went to the doctors and found out I may or may not have a VIRUS!!! And god oh god knows how long I’ve had it, hopefully it’s one that’ll eat all my disgusting fat off!!!! DATTEBAYO!!! (I’m going insane)
im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..
considering this for the rest of february or march
what if i only ate an apple a day for the whole of January
“its seems so long,
i need someone”
despretely in need of an almond mom, i geniunely cant do this shit alone i swear
hunger just feels so right
atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore
im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach