Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
To me is more Bokuto is adhd and Sakusa is autistic
my friend said that Bokuto looked "fake autistic" and Sakusa looked "real autistic" ... I don't know what that's supposed to mean.. đ
i hc that bokuto watched the Care bears as a kid, and honestly still does (the older version not the new one) for at least reasons.
if heâs feeling nostalgic
and
its a comfort series to him; it makes him feel all fluffy
Oh my god I fcking love KĹtarĹ Bokuto
*GIF not mine*
Summary: After Bokuto leaves for an away game on Valentineâs Day weekend, youâre left to handle the dayâs pleasures all on your own. Thereâs just one little problem--nothing comes close to what Bokuto could give you. Luckily, he offers a solution, and though itâs completely out of your wheelhouse, you find yourself desperate enough to give in.
Warnings: smut, phone sex, mutual/guided masturbation, dirty talk, slight praise kink, slight dumbification, edging (if you squint), (gentle) dom!Bokuto
A/N: Happy belated Valentineâs Day! Hereâs a lil gift from me to u that Iâve had stuck on my mind for a while. Yes, yes, I know, I ainât great at writing smut, so if someone else wrote this prompt w/ Best Boi Bokuto⢠uhh⌠*cough cough* sendittomeplsnthx. Enjoy!
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        âSo⌠what are you wearing?â
        âJesus Christ,â you break off into a laugh, picking up the phone.Â
        âNah, nah, câmon, Iâm serious. We gotta start somewhere.â
        Still shaking your head, you lean back on the bed once more, propped up on a few pillows but otherwise completely reclined. âFine, fine, but anything else like that and Iâm gonna have to leave you to your hand.â
        âI promise, now câmon. Tell me.â
        âSeriously?â
        âOne-hundred percent.â
        You purse your lips, debating a little. You can feel how much you want it--want him--and when you shift your hips, you can almost feel it soaking uncomfortably against your clothing. Heâd texted you minutes ago with a proposition after learning of your predicament last night.Â
        Youâd wanted him so bad, but that alone wasnât enough. Bokuto was off at an away game, and the distance--plus it being Valentineâs Day--only made things worse. Youâd tried so hard, even trying to imagine his hand in your ownâs place, even his tongue. It was just not enough.Â
        Though, Bokuto didnât seem to know how to handle the situation either.Â
        âFine, fine. Iâm, uh, Iâm wearing that little dress you like-â
        âYeah?â
        â-and those silk panties you almost tore that one time.â
        âReally?â
        âFuck no. Itâs a Monday--Iâm wearing sweats and a tank top, and Iâm pretty sure thereâs at least two rats making babies in my hair.â
        âWell at least someoneâs getting some.â
        âKou!â
        âSorry, YN!â Bokuto whines, his voice crackling through the line. âBut come on! Take this seriously.â He pauses, silence flooding your room.
        âJust⌠let me help you.â
        Your thighs subconsciously clench at the tone. Itâs so familiar itâs like theyâre preparing to be spread apart.Â
        The place between your thighs is soaked by now, far more stirred than youâre letting on. The fact that your voice is still steady surprises even you at this point.Â
        âYouâre right, youâre right. Iâm sorry.â
        âDonât be, baby. Just lay back for me, will you?â
        âOkay.â Gnawing at your cheek, you make the choice to place Bokuto on speaker, setting him down just beside your shoulder so you can hear his every word. At this point, youâre on your back, head lain on a pillow and hands dancing along the strings of your sweats.
        âComfy?â
        âYeah.â
        âGood.â Thereâs a few shuffles over the phone, and when Bokutoâs voice returns he sounds a little out of breath, a little strained. âGood. Okay.â
        âOkay,â you nervously parrot, not really sure what else to do with yourself. Slowly, youâre beginning to gather that neither of you have done this before. Despite Bokuto sounding so confident earlier, he now seems reduced to the same anxious, aroused mess that you are.Â
        âAll right, now justâŚjust follow my lead, okay?âÂ
        âMhmm.â
        âI want you to go slow, no matter what I tell you. Donât speed up until I say.â His orders, simply the thought of their implications, leave your fingers twitching closer to your arousal. The need to touch yourself was beginning to leave a yearning that ran rampant through your veins. A single spark filled your stomach with heat.Â
        âOkay.â
        âGood,â he exhaled. âNow touch yourself.â
        You almost choked on your spit. âWh-uh, I mean,â your gaze traced along the ceiling frantically, desperately trying to distract yourself from the burning in your cheeks. âLike, where?âÂ
        Your question had slipped out without a second thought, and when Bokuto chuckled, the flush spread to your chest.Â
        âMaybe youâre right,â he pondered. âLetâs go slower than that.â A huff, then his voice returned, excited. âAll right, I got it. Think of me, all right?â
        âKou, I already tried that.â
        âI know, baby, I know. But now you can actually hear me, and you donât have to imagine a thing. Leave it to me.â
        You were grateful he accepted your timid silence as approval.Â
        âOkay, so⌠think of me touching you, right? Like Iâm right there in front of you, baby, and Iâm just running my hands all over you-â
        âKou?â you cut him off, blindly picking at your fingernails.Â
        âWhatâs up? You wanna stop?â
        âCan you touch yourself too?â And itâs when he falls silent that you realize how awkward that sounded. âAh shit, I-I mean, like, I just kinda felt awkward doing it alone and like I felt like if you were doing it too Iâd feel better about it and-â
        âGod, YN, you thought I wasnât doing that already?â
        âWhat?âÂ
        He scoffs, and shame begins to sour your anticipation.Â
        âThe second you said you were touching yourself to the thought of me, babe, I was at it. You seriously thought I was gonna sit here and just let you play with yourself while Iâm over here just listening?â
        âI mean, a littleâŚâ
        âShit, YN. I let you tie me up once and suddenly you think I like being blue-balled.â
        âWellâŚâ
        âIt was one time!â
        âWhatever, Kou! Can we justâŚget back to what we were doing?â
        âFine, fine. But weâre discussing this later.â
        âOkay, okay. Just get on with it, will you? Please, Kou, IâŚâ you pause, body once more growing aware of the situation between your legs. âI need your help.â
        âI know, babe.â Bokuto gulps, taking a second to relax himself once more. Youâre busying yourself with fiddling with the bottom of your tank top now, tempted to just lift off the damned thing along with the rest of your clothes.Â
        But youâre a little curious if Bokuto would mind that.
        âAll right, sweetheart. Like I said, follow my lead.â
        You hum.Â
        âI want you to imagine me there, right on top of you, baby. Think of how Iâd push your shirt up, how Iâd run my hands up your sides. Do that to yourself for me, will you, sweetheart?â
        You listen and copy his words, running your hands underneath the cotton hem and brushing your fingertips along your hips, just as Bokuto had done so many times.Â
        Well, it wasnât perfect. But his voice certainly helped.Â
        âGo up higher, baby. I want you to hold those pretty tits of yours.
        âGod, I can almost feel âem in my hands. So soft, always wanna keep my hands there. So fuckinâ pretty.â
        âKouâŚâ You do as he asks, but itâs not enough. You want more, now.
        âI know, I know. But remember, sweetheart, I said weâre taking things slow tonight.â
        âBut-â
        âNow touch yourself. Imagine my hands playing with those cute little nipples of yours, baby. Make âem all tight and perky for me.â Hesitantly, you follow his lead. Your fingers draw circles, tug and caress like how you remember he would after long days. How his hands would yank off your shirt before palming and squeezing and stroking. Some days he was really mean, and your hips shifted at the thought of the dark marks he would leave scattered along your chest.Â
        âFeel good?â His voice is breathless, and youâre a little uncertain of whether that means your soft moans had somehow passed through the phone line despite how much youâd suppressed them. Though, Bokuto did like you loud.Â
        âSo good,â you pant, hands still toying almost torturously. âBut I want more, Kou, please.â
        âFuck, baby, I ever tell you how cute you are when you beg?â
        âKouâŚâ
        âFine, fine. But you know Iâd play with your pretty tits longer than that. From now on, letâs go at my pace.â
        Fuck. You knew Bokuto had a pace, but when it came to nights like these, it was slower than youâd expect. Though most nights Bokuto jumped you and kept at it like a rabbit, there were just some days where he dragged things out, usually just to hear you beg for him. An ego boost, or whatever. Like he needed it.Â
        âSlowly, sweetheart, bring your hands down to your thighs and spread âem, nice and gentle--you know how Iâd peel âem apart.â He broke off into a grunt. âAnd t-then stroke the insides of your thighs, baby.â
        âKou?â
        âWhatâs up?â
        âDo,â you clench your jaw, telling yourself to get over the embarrassment by now. â-Do you want me to take my clothes off?â
        âFuck, you still have any on? Why?â
        âOh.â You took that as a cue to tear off your tank top and sweatpants, a little ashamed by the eagerness with which you did it. That feeling only grew when you squirmed out of your panties, catching a glimpse of the glistening stain left on them.Â
        An idea hit you, and though you knew it would only make you flush more, you wanted to hear his reaction.
        âKou?â
        âAre they off?â
        âMy panties are soaked.âÂ
        The reaction was instant.Â
        âJesusâfuck,â Bokuto hissed under his breath. You heard something akin to skin on skin as his cursing hitched, and a strangled groan filled your ears.Â
        âFucking tease,â he rasped when he finally seemed to stop himself from going too far. There was a tension in his voice that warned you he wanted revenge. âPut both hands on that wet little pussy, sweetheart. For that, I wanna hear it.â
        Finally. The second your dominant hand made contact with your swollen clit, your hips jerked up without volition. âSh-it.â
        âNu-uh, YN. Keep them there. Two inside, one on your clit. Nice and slow.â
        It was hard to keep a steady, controlled pace. Your hips kept bucking, your back kept arching, and the two fingers Bokuto had ordered deep inside you werenât reaching that little spot he seemed to have memorized like the back of his hand.Â
        The lone index finger you kept circling your clit wasnât doing your sanity any favors. The muscles of your thighs began to tremble in sheer desire of some actual force, a little muscle behind the action.Â
        âYN,â Bokutoâs tone was low, warning. The second youâd sped up your hands to meet your needs, Bokuto could hear your closed-mouth whimpers growing higher.Â
        âKou, please.â
        âHands off, baby. Completely.â
        âWhaâŚâ you opened your mouth in protest, reluctantly pulling two soaked fingers out of your weeping hole and forcing your hand away from your clit.Â
        âI told you to listen, baby. And now thatâs all you get to do.â
        âKou, what-â
        âAhh, shit.â You slam your mouth shut, biting your lip at the delicious moans echoing through the phone. âFuck, so good.â
        Bokutoâs strained groans come quick and in between pants. Youâre positive thereâs a sheen of sweat covering his forehead now, his arm flexed and taut as he strokes himself.Â
        âYN, baby. âF-Feels so good.â
        âKou,â you plead, gaze a little unfocused as you listen to his moans while forcing your hands to stay at your sides. You feel yourself twitching, clenching around nothing.Â
        âFuck, wish I was inside you right now.â Throaty moans now filter through the crackling line, so loud you wonder if the neighboring apartment can hear--not that they shouldnât be used to it by now. âYouâre always so fucking tight, sweetheart. Always so wet and tight on my cock.â
        âKou please, let me-â
        âHold on. Just a little more, baby--fffuck. Know you wanna touch yourself. Spread your legs for me, but donât touch.â
        You peel your knees apart once more, frustrated to no longer have any friction to work with. Your hips roll desperately, but it accomplishes nothing but making you more desperate. You can feel your arousal dripping down, now, soaking into the sheets.Â
        âYou remember before I left, sweetheart? Remember how I fucked your pretty little brains out? Never seen you like that before, so pretty and crying over how good my cock felt inside you.â
        âYes, Kou, yes! Please, just let me-â
        âSaid you couldnât walk the next day. Said I fucked you so good you couldnât feel your legs, baby. You feel âem now? All spread apart and just fucking shaking? If I fucked you right now, sweetheart, you think you could even think straight?â
        âNo, Kou, fuck I need you so bad.â You threw an arm over your eyes, the other digging into the sheets as you waited and waited for permission.Â
        âYou only got your fingers, and you canât even use âem. All you got is me, the thought of me fucking into you, turning your pretty little brain into mush. Making you feel so good all you can do is cry. Baby, I still got those scratch marks on my back.â
        âKou-â
    âJust a few more days, sweetheart, and Iâll have you making new ones. For now though, I suppose I could let you play with yourself.â
        You almost cried out in relief, hands darting down to your aching, sopping hole, feeling as it drenched each fingertip with ease.Â
        âThree fingers inside. I know you can take it. Pretend itâs me warming you up for my cock, baby, stretching you out and having you dripping all over my fucking hand.â
        Heâs right, it is a stretch, and you almost whimper when you press your fingers up and against the little pleasure center deep inside you, fingertips just barely brushing.Â
        âYour little clit hurts so good, doesnât it, baby? Youâre being so mean to it arenât you, rubbing hard circles into it.â
        He pauses, breaking off into a drawn-out groan of your name.Â
        âI donât care. Go faster.â
        And you do, and heâs right, and you just canât bring yourself to care as you press harsh patterns into your clit, struggling to pump your fingers at the same time without losing pace completely and frustrating yourself.Â
        âThatâs it. Say my name, baby. Scream my name while you play with yourself. Couldnât do that by yourself, could you?â
        âKou--fuck!â You clench your eyes shut, arching your back harder as you speed up your desperate ministrations. Heat gathers at your clit from the friction, and your slick is practically gushing now, loud and pornographic.
        Bokuto certainly got what he wished--there was no way he couldnât hear how wet you were.Â
        âYou can only touch yourself with my help, canât you? So fucking good to me, baby. So pretty playing with your tight little hole like that. Dirty little thing.â
        âGod, fffuck,â you whimper, back arching when your gushing finally reaches its peak.Â
        âYou coming?â
        âY-es!â
        âI wanna hear who made you feel this good. Who made you play with your own little pussy so good, baby?â
        âKou! Yes, Kou!â
        âGood girl. Good fucking girl.â Bokuto moans one last time, loud and guttural, and the slick of your fingers brushing and kneading your clit becomes too much. Your legs, spread wide and strained, shake with the effort as your back arches against the pillows behind you, head tossed back and mouth open in a silent gasp.Â
        Bokuto soothes you on your way down, small âI love yousâ and âso good for mesâ traveling over the line. When your body finally stops twitching, you lean over and snag your phone, turning it off speaker and pressing it to your ear.Â
        âThank you, Kou,â you hum softly, lethargic and exhausted. âThat was so much better than last nightâs shit show.â
        âIâm so relieved, baby.â He pauses, humming. âAnd glad to know you canât seem to come without me.â
        âYeah, well, good thing youâre coming back soon. This was good, butâŚâ You sit up, staring at his side of the bed, a little unkempt from you rolling over to it in your sleep night after night. âI wish you were here.â
        âI know, baby. I wish you were with me too.â
        âItâs so lonely without you.â
        âI know. I miss you.â
        âPlus I finally found out where you hid those handcuffs after that night.â
        âGoddamnit, YN, just throw those fucking things out! Iâm not getting blue-balled again!â
Bokuto, looking at conditioner in the store: âApply generouslyâ? Interesting.
Bokuto, in the shower two hours later: HERE YOU GO HAIR. YOU DESERVE ALL THE CONDITIONER IN THE WORLD BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
Bokuto: TAKE SOME MORE, BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT
Bokuto: I WOULD GIVE YOU THE WHOLE BOTTLE IF YOU WANTED IT
*GIF not mine*
Summary: You broke up with Bokuto for a good reason. At least, what you thought was a good reason. But right now you canât help but miss him terribly, and according to Akaashi, heâs feeling the exact same. But did you really break him like his friend said?
A/N: Did yâall know Bokuto is 6â1â? God, heâs a fucking dreamboat. How some people donât like his beefy ass, I will never know. Iâm just gonna warn yâall now, this is only well-written bc I had my cat by my side literally the whole time I wrote this. Heâs given off fuckinâ good-writing vibes, I swear. Anyways, hope yâall enjoy!
Word count: 2299
        âFix him.â You flinch as a palm slams down on your desk, crumpling your assignment. Unimpressed, you raise a brow.Â
        âExcuse me?â With a glance --- Akaashi --- you huff and turn to face the intruder.
        âFix him. You broke him.â
        âBroke who?â
        âBokuto!â Your classmateâs sudden outburst is unlike his usual, aloof self as he throws his hands in the air. âI canât remember the last time he hit one of my sets after you talked to him.â
        âMaybe thatâs not my problem,â you snicker.Â
        âOh hardy har har.â He rolls his eyes before lowering himself to your level. âJust fix him. We have a game coming up and our team canât handle another depressed Bokuto phase. We almost lost the last one because of him.âÂ
        You wanted to make another snide comment, but you couldnât bring yourself to do it. After breaking up with your owl-haired boyfriend, every sighting of him, even the mention of his name pained your heart. One time, you had spotted him at the same time he noticed you in the hall and he only whimpered before sprinting in the opposite direction. Most of the time, you regretted ending things, but you had to respect your own feelings. Although maybe, just maybe this once you could do the boysâ volleyball team a solid.Â
        âFine,â you avoided his gaze and fiddled with your hands. âIâll talk to him. But donât expect it to make everything all sunshine and rainbows afterwards!âÂ
        âCâmon YN,â he smirks at you, âwe both know thatâll be inevitable.âÂ
        That smug bastard was always right.
