Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
Okay fine. Iβll give in. Probably wonβt be responded do to me being so new on the Tumblr.
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Sharing my last year's adrienette art to celebrate valentine's day! Happy Valentine's Day, dear followers!!πβΊπΌπΈπΈπΉβ
I really did something that my younger self wouldn't do...
Writing a love letter to my crush..
And actually gave it to him?!????!;#*&#
But it wasn't me who actually gave it to him but my friend did, but still!!!!81&kskehskshwo!!!!
I was literally nervous the entire time and blushing.
AAAAAAAAAAAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Hard to find that moment that two become one. Not just one, but intertwined so tightly one can not find a seam.
My mind is at peace under the moonlight.
I find comfort in her, while my thoughts never stop turning in my mind, she dulls the noise of my tornado so all I hear is heartbeat.
My heart beats for her, aches when she's away, hurts when her rays afflicted by clouds and the storms of life, and I can't feel her light bathe my skin.
I wake and look for you.
I go to rest at night, only after I've let you be the last memory I have.
I love you, my moon, my good girl. β₯οΈπ
At night , is when it's magical.
Distance becomes irrelevant.
Time can stand still or we can live a lifetime.
So many times we've made love, walked a beach, sat on the porch and watched the stars.
At night I can hold your hand and not let go, I can say all I need to without barriers.
Live as we desire.
I feel sadness to those that don't remember dreams like these.
Fragmented I strain to hold myself together.
I try to reach and parts of me fall to the floor. No matter how I try to hold it in, the only way to keep myself together is to hold myself tight.
It hurts to reach, to watch the vulnerable pieces of yourself, the ones you've picked up, dusted off, cut your fingers to hold, slip away, fall to the dark for another.
I reach for your glow.
Not worthy.
Not entitled.
Not out of despair.
I reach because I must, because the first time seeing you was all it took, to invade my head, to spin my thoughts, kicking up parts of me long since dormant.
I reach out of sheer need.
I don't care what happens to me.
She can give and I'll be so blessed. She can choose not to shine upon me and I'll stand, waiting for you.
I know I'm not the best. I know I'm not the kindest. I know I'm not much of anything in this life, but for long as I breathe, keeping my beating heart going in this temporary husk I'm in...... I'll be all I can be for her.
Even in doubt, even when I feel like I'm farther away. Even scared..... I will not give up reaching... I will reach until my arms start to spasm, until my body aches from wait, long since weary...... I will reach.
I'm thinking about you
When I say...... 'I'm thinking about you'..... It sometimes isn't so simple.
I'm thinking about you....... Means my mind is flying, so many thoughts slamming around, too many paths it's taking, that I don't know what to do.
It means that i can't stop thinking about your eyes, your face, the glow of your skin, the sound of your laugh, the beautiful way you cum, the shape of your legs, the way I feel safe with you, the way you calm me, the way you slip into my head, the one thought I didn't think..... And it disarms many.
I'm thinking about you..... Means I know you've had a rough day, I know you are down because I can feel it in your aura, in the invisible energy your words carry.
I'm thinking about you..... Means I'm hurting and you are all I want. Life has me scared and I want to lay at your breast and close my eyes. It means that you've been quiet and my mind won't stop itself thinking that you have been filling your moments with someone else... Someone better.
I'm thinking about you...... Is a very powerful statement.
Like Ozzy said.....
"I don't ask much..... I just want you."
It's asking a lot....
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I sπ’pπoπ e bπtβ πrπ π π oπt oπ πeπtπe vπoπeπcπ, pπ’tπ‘iπg dπwπ πn iπk wβaπ‘ π cπrπhπs tβe aπr wβeπ π pπkπn aπoπ’d.
A Dowry of Blood, S.T. Gibson
I want you to know that youβre on my mind.Β You are loved, cared about, worried about, and cried over.Β I want you.Β I need you.Β I desire you.
You are not even a being that I can hold in my arms, and I ache for you.Β I ache for you because I want to be your mother.Β The ache in my heart for you may not be enough to make you real, and that breaks my heart.
