Christian Faith - Blog Posts

The ambiances of life without God are unbearable.

deeper you glide into the abyss of demolition

into self annihilation

into eviternal doom.

God is the avowed love

God is the only hand

God is all except transgression

@lifepath25

Being a queer Christian is like being attacked from all perspectives. Like, yes, historically Christians are terrible, but I'm still queer. I'm still trans. I'm still me.

I understand that Christians are quite rude, but I'm not them. I'm faithful, or, I try to be. I'm very sorry that religion has hurt you, it is supposed to be safe, loving, caring, not harmful, and people have tarnished it, and yes, for that I'm sorry. But I'm still queer.

I constantly have to defend my faith, explain everything, and STILL get told I'm not a true Christian.

I constantly have to defend my own transness, my own gayness, and I'm still told I'm not truly trans, not truly gay. I am.

I have spent MONTHS begging for God to change me, even though it wasn't a mistake, nothing to change. I have questioned everything, been put in so much danger from BOTH sides.

People LOVE to DM me, come up to me, harass me, asking me private questions to "change me". Hell, it gets blamed on my own traumas.

I am gay. I am Christian. I'm also trans. I'm not going anywhere, so deal with it and stop attacking me for just existing.

Soooo

My mom is sending me and my sis to a church camp for next week- a whole six-and-a-half days- but.. half of my shirts are Supernatural shirts. And it's the middle of summer so I'm not alowd to where jackets.

We have to have both "play clothes" and clothes for service (whatever the fuck that is)

AND we need "shower shoes" like flip-flops.

YALL I DON'T OWN FLIP-FLOPS

So, time sensative question: whAT DO I DO-

All my veiling styles so far!

(Please ignore the second one it was a failed attempt)