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Triggering movies/shows to watch

Movies:

•to the bone

•Starving In Suburbia

•Perfect Body

•Little Miss Perfect

•For The Love of Nancy

•When Friendship Kills

•The Best Little Girl In The World

•Thin (Documentary)

•Hunger Point

•A Secret Between Friends

•The brief life of Catherine

•black swan

•The Secret Life of Mary Margare

Shows:

•skins (uk)

•Flesh and Bone the TV show

•secret eaters

•any Victoria secret model walk shows (2000s)

•super size vs super skinny

•1000 lbs sisters

•my 600 lbs life

•Too F@t for Love

•F@t Families

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light as a feather 4nerex1a skin&bones

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est4s

7 months ago

went to the doctors and found out I may or may not have a VIRUS!!! And god oh god knows how long I’ve had it, hopefully it’s one that’ll eat all my disgusting fat off!!!! DATTEBAYO!!! (I’m going insane)

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tw 3d vent actually mentally ill virus tw ed ana 4nor3xia vent ish weight loss 3d not sheeran skinandbones anabllrr skinnnyy skinnii im sixk clinic

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est4s

7 months ago

can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???

Tags

why am i like this i feel like shit is it just me alcohol cravings weirdo

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est4s

7 months ago

I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)

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i’m gonna cry tw ed ana 4nor3xia vent ish i’m gonna throw up kill me pls ed but not ed sheeran just binged ed rant

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est4s

6 months ago

How long have you been pvrg1ng?How often? What did you come to? What triggered you todo so?

Do you remember how was your first time?

I honestly cant remember, but I’d estimate about 2 or so months. My first time pvrg1ng was really weird, and felt disgusting af. But I got over it because ive intentionally thrown up b4 to get home from skl.

what triggered my pvrg3 was a really bad binge and I felt such immense guilt I couldnt bear it. And after that I started doing it way more often because I felt so empty and even lost weight after pvrg1ng

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4nor3xia vent ish ed but not ed sheeran ed rant

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est4s

7 months ago

yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!

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tw ed ana 4nablr 4n4blr 4nor3xia 3d not sheeran ed but not ed sheeran 🕯️as a feather soupinmypockets ed rant

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est4s

7 months ago

im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..

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tw 3d vent 3d f4st i feel like shit 4nor3xia ⭐️ve ed but not ed sheeran tw skipping meals just binged 🕯️as a feather @n@ fast

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est4s

2 months ago

this being on my diet coke, the only thing i got from subway, is hilarious. thanks for the motivation <3

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est4s

6 months ago

sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.

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tw ana bløg tw 3d vent 3d f4st tw ed ana 4nor3xia vent ish ⭐️ve i <3 soup i just want to be thin 3d not sheeran ed blogg ed but not ed sheeran skinandbones tw skipping meals just binged 🕯️as a feather soupinmypockets ed rant tw purge urge to purge i want to purge throw up sick of this shit sick of myself sick of it all sick of everything bingepurge bingeandpurge skinnnyy tw b/p

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est4s

3 months ago

considering this for the rest of february or march

what if i only ate an apple a day for the whole of January

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