                                ~~~
        You attended their practice that night, attempting to sit in the corner discreetly but that plan didnât pan out. The second Bokuto walked through the gym doors it was like he caught a whiff of your scent. Some kind of animal instincts inside of him awakened as his eyes darted around the room, quickly spotting you with your legs splayed out as you tapped away on your phone against the wall. Not a sound of acknowledgement was made, but the impact of your presence was instantaneous.Â
        Like a true captain, he took charge of his team right off the bat, even though practice wouldnât start for another twenty minutes.Â
        âTime for stretching, boys!âÂ
        âBokuto, nobodyâs dressed yet.â
        âThen hurry up!âÂ
        Every jump was a tad higher, every spike a tad harder, and near the middle of practice Akaashi gave you a pointed look.Â
        âI told you so,â he mouthed while dodging a stray volleyball of Bokutoâs. Your middle finger was raring to go, but you held back with much personal restraint. There was no way your ex was this pumped only at the sight of you- oh wait, this is Bokuto. Nevermind.Â
        âAkaashi, set me up one more time!â The aceâs eyes strayed to you for a split second before he ran up and jumped, rearing back and spiking the ball so intensely you shivered at the sound. How did it not pop after that? It was his hardest hit yet, and a miniscule ounce of pride warmed your chest when Bokuto turned and grinned at you.Â
        âHey, hey, hey!â he fist-pumped, returning his attention to his team. For the last thirty minutes of practice, they decided to work on serves, and the outcome was just the same.Â
        The hair on the back of your neck raised as you watched his bulky form take a couple purposeful steps before smack! The ball whistled through the air and landed perfectly in the corner of the court, blasting the water bottle away like a rocket into a forgotten area of the gym. His signature shout was interrupted by a sudden voice by your side.Â
        âHe hasnât been like this in weeks,â Akaashi squatted next to you, taking a sip from his water. âI donât understand how you got him so hyped up, but Iâm glad.â He glances away from the court and watches your face from the corner of his eye, flashing you a small smile. âIâm glad you came today. We needed this.âÂ
        âI just came to watch, nothing more.â
        âWe both know thatâs a lie.â He quirks a brow at your slightly flushed face. âJust talk to him this time, okay? Heâs not-â
        âAkaashi!â Bokuto orders from the far benches, âCome set for me again!â His voice is more demanding than usual, and his eyes burn with jealousy. The setter only chuckles under his breath at the sight of the green-eyed monster, and stands to face him.Â
        âI will,â you grab his hand to halt him and stare into his eyes, nodding with certainty, âI promise. Iâll talk to him.â
        âAKAASHI!â You both jump at the abrupt, irritable shout. Frantically, the setter nods back at you and wriggles his hand out of your grasp before jogging away, visibly shaken. With a gulp, you dare to peek over at the court, only to nervously shift on the floor after making eye contact with Bokuto. His orbs, normally yellow and glowing with excitement, are dark and pouring with envy. Pursing your lips, you canât help but slump a little lower against the gym wall, hesitantly trying to hide yourself from the palpable heat that rolls off him in waves.Â
                                ~~~
        Practice ended quicker and louder than you imagined. Everything the ball made contact with-- Bokutoâs hand, the floor, that one door that flew open after impact-- it all created a sound that boomed and echoed around the room. Akaashi decided to call it quits after the door almost blew off its hinges.Â
        Bokuto silently picked up stray volleyballs and loaded them up in the basket before wheeling them into the storage room. It was around this time that the co-captain of the team gave you the signal. With about four or five frenzied head nods towards the private closet, you finally caught his drift and made your way over.Â
        The stench of sweat made you nauseous, but you powered through as you walked nearer to the boys, ignoring how their chatter had subsided when you shuffled past them.Â
        The room was dark and dusty, with the only light coming from the outside. Bokuto perked up at the sound of your tennis shoes squeaking against the mopped floor. He parks the bucket of balls in an unlit corner next to some brooms before facing you.
        âYou came today. I was surprised.â His voice is wobbly and uncertain, and youâre shocked to finally notice just how ruffled he appeared. The normally wild hair atop his head sat in drooping grey and black tufts, and there were dark circles under his eyes. He flashes a small smile at you, but itâs forced and trembling. He was coming off the high of you watching him practice just like the old days, and heâs regretablly remembering that the old days have passed. You broke up with him.Â
        âYeah, I did.â You sway back and forth on your feet while twiddling your thumbs. Pursing your lips, you take a hesitant step closer and say, âI thought you did great, by the way.â
        The life returns to his eyes for a split second, but it disappears just as fast. âThank you,â he mumbles. The room returns to a deafening silence, and you bite the inside of your cheek to pass the time.Â
        âWhy,â he pipes up once more, killing the quiet. âWhy did we have to break up again?â His arms hang limply at his sides while his feet scuff the floor. He didnât dare to look you in the eyes at the moment, and you understood the feeling. The atmosphere was tense and choked up, like a glass teetering precariously on the edge of a table. One wrong move and everything would shatter.Â
        âBecause,â you force out, breathing shakily, âyou just⌠you just never had enough time for me.â
        âBut I do now!â The cup falls. Everything breaks.Â
        âDo you?â you whimper, pressing a hand against your lips to contain a sob. He steps closer instinctively, eyes watering at the sight of your walls collapsing.
        âI do, I swear!â His rough hands grab your shoulders and yank you closer. His golden orbs search your face one, two, three times before he leans closer. âI promise, YN! Please, I promise!â His strong fingers trail down and grasp your wrists, tugging you into his chest while he pulls your arms around his back, free of their own volition. You donât deny his needs and melt into the embrace, shedding a few stray tears into his shirt which you clutch tightly. Â
        âI promise,â he whispers once more into your hair, wrapping his own muscular arms around your shaky form. âI donât want to be without you ever again.â His voice trembles against your ear, and you begin to notice just how much your body missed his own. You fit perfectly against his chest, and his warmth makes you feel just right. Your heart races in a good way, and the pit of your stomach fills with a joy only he can provide effortlessly. You were made for each other, and you were perfect for each other.Â
        Oh shit⌠you were perfect for each other.Â
        âOkay,â you whisper, nodding into his shirt. âOkay, letâs give it another shot.â The reaction is instantaneous.Â
        âHey, hey, hey!â he whoops victoriously into your ear, hugging just tight enough that the only sound you can muster is a wheeze. You hang on for dear life when he lifts you up and spins you around while cheering even louder.
        The atmosphere of the room grows ten times softer and brighter thanks to his beaming, and his hands trail down to the backs of your thighs and tap twice. You understand and hop with complete faith that he will catch you, and you will continue to do that until he drops you one day, which is highly unlikely. In a seasoned fashion, you wrap your legs around his waist and wind your arms around his neck for stability. He settles his hands under the tips of your thighs and stares up at you like youâre the light of his life. You wouldnât mind if he kept doing that forever.Â
        âI missed you so much,â he admits, completely unashamed. You canât contain your smile, even though your cheeks are a bit puffy from your breakdown earlier, and your eyes crease at the corners.Â
        âI missed you too.âÂ
        âI wonât leave you alone ever again. I swear!â You giggle and run your hands behind his neck and into his nape, just barely brushing through his hair.
        âOkay,â you nod happily and stroke his peppered tufts. âIâll hold you to that.â
                                ~~~
        A body crashes into the desk next to yours, but you donât pay it any mind.Â
        âWhatcha doinâ?â The voice is playful and overjoyed, ecstatic even.Â
        âHomework.â Your response is the opposite.Â
        âAwesome!â Bokuto cheers, grabbing the attention of the rest of the class. While you palm your face, he loudly scooches his chair closer, ignorant to the noisy squeaks it causes. The racket finally stops when he deems himself an appropriate distance from you, which just so happens to be a roomy six inches. The only thing more palpable than his presence is the warm breaths hitting your neck.Â
        âItâs homework.âÂ
        âI know, but youâre doing it, so it must be amazing!â You didnât know whether to smack him silly or kiss his lips off. Neither idea seemed more desirable at the moment.
        Heâs practically bouncing in his seat beside you while his head plops down onto your shoulder.Â
        âI think x equals six,â he points down on your paper, chin bobbing on your collarbone with every syllable.Â
        âX equals two.â
        âOh.âÂ
        His grin doesnât falter even once while he basks in your less-than-satisfied presence. Youâre about to blow your top, and you just canât take it any longer.Â
        âWhat are you doing here, Koutarou?â
        âIâm spending more time with you like you wanted!â You sigh exasperatedly and glance up at the ceiling.
        âKou, I meant more like after-school stuff! This,â you turn in your seat and gesture to him, âyou sneaking into my class to visit while my teacherâs in the bathroom?â You shake your head. âItâs a bit excessive.â
        He throws you a whiny pout at puppy dog eyes.
        âBut I wanted to see you!â Your hardened exterior cracks just a bit. God, he was an irresistible, beefy pain in the ass. With a huff, you cup his cheeks and peer into his sparkling eyes.
        âI know,â you smile reassuringly, âI wanted to see you too. But you need to go back before-â
        âBokuto!â Your teacher stands in the doorway with folded arms and a tapping shoe. âPlease return to your classroom right now!â Your boyfriend chuckles at the sight and spins up out of his seat.
        âOops, gotta go babe!â He presses a swift kiss to your lips that rattles your brain and widens your eyes. With a breathless gasp, you watch as he dashes out of the room with a cheeky grin, waving excitedly on the way.
        âAt least heâs fixed now.â Akaashi reclaims his chair and sits at his desk beside yours, observing as the class door closes with a slam. The teacher shakes his head and rubs his temples while returning to the front of the class, shuffling a stack of papers.Â
        You, on the other hand, are still in a daze, slowly running your fingers over your lips to revel in the lasting tingles. Then you break out into a smile.Â
        âYeah. Heâs fixed now.â
*GIF not mine*
Summary: Bokuto just wants to get some, but the universe is not always on his side.
A/N: Iâm kinda loving this one. I guess you could call this nsfw, but like, I donât write what happens. Itâs more like a build-up. Anyways, thank you guys once again for all the support recently, and I hope yâall enjoy this oneshot too! (Bokutoâs too hot to be kept sfw, everybody knows it.)
Word count: 1469
    The entire world seemed to be up against Bokutoâs libido. Certain times of the month, dishes, hell, even movies. Every time he wanted some, you were just a little preoccupied.Â
    âBabe,â he breathes heavily against your neck before pressing a kiss there, âGod, I missed you so much.â
    âKouâŚâ
    âI wish we never had to leave for games. Fuck,â he grumbles against you, pulling your body closer on the mattress. Although you donât want to, you figure itâs better to warn him now than later.Â
    âKoutarou- oh shit!â You whimper when he bites that special place just below your ear that drives you crazy. Albeit unwillingly, you place your hands on his broad shoulders and push him away.Â
    âKou!â He pulls back with a pained look in his eyes and your chest tightens at the sight.Â
    âAre you okay? Did I hurt you?!â Even though youâre only two inches away, heâs practically shouting in your face. You flinch when a spit particle almost blinds you, and you slap a palm over his mouth to prevent this from happening again while you indignantly wipe away the previous offender. The small action pisses you off almost instantly, and you can only blame the hormones.Â
    âIâm okay, you didnât do anything wrong,â you reassure him with a forced smile. He nods with disbelieving eyes and you drop your hand.Â
    âThen why-â
    âIâm on my period.â His face falls and he groans while tucking his head into your chest. Instinctively, you run your fingers through his hair while he whines like a child, gripping your shirt tightly.
    âYouâve gotta be kidding me!â
                ~~~
    He hadnât texted you back for three hours. It was a Saturday, and you knew for a fact that he didnât have volleyball practice or anything else to take up his time, and yet he hadnât responded to you for what felt like a millenia. Anger rolls off you in waves as you relax on your couch, watching TV and glancing at your dark phone every two seconds.
    The door creaks open behind you. âYN? Are you here?â
    âYes,â you hiss with a sneer, eyes still locked on the dull movie. Bokuto doesnât notice your tone as he struts over to you with a smirk.Â
    âDo you wanna do anything fun tonight?â He waggles his eyebrows and you almost snort at his lack of wooing skills. If only you had known he sucked at flirting before you had first confessed your feelings to him. It would have been a lot less surprising to receive the text âAre you a volleyball? Because Iâd love to call you mineâ after your first date.
    âNo.â Bokuto rolls over the back of the couch and lands directly on your form, heavy muscles and all. While you grunt in pain, he bounces excitedly on top of you and asks again.
    âAre you sure you donât wanna do anything fun tonight?â He bonks his forehead against yours eagerly, causing you to blink in surprise. Every single one of his playful actions contrasts the heat swimming around in his golden eyes. You take a moment to rebuild your resistance before you respond.
    âWell, I did three hours ago, but now Iâm not in the mood.â Your teeth gnash together when his face darkens with realization.
    âOh crap.âÂ
    âYeah.â With a glare, you worm your way out from under him and disappear into your room, slamming the door shut behind you. Maybe it was an overreaction, but you cut yourself a little slack. Your cramps were being a bitch, and you wanted nothing more than for your boyfriend to cuddle you a few hours ago. Now, here he was asking for the same thing as though you hadnât said a word. So, was it an overreaction? Maybe, but you were allowed to be pissed in moments like these.Â
    âYN, Iâm so sorry! I totally forgot!â
âMhm, sure.â
    His footsteps grow closer to your door and it opens just a crack. His black and white head peeks in and his pupils dart around before locating you seething on your bed. With a nervous quirk of his lips, he hesitantly mumbles, âDoes this mean youâre still on your period?â
    You chuck a pillow at him.
                ~~~
    It only took about thirty minutes for you two to make up, but every day since then, you just couldnât find the time to⌠you know. One day, you were completely exhausted. Bokuto had come home from practice and jumped you, nuzzling against your face before the act grew more intimate.Â
    âCan we do it?â His warm breath brushes across your chest while he stares up at you desperately.Â
    âYes,â you mumble with drooping eyes. Meanwhile, Bokuto grins against your skin. âOnly if you take a shower first.â He gasps dramatically before taking a whiff of his pit.Â
    âOh, come on! Itâs not that bad!â You shake your head and point to the hallway. Reluctantly, he scrambles off you with a pout and trudges towards the door, only for you to speak up with another request.
    âCould you do the dishes on your way? Thanks!â You disguise a yawn behind your hands while he whines dramatically, stomping into the kitchen and noisily clanging pots and pans together while he scrubs at them like they ruined his love life.Â
    After taking the fastest shower in the West, Bokuto hurriedly dries off and sprints to the bedroom.
    âYN, IâM-â he freezes at the sight of you, completely knocked out and drooling from the corner of your mouth. â...ready.â A heavy sigh escapes the ace before he tiptoes over and smiles down at you.Â
    âYou shouldâve told me you were tired,â he whispers lovingly, grabbing the edges of a blanket and draping it over your sleeping form. Slowly, he leans down and presses a small kiss to your cheek. âSweet dreams, baby.â
                ~~~
    Today was the day, and nothing would stop him.
    âYN!â The door slams closed behind him with a loud wham and he locks it haphazardly. âTODAY IS THE DAY WE- oh no! Whatâs wrong?â A line appeared between his brows as he took in the sight of you surrounded by tissues and sniffling on the sofa.Â
    âHe just,â your voice wobbles, âsnapped his fingers and sacrificed himself for everybody.â You hug your knees closer to your chest and weep silently. For a moment, Bokuto stands star-struck, but your movements causes him to jump into action. In a split second, he grabs a tub of ice cream, a fresh box of tissues- you ran out- and your favorite soft blanket which he drops on top of you before clicking off the TV.Â
    âItâs okay,â he murmurs softly, easily tugging you onto his lap. All you needed was a little love and comfort, and by God if he wasnât willing to provide it for you.Â
    After a few minutes, your tears begin to slow, and Bokuto decides to mess with you just a tad. âI love you three-thousand,â he mumbles teasingly into your shoulder. The words rile you up all over again.
    âSHUT UP!â you wail.
    ~~~
    Okay. Today was the day. Outside the apartmentâs window, it rained so romantically it was like the clouds were rooting for him. The lights were off, so he lit a couple scented candles, those vanilla ones you like so much, and he even splayed rose petals over the bed sheets like in the cheesy love scenes. Nothing, nothing, was going to cockblock him tonight. When his ears perked at the jingle of keys outside the door, he knew it was go-time. Cologne, check. Freshly washed hair, check. No shirt, check.Â
    âHey Bokuto, I brought homeâŚâ you trailed off at the sight of your bare-chested boyfriend silently leering at you in the middle of the living room. Well, his methods of courting you have always been rather weird. Quickly, you close your jaw and let out a snicker.
