White Nights - Blog Posts

"And you ask yourself: Where are your dreams? And you shake your head and say: How quickly do the years fly by! And again you ask yourself: What have you done with your years? Where have you buried your best days? Did you live or not?"

It has been a long week, a disappointing series of days. Yet... there is more incoming. Staying on to see the storm through.

― Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights

fleabag by phoebe waller-bridge // white nights by fyodor dostoevsky

My literature professor agreed to teach the class ''white nights'' per my request.

I am far more than pleased.

Stay yourself, stay curious

should i reread the secret history, the phantom of the opera, finish the trial by kafka, start white nights by dostoevsky, or start a hungarian book that i've been wanting to read for years? life is so so hard

Anytime I write it feels like my heart drops on the paper and it bleeds until I have nothing more to say.

"But how could you live and have no story to tell?" Said Dostoevsky.

I enjoy mocking certain Dostoevsky readers due to how much of a loser they are. These readers can also be pretentious and arrogant about their self proclaimed intellectual identity but as I said: they’re losers. I like dostoevsky’s writing though. I’ve read Crime and Punishment and White Nights. I enjoyed Crime and Punishment more but I resonate very deeply with the narrator in White Nights and soon hope to have a copy of the work