Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
I remember being driven in an ambulance to a mental hospital and I was making jokes (it's a coping skill of mine) and one of the doctors in the car told me that I was bright for my age and he wished more people were like me. Two weeks later when I was being transported by van to the residential facility and I was I little quieter but every now and then I would tell a joke or two. The guy driving the van turned to look at me and told me that I was such a fun person and that I had a future where I would finally be happy. I still remember his face and his name was Lauffe. He always laughed at my jokes for the months of my stay and was so friendly. While I was there I met so many amazing people and it pained me to see them going through so much shit. I cared about all of them and I still remember all of them. Emily, Vanessa, Alora/Ace, Jacob, Julio, Andreza, Cassy, and a few more. If you guys are reading this, it's potato and I still think about you guys and hope you're alright. People really do care... 💖💖
I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably haven’t had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.
We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldn’t save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could. And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMT’s, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.
I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.
I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.
I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.
I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.
Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You don’t ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.
But someone loves you.
This is adorable and shone some light into my dark, sad life. Thank you for this😍😍😭😭💖💖
How would Leo act like a gentleman to his crush or s/o? Like little situations or behaviors for my boy in blue. Please and thank you 💗💗
((A/N) If you want more (like fluffy stuff - holding hands, how he’d cheer you up etc) please just ask. Leo is my second favorite and I would LOVE to write more)
- he would hold any door open for you
- he’d give you 294285 compliments every single day. From the way you look, to how he loves that shirt on you, to telling you what a beautiful soul you are
- he’d be comforting whenever you feel sad
- he’d rub your back and tell you that everything will be fine
- he would ALWAYS put you first
- he’d share his favorite tea or food with you
- he’d protect you from whatever
- let’s say you’re afraid of spiders, he’d make sure there wouldn’t be a single one in the house / room / apartment / lair.
- he’d constantly ask you if you’re okay and if not he’d try to make it better
- he’d get some pads / tampons for you when you’re on your period
- he’d cook for you after a long day
- and he made your favorite dish
- Leo would know when you needed privacy and would leave you alone for as long as you needed
- no looking at you when you were changing clothes (when you first started dating, now he does it from time to time)
- always speaks up if anyone makes fun of you
- especially if any of his brothers are giving you a hard time
- in bed, he would always ask if you’re okay and if not he would immediately stop
- he’d always ask before trying something new (like bondage for example)
- if you were okay with it, he’d take is as slow as he could, to not hurt you
- speaking of, he would NEVER hurt you
- he’d treat you like a princess and would read every wish from your lips
- he can read your mind like no other and when you frowned he would want to know what happened
- if you need a cuddle, he’s there. if you need a make out session, he will be there immediately
- he’d buy you little gifts
- like chocolate, flowers or just give you love letters and poems that he wrote
- he loved writing poems about you
- and would read them to you as soon as he was done
- he’s never been one to show off his private life but with you it was different. his brothers needed to see how happy you make him
- whenever you send or show him a selfie, he’d immediately put it as his lock screen
- also he’d tell you how beautiful it is (and he truly means it)
My reaction:
I just wanted to say thank so much . For giving me hope and for motivating me. I was in a really depressed mood and it’s thanks to you that I got out of that funk. YOU ARE AMAZING AND THANK YOU!!🥰💖
Hope you like my little post.🥰
I just gotta say I LOVE YOUR ART. You give me hope for myself. YOU ARE AMAZING 🤩🥰❤️
A THANKYOU and i believe in you! your doing amazing and you are great no matter what you do as long as your having a ding dang blast!!!
motivational fang for you!