    âIs tonight the night?âÂ
    âYep.â You nod with an impressed smirk, questioningly sniffing the air.
    âIs that myâŚ?â
    âYep.â He takes a step closer to you and you set your groceries on the counter.Â
    âAll right, just let me-â
    âNope.â You let out a squeak as he lifts you up and over his shoulder, smacking your ass for good measure. âNow or never.â He hauls you over to the bedroom and kicks open the door. Meanwhile youâre tracing distracting patterns on his toned, nude back before you let out a small huff.
    âOh crap, wait, I forgot! Can I have a little rain check because-â
    âNo.â
*GIF not mine*
Summary:Â Back home in America, YN was free to dye her hair whatever color she pleased. But now that sheâs transferred to Japan as a foreign exchange student, she realizes that sheâs much closer to her soulmate than she used to be... hence why her hair looks like an explosion of black and gray. What an asshole.
Authorâs note: Haikyuu!! Bokuto x reader soulmate au. This one was also written at 3 am...and then deleted, so now Iâm pissed. This is better than my first fanfic tho... I think, so enjoy!
Word count: 3775
        When the new girl stepped into Karasuno, all eyes were on her. One, because she was new, duh. Two, because she was an American transfer student nobody expected to arrive. Three, because her hair looked like an explosion in an old-school, black-and-white film. As soon as people noticed this unavoidable characteristic, they pitied her.
âHer soulmate is such an asshole,â the students whispered amongst themselves. After all, who would want owl-like hair on the top of their head, aside from a sadistic jerk.
       Here is a little known biology fact about soulmates in this world: females hold the recessive gene for hair. If two female soulmates got together, their hair colors would blend. If two males got together, their hair would be an equally-expressed mixture. Finally, when a female and a male soulmate are in close enough proximity to each other, as like all soul matches, the femaleâs initial hair color retreats to make room for the maleâs hair color. Thatâs just simple human-soulmate genetics, existing in the world since the dawn of time.Â
       Everyone knew the girl must not have been the cause for her hair color for one simple reason: she looked absolutely miserable. Her hands were white-knuckled around the straps of her school bag, and her shoes squeaked as she pathetically dragged her feet along the floor. She decided to keep her head down, and because of this, no one had noticed how she was fuming. With clenched teeth and burning, E/C eyes, the girl resisted the urge to throw a string of curses every glimpse she caught of her hair. Wait no, not of her hair, of her soulmateâs hair.
Unfurling the crumpled schedule in her hand, YN finally looked up to search for her classroom, resisting a sneer when her fellow pupils at last saw how pissed she truly was. Rushing into her homeroom, she met with the teacher, took her seat, and buried her striking head into her folded arms, hoping and praying to the heavens for the power of invisibility.
              ***
       It was a known fact that when a soulmate pair was heterosexual, the female, try all she might, would never control the hair color of her other half. No dyes, no matter how strong, could erase the evidence of true-love proximity. Way early on, scientists had done the math and discovered that soulmate hair color would show when the two individuals were, at most, 250 miles away from each other.
With this idea, YN figured that her destined male companion must be in Japan, but she had no idea where. Back in the United States, she was free to dye her hair any color of her choosing, but had stuck with H/C on her flight to the Miyagi Prefecture. However, after getting off the plane and taking a much needed bathroom break, she had almost cried in despair when she saw her peppered strands. Now, she figured she could tell the future, as in that bathroom she had guessed the exact nickname the current bullies in Karasuno had just called her: Salt and Pepper.Â
       At first, she had despised it, but after hearing it twenty times in a row during her lunch break, it began to grow on her. Much like her hair color. She realized that it wasnât half-bad, and that the nicknames would simply be the worst thing to come from it. YN had passed all the stages of grief and had finally moved on to acceptance, as she realized it was out of her control. She would, however, explode on her soulmate once she finally met him. The amount of an ass-kicking he would receive would lead to him begging her to stop so he could go buy hair dye immediately.
YN was practically drooling at the idea of saving her reputation and getting to kick someoneâs ass all in the same day, but she was shaken out of this dream by a jumpy ginger and his stoic, blue-eyed companion. She had been walking down the halls, planning to return to her class after lunch hour, only to be halted by their indiscreet whisper-conversation as they passed.Â
       âKageyama, doesnât her hair remind you of Bokuto? That amazing ace from Fukurodani?âÂ
       The short redhead poked his companion in the side, only to receive a smack to the back of the head as the other calmly stated, âI guess so. We are pretty close to Tokyo now that I think about it.âÂ
       YN whirled around on her heels and caught up with the pair while exclaiming, âHey, you guys know my soulmate? Where is he?â
       The taller one, Kageyama she assumed, stayed impassive even as a small blush grew on his face before he stated, âWe donât know for sure, but it could be this guy we know from Fukurodani Academy.â
       The shorter one added, âWeâve played him in volleyball, and heâs amazing! Their team is actually travelling down here tomorrow for a practice game! You should come.â
       âOh, I definitely will. Sounds fun.â YNâs eyes flared at the idea of meeting her soulmate, if only to tell him off, and the heat that exuded from her stare caused the two boys to shy away slightly. Hinata, she learned, told her the time and place of their volleyball match tomorrow, to which she thanked him with mischievous eyes before strutting away, mentally preparing for the inevitable beat-down the next day. Â
                               ***
       Volleyball, YN decided, is actually pretty entertaining to watch, but their practice is boring as hell. It looks so much more fun to play, YN thought to herself, biting her lip in excitement. Her nerves were aflame with anticipation, and she would finally get to meet her soulmate. The rousing idea of possibly encountering him for the first time almost distracted her of her main goal. Almost.
However, this fact didnât matter. YN would never forget the first night of her arrival in Japan, standing in the bathroom of her host family and glaring at herself in the mirror. Well, not herself, but her hair. Every clump of black interspersed with light gray had increased her resentment of him. She didnât want to hate him. This was revealed when she suddenly began tearing up while looking at herself.Â
    YN wanted to believe he was just a fun guy who joked around and enjoyed othersâ attention, but she knew differently. The world was cruel, and the odds were stacked against her, and from that night on, the young girl began to buy into the idea that others were selling her.
âMy soulmate is such an asshole,â she had whispered to herself in the mirror before crumpling to a miserable ball on the floor.
YN was stuck in a foreign country with no friends and no family, surrounded only by strangers she rarely understood without thinking very hard, who accused her soulmate of being cruel and pitied her because of that supposed fact. Now, as she watched Karasunoâs boyâs volleyball team practice for todayâs game, she couldnât help her mind wandering back to what Hinata had told her.
       âHeâs amazing! And super nice too! He taught me this move where my arm prepares to go âBam!â but then it slows down to make the ball go âFwoosh!â I canât wait for you to seeâŚâ The gingerâs voice faded away as YN recalled the memory of his rambling and complementing of her soulmate.Â
    Maybe he wonât be so bad, YN thought to herself, but was startled out of her daze when the doors of Karasunoâs first gym burst open with a loud âHey! Hey! Hey!â
A smile grew on her face at the sound of the amusing voice, and YN was surprised by her involuntary actions, but decided to let her grin stay when she saw who spoke. It was her soulmate, salt-and-peppered hair and all.
                               ***
       âBeen a long time, Tsukki boy!â Bokuto shouted as he clapped his blond friend on the back.Â
       Tsukishima scrambled to catch his glasses as they popped off his face, recovering them and haughtily pushing them back up his nose with a strong finger while declaring, âItâs only been like two weeks, and you need to quiet down, youâre giving me a headache already. I wonât make it through the game if you keep this up.â Halfway into Tsukishimaâs rant, the blond had been instantly forgotten when Hinata raced over to Bokuto, jumping up and down in front of the third year while excitedly chatting with him.Â
       âHey, Bokuto, Iâve been working on the move you taught me! It works great, I canât wait to kick your ass with it!â the carrot-top enthusiastically bragged.
       The owl-haired ace chuckled boisterously in return, ruffling the gingerâs hair while playfully responding, âAlright little man, show me what you got.â
Rolling his eyes, Akaashi proceeded to drag Bokuto away from Karasunoâs first years, warning the older that he wouldnât get any sets if he didnât start practicing. The ace took the slight to heart and scrambled over to Fukurodaniâs side of the net, grumbling under his breath about how mean his setter was.Â
       As the game commenced, Fukurodaniâs captain could not resist his eyes straying to the stands, feeling as though something was calling to him from there, begging him to take just one glance.
Directly above Karasunoâs âFlyâ banner stood a girl. Not just any girl, but a girl with black and white hair. When Bokuto spotted her, his smile grew larger than the universe itself, and he waved at her frantically after she made eye contact. The girlâs face grew a few shades shy of a tomato, and she softly smiled, giving him a small wave back.
Returning his attention to the game, Bokuto knew not only would he not lose, but he would also scrub the floor with these guys, no matter how friendly he had been before. After all, his soulmate was watching, and he would do everything he could to keep her gorgeous gaze on himself.Â
                               ***
       âWhat the hell was that idiot thinking, waving at me in the middle of the game. Heâs gonna get one right to the face, I just know it. What a cocky bastard,â YN rambled to herself, covering her warm cheeks with her cold hands. No matter what she did though, the burn stayed, and the smile that was hurting her cheeks was probably definitely part of the problem.
Her eyes never strayed from his form for a second during the first set, and the only word she could think of to define her soulmate was hella âThick.â He was a good thick, hell, a great thick. The best thick in the whole, goddamned, world- okay what. What is wrong with me, she thought to herself, shaking her head as if to erase her previous musings. YN was taken out of her mental cleansing when she heard a whistle blow. The telltale end of the gameâs first set. Immediately, the girlâs first instinct was to look for him, Bokuto, but she instead, for whatever reason, decided to duck out of the stands and go to the bathroom.Â
    âWhat is wrong with me?â YN repeated to herself as she observed her red cheeks in the mirror. After all that time, the pink hues hadnât slightened even the tiniest bit, but YN was more confused as to why she was okay with that fact. That she almost wanted her soulmate to see how shy he made her feel, how nervous she was around him.
Maybe it was because he seemed so nice, and to make up for how she had assumed he would be rude, she allowed him to see her blushing like a sprinter after a marathon. Maybe it was that, just maybe yes. Either way, YN knew she would have to leave the bathroom sometime, and she didnât want to miss the rest of the game.Â
                               ***
       Fukurodani had won the first set; not by a landslide as Bokuto had hoped, but only by two points, finally earned after a long rally. But a victory was a victory, no matter how small, and when Bokuto stepped off the court with an over-eager fist pump and multiple high fives from his teammates, his eyes first traveled to the stands.
After scrutinizing every inch of the gymâs upper level, he still couldnât find her. Maybe he had scared her off? Was the waving too much? No way, with the way she blushed but smiled and waved back anyways, Bokuto knew she was ready to stay in for the long run.
Sadly, no matter how much or how long the ace assured himself of his soulmateâs feelings, he felt doubt creep in the longer she was absent from the stands. What if she thinks she can run onto the court and greet me after hearing those whistles? That would be so cute, but she would probably be reprimanded for it though. But it would be worth it, right? God, I hope she does thatâŚ. The owl-haired captain continued to ramble to himself mentally as the rest of his team kept their heads in the game, discussing how to defeat Karasuno in the next set.Â
       âWashio, I know their number ten is fast, so I need you to keep following him whenever you see him make a move. The others up front will⌠Bokuto? Are you listening?â Akaashi trailed off while watching his captain glare at the stands and mutter under his breath.
       Hesitantly, the setter placed his hand on the third yearâs shoulder, only to have Bokuto quickly swivel back around and irritably snap, âIâm fine, letâs just keep playing.â Shaking off Akaashiâs grip, the ace marched back onto the court, ready to land twenty-five service aces in a row, just to show his soulmate what she was totally missing! Behind Bokuto, the rest of his teammates sighed and rolled their eyes.
       Sarukui watched Bokuto before saying, âOkay, I know itâs happened before, but isnât it, like, a little too early for this? I donât think itâs ever happened this quick.â
       Akaashi shakes his head and flatly responds, âI donât know, he seemed a little distracted even during the first set. And remember when he waved to that girl in the crowd? I donât see her here anymore, so that might be part of it. Either way, letâs just play without him and hope heâs able to get back into his groove even if she doesnât return.â
The rest of the team nods in agreement and jogs back toward the court, avoiding the tempermatic captain preparing to serve. Akaashi stays back and glances at his coaches, only to receive a questioning look as they gesture to Bokuto. The setter only responds with a shrug of his shoulders before hustling back onto the court. All we can do now is hope for the best, Akaashi thinks.
                               ***
       When YN returns to her place behind the banner with cooler cheeks, her eyes are immediately drawn to her soulmate. He seems to be getting ready to serve, but he wonât even look up at her. YN knows he must feel bad after she disappeared, and wonders how to make up for her actions without embarrassing herself, knowing she would need a little reassurance too if she was in his position.
The owl-haired ace is fuming on the court, and suddenly YN wonders how volatile her soulmate truly is. As Bokuto throws up the ball, preparing for a jump serve, YN flinches at how loud the sound of impact is, and watches as the ball flies over the net, crashing hard into the wall directly behind Karasuno. The two defenders in the home teamâs back row do not even get a chance to watch the ball as it flies past them with horrendous speed, and their eyes go wide in...surprise? Or fear? Maybe both.
After the scene, Bokuto falls to his knees dramatically and releases a loud groan, shaking his head in his hands. âDamn it, Iâm so stupid! What have I done?!â
       YN glances nervously at the slight dent in the wood paneling of the wall and wonders if heâll have to pay for damage. âCrap,â she whispers to herself, knowing what she has to do.
                               ***
       Akaashi has been there for many of Bokutoâs mood swings, and heâs seen it all.
Well, apparently not until now. From his own red handprints left on his cheeks to stomping around like a five-year-old, Akaashi knows about Bokutoâs temper like bees know about honey. Itâs obvious, heâs been around it a lot, and he knows what to expect⌠or, at least he used to know.
Now, itâs like undiscovered territory, and Akaashi is wary of stepping on any landmine that might just cause his friend to explode.
With an outstretched hand, Akaashi wonders whether he should approach Bokuto or not, but before he can decide, the doors to the gym burst open.
Kageyama and Hinata observe silently as YN rushes past them, ducking under the volleyball net and beelining it towards Bokuto, her black and white hair flowing in the air from her speed. Nobody makes a noise to protest or warn her as she approaches him, slowing down in close enough proximity for him to feel her presence. Ever so dejectedly, the ace of Fukurodani raises his head to look at her, before blasting up to his feet and embracing her in a tight hug.Â
       âIâm so sorry for scaring you away. Please donât reject me, I donât think I could handle it.â Bokutoâs voice wavers slightly as he clings to her even harder, his head tucked into her shoulder. YN wonders if heâll start crying, but shakes off the thought and slowly twists out of his grip. At first, he hugs her even tighter, then he slowly, begrudgingly listens and peels away from her body. Bokuto tries to step away dejectedly, only for YN to grasp his hand and lead him out of the gym, ignoring the many pairs of eyes watching.
       Before shutting the door, YN looks at both teams and politely smiles. âContinue.âÂ
       Watching the pair of soulmates disappear behind the exit, Akaashi closes his dropped jaw and shares an incredulous look with the people around him, shaking his head before shrugging his shoulders once more.
âMay as well.â
                               ***
       Bokutoâs eyes glow as YN watches the door close before embracing him in a warm bear hug.
âIâm sorry, Iâm so sorry I screwed up your game, and I distracted you and I just left before saying anything. But to be honest, I was just, I donât know, kind of scared.â Her voice is muffled in his shoulder, and she keeps hugging him tighter and tighter until he feels like he canât breath, and he doesnât mind.
Actually, as a matter of fact, heâs reveling in it. This feeling, the feeling of someone absolutely needing him to know that they care for him, and that they were sorry for his game going awry, it makes him giddy.
Bokuto has decided he also likes breathing though, and pats her back in an effort to get her to unclench. Just a little, because when she starts to pull back too much, he roughly tugs her back in, and the breath of fresh air her lungs had just received is too-quickly released back to the atmosphere.
       âItâs okay,â he grins against her, âIâm just glad you came back. I wanted- needed you to come back. I wanted to meet you properly before I left you.â With that statement, she pulls away and narrows her eyes at him.
       âUmm, where are you planning on going?â she asks, flustered at the thought of him leaving so soon.Â
       âWell, you know, I kind of live in Tokyo. And youâre a foreign exchange student, right? I just needed this one chance for us to, you know, meet.â YN had totally forgotten that she wasnât from here, and that he was only visiting Karasuno for a practice match. After today, who knows how long it would be before she got to see him again. Quickly, she grasps the front of his jersey as she demands, âI need your phone number.â
       âWow, âneedâ huh? Iâm not used to girls being so forward.â
       âOh, shut up and gimme it.â YN whips out her phone and passes it to him, open and ready for a new contact.
