyperempathy. it can be genuinely painful to him when things break, go missing, or are touched/displayed "wrong".

His favorite food is soup.

On top of being an insomniac he doesn't really like sleeping in beds- when he sleeps it's usually on the couch or floor or something.

His favorite thing to knit is shawls! He does some pretty interesting things with them, sometimes with intricate lace, beading, colorwork, or other details.

He has a secret petplay kink (recieving). He would deny it to the ends of the earth but being called kitten gives him an instant boner. Extremely unlikely to allow himself to actually submit but he MIGHT be a mean kitty dom, if you convince him hard enough :3c he'd be on high alert to make sure he doesn't end up in subspace though.

He had an intense scene phase. Full on raccoon stripes, under eye liner, hot topic cash carrying, get scared listening ass emo. Still has his well loved busted up ipod nano from when he initially got really into the subculture.

His first crush was on Brent Spiner. Quickly followed by Tilda Swinton.

Has a washi tape collection but has never actually used any of the tape.

He owns a pair of The Chanel Boots™️

Hopefully this is enough to keep yall fed a moment ;-; sorry this project has taken a lapse BUT I'm putting together something to introduce the five whole other characters that will be included in this game, and my schedule just got cleared for a few more days a week so hopefully I'll have some more stuff for you guys soon!

how would Lowell feel about an MC who had kids already or was already pregnant, would he still kiddnap them?

Worried. He isn't father material and the life that he wants to keep his dolly in is not conducive to children. Depending on the level of obsession he feels for them, he'd either kidnap them and leave the existing children at their home, choose a different target entirely, OR, in the case of a pregnancy he was not aware of, potentially leave the child at a firestation or hospital.

Lowell is not a good person, and he knows that. One of his major boundaries is not purposefully subjecting children to neglect, abuse, or emotional harm, to whatever extent he can manage that. If he's obsessed enough with his current victim, he might risk neglect of the children by taking his target away from them... but that's about the extent he'll go.

will there be more updates about the doll house in your patreon?

yes! that project has taken a bit of a back seat to flowers of evil at the moment but darling dollhouse is still in the works and there will be content about it on my patreon as well as some other projects in the future once my plate is a little less full!

would Lowell want to have kids (i’ll have his babbies) or nah?😋

Lowell is a trans man so he can't impregnate anyone, and he would prefer to remain childless! He doesn't feel he'd be a good parent, and to be honest, he's right about that. He would be happy to have pets or engage in pregnancy/ breeding roleplay, though!

Permission to be bred till I can’t think?

You have my blessing to be mindless, dumb, and full of cum to your hearts content godspeed good fellow

“Take him down” yeah down town on a lovely date where he can show me off what are yall on about honestly smh

this ask is so funny to me blease you can definitely be his little arm-candy cutie-pie with the most saccharine and fulfilling love story BUT sadists also have a soft spot in my queer little wretched heart and if someone wants to beat up my blorbo I'll hand them the boxing gloves and tell them to go for the teeth. I'll even throw in a squeaky toy noise.

I’m hoping we can take Lowell down. Cause eventually everyone slips up if the goal is long term ownership. There’s something about taking down a Yandere that’s just so mmm.

uwu go for the knees/ankles he's got bad joints

I have a lot of questions so feel free to skip this one ^^

How does Lowell treat the MC in the beginning of the game, exactly? You said he treats them like a doll, but I'm p curious, how far does that go? Does he still think/know they're human? Does he let them sleep and go to the bathroom and stuff? I'm just curious about the small details aha,, and would the MC get fed outside of tea parties? How much freedom would they have in general?

Ok that's all thank you for reading <3 I can't wait for this game to come out

These are great questions that I'm more than happy to answer!

Lowell does understand that you're human and alive, in fact that's part of what makes you so exciting as a collectors piece for him- you're able to react and essentially 'play' with him, and he likes exerting his control over another living being, especially since for so much of his life he's felt so powerless.

You're perfectly able to sleep and the attic he keeps you in does have a small half bathroom that you're able to use, as well as a wash basin. There will be times he specifically binds or otherwise restricts the movement of the player if they're particularly obstinate, but is still responsive to their functional needs.

You also have access to food pretty much 24/7- if Lowell has to leave you for any reason, he'll make sure snacks and meals are left in a place you can access them, as well as water. He also has a small electric kettle, and if you're behaving well enough, he'll set up a little coffee/tea/cocoa station in the attic for you (ideally, he'd like to keep this in here all the time, but a captive person with boiling water at their disposal requires a bare minimum of trust that you aren't gonna try and hurt him with it).

All that being said, your freedom is still extremely limited. For the first portion of the game after you've been taken, the only part of Lowell's house that you'll see is the attic. You'll have to either earn some trust or REALLY fuck up to see any other part of the house. He doesn't intend to let you leave essentially ever again- the most he's willing to let you go is to his greenhouse/garden in the fully fenced backyard.

Playing the game as a romance or a friendship, you'll eventually have access to most of the house, including his bedroom. Playing the game as a horror, particularly if you fight him at every turn and figured out how to get him to actively dislike you, you'll have the opportunity to try to escape- yay! But if you mess that up, you're going to have essentially the Worst outcome for your freedom, which, barring any spoilers, does involve essentially losing all of your free will. This is actually the route in which Lowell sees you the least as a living being and the most as essentially a life sized doll.

I'm so pleased that you're interested in Darling Dollhouse and I hope this helped clear some things up!

Lowell is so creepy and cute i just *kisses him kisses him kis-*

go right ahead, he certainly doesn't seem to mind!

More Lowell crumbs for you all since I'm out of town for a few days and I won't be able to do any art updates !

-I hope you like tea parties; one of Lowell's collections is teapots and loose leafs, and one of his favorite activities to do with you is sitting you down for a tea service, complete with scones and other snacks! He wants to treat his Doll right, after all!

-While Lowell is quite adept at cooking and baking, his medical issues make it hard for him to eat. He channels a lot of his frustration with this into making sure that you're well nourished, he's anxious to make sure you're eating enough and always have the kinds of foods and drinks you like. Don't be surprised if he isn't able to join you for more than a bite, though.

-His primary love languages are acts of service and gift giving when he wants to display love, and he receives love best with physical touch and quality time.

-He's got a lot of allergies, and it's a constant battle to keep his display shelves dusted and the cat hair at bay.

-Lowell's favorite music genres are death rock, old experimental synthesizer music (Mort Garson, Ruth White, etc), and glam.

-He's known about you before the start of the game, but not for long- a few months of progressively invested watching and following you before he orchestrates your 'chance' encounter