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stealing peoples limbs is not very christ like

panicked in my religious studies exam and used the hymn "I will go lord" as a source of authority

thanks to my amazing Christian school,

I can't remember quotes but I know the entirety of Jerusalem, the lord's pray and most Christian hymns

A Prayer of Joy ✝️

May joy come with the same ease

As your mother tongue,

Something learned so young

It’s almost intrinsic.

May the sun and rain both

Remind you of our true home,

Shining and pelting down from

Where some earlier folks referred to as Heaven.

May God bless you

For all of your days. Amen.

losing my virginity on my wedding night!! 💒🎀

intro.

~ 16F ~ name is carmen ~ catholic ~

i’ll be doing regular posts about the shit i’m learning and filling a notebook with all of the info. prepping in case of a civil war starting after the election. democrats are fucking violent.

going to be done with the notebook before the election with a personal deadline of November 3, 2024. also going to be rereading the bible in that amount of time.

trump 2024 🇺🇸🇺🇸

Book Idea

So I was casually listening to Devil's Backbone by The Civil Wars and got an idea. So A good Christian girl lives in the middle of the woods in a little cabin. She's like in her mid 20's and she's been living alone for about 5 years. One day in fall maybe like September her home gets broken into by a man on the run. He of course threatens her and says he'll stay only for a while. He also makes her go into town which is about a few miles out. He makes her buy even more food for the both of them and ALCOHOL; with the money he's taken. He thinks at some point she won't come back but she does every single time. She doesn't know why either. One day he gets super drunk and he tells her everything. After that they have an understanding of each other and have a weird bond. He adds in a few pet names after a while and at some point he notices she blushes every time so he increases it a bit more. But- at some point when he stops she knows it's time. What will she choose? The religion that has saved her from damnation or a man that will do nothing but damn her.

And they blamed God for the atrocities they inflicted on themselves, human to human.

They asked why He looked on as they dismantled each other.

They couldn't even use right the thing they bragged about: free will.

"God, intervene" - their excuses are their acceptances that they can't be without You.

God or No God ? No God.

Well, No GOD !

no Existence no Love no Science no Atheism no Self no Facebook.

…so well then, GOD.

I don’t doubt, sometimes, that I may not make it, among the chosen ones, the steadfast, the unwavering, the ones who stood firm against sin.

But still, I try. And my trying will only cease the day He has fated my end. Perhaps by then, I will have earned my passage to the joys and everlastings of His promise.

I still hope. I still see the possibility. I still long to be part of that eventuality, in the land where milk and honey flow.

Sometimes, my thoughts tangle me up, is this earth just a war between God and the gods, a battle for who claims the most souls in the end?

But then I tell myself, I’d rather be among those where Jesus is the Son, God is the Father, and the Holy Spirit walks beside me.

That is where I fight to belong.

This life, a gift from the Almighty GOD. But I wonder SOMETIMES if He had let us see first, see what’s here, what lingers in hearts, what other souls are capable of, would any of us have accepted this beloved gift of existence?

Personally, I don't think I would but I thank him now that am here, now that I know that with him this all chaos is bearable.

I once heard stories that God saves the cursed, but in this case, I’m sure I am the cursed. And all I need now is His hand to lift this curse of life, this darkness, this weight that I carry alone.

In this Lent, a period of reflection, a time for self-understanding, a space for self-love. But most importantly, a moment to recognize that the Lord has been by our side and always will be, as long as we allow Him to be. For His will was never to impose Himself upon us, but for us to freely understand, and fall in love with His ways, His guidance, and His honest planning.

Through the histories, it’s only Your mercy that the chief of this world fears.

So embrace me with it, Almighty, cover me up, for all around me, the things happening seem to tell me that I, for one, have no power to escape his grief, destruction, and trickery.

I have to realize that

anything I do now

amounts to something greater-

a good sleep,

an understanding that I am human

after all,

a walk through quiet forests.

All these things

are of great help to me,

even when they earn me none

of the dimes

that are often needed

to pull myself out of this abyss.

There are no miracles

without

the sadness of life.

For in sorrow, turmoil, and hopelessness,

God reveals Himself

most to those who trust in Him. Be strong in God.

Now, if you cannot prove to me that science solely exists on its own,

please let me believe my God in peace.

For all your knowledge, inventions, discoveries might as well be duplications of what God already created in the beginning.

Tell me something new— something beyond the CHATGPT that thinks like a man, replies like a man, and relies solely on the knowledge of man, a creation of God.

So let me have my God, while you perfect your machines.

Compiling Mirthday feels like walking through a forest of thoughts, deciding which trees to let grow and which to prune. This book is my heart in prose and poetry—a map of solitude’s hidden trails. SOLITUDE AND LONELINESS, TIME AND CHANGE, INDETITY AND EXPECTATIONS, THE ABSURDITY OF LIFE, MENTAL HEALTH AND SOCIETY EXPECTATIONS all loom in atleast all the pieces i have so far collected .

feel free to be a part of this experience here and its free mate.

https://www.patreon.com/lifepath25

I am losing my religion Only to find God.

i am losing the preacher man's address only to find the scripture's directions.

i am losing all hope only to find my life beautifully wovened from the start to end by God.

Losing and gaining, losing and gaining.

God, the divine architect of justice and fairness.

ooh God, good Lord

the pain then, the seasons of lamentations, that seemed to never have an end. the tragic distances of people from me. Was it all to mean that You alone was worthy of my trust ?

ooh God, good Lord

it was it was it was .

Now,with this modest relief and fleeting felicity ooh God it was you that deserved my trust all along.

The birth of Christ

the rebirth of our hope

the rebirth of our endurance

the rebirth of a peacefull world

if only

atleast we do as

He told us to do

A merry Christmas to all of us

Alive.

Lies Of There gods. Am sorry !? NO, but a god that tells me to do what's real to me differs not from a marriage that encourages me into a threesome or worse a gang bang.

He does, what he wants, when he wants, how he wants and the atheist won't accept it, that even in there factual existence He was always aware. God, does, what he wants, when he wants, how he wants Period

Hell will remain a fantasy until it becomes a reality.