Bokutoâs heart warms, and while typing in his information, he becomes all excited and jumpy at how desperate his soulmate seems to need contact with him. He decides he likes to feel needed, and he also decides he doesnât like how far away his soulmate is at the moment.
Stepping directly to her, Bokuto whips out YNâs camera and grasps her on the shoulder, tugging her close and kissing her on the side of the cheek as she blushes rose-red for the picture. Snapping it quickly, Fukurodaniâs captain sets it as his contact picture and sends it to his phone as well.
Eagerly, he shows her the picture he had taken and watches as she begins to shy away from him. Catching on quick, Bokuto hurriedly wraps his arm around her shoulder and tucks the side of his head into her hair.Â
       With both of them still staring at the photo, Bokuto moves his mouth towards her ear and cheekily whispers, âWe look amazing together. We must be destined for each other or something.â
       He moves away with a bright, slightly smug smile as YN softly nods. âYeah, something like that.â Bokuto moves to stand directly in front of her and observes her bashful appearance, trailing a hand up to twirl a strand of black-and-whiteness between his fingertips.Â
       âYour hair looks great like this, by the way.âÂ
    The mood in the hall darkens abruptly at his words. YNâs pleasant smile falls from her lips, and she instantly remembers that he is her soulmate. He is the one who ruined her hair from the moment she landed in Japan.
Oh man, did she get pissed. Turns out Bokuto isnât the only one whose attitude can change in an instant. Maybe it has something to do with the hair?
                               ***
       Inside the gym, as the teams decided to keep playing, the game was going well. Karasunoâs newly developed skills were working, and Fukurodani was learning how to adjust to games without Bokuto. Just as the second set was about to end, however, the teams heard something... slightly unsettling.Â
âBokuto, you son of a b***h, what the f**k is wrong with you?! You a**hole, who the hell dyes their hair this color?! You dumba** motherf*****, Iâm gonna kill you!âÂ
       Suddenly, Bokuto bursts into the gym and runs around like a headless chicken, releasing an ear-piercing screech.
âAkaashi help, my soulmateâs trying to kill me!â
The setter wasnât surprised; he would react the same way if he had that hair and couldnât change it. And as YN charged into the gym, storming after her fated lover, something told her she wasnât as much of a fan of her hair as she originally thought.
IM JUST TRYING TO SLEEP BUT NO I HAVE TO THINK ABT BOKUTO FAT COCK. ITS 1AM I HAVE SCHOOL BUT IM TOO PREOCCUPIED W DADDY BOKUTO ND HOW HE JUST !!2?3!23? GRRRR AWOOGAWOOGA pls pls koutaro pls manhandle me oh god Pls throw me on ur shoulder nd slap my ass while m Wearing a skirt. pls Pls roughly hold my cheeks in between ur hands n tell me how slutty i look. pls shove ur thick fingers in my mouth nd coo at me when i start to cry bc of ur words. kĹu pls shove ur cock in my mouth w/o warning n fuck my face however u want , PLEASE !! IM DESPERATQ PLE WSE
Hear me out. Giving bokuto or ushijima their first bj in their early 20s. Theyâre just so busy all the time and once they finally meet you, how do you think It would go down?
You've been heard and its fantastic lolol
I hope you enjoy my love <333
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The door creaked open, and Bokuto stepped inside with a quiet, exhausted sigh. His duffel bag was slung over one broad shoulder, and his varsity jacket hung haphazardly off him, half-zipped like he hadnât even bothered to fix it. His hair was still damp from a post-practice shower, curling slightly at the ends, and the faint scent of soap and something distinctly him wafted across the room.
When he spotted you sitting cross-legged on the edge of his bed, his whole face changed. The tension in his shoulders softened, and a slow, sleepy smile spread across his lips.
"Hey," he said, voice rough and warm from hours of practice. "Didn't expect you to wait up."
You shrugged lightly, trying to keep it casual even though your heart squeezed at the sight of himâtired, flushed, and somehow still so beautiful. "Missed you," you admitted.
His smile deepened, fondness glowing in his golden eyes. Dropping his bag by the door, he kicked off his shoes with a lazy nudge and trudged over to you.
The mattress dipped under his weight as he collapsed beside you with a soft grunt, leaning heavily against you. His head found its way to your shoulder, his body curling toward you instinctively, seeking your warmth like a magnet.
"I'm so tired," he mumbled, words slurring slightly against your shirt.
You threaded your fingers through his damp hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp. He melted instantly, a low, content hum vibrating from his chest.
"Poor baby," you teased gently, though your heart ached with how worn down he was. He always gave everythingâon the court, in class, with his teammates. There was never anything left for himself.
He huffed a quiet laugh against you. "Missed you too, y'know."
You smiled, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of his head.
For a while, you just sat there, letting him soak in your presence. You could feel the weight of his exhaustion, the way his body sagged against yours, trusting you to hold him up.
After a long moment, you shifted slightly, your hand trailing down from his hair to cup his cheek, tilting his face up to look at you.
His eyes were heavy-lidded, lips slightly parted. So open. So vulnerable.
You leaned in, kissing him softly at first, your lips brushing over his in a slow, lingering touch. Bokuto sighed into your mouth, his large hands finding your waist, gripping you gently like he couldnât bear not to touch you.
The kiss deepened naturally, lazy and warm, until you were shifting to straddle his lap, feeling the solid weight of him beneath you. Your hands slid down his chest, over the faint ridges of his stomach, until they hovered at the waistband of his jeans.
When your fingers brushed the growing tent forming there, he gasped softly against your mouth, hips jerking up slightly into your palm.
You pulled back just enough to look at himâhis cheeks flushed, pupils wide, breathing shallow.
The thought struck you all at once. A way to take care of him. To give him something back.
"Let me take care of you tonight," you whispered.
Confusion flickered across his face. "You don't have toâ"
You silenced him with another kiss, even deeper this time, pouring everything you felt into itâall the longing, all the tenderness, all the need.
When you pulled back, his breath caught audibly. His pupils were blown wide, cheeks flushed a soft pink.
You slid off the bed and knelt between his legs, resting your hands lightly on his thighs.
His breath hitched. "Waitâyou⌠you don'tâ"
"I want to," you murmured, voice steady, fingers tracing slow circles against the thick muscle of his thighs.
Bokuto looked like he wanted to argue, but the words caught in his throat. He nodded instead, swallowing hard.
You reached for the button of his jeans, popping it open with deft fingers. His breathing grew ragged as you tugged the zipper down, his cock straining against the fabric.
When you freed him, he was already hard, twitching slightly under the cool air and your intense gaze.
You smiled up at himâgentle, reassuringâand leaned in to press a soft kiss against the head of his cock.
He gasped, his hips jerking slightly before he forced himself to stay still, fists clenching in the blanket.
"Holy shit," he whispered, voice barely a breath.
You took your time, trailing kisses down his length, licking slow, teasing stripes along the underside. Every little sound he madeâthe sharp inhales, the choked-off moansâmade your stomach flutter.
When you finally wrapped your lips around him, sinking down slowly, his whole body shuddered.
"F-FuckâŚ" he whimpered, head tipping back against the bed, throat working as he swallowed thickly.
You set a slow, steady rhythm, bobbing your head while your hand stroked what your mouth couldn't reach. Your free hand stayed firm on his thigh, feeling every tremor, every tiny twitch.
Bokuto was a mess almost immediately, biting his lip hard enough to turn his knuckles white, trying desperately to keep quiet. His hips jerked despite himself, tiny, helpless movements you easily accommodated.
When you glanced up at him, the sight nearly undid youâhis flushed cheeks, the glassy sheen in his eyes, the way he looked at you like you were something holy.
"I'm gonnaâŚ" he panted, voice breaking. "Gonna cum⌠if youâŚ"
The desperate edge in his voice made something snap inside you.
You moaned softly around him, then picked up the paceâbobbing your head faster, taking him deeper with each stroke. Your hand worked in tandem with your mouth, twisting gently at the base as you sucked harder, tongue flicking against the sensitive underside.
Bokuto cried out, head falling back against the bed, chest heaving with ragged breaths. His thighs tensed under your palms, muscles trembling as he fought to keep himself grounded.
"F-Fuck, babyâŚ" he gasped, voice cracking, hips jerking up despite himself. "I'm⌠I'mâ"
With a shuddering groan that was almost a whimper, Bokuto came hard, hips stuttering helplessly as he spilled hot and heavy into your mouth. You swallowed carefully, easing him through it, the sounds he madeâbroken, vulnerableâsearing themselves into your memory.
You kept your movements slow and gentle until he sagged back against the bed, completely spent, every muscle in his body quivering with the aftermath.
When you finally pulled back, wiping the corner of your mouth with the back of your hand, you looked up at him through your lashes.
He stared down at you like youâd personally rewritten the laws of physics, wide-eyed and flushed, chest still rising and falling rapidly.
"You'reâŚ" he croaked, still breathless. "You're amazing."
You climbed back onto the bed, and Bokuto immediately dragged you into his arms, cradling you against his chest like he never wanted to let you go.
"Stay," he whispered, voice raw.
"Wasn't planning on leaving," you murmured against his skin, pressing a kiss to his racing heart.
He held you tighter, burying his face in your hair, soaking in your warmth, your presenceâeverything heâd missed without even realizing it.
And for once, there was nowhere else either of you needed to be.
The overhead lights in your office buzzed faintly, casting a sterile sheen across your desk, your tea, your meticulously arranged files. Every folder sat aligned at a perfect angle, every spreadsheet tabbed and color-coded to hell and back. You had done it all this morning, trying to distract yourselfâtrying to settle your mind with clean lines and predictable logic. The problem was, your hands werenât moving. Your cursor blinked on the empty field of the player report form, waiting for an input that wasnât coming.
You were still in last nightâs gym.
You could feel itâhis hand at your waist, his breath ghosting along your neck, the focused burn in his eyes like heâd been trying so hard not to look and failing anyway. That single brush of his fingertips over your lower back had lingered longer than it should have. Youâd felt the press of his palm even after the janitorâs voice startled you both apart.
You clicked your pen hard against the desk, leaving a dent in the paper beneath it. No. You are not spiraling over Iwaizumi Hajimeâs fucking triceps. This wasnât high school. You didnât have a crush. You had standardsâand a job to do.
So why the hell couldnât you stop replaying how his eyes had droppedânot to your clipboard, not to your notesâbut to your mouth, right before the door opened?
Another sharp click. Another unfinished line of text. The memory flushed through your chest like static, and you were just about to stand and walk it off when a knock sounded on your door.
It was brisk. Familiar. Firm.
You barely managed to school your features into something neutral before the door cracked openâand there he was.
Iwaizumi Hajime, looming like a storm cloud, his Olympic-branded laptop tucked under one arm. His shirt sleeves were rolled to the elbows, veins tracing his forearms like tension maps, his jaw tight, unreadable. He didnât say anything at first, just stepped inside your office with the restrained efficiency of a man too used to high-stakes situations.
âIâve updated the training program,â he said, voice rough and clipped, as if last night hadnât happened. âBased on what you showed me yesterday.â
He moved toward your desk, tilted the screen toward you. The moment the spreadsheet opened, your eyes skimmed the rowsâand your stomach tightened.
Komoriâs lateral sequences had been scaled down. Hyakuzawaâs overhead load was decreased. Flexibility modules were individualized. The wording was precise. The ratios were accurate.
You couldnât believe it.
âIt looks⌠solid,â you said, cautiously. âYou actually listened.â
Iwaizumiâs mouth quirked. âI always listen.â
âYou just donât usually believe me,â you muttered, fingers tapping the edge of the keyboard.
He shrugged. âI believe you when youâre right.â
You were about to fire back when the door slammed open.
âWhoaâno yelling?â Bokutoâs voice rang out with playful disbelief as he peeked in, already grinning.
Behind him, Yaku gave a nod like heâd seen this coming from a mile away. âTold you theyâd mellow out eventually.â
You crossed your arms, glaring. âWhat the hell are you two doing?â
âSeeing if the explosion already happened,â Bokuto chirped, eyes darting between you and Iwaizumi. âBut this? Youâre practically cozy. Suspicious.â
âGet out,â Iwaizumi growled, his voice all grit and warning.
âWait, are you twoââ Bokuto began.
âAbsolutely not,â you cut in, sharp enough to decapitate.
Yaku raised a brow. âYouâre denying it a little too fast, Doc.â
Iwaizumiâs glare could have melted iron. âSay one more thing and youâre benched for the week.â
âOkay, okay!â Bokuto backed up, laughing. âDamn. Just sayingâitâs new energy.â
You stood, jaw clenched. âOut. Now.â
The two Olympic players exchanged a final glance before Bokuto tossed over his shoulder, âIf it does happen, call me for the wedding.â
As the door shut behind them, you exhaled sharply. âThey are insufferable.â
Iwaizumi rubbed the back of his neck, sighing. âBecause we let them be.â
He turned toward the door, laptop still under his arm. Before leaving, he hesitatedâjust for a beatâand looked at you over his shoulder.
âSeriously. You were right. Yesterday.â
The words landed heavy. Too heavy.
ââŚThanks.â
He nodded once, then walked out. Door closing on his way out.
And you didnât move for a long time.
Not until your pulse calmed and the sound of his voice stopped buzzing in your ears.
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Youâd barely made it back to your office from your lunch break and shut the door behind you before there was another knock. You didnât need to look up to know who it was. That rhythm was far too obnoxious to belong to anyone else.
âDoc!â Atsumu Miya strolled in like he owned the place, grinning with all the charm of a cat whoâd just knocked something off a counter. âGot a second? My shoulderâs actinâ up againâfigured youâd be thrilled to poke around in it.â
You rolled your eyes, but gestured toward the exam bench anyway. âSit. Shirt off. Keep the commentary to a minimum.â
âThatâs no fun,â he mumbled, but obeyed, peeling his shirt off with the practiced flair of someone who knew exactly what his arms looked like in fluorescent lighting.
You slipped on your gloves, moving around him with practiced ease. âStill some impingement from the inflammation?â
âMmhm,â he replied, rotating his arm slightly. âWorse after I sleep on it wrong.â
You pressed gently along the front of the shoulder, assessing the rotation with subtle shifts. He winced once, which you noted.
Then, predictably, the smirk returned.
âYa and Iwaizumi-san looked cozy earlier,â he said casually, not even trying to be slick. âShould I be worried?â
You froze for half a second, just enough for him to catch it.
âWorried he might kill me?â you deadpanned, fingers still pressed to his deltoid. âAbsolutely.â
Atsumu huffed a laugh, but his eyes narrowed, too observant for your liking.
âI was thinkinâ the opposite,â he mused. âDidnât look like hate to me.â
Your brows twitched.
You narrowed your eyes. âDid the rest of the team put you up to this?â
Atsumuâs smirk deepened. âWhat? Canât a guy notice things on his own?â
You scoffed and reached for his shoulder again. âIâm going to press deeper into the joint now.â
Atsumu, still grinning, relaxed his shoulderâand immediately yelped when your fingers dug just slightly harder into the inflamed tissue.
âStill tender, I see?â you asked innocently, lifting a brow.
âOwâdamn, Doc!â he hissed, rubbing the area as you pulled back. âThat was a low blow.â
You offered a thin smile. âConsider it a reminder to keep your theories to yourself.â
He winced, stretching his shoulder slowly. âYou wound me. Here I am, bringinâ you a little entertainment in your dull clinic, and you repay me with violence.â
âI repay you with diagnostics,â you replied coolly, stepping around to the back of his shoulder. âAnd unsolicited opinions get the treatment they deserve.â
âDonât know why youâre actinâ like this is such a scandal,â he muttered. âHalf the gymâs been waitinâ for you two to snap and jump each other.â
Your glove-clad fingers stilled mid-rotation.
Atsumu grinned like a shark. âCâmon, you mean to tell me ya donât see it? All that arguingâfeels like foreplay.â
"It is not in your best interest to continue that train of thought."
You moved to the back of his shoulder and rotated the joint again, this time met with less resistance.
But your heart was suddenly in your throat.
Atsumu didnât push furtherâblessedlyâbut his silence was far louder than any teasing remark. He watched you finish the check-up with a strange sort of calm, the air between you humming with something unsaid.
âYouâre good,â you said finally, peeling off the gloves and tossing them into the bin. âStill keep the compression sleeve on when youâre not on court. Iâll send you some updated stretches.â
âThanks, Doc.â He hopped off the bench, slinging his shirt over his shoulder. But just before he stepped out, he paused at the door.
âYâknow,â he said, almost too casually, âitâs kinda wild. Iwaizumiâs been here for years, and Iâve never seen him look at anyone like that.â
The door shut behind him before you could ask what the hell that meant.
And you hatedâhatedâthe way your face warmed.
