Why Do I Love Pain - Blog Posts

bubbles7724

5 years ago

Why the fuck do you only notice my cuts now?

Where were you 2 years ago? You only notice now because ive given up on trying to hide it. All 4 of my limbs are covered in cuts, so i guess it was only just a matter of time... if only my fucking teacher hadnt made me take off my hoodie, you still wouldnt know or care.

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bubbles7724

5 years ago

Damn, youre a good actor. I actually thought you loved me.

- i really just wish i never found out. That i can just be oblivious, but happy.

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bubbles7724

5 years ago

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i dont know what the heck why do i do this to myself Depression what the hell whatever i want to disappear i wish i was joking what’s wrong with me i want more ! i wanna kms depressed I WANT IT why did i do this i want to sleep I want to scream whats the point invisible distant why am i the way that i am i wanna be thin i wish i didnt why do i push away those i love the most why do i love pain i wish i was thin i wish i didnt exist i wish i could be normal i wish i could breathe i wish i could be happy i wish i could be better

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bubbles7724

5 years ago

This morning, I was so proud of myself. My scars had fully healed. Now, i can still feel the sting of my fresh wounds, and i cant help but wonder, "why does this make me feel so damn good?"

- i tried to stop, but it just made me worse

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space im sorry sad Im so tired i dont know idk what im doing life im screaming im so done Depression different im tryin my best im serious i'm sad mental heath support sad poem depressed life quotes my life i’m so upset what the shit im so confused im so mad!! 😡😡 I’m so stupid- deep invisible distant excerpts from my life what am i supposed to say why do i love pain

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bubbles7724

5 years ago

I really tried to make this work, and I hope you know that...

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love idk man idk what im doing regret idk anymore Water what am i even doing failure what am i supposed to say what am i even thinking why do i push away those i love the most why do i love pain what am i getting myself into ferry boat

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bubbles7724

5 years ago

It took me so long. I tried to stop loving him. I really tried. It took me so long. I couldnt go a day without thinking about him. Even after all the heartache, even after he broke me to my very core. But then i finally did it. I went a day worhout thinking about him. About the pain and heartache i felt. I was truly happy... if it were a thing. Then came the fall shortly after. Then new problems arose, and new people, just coming in and out as they please. But none hurt like him. None could ever match up to the pain he caused me.

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sad what the hell sadnees i'm sad sadgirl sad poem depressed cant stop thinking about it cant stop loving you cant stop thinking cant stop thinking about you why do i love pain why do i love him why do i love you

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