This Being On My Diet Coke, The Only Thing I Got From Subway, Is Hilarious. Thanks For The Motivation

this being on my diet coke, the only thing i got from subway, is hilarious. thanks for the motivation <3

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TW: svc1d3, mention of 0v3rd0s3, 4lch0h0l p0¡s¡0n¡ng, and s3lf h4rm as well as other issues, please read at your own risk.

basically, I probably won’t be active anymore, I’m planning on km$ today, sometime during the night. I’ve had a cranky shitty 4ss life. I don’t look forward to anything anymore and I feel like absolute shit. I’ve got everything ready, the letters, all that bs. The only thing I want for now is the final step. No quote can turn my the cogs in my brain, no kind of guilt will convince me otherwise. This has been the only thing I look forward too. And I truly, entirely cannot fathom how much I desire the mere suggestion of d34th. I feel as if my whole world lights up. And for once, as soon I take the final step, one final push, I will feel like a true free bird. Of course, I’ve always wanted to at least have some fun before I d¡3, I plan on dr¡nk¡ng down the p¡11s I’ll take, I used to just merely cvt myself yet the pleasure of bl00d flowing out is no longer enough.

goodbye cruel world, sincerely, everyx.

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im sorry tw: death Im so tired rant post vent post venting personal vent bye goodbye vent ish mentally exhausted sensetive

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est4s

7 months ago

can someone explain to me WHY i crave alcohol even though im not an alcoholic and have only had extremely small sips that were soon spat out???

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why am i like this i feel like shit is it just me alcohol cravings weirdo

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est4s

4 months ago

im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach

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tw 3d vent 3d f4st tw ed ana 4nor3xia vent ish ⭐️ve 3d not sheeran 🕯️as a feather soupinmypockets ed rant

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est4s

3 months ago

Chubby king

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im wet just thinking about it

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est4s

2 months ago

hunger just feels so right

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est4s

3 months ago

I going to cry i wanna finish my steps but I'm so tired and i feel the binge coming, I'm so frustrated

that damn period always ruin my days

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est4s

7 months ago

im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..

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tw 3d vent 3d f4st i feel like shit 4nor3xia ⭐️ve ed but not ed sheeran tw skipping meals just binged 🕯️as a feather @n@ fast

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