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The lights in the hallways were dim, the soft hum of the facility settling into its nightly lull. Most of the staff had already cleared outâoffices darkened, doors locked, the echo of your footsteps the only thing keeping the silence company. You rolled your shoulder, spine aching after another long day of meetings, treatment notes, and dodging the smug glances Atsumu kept throwing you every time he passed your office.
You were halfway to the exit, bag slung over your shoulder, keys in hand, when something made you stop. A dull, rhythmic sound. The muted clang of weights meeting padded flooring.
Your eyes cut to the side.
The training gym was lit only by a single overhead bulb in the far corner, flickering slightly above the racks. Inside, shirtless, sweat-slicked, and visibly focused, stood Hajime Iwaizumi. Alone.
You didnât mean to stop. But your feet planted themselves anyway.
He was mid-liftâsome kind of upright barbell pressâand the curve of his back shifted with every rep, sweat rolling down between the muscles that flexed and released with practiced rhythm. His sweatpants clung to the powerful line of his hips, and a notebook sat open beside him on the bench, filled with scrawled corrections and diagrams. He wasnât just working out. He was testing.
Your breath snagged, and before you could stop yourself, your hand reached out to gently push the door open.
Iwaizumi looked up.
He didnât pause. Didnât blink. Just kept lifting, jaw tight, eyes catching yours.
"You just gonna stand there," he said, voice gravelled with fatigue and something warmer, "or you planning to come in?"
Your heart gave an inconvenient lurch.
You stepped in. Slowly. The door clicked shut behind you, the echo bouncing off the gym walls like a warning shot.
"Didnât think youâd still be here," you said, keeping your voice neutral.
He lowered the weights, rolling his shoulders back with a grunt. "Didnât finish the work. That thing you wonât stop nagging me about."
Your lips twitched. "Right. That thing."
A beat of silence. Thick and heavy.
You moved closer, eyeing the open notebook.
"Youâve changed a lot," you said, voice quieter.
He arched a brow. "Excuse me?"
You pointed at the program updates. "The circuits. You adjusted the progression intervals. And you finally stopped overloading the endurance drills."
A shrug. "You were right."
Your eyes flicked up, surprised to hear it from his mouth.
"Donât get smug," he muttered.
"Wouldnât dream of it."
The corner of his mouth quirked, and for a moment, the silence between you was less heavy. Just taut. Like a pulled wire.
You pointed to the bar. "May I?"
His brow raised, but he stepped aside. You brushed past himâjust barelyâbut the heat that rolled off his skin followed you like static. You wrapped your fingers around the bar, adjusted your stance.
"Like last night," you murmured, reaching back with your hand, brushing your palm across the taut muscle of his abdomen. "Youâre still tensing too soon. Posterior tiltâs off."
He let out a rough exhale. "You always this picky?"
"You always this stubborn?"
He caught your wrist. Not hardâjust firm enough that your eyes snapped to his.
"You know what youâre doing."
Your pulse jumped. "Do I?"
His mouth crashed into yours before you could answer.
Everything went hot and messy.
His lips were rough, desperate, teeth scraping your lower lip like it was a grudge he meant to settle. You gasped into his mouth as his hands found your waist, calloused fingers digging into the soft give of your skin like he could anchor himself there. The gymâs cold air was a distant thing, barely felt beneath the furnace of your bodies colliding, friction turning tension into fire.
You didnât remember moving, only the wild clutch of your limbs and his, the stumble of your shoes across the floor. One step. Two. Then you were walking him backward toward the center mat, his chest rising beneath your touch. He was tugging your shirt up, shoving it over your head with a grunt of impatience, and it hit the ground somewhere behind you. You didnât care. You needed moreâneeded his skin under your palms, needed to feel him, solid and hot and here.
"Youâre such a pain in my ass," you growled, teeth flashing as you wrestled with the waistband of his sweats.
"Yeah?" he rasped, his hand already sliding past the waistband of your leggings, fingers curling possessively around your ass. "Then why do you keep showing up?"
You shoved him. Hard.
He hit the mat with a thud, breath whooshing out of himâand still he grinned like the bastard he was, even as he yanked you down on top of him.
Your thighs spread across his hips as you straddled him, your palms braced on his chest, feeling the flex of muscle beneath each ragged breath. You kissed him againâslower this time, deeper. Your tongue slid against his, your hips beginning to roll, teasing friction where your bodies met. His cock strained against his sweats, thick and hot and barely contained.
"Take them off," you muttered.
He obeyed. Sweats shoved down, boxers next, and his cock slapped against his stomach, flushed and ready. You stared for a beat too long.
"What?" he panted, eyes dark and glassy.
"Nothing," you lied. "Just shut up."
Clothes hit the floor in a trail of skin and fabric. Your leggings. Your panties. His shirt. Everything discarded in your frantic need.
He sat up just enough to run his hands up your sides, thumbs brushing the swell of your breasts, then down to your thighs as you shifted above him. You held his gaze as you reached between you, guiding him to your entrance. Your breath caught at the first stretchâthen you sank down, inch by inch, until he was fully seated inside you.
You both froze.
Your nails dug into his shoulders, your body adjusting to the thickness of him. The sensation was overwhelmingâstretching you open, the slow drag of every inch sending a shiver down your spine. It had been too long since something felt this good. Since someone felt this good.
He groaned, hands trembling against your waist, gripping you like he might come undone.
"Fuck," he whispered. "Youâ"
"Donât talk," you snapped, breathless.
You rocked forward, and he moaned. A sound from deep in his throat, guttural and raw. You did it againâslow, dragging circles with your hips, feeling every ridge, every inch, the way he filled you so completely you could barely breathe. The pleasure curled through you hot and tight, blooming in your belly, liquid heat spreading with every thrust.
His mouth found your neck, tongue tracing the line of your throat before he bit, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make you whimper.
"You drive me insane," he muttered against your skin, and this time, you didnât argue.
You set a rhythm, your hands on his chest, his hands on your ass, guiding you down harder, deeper, every motion building heat in your belly. Sweat slicked your skin, your thighs trembled, and every thrust sent sparks up your spine. The tension climbed higher, unbearable, addictive.
He met you thrust for thrust, rising to meet you, hips snapping up as you dropped down, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing off the gym walls. You felt yourself unraveling around him, muscles tightening, your body shaking.
"You like this, donât you?" he growled, voice low and fucked out. "Being in charge. Getting your way."
"Shut up, Hajime."
He grinnedâand flipped you.
You hit the mat with a gasp, his body heavy and hot above you. He braced one arm beside your head, the other slipping under your thigh as he pulled your leg higher around his waist.
"Not gonna let you win everything, Doc."
Then he was pounding into you, unrelenting, deep and fast, and your fingers clawed into his back, desperate to hold onto something as pleasure overtook you. Each thrust filled you to the hilt, your walls fluttering around him, slick and tight and aching.
You cried out, eyes fluttering shut, hips canting up to meet his every thrust.
"There," you gasped. "Right thereâ"
He didnât stop. Not until your back arched, legs locking around his waist, and you came with a broken moan, pleasure snapping through you like lightning. You pulsed around him, body locking up as ecstasy tore through you.
He followed seconds later, groaning into your neck, his body trembling with release.
For a long moment, all you heard was breath. Harsh. Labored. Yours and his.
He didnât pull out right away. Just stayed, forehead pressed to your shoulder, his hand tangled in your hair.
You stared at the ceiling.
Oh, fuck.
What now?
hi! could i request a managerial duties fic with the fukurodani team?
Hello :D You can!
I wrote this in a silly goofy mood, if you can't tell lolol
Enjoy <33
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Being a manager for Fukurodani Academyâs boysâ volleyball team was a bit like being the conductor of an orchestra that had no intention of following the sheet music. Between Bokutoâs mood swings, Konohaâs snark, and the constant low hum of chaos that seemed to follow Komi like a shadow, your days were never dull.
But somehow, it worked.
Maybe it was Akaashiâs unshakeable calm, or Washioâs quiet reliability. Maybe it was the way Sarukui knew when to reel Bokuto back with just a look, or how the other two managersâYukie and Kaoriâhad learned to tag-team any brewing disaster before it hit critical mass. The team was loud, ridiculous, occasionally impossible, and you wouldnât trade them for anything.
Youâd been with them long enough now that their habits were second nature. You knew who needed water before they asked, who always forgot their kneepads, who preferred warm-ups in silence and who needed to scream themselves into the zone. Youâd taped ankles, refereed arguments, restocked first-aid kits, and once used a mop handle to redirect a rogue serve mid-flight.
So naturally, the one time you stepped out of the gym to speak with a teacher, chaos found its way in without you.
The package arrived during warmups. A small cardboard box, scuffed at the corners, with your name written neatly on the top in permanent marker. No return address. No label.
Kaori found it by the entrance and placed it on the bench, assuming youâd handle it when you got back.
But Bokuto saw it.
He was mid-warmup, mid-laugh even, when something square and cardboard caught his eye from across the gym. Like a hawk sighting prey, his eyes zeroed in and he made a beeline for the bench.
Before anyone could react, he was already crouching in front of the package, fingers hovering over the taped seam.
âBokuto-san, donâtââ
Smack.
Kaoriâs hand came down on his faster than lightning, swatting his fingers away just before he could peel back the flap.
Bokuto yelped, more offended at being stopped than anything else, still pointing dramatically at the box like it had personally challenged him to a duel. He cradled his hand with exaggerated care, rubbing it as if he'd just been grievously injured. "Oww, what was that for?" he whined, lower lip jutting out.Â
âItâs not yours,â Yukie said immediately, sliding in front of it like a bodyguard.
âAw c'mon!â Bokuto cried, jogging over. âWhat if itâs important?! Or fragile?! Or snack-related?! I meanâit was sent to a manager, so itâs stuff for us, right?!â
âThen sheâll open it when she gets back,â Konoha muttered, clearly unimpressed.
âBut what if she wants us to open it for her?â
âShe doesnât,â Kaori said flatly.
âYou donât know that!â
âYou donât know that she does,â Akaashi chimed in, walking past with a towel draped over his shoulders. âAnd opening someone elseâs package is literally a crime.â
Bokuto paused, scandalized. âWait. Really?â
âFederal offense,â Akaashi confirmed, not even stopping.
âYeah, thatâs like... a serious thing,â Sarukui added.
Komi nodded enthusiastically. âYou could totally get arrested.â
âOr banned from deliveries for life,â Konoha threw in with a shrug.
âI think thatâs made up,â Washio said, but no one contradicted him.
Bokuto groaned. âThis system is broken.â
âI bet itâs mysterious,â Komi offered, grinning. âLike something cursed. Or magical. Or both.â
âItâs probably just more athletic tape,â Sarukui said.
âNo, no, no,â Bokuto shook his head. âIt could be owls.â
âWhy would someone send owls to the school gym?â Washio asked.
âWhy wouldnât they?â Bokuto countered.
The entire team was crowded around the bench now, forming a semicircle of ridiculous anticipation. The box sat there, untouched, radiating unearned power.
Kaori had her arms crossed. âNo oneâs opening it.â
Yukie nodded. âNot unless you want to explain to Coach why youâre committing petty theft.â
âAnd a federal offense,â Akaashi added as he passed.
Yukie groaned. âRight. And a federal offense.â
Just then, the gym doors opened.
You stepped in, unaware of the tension until twelve pairs of eyes swiveled to you at once.
âWhat did I miss?â you asked slowly, eyebrows raised.
Everyone pointed.
âBox,â Bokuto said gravely.
âHighly suspicious,â Komi added.
Akaashi sighed. âPlease tell them itâs not cursed.â
You blinked at the package. âOh. Thatâs just the kneepads my uncle donated.â
Silence.
Bokuto looked devastated. âItâs what?â
âKneepads.â You opened the box casually, pulling out a neat stack of new gear. âHe runs a sports supply store. Said he had extras.â
âYouâre telling me,â Bokuto said slowly, âI waited fifteen minutes to NOT see a magical owl?â
âYes?â you replied, mildly confused.
ââŚI mean, thatâs cool too, I guess,â he muttered, thinking about it for a second. Then, as if deciding he could live with the outcome, he gave a small nod, still pouting a little. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm okay with this.â
Washio nodded. âI like kneepads.â
You grinned. âGood. Because thereâs enough for all of you.â
One by one, you handed the kneepads out, and the team eagerly grabbed their pairs, excitedly comparing colors and sizes before jogging off to try them on over their uniforms. Bokuto was already halfway across the gym, yelling something about testing them with a jump serve.
You turned to find Yukie and Kaori standing off to the side, arms crossed.
âSo,â you said, raising an eyebrow, âthey were debating what was in the box, and the majority vote was a magical owl?â
Kaori rubbed her face with both hands. âDonât even ask.â
The office door clicked shut behind you, tension coiled tight in your shoulders like a spring ready to snap. The argument with Iwaizumi had dragged on longer than either of you expected, every word exchanged like a verbal spar, blades dulled by professionalism but no less sharp.
Coach Fuki Hibarida sat behind his desk like a man whoâd already fielded more than his share of chaos before lunch. His fingers steepled under his chin, his gaze sharp as it flicked between you and Iwaizumi. The air in the office was thick enough to choke on.
âI appreciate both of your passion,â he said finally, voice flat and uncompromising. âBut if you keep at it like this, the only thing weâre going to accomplish is splitting the damn team in two.â
You leaned forward in your chair, back ramrod straight, the fire in your voice only barely tempered. âWith all due respect, Coach, Iâm not trying to split anything. Iâm trying to protect these athletes from outdated training philosophies that completely disregard their medical history.â
Iwaizumiâs jaw flexed, arms crossed so tight across his chest it looked like he was trying to restrain himself from lunging across the room. âAnd Iâm trying to prevent injuries before they happen. Without a baseline of strength, flexibility means jack shit.â
âTell that to Sakusaâs ACL.â
He scoffed, sitting forward just enough that your knees almost touched. âYou think I donât know their files? Iâve worked with these guys longer than youâve even been part of this team.â
âAnd yet your âexpertiseâ almost put Yaku back in a brace.â
âEnough!â Hibarida barked, and the room dropped into silence.
His eyes moved from Iwaizumi to you and back again. âYouâre both right.â
The words hung in the air, heavy and begrudging.
âIâm signing off on your proposed changes,â he continued, nodding toward you. âFlexibility and personalized conditioning will take precedence moving forward. But Iwaizumiâyour job is to ensure the training stays rigorous and strategic. Adjust programs for injury history. No exceptions.â
There was a long pause.
Iwaizumiâs voice, when it came, was stiff as granite. âUnderstood.â
Hibaridaâs chair creaked as he stood, clearly eager to be done with the two of you. âI want the updated plan submitted by Friday. Together.â
You stood without looking at Iwaizumi. But as you passed him, shoulder nearly brushing his, you said under your breath, âTry not to screw this one up.â
His grunt of irritation followed you out the door.
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Iwaizumi stood at the front of the gym, clipboard clutched tightly in his calloused hands, the glossy finish damp where his fingers curled. The fluorescent lights hummed above the Olympic training gym, casting cold, clinical shadows over the rows of elite athletes stretching and rotating through warm-ups. Despite the early hour, the place buzzed with restless energy.
But Iwaizumi wasnât paying attention to any of that.
His eyes tracked every movement with practiced detachment, but his thoughts were far from the court. A dull headache had taken up residence behind his eyes, and the usual rhythm of morning practice only aggravated it. The pressure building in his temples had nothing to do with lack of sleepâand everything to do with you.
He was still pissed.
âWeâre holding off on the strength circuits until the new plan is finalized,â he said, voice clipped, tone leaving no room for discussion.
Heads turned.
Atsumu blinked up from the mat where heâd been balancing his ankle on his opposite knee. âWait, what? Weâre not lifting today?â
Bokuto, halfway through a forward lunge, perked up instantly. âWhat happened to âno excusesâ? Did we slip into an alternate universe or something?â
Even Sakusa raised a brow. âDid she win the argument?â
Yakuâs smirk was slow, subtle. âFeels like she won.â
Iwaizumiâs jaw clenched so tightly it made the muscle near his ear twitch. âI said theyâre on hold,â he growled, tone sharpening. âNew guidelines. End of discussion.â
âWow,â Suna muttered, droll as ever. âHeâs actually mad.â
âI will make you run drills until your legs fall off,â Iwaizumi snapped, voice a low bark. âStretch. Now.â
That shut them up.
A beat of tense silence passed before the team shifted into their warm-ups. The sounds of light chatter and sneakers resumed, but the atmosphere was noticeably stiffer. The undercurrent of curiosity and amusement didnât go unnoticed by Iwaizumi, but he shoved it down beneath years of discipline.
The rest of the session moved efficiently. Too efficiently. Every minute felt like an itch he couldnât scratch.
By noon, the players filtered out of the gym in loose, staggered groups, sweat-darkened shirts clinging to lean muscle and jerseys half-hanging from relaxed shoulders. The air in the locker hallway was humid with effort, and banter floated lazily through the corridor.
