I Have No Friends - Blog Posts

okay but can we talk about not having friends to play mario party with? it genuinely sucks cuz it's one of my special interests and I don't even have nintendo switch online so that isn't an option either, like what am I supposed to do how do I make more friends without going on friendship apps cuz I have bad experiences with that.

(sorry for venting)

im feeling down but theres nothing i want to do or buy i dont even wanna buy food which is something i always wanna do whenever im upset

was supposed to play overwatch with a discord server im somewhat active in but like no one showed

i hate having no friends. being alone is fun until youre reminded that youre truly alone

and like i really want to share the fact that im having bottom growth and have people tell me in that moment that theyre proud and happy of me but i have no one :’)

might just post it randomly to a discord server im in meant to tmen and get my validation from there

and im constantly like “i wish i had a bf” but i really dont wanna use dating apps they fucking suck

grindr is so damn scary and comes off as “scam the app” then i feel like shit using any other dating app i dont wanna swipe on ppl thats mean

idk. just sad and lonely rn

also said “friend” i made my previous post about actively says racist things about immigrants, especially hispanic immigrants, especially mexicans.

yesterday we were talking and i mentioned how when i asked my local pizza place how much two cheese slices cost, i was told $4 THEN when i went to pay, i was told it was $4 each

and she, almost immediately, said something along the lines of “its those [insert racial stereotype about immigrants] isnt it?” (i can’t remember what she said but it was something like that)

i said “uh i dont know if they have an american citizenship or not”

i fg what she said after that but i said in response

he was speaking spanish though

and she went “of course”

and i went in response “okay”

💀💀

bc wtf??? what do you want me to agree with you??

i realized she was ACTUALLY racist a few months back and was like “oh my fucking god i need to drop her”

the only thing is that im genuinely alone without her tho lmao i have no friends

I'd just like to say that because of Lord of the Flies, I can never casually enjoy a camp fire again as I will be stressing over the others letting the fire out.

Some goodish pictures of a v handsome boi, whom I love💕

I love him,,,,,,,,,,,,sm💕 Like,,,,,,he's just so beautiful and I love