Hey Guys - Blog Posts

Another James Conrad scenepack ✨️

-> open here!!✨️

hi tumblr. this is my first art post. MEET JINX!!!!!! She is  acat monster polecat squid bison thing and she  is a little mean :(

you can never predict the actions of a desperate man (wanted chocolate so bad i ate a 3 month old bounty)

Hey to whoever sees this um what do I do to get over a disgusted feeling about myself??? I did something I did not want to do but said I wanted to anyway and I can't stop thinking about it and I feel terrible. Some advice would help a lot ❤️

on spring

pastel sunrise, mottled green

flower bloom, thawed stream

spring is upon us, the air is clean

crisp cloud cuts the sky

and there’s a gleam in your eye

an adventure there, and i want to follow

outstretched hand, t-shirts at dusk

grassy knoll, abandoned park

mosquitos buzz and bat them away

air cool and perfumed with the breeze of the day

and there’s a bed waiting when you get home

and the silence is warm when you’re alone

sky open above you and dizzy with fear

the grip of nostalgia never felt so real

until now, grass flat beneath your back

and sand between toes, pretty rock in backpack

teetering on the precipice of all you have known

at once still so young, at once so near grown

living felt stagnant but the answer was clear

every me nested in me, stacked years upon years

the coming of spring still awakens such thrill

and the promise of budding spreads dreams anew:

this was never a middle, as the pond is never still

but the beginning of everything, and everything that will

temporary paralysis

maybe i need practice with heartbreak

maybe if i hold on i'll learn to let go

maybe good things were never destined for me

maybe futures aren't written in stone

i hate when things change

i want everyone to stay

people in my mind are unpredictable

and rarely comply to the rules of real life

it feels like a sort of self-harm,

to throw myself into it again

this cannot be good for me

every instinct tells me to protect,

every experience tells me to listen to my qualms

withdraw, reel back, just stop, deflect

my hope is incessant and endless,

don't talk to me if you don't want a fright

my spark of interest cannot be drowned

when i wake up and remember myself,

it will be you on my mind

until i create a caricature in my head

until i forget your face,

your actions wrought by shadowed features

memories in feeling, if not in sight

a day stretched into a year of groundhog memory

don’t hurt me, i want to tell everyone that talks to me

don't make me care for you when you won't care for me,

it will only make me hate you

and it only takes one night and one day

for nothing to be the same again

🎶 '𝒞𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼'𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝒻𝒾𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓁𝒾𝑜𝓃𝓈🎶

( 👀 ) /  ᶘ ᶅ\ (‿‿ Ⴢ

Hey guys instead of thinking about Curly’s disability as a punishment what if we instead realized that even if you side with an abusive psychopath in any way you will still get hurt in the end and used? As in like being used as a scapegoat and the being an unreliable caretaker by starving you of communication and the humanity you still deserve to be treated with and being used as a simple pawn to further said psycho’s motives even when you tried your best to see the best in said abuser and a lot of the time put them above yourself.

Hey guys can we acknowledge how Curly was kinda a jerk but that doesn’t warrant constant pain from fourth degree burns and being degraded as a person?

Hey guys the nuance and the idea that you can still be a decent person while fucking up massively

Hey guys Anya told Swansea during that meeting in the cockpit and he didn’t kill Jimmy immediately either

Hey guys when you’re in a position in which you have to keep a group together, running over and killing your best friend will not keep people together and it will cause chaos, and not only that but being told your best friend is a “that word” can be shocking and most people need more than a day to process that information, which Curly only got a day

Hey guys this still doesn’t excuse his enabling over years and years but for the love of fucking god please stop equating him to a literal consent-ignoring, narcissistic pos who will kill others to look good, or still be seen in a good light?

I understand having emotions about such heavy topics but one of the main themes of this game is that people are human, and humans do shit sometimes man, nobody is perfect and unfortunately that sometimes leads to Jimmy’s living past the age of three, and I say this as a person who has dealt with some of these “topics” in multiple senses that people are allowed to be imperfect, mistakes do not make you a pos

Being Jimmy is❤️