Bokuto swung a towel behind his neck like a cape, laughing at something Suna had deadpanned. Sakusa lingered by the door for a beat, casting Iwaizumi a thoughtful glance before slipping out.
âWonder if sheâll sign my cast when he snaps,â Aran muttered, nudging Hinata, who bit back a laugh.
Iwaizumi said nothing.
He turned on his heel, movements stiff, and marched toward the small office tucked off the side of the gym.
The door shut with more force than necessary.
He dropped the clipboard onto the desk. Papers slipped free, fluttering to the surface like discontent made manifest. The training revisions glared up at him.
And all he could see was your face.
The way youâd challenged him in Hibaridaâs officeâcalm but cutting, your words sharpened like scalpels. The way the coach had leaned in your favor, as if your voice carried a gravity his didnât. It wasnât that he couldnât accept changeâhe wasnât stupid. He knew you were right about the numbers. About the science. About the goddamn knees.
But it burned anyway.
It was personal. He couldnât separate the two. Not when you looked at him like that, like every disagreement was some gleeful test of willpower. Like you were waiting for him to crack so you could claim the final point.
Iwaizumi dragged a hand through his hair, sighing harshly. His shoulders were still tight from holding his voice steady all morning.
He sat down with a grunt, chair creaking beneath him as he opened his laptop. His fingers hovered over the keyboard, poised but reluctant.
He didnât want to change the entire system. Didnât want to concede. But the damn truth was already there, glaring back at him from between the numbers and patient logs.
So he typed. Adjusted. Modified.
And when he hit send, the sting of it settled low in his stomach.
The phone lit up before he even closed the tab.
You.
Of course.
He stared at the screen, jaw tight, teeth grinding as your name lit up the caller ID.
Twice it rang. He let it.
On the third, he answeredâno greeting, no softness. Just barked, âWhat now?â
âThis revision is still garbage,â came your voice, flat and scathing. âKomoriâs and Hyakuzawaâs circuits are identical. One has chronic shoulder fatigue, the other doesnât.â
âThe adjustments are proportional,â he snapped back, voice low and sharp. âThatâs how progressive loading works.â
âProgressive loading my ass. You copy-pasted three damn circuits and called it a day. You didnât even touch their mobility metrics.â
âI factored in what matters.â
You laughed. Cold. âWhat matters is that Hyakuzawa wonât last another month if you keep pretending his joints arenât glass.â
His hand slammed against the desk before he could stop himself, palm stinging. âYouâre not his goddamn physical therapist.â
âNo,â you snapped. âIâm the idiot burning her day off trying to keep him out of a hospital.â
He froze for half a beat.
Your words landed hard, scraping under his skin.
And god, you werenât done.
âIâm not playing translator for whatever bullshit this is. If you want my sign-off, youâre getting it the right way. You clearly donât understand the changes, so Iâm coming in to explain them. In person. Like a teacher walking through homework with a slow student.â
He tilted his head back, jaw ticking, breath exhaling like steam. He glared at the ceiling tiles like theyâd give him strength.
âFine,â he bit out. âThirty minutes.â
âGood,â you hissed. âTry not to screw anything else up in the meantime.â
The line went dead.
Iwaizumi stared at the phone for another second, his thumb hovering above the darkened screen.
The silence afterward rang louder than your voice.
And under his breastbone, the pulse of itâhis rage, his pride, the heat of your wordsâall of it throbbed, slow and persistent.
Like something ready to burn.
--
You stormed into Iwaizumiâs office like a gust of controlled fury, not bothering to knock.
He barely had time to glance up before your voice cut through the air like a scalpel.
âItâs my day off, Iwaizumi. You know that, right?â
His brows lifted, clearly caught off guardânot just by your tone, but by your clothes. Joggers clung snugly to your hips, your tank top fitted and dipped in a way your usual business-casual never did. A jacket hung loose around your shoulders, unzipped, and your hair was tied up messily, strands falling out in a way that was entirely unfair.
Still, he bristled at your tone. âYou didnât have to come in.â
âThen maybe donât make me rewrite your entire plan for you,â you snapped. âI told you Hyakuzawaâs shoulder range isnât compatible with Komoriâs. And you still sent it over like I wouldnât notice.â
âI adjusted for mass and rangeââ
âYou adjusted by copy-pasting,â you cut in. âDo you even read the assessments I send you?â
His jaw flexed. âI read everything. And I know how to train a team.â
âAnd I know how to prevent torn rotator cuffs.â
A sharp silence settled between you. You stood with your hands on your hips, breathing hard, Iwaizumi staring at you from behind his desk, every muscle in his arms coiled with tension.
He shouldâve barked at you to leave. Shouldâve snapped something back just as biting.
Instead, he stood.
âIâm not arguing with you in here,â he said, voice tight. âLetâs go.â
âTo the gym?â you asked.
He nodded once, already stepping past you. âYou said youâd show me. So show me.â
--
The weight room was empty save for the two of you. Echoes of distant foot traffic from the other side of the facility drifted in and out through the thick walls. Overhead, a single bank of lights buzzed faintly.
âStart with the squats,â you said, tossing a pair of 40-pound dumbbells his way.
He caught them with ease. âLoaded squats? Really?â
You folded your arms. âHumor me, Captain.â
He rolled his eyes but turned to face the mirror, feet shoulder-width apart, and dropped into his first rep. His form was solidâpredictablyâbut your eyes tracked the subtle tremors in his posture, the way his shoulders bore tension even during a movement that should be driven by legs and core.
âPause,â you ordered.
He straightened slowly, setting the weights down.
âYouâre bracing too much in your upper back,â you said. âYouâre engaging traps when you should be isolating quads and glutes. Komori compensates the same way, which is exactly the problem.â
You moved behind him, slid your hand down between his shoulder blades, pressing lightly.
âHere,â you murmured. âYou feel how stiff this is?â
His breath hitched, almost imperceptibly.
âTry it again, but keep this area loose. Let the legs drive.â
He picked up the weights again and dropped down, this time more controlled.
You circled him once, sharp eyes on every joint.
âThatâs better,â you said. âStill not perfect.â
He huffed through his nose. âThen what is?â
Your lips twitched, eyes gleaming. âIâll show you.â
You stepped forward, picked up a lighter set of weights, and took your stance in the mirror. Your movements were deliberate, slow, each line precise. You dipped into a squat, spine long, and spoke as you moved.
âThis is full isolation. Core tight. Knees over toes. Glutes firing.â
You looked at him through the mirror.
âHereââ You set the weights down and grabbed his wrist, tugging him forward. âPut your hand here.â
You placed his palm on your thigh, just above your knee.
âThatâs the difference between alignment and load. You feel that tension? Thatâs what Hyakuzawa canât hold for more than five reps. So when you give him a template that pushes twelve, youâre training him into injury.â
His fingers twitched where they rested against your leg.
You didnât look up. Neither did he.
But the silence was loud.
You finally moved, stepping back, letting the contact fall away. His hand lingered for half a second before he pulled it back and flexed his fingers into a fist.
âAlright,â you said, exhaling. âShoulders next.â
He didnât speak, just nodded tightly and picked up a new set of dumbbells.
âThis oneâs more relevant for Komori. Upright rows. Donât use momentumâgo slow.â
He stood tall, lifting the weights to chest height with steady control.
You stepped in again, brushing your fingertips along his forearms as he moved.
âGood... Now hold.â
His muscles tensed, veins stark beneath tan skin, the curve of his biceps flexed just enough to make your breath catch.
You swallowed hard, refocusing.
âLift from the delts, not the biceps,â you murmured. âTheyâre stabilizers here.â
Your hand moved to his chest, palm flat over his pec. The contact startled himâjust enough for his eyes to flicker up and land right on the exposed line of your cleavage through your tank.
He froze.
And you saw it. That split second of his eyes widening before snapping back up to yours like he hadnât seen a damn thing.
Your brow rose. âFocus, Iwaizumi.â
He gritted his teeth. âI am focused.â
You pressed a little firmer into his chest. âThen stop compensating here.â
His breath came a little heavier now.
He didnât say anything.
Didnât have to.
The tension snapped taut between you. Neither of you moved, the air thick with something sharp, electric.
Thenâ
âAhâsorry!â
The door creaked open.
You both jolted, stepping back so fast you almost tripped.
A janitor stood in the doorway, expression blank. âDidnât realize the room was still in use.â
You cleared your throat. âWe were just wrapping up.â
Iwaizumi grabbed a towel, wiping the sweat from his forehead, still avoiding your eyes.
The janitor nodded and disappeared.
Silence returned.
You slung your bag over your shoulder, trying not to show how fast your heart was racing. âIâll expect the revised plan tomorrow.â
Iwaizumi didnât answer.
He was still staring at the spot where your hand had been.
hi i LOVE ur writing sm!! i look forward to pretty much every single one of ur posts, ur super talented :)
do you think you could do an akaashi x insomniac!reader? akaashi is known for overthinking and stuff so tbh i think his anxiety might make him stay awake sometimes, but prob not full blown insomnia. i js think a oneshot of him helping reader or maybe just the two of them hanging out super late one night because neither of them can get any sleep (maybe college!au where heâs stressing about his classes? or could be just volleyball related. whatever works for you!).
maybe it could be pre-relationship too. like they might be friends then reader sees him active on some social media and decides to text him to hang out and they get super close after this night. again, whatever works for u!!
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I think I hit all the boxes, I hope you enjoy <333
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The clock blinked 2:47AM in soft digital blue, casting a dim glow that painted the walls of your dorm room in slow, pulsing light. You stared at it from where you lay on your back, eyes wide open, blanket pulled up to your chin like it would somehow coax sleep into settling over your body. It didnât.
It never did.
Insomnia was a loyal companion. Even on nights when your limbs were heavy and your mind felt worn thin, your thoughts refused to settle. They danced along the edge of reason, hyper-fixating on things that didnât matter: words you said three days ago, the shape of clouds you saw that afternoon, the persistent question of whether you locked the door. A quiet ache had formed behind your eyes from sheer exhaustion, but sleep wouldnât come.
You turned over, grabbed your phone off the nightstand. No new messages. Just a faint glow from the charging screen illuminating your tired face.
Then, a notification.
akaashi_keiji posted to his story
You tapped it open without thinking. A dim photo of a laptop lit up against a pile of books and a cup of coffee that had long since gone cold. The caption read: 2AM is a perfectly reasonable hour to still be working, right?
You stared at it. Your fingers hovered.
Then you sent a message.
you: you up up?
The reply was almost instant.
akaashi: Unfortunately.
you: Wanna hang? Canât sleep and you look like you need a break.
A beat passed. The dots wavered, stopped. Thenâ
akaashi: Give me 5.
--
Akaashi showed up at your door at exactly 3:03AM. Hoodie pulled over his head, dark sweats clinging to the chill of the night, his hair mussed like heâd run his hands through it too many times. His eyes were tired but alert, flickering with that same sharpness he always carriedâlike he was cataloging everything, even now.
You stepped aside without saying a word. He entered just as quietly, slipping off his shoes and placing his bag beside your desk with a soft thud. He dropped to the floor beside your bed with a sigh that seemed to deflate the weight on his shoulders.
âRough night?â you asked gently, perching on the edge of your mattress.
âI have a presentation next week, three deadlines, and Bokuto keeps texting me motivational memes like itâs going to fix my GPA.â
You laughed under your breath. âIt wonât.â
âExactly.â
The quiet that followed wasnât awkward. The hum of your mini fridge and the occasional creak of pipes running through the dorm added to the low ambience of sleeplessness. You looked down at him, his knees pulled up slightly, arms draped over them, like he didnât know how to get comfortable in his own skin.
âWanna watch something?â
He shook his head. âToo much noise.â
âRead?â
âAlready tried. Canât focus.â
âLie on the floor and stare at the ceiling until we disassociate?â
He glanced up at you with deadpan humor. âHonestly, that sounds ideal.â
You grabbed a second pillow and tossed it to the floor beside him. He didnât hesitate. His body uncurled, long and lean as he stretched out beside your bed, head cradled in the fluff of borrowed comfort.
You joined him moments later, lying back so the ceiling filled your view. Pale shadows danced above you, shapes warped by passing cars and the swaying leaves outside the window. The ceiling fan ticked rhythmically above.
âYou get this often?â he asked softly, voice barely above a whisper.
âYeah,â you replied, your voice matching his. âLike... more nights than not. It just doesnât stop. My brain, I mean."
Akaashi sighed, breath feathering the space between you. âMine too. Itâs like it waits until I have to sleep to start racing.â
You turned your head, studying the outline of his profile in the glow from your desk lamp. The slope of his nose, the delicate curve of his lashes, the soft press of his lips.
âSo whyâd you come?â
He was quiet for a moment. âBecause you asked. And I figured... maybe itâd be better to not be alone with it.â
You nodded, the pillow rustling beneath your cheek. âYeah.â
Minutes passed in silence. He turned to face you, and you mirrored the movement. The two of you laying side by side, not quite touching, breaths moving in rhythm.
âWe could do this again,â you whispered. âIf you ever canât sleep. You could just... come over.â
His gaze didnât waver. âI think Iâd like that.â
At 3:57AM, you both fell asleep.
Shoulders brushing. Minds quiet. The night finally letting you rest.
You didnât knock.
The door slammed open against the wall with a thud, reverberating through the quiet of the gym offices as you stepped in like a storm on legs. Iwaizumi barely looked up from his tablet, but the hard flicker of his eyes said everything.
âYou want to tell me what the hell this is?â You threw the clipboard down onto his deskâhard enough that the pens rattled.
He set the tablet down slowly, deliberately, like he was resisting the urge to match your energy. âYouâll have to be more specific. I get a lot of aggressive paperwork these days.â
You narrowed your eyes. âThe new conditioning plan. The one that overemphasizes lower-body strength for half the defensive lineâincluding Yaku, who, if you remember, has two prior knee injuries and doesnât need another one.â
âItâs a generalized strength cycle,â he said, already starting to sound annoyed. âAnd Yakuâs cleared. His knees arenât glass.â
You leaned forward, voice clipped. âAnd heâs cleared with a note that says he needs flexibility emphasis. Youâre pushing reps on a recovering joint. Thatâs not generalized, thatâs reckless.â
His jaw ticked. âIâm not pushing anything he canât handle. Heâs an elite athlete, not a porcelain doll.â
You scoffed, shaking your head, pacing a few steps across the room. âJesus, Hajime, sometimes I think you forget youâre not just coaching weight numbersâyouâre managing people. People with injuries, with thresholds. If he gets benched because you want him to hit a personal best on a squatââ
ââThen thatâs on me,â Iwaizumi cut in, standing now, matching your gaze, his voice sharp. âNot on you.â
You turned slowly, cold fury in your expression. âYouâre damn right it wonât be on me. Because Iâm not signing off on that.â
He stepped around the desk. âYou donât get to unilaterally veto a team decision.â
âYou donât get to override medical flags like youâre some goddamn authority on joint physiology.â You jabbed a finger into his chest. âYour job is to keep them strong. Mine is to keep them playing. If theyâre hurt, no one wins.â
The tension hung thick between you both, barely bridled, mouths drawn tight like you were both holding back everything you really wanted to say.
âGod, youâre infuriating,â he muttered under his breath.
âRight back at you.â
You turned sharply, storming to the door. You needed air. You needed to not strangle a nationally-ranked strength coach in the middle of an Olympic facility.
But when you threw the door open, two bodies fell inward with a crash.
Bokuto hit the ground first, limbs flailing like heâd just been knocked out of a tree. Atsumu came next, barely catching himself on the wall, eyes wide as he winced dramatically.
âOwâshitââ
âUh⌠hi?â Bokuto grinned sheepishly from the floor. âWe were just⌠stretching.â
You stared down at them, blinking once. Then twice.
âStretching,â you repeated flatly.
âIn the hallway,â Atsumu added quickly, brushing himself off. âGotta stay limber, you would know Doc.â
Your glare couldâve turned them to ash.
Behind you, Iwaizumi groaned under his breath.
âIâm going to kill both of you,â you muttered.
âNo need!â Bokuto said, already scrambling back. âWe were just leaving! Right, âTsumu?â
âYup. Definitely not eavesdropping. Totally respect privacy.â
They both darted off like startled dogs, leaving behind only the faint sound of snickering down the hall.
You didnât say another word. You just stepped out, slammed the door behind you, and willed your heart to stop pounding through your ribs.
â
The door had barely stopped vibrating when Iwaizumi let out a slow, audible sigh. He turned back to his desk, ran a hand through his hair, and stared blankly at the clipboard youâd left behind like it was personally mocking him.
God, you were impossible.
And you were right.
He wasnât about to admit thatânot to your face, not in front of a pair of eavesdropping idiots, and definitely not when your voice still echoed in his head like a challenge he hadnât yet figured out how to win.
âYo, Iwa.â
Iwaizumi turned, slowly, to see Atsumu leaning against the gym wall with all the subtlety of a spotlight. Bokuto was standing beside him, whispering something that earned him a smack on the arm.
âWhat,â Iwaizumi snapped. Not a question. A warning.