You need to know that Iβm fighting for you, my love.Β Iβm fighting so hard that I feel this tightness of urgency.Β I want you to be real, but I realize that I canβt force you into being of this world.Β Your father is scared, and I donβt know how to comfort him.Β I donβt know how to protect him from his valid fears.
Know that you are wanted, but fears can push you back and make you evaluate what you want for your future.Β I want you so damn much that Iβm forgetting your father has feelings, and I need to respect them.Β I want him to want you like I want you.
Iβm praying to God that if you are to be real, then to please put the desire of you in his heart.Β Or if you are not to be, then take the desire from mine.
You will always be wanted, you will always be loved, you will always be on my mind.
Mom
As got out of my car and bolted for the front door I prayed I wouldn't drop my keys because it was just pouring rain. Every inch of me was already covered by the time I got the door open. I realized I was laughing as I went to go shut it. I thought of you and your smile as I slid down the door frame and god do I miss you.
Another love letter, I'll likely never send.
I think of people all day long. There are peoples whose names are written in the valves of my heart and with every beat and measure their meanings send my lifeblood through my veins. However, recently my thoughts are falling on you. I feel like I've wrote this letter-of-sorts to you a thousand times, and sent it to you none. For most people I can enumerate exhaustively every grievance or alternatively adequately admit any appreciation. But for you it has been consistently hard to find and define. For sometime I have been mixing up every word and position, it's definition and connotation trying to form something coherent. But I fear somewhere from heart to head, from head to hand, or hand to paper, it is getting lost in translation. Unfortunately I am acutely aware of my own mistakes, and I can say that I have committed many transgressions both purposeful and otherwise, big and small. And the greatest of these, at some point in my life I intentionally removed myself. For far too long I have remained silent and absent. Exclusive and Elusive. Now I am trying to write myself back into the narratives of many people. You are one of them. My thoughts and moments for you are variable and different, some are as the rosy fingered sky brings dawn to day, or as a quiet snow blankets a patient night. As the warmth of my heated seat reminds me of a shivering passenger. Or even now, as I'm writing this, your smile the sound of your laughter. I cannot say for certain if the formality of my words widens the gap, or closes the distance. But I know at least I've tried to convey some semblance of the reality that is, in a single trite expression "In my heart." I know that eventually, at sometime a bell will toll for my name, and my sins tallied. I can only pray that the ground remembers my name, and forgives me and just allows me to rest in the sun and grass, under my own vine. Then my body burned and ashes spread. But in a life, I can know this one victory. That I did not regret to shower the people I love with love. You are one of them. I would willingly give to you my days, hours and minutes. However I fear, that you, like most cancers put on shell, or an armor to protect something. And that's okay there is no fault or shame in that. You are allowed to be as guarded, defended or distance as you are comfortable with. You have opened yourself up to me before, and in that touching moment you impressed on to me an image. Something worth protecting. You are not fragile. You are sturdy. You've known pain, and adversity. What vision I received is one I will covet, cherish and hold sacred. You do not ever have to make yourself vulnerable to me, but I would like to make myself to you. If you give me the chance to, I'll give you those things my days, hours and minutes. If given your permission, I would be in your narrative. I see you, I hear you, if you would allow me, I'd hope to help you feel those ways. I am not here to defraud, defame, or even deshell you. My only motivation is to care, love and to get know you better. I only hope you don't misread my intention.
okay this is so random BUT shoutout to that one person on tiktok (THIS PERSON!! :000) for making a tutorial for like. love letters or wtv on carrd.co because. i literally cannot stop making them for my boyfriend like. when he's sad?
BANG. you just got hit with a carrd.co love letter that I spent the past few hours on I love you and hope you like it (here's the carrd referenced, if anyone would like to see it)
ggrgrghrgrhrg I should NOT have been given this power I will make SO many of these
hello!! i LOVE ur simstyle sm omg π why am i only finding ur account now???? anywayS have a great day/night!! :D
Thank you so much! I've been in and out of the community for quite some time now, so I am glad to find myself back in the groove. Trying to find a sim style was the hardest part, so I appreciate it :) Have a good day/night as well MUAH! <3