Atsumu raised his hands innocently. âNothinâ. Just, uh⌠wonderinâ if weâre still runninâ through defensive drills. Or if you need a minute to, yâknow, recover.â
âIâm fine.â
âYou sure?â Bokuto grinned, bouncing slightly on the balls of his feet. ââCause that sounded brutal. Like, she murdered you with words.â
Iwaizumi narrowed his eyes. âDo either of you want to do ten extra sets of burpees?â
âShutting up!â Atsumu said quickly, throwing a thumbs-up before jogging off toward the court.
Bokuto lingered a second longer. âHey,â
Iwaizumi looked up again.
âSheâs not wrong. Yakuâs been wincing during cooldowns.â
Then he jogged off too, leaving Iwaizumi alone with nothing but the echo of your voice and the weight of the truth.
He grunted under his breath, shaking his head as he walked toward the training area, jaw tight. His athletes were waiting. The whistle was in his hand. Heâd deal with you later.
But even as he barked out the next drill set, his mind drifted back to the fire in your voice, the way you jabbed a finger into his chest like you werenât afraid of anythingânot even him.
And for some goddamn reason, that wasnât just infuriating.
It was distracting.
Worse: it was getting harder to ignore.
The second the double doors of the weight room open, itâs like youâve stepped into a different universeâa world of metal clanks, low grunts, chalk-dusted air, and the constant thud of iron plates hitting the floor. And now, slicing clean through that rhythmic storm of testosterone and hyper-focus, is you: very pregnant, slightly annoyed, and holding the wallet your husband managed to leave behind on the kitchen counter this morning. You didnât think twice about walking the ten minutes over from your place. Itâs not like you hiked a mountainâyou waddled across pavement in sneakers. But by the way the entire Olympic volleyball team turns toward you in unison, you might as well be carrying a live grenade instead of a baby.
âWOAHHHâLOOK OUT! Civilian on the floor!â Bokutoâs voice booms across the room, sweaty hair sticking up, arms mid-air like youâd broken the rules of gravity just by showing up.
Atsumu, flat on a bench press with Kageyama spotting him, twists his head far too dramatically toward you and lets out a long, low whistle. âAinât no civilian, Bo. Thatâs Iwaizumiâs wife. And sheâs lookinâ like sheâs about to drop that baby right here in front of the dumbbells.â
You donât even get the chance to sigh before you spot himâHajime, towel around his neck, clipboard tucked under one arm, halfway through barking cues at someone doing squats. His head snaps toward you the second he hears Bokutoâs yell, and his entire body goes rigid. The clipboard hits the bench with a clatter. The towel is forgotten. His mouth moves, but thereâs no time for wordsâheâs already weaving through machines and teammates, practically charging toward you like the floor itself might crumble under your feet.
âYou walked here? Alone?â he demands as soon as heâs within a few feet, eyes scanning you from head to toe like heâs checking for bruises.
âIâm not made of paper, Hajime. I walked from the apartment. Not across a battlefield.â You hold the wallet up between two fingers, giving him a pointed look. âYou left this on the counter, by the way.â
He takes it, but barely spares it a glance. His attention is completely on youâhis wife, his very-pregnant-wife, standing in the middle of the Olympic teamâs weight room surrounded by free weights, kettlebells, unstable mats, and volleyball players who think balance training on BOSU balls is a personality trait.
âThis place isnât safe for you,â he mutters under his breath, eyes narrowing at a barbell someone just let crash onto the floor nearby. âYou shouldnât be around this equipment. Thereâs too many ways you could trip, or get knocked, orâhellâslip on a chalk patch.â
You raise your eyebrows and gesture around you. âI am standing still, Hajime. On flat ground. Wearing shoes. Holding a wallet. This is not a life-threatening activity.â
His lips flatten into a tight line. âYouâre thirty-eight weeks. You should be sitting, preferably somewhere padded, with a bottle of water and a snack within reach.â
You blink. âAre you reading off a checklist right now?â
He doesnât answer.
At that moment, Komori jogs up with his usual bounce, sweat still gleaming on his forehead and a towel slung haphazardly over his shoulder. âWaitâthis is your wife? The one we keep hearing about?â
âHe doesnât talk about her,â Kiryu calls from the dumbbell rack, not even bothering to look up. âHe says stuff like âmy wife made soupâ and âmy wife needs pickles.â Thatâs it. Thatâs all we get.â
You offer a small, amused smile and rest both hands on your stomach. âHi. Yes. Iâm Soup-and-Pickles. Thirty-eight weeks along. Full of baby. And apparently one bad step away from being put in a medically induced nap.â
Thereâs a chorus of laughter, though itâs mixed with soft whistles of awe as more of the team gravitates toward you. Aran strolls over with a light smile, while Hinataâs practically vibrating behind him.
âYou really came all the way here?â Aran asks.
âItâs ten minutes from home,â you reply, shooting a glance up at your husband who still looks like heâs trying to map the safest escape route out of the gym for you. âIâm pregnant, not cursed.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â Iwaizumi mutters. âYouâre standing next to iron weights in Converse. Thatâs a hostile environment.â
You roll your eyes, adjusting the strap on your bag. âTheyâre high-tops. Extra support.â
Before he can scold you further, Hinata suddenly leans forward with stars in his eyes. âIs the baby kicking?â
âOh yeah,â you nod, hand moving instinctively to the right side of your belly. âSheâs training for nationals, I think. My ribs are her new personal practice net.â
âCan I feel?â Komori blurts out, his expression open and hopeful.
Youâre about to say yes, but Hajime moves before you can answer, shifting his stance ever so slightly to put his body between you and Komori with the quiet intensity of a dad whoâs already protective before the babyâs even born.
âSheâs not a mascot,â he says flatly.
You place your palm on his chest. âHajime. Itâs fine.â
His eyes flicker to yours. He relents with a small sigh, stepping aside like it physically pains him to do so.
Komori gently places his hand on your stomach, and when the baby kicks, his face lights up like someone handed him a puppy. âOh my god. Thatâs incredible.â
Kageyama peers over curiously. âDoes it feel weird?â
âLike an alien living under your skin,â you say cheerfully. âAnd sometimes the alien cries when you donât feed it grilled cheese at exactly 3 a.m.â
âSounds terrifying,â Sakusa mumbles nearby, adjusting a band on his wrist.
âIwaizumi,â Yaku calls from where heâs doing banded lunges, âyou better give that kid rock-solid calves. I donât care how. Itâs your duty.â
âOh, weâre starting this already?â you laugh. âPressure before sheâs even out of the womb?â
âOh, weâve been taking bets,â Suna says, finally looking up from his phone with the laziest smile. âDue date, hair color, position theyâll play.â
âDefinitely not libero,â Bokuto adds, puffing his chest. âThat babyâs got outside hitter energy.â
âI swear to god,â Iwaizumi mutters, dragging a hand down his face.
You press a soft kiss to his jaw and whisper just loud enough for him to hear, âYou love it.â
He doesnât answer. Just wraps one arm around your shoulders, pulling you gently into his side, hand resting low and protective on the curve of your stomach. He kisses the top of your head. Quiet. Steady.
You nudge him lightly and lift a brow. âStill mad I walked into the weight room?â
He looks down at you, expression flat. âI am always mad when you walk into a room with flying metal plates and men with the coordination of blindfolded rhinos.â
âI brought you your wallet.â
âAnd almost gave me a stroke in the process.â
You grin, dig into his pocket, and pull out one of his protein bars. âAnd Iâm stealing your snack.â
ââŚUnbelievable.â
The stadium lights burned like stars overhead, casting long shadows across the polished court. The roar of the crowd swelled in waves, a living, breathing force that surged and broke against the walls of the arena. Bokuto Koutarou stood still in the center of it all, his heartbeat syncing with the rhythmic beat of the game.
This was home. It always had been.
He bounced on his heels, palms slapping softly against his thighs, golden eyes flicking up and over the rows of fans packed into the stands. He always did this before a gameâscanning. Searching.
Hoping.
You came to one of my games in college once. Said you wanted to support me even if you didnât know all the rules. You sat in the front row with snacks and one of those handmade signs, grinning like it was the best thing youâd ever done. You were so proud of me. I couldn't stop staring.
It wasn't until the second set that he saw you.
Not in the front row this time. A little higher up, tucked into a row of seats that caught the golden light just right. You looked the same. Soft expression. That familiar warmth that never failed to center him, no matter how chaotic the world got.
But this time, you werenât alone.
Your fingers were laced with someone else'sâa man with kind eyes, a relaxed smile, and a wedding band that mirrored the one glinting faintly on your hand.
Something in Bokuto's chest twisted. An old, familiar ache he had kept buried deep down beneath years of laughter, late-night texts, and every moment you sat beside him without ever realizing what he wanted to say.
But his body knew what to do. The ball was set, high and perfect, and he soared to meet it. Muscles coiled, arms arched, and thenâthe strike. The ball slammed to the floor on the opposing side like thunder cracking through silence. The crowd erupted.
He didn't hear any of it.
We used to sit on the school rooftop and eat lunch together. Iâd talk about volleyball like it was a religion. Youâd talk about music, books, strange little thoughts that made no sense but always made me laugh. I think I fell for you the first time you passed me a rice ball and told me to stop overthinking my spikes.
He never told you.
Not once.
There had been chancesâso many chances. Late-night calls that lasted too long. Moments when your eyes lingered. When your laughter felt like something he wanted to wrap both hands around and never let go.
But the words never made it past his throat.
He told himself he had time. That he didnât want to ruin the beautiful, easy thing you had. That being near you was enough.
And now, watching you from across the arena, smiling at someone else the way he used to dream youâd smile at him, Bokuto felt the weight of every second heâd spent silent.
As long as youâre watching, Iâm happy.
Thatâs what he told himself. And maybe, on some level, it was still true. Because you were watching. Eyes bright, expression soft, hands clapping politely after every point. You were here.
You came.
Just not for him.
Even so, he glanced up again, caught one more glimpse of you laughing at something your husband whispered in your ear. His chest ached, but his lips pulled into a quiet smile.
Because even if your heart belonged to someone else, even if he was just a fond memory in a long list of friendshipsâ
He would still play his heart out.
Because if youâre watching, then that means some part of you still remembers. Still cares.
And maybe that was enough.
He wiped sweat from his brow, steadied his breath, and returned to the service line.
Eyes on the ball.
But just for a second longer, heart still caught in the standsâ
Watching you.
The camera clicks, the flash reflecting off the sheen of sweat on Sakusa Kiyoomiâs face as he stares down at you from behind his mask. Even in victory, thereâs a sharpness to him, a quiet tension crackling beneath his cool exterior, and itâs aimed directly at you.
âYour defense wasnât as sharp as usual tonight. Were you struggling to keep up, or was there another reason for the misreads?â you begin, voice steady as your pen glides across your notepad.
The press conference room is thick with anticipation, the air charged with a static-like tension. Reporters lean forward in their seats, pens poised, some shifting uncomfortably while others exchange intrigued glances. The bright overhead lights cast stark shadows on the players, emphasizing the sharpness of Sakusaâs features as he stares you down. They know what youâre doing. More importantly, he knows what youâre doing.
Sakusaâs gaze narrows slightly. Sakusaâs gaze doesnât waver. "I adjusted to their offense. If that looked like struggling to you, maybe you should take another look at the final score."
You donât relent. âI'm aware of your team's victory, Sakusa-san. Are you relying too much on your teammates?â
The silence stretches longer this time. You know youâre poking the bear. Sakusa is known for his perfectionism, for his unshakable self-discipline, and youâre prodding at the cracks just to see if theyâre there.
A muscle in his jaw ticks, but his voice stays even. "If trusting my teammates to do their jobs is a problem, then maybe you donât understand how a team sport works."
The room seemed to inhale at once, a murmur rippling through the crowd. Some reporters exchanged knowing glances, while others scribbled frantically in their notebooks, sensing that this was the kind of soundbite that would be making headlines by morning. Cameras clicked in rapid succession, the bright flashes punctuating the thick tension in the air. A few journalists whispered to each other, gauging the reaction of the MSBY players, but none of them spoke up to break the moment.
Atsumu let out a low whistle, leaning back in his chair. Bokuto, who had been grinning just moments before, straightened slightly, his golden eyes flicking between you and Sakusa like he had just caught wind of something interesting. Even Meian, typically unfazed by media antics, raised an eyebrow at the way Sakusaâs fingers curled slightly against the table, his entire frame wound tight as if forcing himself to stay still.
You? You simply smirked, tapping your pen against your notebook before lifting your chin slightly. "No further questions."
That pisses him off more than anything. Because he knowsâhe knowsâyou got exactly what you wanted.
Sakusa clenched his jaw, his nostrils flaring just slightly beneath his mask. It wasnât just the question that irritated himâit was the way you delivered it, the way you smirked, the way you dismissed him like you had already gotten what you needed and he was no longer worth your time. The fact that you didnât even look at him again as other reporters jumped in with their far more standard, predictable questions made something coil tight in his chest.
Sakusa forced himself to focus on the next question, but his grip on the microphone was just a little too firm, and the only thing he could hear was the sound of your pen scratching against paper as you took notes from the other players, like he wasnât even worth your time anymore.
From then he knew who you were.
Knows your name, your face, the way your voice always cuts straight through to him no matter how many journalists crowd these post-match briefings. Youâre a nuisance, an irritant, and yetâhe never ignores your questions. Never brushes them off with the indifference he grants others.
You challenge him. And deep down, you both know he likes it.
~~
The first time you wrote about Sakusa Kiyoomi, your article had been direct and biting, dissecting his play with ruthless precision. Where others hailed his natural talent, you highlighted the flawsâthe inconsistency in his service pressure, the occasional lapse in his blocking reads. Not to degrade him, but because you saw the potential for more. And apparently, so did he.
Since then, every time you covered an MSBY match, there was an unspoken expectationâhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. But it wasnât just that.
Sakusa remembers the very first time he noticed you. The first time you called him out in a press conference, your voice cutting through the noise like a blade, sharp and deliberate. He remembers how his fingers clenched under the table, how the irritation simmered low in his chestânot because of what you said, but because it made him feel something. It shouldâve been just another question, just another reporter, but it wasnât.
And it never has been since.âhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. Over time, the rivalry evolved into something else, lingering in the way his gaze would flicker toward you during games or how his answers in press conferences were always a little sharper when you were the one asking the questions. Something neither of you had acknowledged.
The away game had been intense, but MSBY had emerged victorious. The final set had been a test of endurance, forcing the team to dig deep against an opponent determined to push them to their limits. The last point had come from a perfectly executed blockâSakusa reading the setter and shutting down the cross-court spike with a decisive palm. The crowd erupted, the whistle blew, and the scoreboard solidified their win.
Post-game adrenaline still ran through Sakusaâs veins as he walked into the media room alongside his teammates, their jerseys still damp with sweat. The moment they sat down at the press table, cameras flashed, and the room filled with a cacophony of voices as reporters fired off questions left and right.
âYour blocks were key in the third set! How did you adjust so quickly?â
âWhat do you think made the biggest difference against the opposing teamâs hitters?â
âYour receives looked more inconsistent compared to last game. Do you think fatigue played a factor?â
Meian, as captain, answered first, offering the usual post-match reflections on team effort and strategy. Bokuto, beaming from ear to ear, leaned into the microphone and laughed about how âevery game should be that intense!â Hinata, still buzzing, nodded along, interjecting whenever he got the chance.
Sakusa answered each question he was asked with measured precision, keeping his responses brief but informative. He had done enough press to know how to maneuver through them without revealing much.
Then, a voice cut through the chaos.
âShinohara was dominating the net in the second set, and you looked like you were scrambling to keep up. Would you say he got the better of you?â
Sakusaâs eyes snapped to the crowd of reporters, and there you wereâstanding among them, notebook in hand, your expression composed but sharp. The same way it had been earlier, when you had watched him from the sidelines and smirked before scribbling something down.
âOr was it frustration? Because from where I was sitting, it looked like you were second-guessing your reads more than usual. Did he force you to change your approach?â
The room held its breath, the shift in atmosphere nearly tangible. A few reporters traded quick looks, some leaning forward slightly, eager to see how Sakusa would respond. The usual rustling of notepads and scribbling of pens slowed, all eyes trained on the exchange.
His jaw tightened, fingers pressing into the table with restrained force. "Is that what you saw?" His voice was cool, but there was something simmering beneath it, like a rope pulled too tight. The question wasnât dismissiveâit was a challenge. He adjusted his mask, fingers pressing into the fabric before exhaling slowly. âI was focused. Not frustrated.â
You smiled, slow and deliberate, the kind that said you knew exactly what you were doing. That you had dragged him into this, and he had walked right into it. Without another word, you lowered your pen and let the other reporters take over, shifting their questions toward Meian and Bokuto instead.
At the table, Atsumu and Bokuto shared a look.
âDidja see that?â Atsumu muttered under his breath.
Bokuto grinned. âOh yeah.â
Sakusa ignored them, but he could feel their eyes on him, burning with interest.
The banquet hall is grand, an opulent display of polished marble floors and cascading chandeliers that bathe the room in warm, golden light. The scent of decadent dishesâslow-roasted meats, rich pastas, fresh seafoodâintertwines with the subtle notes of fine wine and aged whiskey. Servers weave gracefully through the throngs of athletes, journalists, and executives, their trays balancing crystal goblets and plates laden with gourmet delicacies. The atmosphere is both relaxed and electric, the hum of voices, bursts of laughter, and the occasional clink of silverware against porcelain blending into an effortless symphony of post-match revelry. It was a post-match tradition for away gamesâa chance for players, staff, and members of the media to unwind.
At the MSBY table, Sakusa swirled his drink lazily in his glass, only half-listening to the conversation between his teammates.
âYou got grilled again,â Bokuto laughed, nudging him. âMan, sheâs relentless.â
âPretty sure she enjoys making your life difficult,â Meian added, smirking over the rim of his beer.
Hinata grins. âShe really goes for you in those press conferences. Think sheâs got a thing for you?â
Sakusa scoffs, setting his drink down. âDoubtful.â
Atsumu, who has been watching the exchange with growing amusement, leans in, eyes glinting with mischief. âNah, I think you got a thing for her.â
Sakusa tenses, shooting him a glare. âShut up.â
âOooh, he didnât deny it,â Bokuto teases, laughing as he throws an arm around Hinataâs shoulders. âKiyo, you like the attention, donât you?â
Meian shakes his head. âIâd believe that if he wasnât always so pissy after talking to her.â
Sakusa exhales sharply, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSheâs just doing her job.â
Atsumu grins. âSo are you, but ya sure get all riled up when sheâs around.â
He doesnât have a response to that. Not one he wants to say out loud, anyway.
His teammates exchange looks, sensing that the teasing has gotten under his skin more than usual. But before any of them can make another comment, Sakusa stands abruptly.
âWhere are you going?â Hinata asks, blinking up at him.
Sakusa doesnât answer. Instead, his gaze flickers across the roomâto the bar, where youâre seated, nursing a drink while scrolling through your phone. His fingers tighten around his glass.
Atsumu follows his line of sight and grins. âAh. Interesting.â
Sakusa ignores him and walks off.
You notice him before he even reaches the bar, that unmistakable presence making your pulse pick up just slightly.
He slides onto the stool beside you, his mask now tucked under his chin. You glance at him, raising an eyebrow. "Youâre hovering."
He mirrors your words from earlier, tone dry. "I havenât said anything yet."
"Youâre about to."
Sakusa exhales through his nose, gaze flickering briefly toward the drink in your hand before settling back on you. The air between you is thick, the usual sharpness in his stare now laced with something elseâsomething unreadable.
You tilt your head slightly, letting the silence stretch just a little longer before speaking again. "You seemed irritated earlier."
"I wonder why."
You smirk. "Iâd say itâs part of my job, but you already know that."
Sakusa doesnât respond immediately. Instead, he leans back against the bar, fingers tapping idly against his glass. "You enjoy it, donât you? Getting under my skin."
"If it gets me the truth, then yeah."
His jaw tightens slightly at that, and for a second, you think he might say something else. But instead, he just watches you, eyes dark, expression unreadable.
You swirl the last of your drink in your glass, tilting your head as you watch him. Then, with a half-smirk, you say itâmostly as a joke. "You know, if youâre that desperate to defend yourself, I could offer you a private interview."
You donât expect anything to come of it. In fact, youâre already preparing for him to scoff and dismiss the idea entirely.
But instead, Sakusa blinks, his fingers pausing on his glass. "When?"
That one word nearly makes you choke on your own drink. You open your mouth, close it, then recover with a casual shrug. "My recorderâs upstairs."
His gaze sharpens. "Youâre still looking for an angle."
You shrug. "Iâm looking for an answer."
Sakusa exhales, slow and measured, before finally nodding. "Fine. Letâs go." Neither of you move for a second. Then, as if pulled by an invisible thread, you both stand at the same time. The air between you tightens with something unspoken, something neither of you are willing to name yet.
Across the room, Meian lets out a low whistle. "Well, would you look at that."
Atsumu elbows Bokuto, barely able to contain his excitement. "Oh my god, Kiyoomi is getting some."
You werenât expecting him to agree so easily, but you mask your surprise, finishing your drink before sliding off the stool. The walk out of the banquet hall is silent, the tension between you threading tighter with every step. You donât look at him as you press the elevator button, and he doesnât look at you when the doors slide open.
But the weight of his presence lingers, undeniable and electric.
The two of you walk toward the elevators in silence, but it isnât awkward. Itâs charged, simmering beneath the surface. Neither of you say a word, but every step forward feels deliberate, like a move in a game neither of you are willing to lose. The walk is silent, tension threading between you, thick with something unspoken.
The moment the door to your hotel room clicks shut behind you, the atmosphere shiftsâbecomes something heavier, charged. The soft glow of the bedside lamp casts elongated shadows along the sleek, modern furnishings, bathing the space in an intimate warmth. The distant murmur of the city beyond the window seems inconsequential compared to the weight of the silence stretching taut between you and Sakusa. Sakusa doesnât move immediately. He lingers near the entrance, his hand still resting lightly on the door handle, as if debating whether he should turn around and walk away. A flicker of hesitation ghosts across his faceâso brief that most wouldnât catch it, but you do.
Why is he here?
The easy answer is the interview. But deep down, he knows thatâs not the truth. It hasnât been for a while. You get under his skin in ways no one else does, and despite how much it infuriates him, heâs still here, standing in your hotel room, waiting for a reason not to be.
But you donât give him one. Sakusa doesnât move immediately, just lingers near the entrance, as if deciding whether he regrets agreeing to this. You, on the other hand, are already setting your recorder on the desk, flipping open your notebook with practiced ease. Thereâs no hesitation in your movements, no indication that youâd been thinking about the way he reacted back in the press conference.
But he knows you have.
He watches as you click your pen once, twice, before finally meeting his gaze. "Take a seat, Sakusa-san."
His jaw flexes, but he steps further into the room, pulling out the chair across from you with just a little more force than necessary. The scrape of the wood against the floor is sharp, punctuating the air between you. He doesnât slouch, doesnât let himself sink into the seatâno, he sits with his back straight, arms crossed, like heâs bracing for impact.
You hit record.
"So, letâs start with the game," you begin, voice even, measured. "Despite your win, Shinoharaâs attack percentage was noticeably higher than yours. Do you think his presence on the court pushed you to your limits?"
Sakusa exhales slowly through his nose, jaw tensing. "Heâs a strong player, but I wouldnât say he âpushed me to my limits.â I adjusted accordingly."
"You adjusted, but his success rate didnât drop. So was the issue with your defense, or was he just the better player tonight?"
A pause. A sharp inhale from Sakusa. The muscle in his jaw twitches again.
"I donât recall losing."
You tilt your head slightly. "That doesnât answer my question."
Sakusaâs fingers curl against his arms, his nails pressing into the fabric of his sleeves. His eyes narrow, but thereâs something else there tooâsomething almost like intrigue beneath the irritation.
"If youâre looking for a soundbite, youâre not getting one."
You smirk, tapping your pen against your notebook. "Oh, I already got one."
His eyes flicker over your face, scanning, analyzing, before his irritation shifts into something else. Something darker. More intent.
The recorder sits between you, capturing every word, but neither of you are really thinking about the interview anymore. The weight of the tension settles thick in the air, lingering in the space between your crossed arms and his unwavering stare.
Sakusa exhales through his nose. "Next question."
You hesitate.
Itâs barely a secondâjust long enough for your fingers to falter on your notepad, for your breath to catch as you take in the weight of his stare. And he sees it.
That single moment of doubt.
It fuels him more than anything else.
But you both knowâthis interview isnât ending the way it was supposed to. He leans against the edge of the bed, arms crossed, watching you like heâs waiting for you to make the first move.
âSo,â you start, keeping your voice even. âHow do you think the game went?â
He exhales sharply through his nose. âYou saw it.â
âI want to hear it from you.â
Sakusa leans forward slightly. âYou always want to hear it from me.â
You smile. The room feels smaller now, the air heavier. âThatâs my job.â
âIs it?â
You hesitate, fingers tightening slightly around your notepad. Thereâs something in his tone that makes your pulse jump. âYou tell me.â
For the first time, his mask is completely goneânot just the physical one, but the carefully measured distance he keeps between himself and the world. His gaze dips to your lips for half a second before snapping back up, something sharp and intent in his expression.
And then, heâs moving.
That night, nothing else matters. Not the rivalry, not the press, not the game. Just Sakusa Kiyoomi and the way he finally lets goâjust for you.
Of all the ways Bokuto loved to fuck you, having your hips dangling off the edge of the bed while he pounded into you from above was by far his favorite.
There was just something about itâhow it let him watch you, take in the way your body stretched out beneath him, the way your tits bounced with every hard thrust. How your legs, struggling to stay wrapped around his waist, trembled from the sheer force of him. But more than anything?
It was the way you looked up at him.
Eyes wide, dazedâneedy.
âFuck, baby, youâre soââ Bokuto cut himself off with a groan, grip tightening on your thighs as he slammed into you, his cock driving deep, deeper, until you were arching, gasping, fingers clawing at the sheets.
The angle was almost too much. He could tell by the way you squeezed him, the way you trembled every time he bottomed out, hitting that spot inside you that made your whole body jolt.
âYou feel it?â he panted, his abs flexing with every thrust. âYeah, you do. Fuckâyouâre so tight.â
You could barely respond, words lost in broken moans as he set the pace brutal. Skin meeting skin, the slick sounds of your bodies tangling togetherâhis name spilling from your lips like a prayer.
His hands left your thighs, one gripping your hip to hold you still, the other sliding down, fingertips ghosting over your stomach before pressing firmly right where he could feel himself inside you.
âShit,â he groaned, head tilting back, muscles tensing. âIâm so deep in you, baby. Fuck, you take me so well.â
Your back arched at the pressure, the sensation overwhelming, white-hot pleasure spreading through every nerve.
Then, his hand moved lower.
The second his fingers found your clitârubbing messy, frantic circlesâyou snapped.
Your whole body locked up, pleasure crashing into you so hard you let out a cry, a high, desperate sound as your walls clenched tight around him. The feeling had Bokuto gritting his teeth, his thrusts turning erratic, chasing his own release as you milked him for everything he had.
One, two, three more thrustsâ
Then he was spilling inside you, groaning your name like it was the only thing he knew, hips stuttering as he buried himself as deep as he could go.
For a long moment, the only sound was heavy breathing, the heat of your bodies pressed together, sweat slick and satisfied.
Then, Bokuto let out a breathless, giddy laugh, leaning down to press a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss against your parted lips.
âHoly shit,â he murmured, voice still wrecked. âWeâre so doing that again.â
You had worked your ass off for this promotion.
Late nights, impossible deadlines, last-minute rewritesâyouâd done it all. You had sacrificed weekends, spent too many nights hunched over your desk, and powered through mind-numbing meetings, all in the hopes that your work would finally be recognized. And now, with the senior editor position finally up for grabs, it was down to you and Akaashi Keiji.
Akaashiâthe picture-perfect editor. Calm, meticulous, frustratingly good at everything. The kind of guy who never looked frazzled, never rushed, never flinched under pressure. It was like stress simply did not affect him.
And somehow, despite working just as hard as you, he always seemed one step ahead.
You wanted to win this. Not just for the raise or the title, but to finally beat him at something. To prove that you were just as goodâbetter, even.
So when your boss called you both into the office, hands folded with a pleased smirk, you thought, Maybe, just maybe, Iâve got this.
Then the words left their mouth.
âAkaashi landed an exclusive with the MSBY Jackals.â
Your stomach dropped.
âWhat?â
Your boss nodded. âFull-length feature. First-hand accounts. Exclusive team coverage. Bokuto introduced him to the players himselfâan incredible opportunity. The kind of coverage that puts our magazine on the map.â
You snapped your head toward Akaashi, who sat calmly beside you, hands folded neatly, expression unreadable.
That smug bastard.
This was his play? Getting his old volleyball captain to pull strings for him?
Your blood boiled.
âOh, come on,â you said, barely keeping the irritation out of your voice. âThatâs not exactly fair.â
Akaashi finally turned to you, blinking in that cool, composed way that made you want to shake him. âHow so?â
You scoffed. âYou used connections to land the interview. It wasnât based on merit.â
Akaashi tilted his head, looking entirely unbothered. âI leveraged resources available to me. Thatâs part of the job, isnât it?â
Your jaw clenched.
The worst part? He wasnât wrong.
Your boss leaned back in their chair, watching the exchange with thinly veiled amusement before raising a hand to cut off the argument. âEnough. If you both want this promotion, youâre both going to prove you deserve it.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Akaashi didnât react, but you saw the faintest flicker of curiosity in his sharp blue eyes.
âYouâre both going to work on the feature together,â the boss continued, tapping a finger against their desk. âI want the best piece possible. If you canât put aside your rivalry long enough to get this done, neither of you will get the promotion. Understood?â
Your fingers tightened around your notepad. This was not what you wanted. The whole point was to beat him, not work with him.
But you couldnât back down now. Not when the stakes were this high.
ââŚUnderstood,â you muttered through gritted teeth.
Akaashi nodded smoothly. âUnderstood.â
âGood.â Your boss glanced at the clock. âGet started. I expect a solid first draft by the end of the week. And with the deadline, I imagine youâll be staying late to work on it together.â
You bit back a sigh, already feeling the impending headache.
The moment the meeting ended, you stormed past Akaashi, but before you could make it out the door, his voice followed, low and amused.
âTry not to let your frustration get in the way of our work,â he said smoothly, adjusting his glasses. âItâd be a shame if I had to carry you through this project.â
You turned on your heel, eyes narrowed. âOh, donât worry, Akaashi. If anyoneâs carrying this project, itâll be me.â
His lips twitched, just slightly. âI look forward to seeing that.â
You hated how much fun he was having.
But most of all?
You hated that he always found a way to stay one step ahead.
The office was silent, save for the rhythmic tapping of keyboards and the occasional irritated sigh escaping your lips.
You had been here for hours, stuck in the same damn room with Akaashi, going back and forth on revisions, disagreeing on everything.
âThat transition is too abrupt,â Akaashi said, his tone calm as he skimmed over your section. âIt needs more context.â
âItâs concise,â you shot back, stretching in your chair. âWe donât need extra fluff.â
He exhaled softly, as if reigning in patience. âItâs not fluff. Itâs clarity.â
You groaned, leaning back. âYouâre impossible.â
Akaashi didnât look up from his screen. âAnd yet, youâre still here.â
You wanted to throw something at him.
After another hour of back-and-forth edits, your eyes started to sting from staring at the screen for too long. You rubbed at them, sighing deeply as you slumped in your chair.
âThis is ridiculous,â you muttered. âWeâre never going to finish at this rate.â
Akaashi glanced at the clock. âThen we should stop arguing and be efficient.â
You shot him a glare. âOh, so now youâre suddenly a team player?â
His lips quirked. âI always was. You just refuse to acknowledge it.â
You groaned again, running a hand through your hair. This was going to be a long night.
Akaashi sighed, leaning back in his chair as well, adjusting his glasses. âWeâre making progress. Whether you want to admit it or not.â
You didnât want to admit it, but he was right. The article was shaping up, the writing crisp, the interviews well-structured. And despite your deep frustration, working with Akaashi wasnât as horrible as you wanted it to be.
Still, you werenât going to let him think he had the upper hand.
âWeâll see,â you muttered, turning back to your screen.
Akaashi hummed, watching you for a moment before returning to his own work.
The night stretched on, both of you determined to outdo the other, neither of you willing to be the first to give in.
And just like that, the rivalry continued.
Until Akaashi broke the silence.
"I have extra tickets to the MSBY game this weekend. You should come."
Your fingers froze over your keyboard. Slowly, you turned your head to look at him, brows furrowed in confusion. "What?"
Akaashi didnât even glance up, still focused on his screen as if he hadnât just said something completely out of character. "The game. It would be beneficial to see the team in action if weâre writing about them."
You narrowed your eyes. "You could just send me the game footage."
His fingers tapped lightly against his desk before he finally looked at you, gaze unreadable. "Thatâs not the same."
You leaned back in your chair, arms crossed. "Why are you being nice to me?"
"Iâm not. Iâm being practical."
You scoffed. "Uh-huh. Sure."
Akaashi tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in his eyes. "You donât have to come. I just thought youâd appreciate an exclusive firsthand look. But if youâd rather rely on secondhand reports, be my guest."
Your jaw tightened. You hated how effortlessly he manipulated situations in his favor.
"Fine. Iâll go."
Akaashi nodded, returning to his work as if nothing had happened. "Good. Iâll send you the details."
You stared at him for a second longer before shaking your head, muttering under your breath.
This was getting too weird.