Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
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You two had known each other since forever.
Both of your parents were friends since college, so you two kinda bonded thanks to them.
And since they wanted to see their children be friends and maybe get married to each other.
As you two grow up, you grew to watch as how many girls flattered around Jaeha.
And you couldn't blame them.
Jaeha was indeed handsome, even at a young age. He was already attractive to the other girls age.
And sometimes you would have girls be literally jealous of you because of how close you two were.
And when you two got into middle school, he sorta became a playboy.
Constantly sleeping around from girl to girl.
And he never committed to one girl.
A lot of girls were jealous, thinking you were the girl or the reason for why he doesn't commit to them.
You were tired and always had to bring Jaeha over to tell them just to save your ass.
And always teased him whenever another girl comes crying back to him.
But it constantly made your heart ache, whenever he sleeps with another girl.
Though you two weren't together, you wished you two were.
You had loved him ever since elementary.
And you wished he feels the same way or made signs that he was into you.
But he treated you like a friend and always introduced you as his friend to other people.
It hurts, you wished two could have been something more.
It always hurt to see his arm sling around another girl, kissing her cheek and neck like it was nothing. Even though the girl was probably another fling.
You wished it was you.
You wished it was you that had his arms around your shoulder.
You wished it was you that his hand wrapped around your waist.
You wished it was you that had his lips all over.
You just wished... it was you.
Not a fling.
But the one he'd fully commit to, the one he'd only love.
The one he would be loyal to.
But you don't know if this was even achieve able given how much he doesn't give two shits if the girl catches feelings for him.
You always heard him say that he doesn't want to commit, and whenever you asked why.
He says he just does not want because he does not want to.
But there were times when you think he may has feelings for you.
Like when he gave you his jacket and didn't want to take back, saying you'll probably need it more than ever.
Or how one time you were hungry and didn't have any money to buy, so he went out and bought you food. Specifically your favorite food.
Or how one time he let you wear his shoes when your feet started to hurt after being in heels for so many hours.
Carrying your bag, stuff or anything that you were having trouble carrying.
It made you think he has feelings for you of how he constantly being a gentleman around you.
But it always crushes you whenever you see him doing the same to the other girls he his fling with.
Seeing him offering to carry their bags, and covering them with his jacket.
It made you lose hope that he'll ever feel the same way as you do for him.
He does it with other girls too, so he's probably just being nice to you.
So, you started to distance yourself from him.
Just wanting to get rid of the feelings you had for him.
You constantly avoided him, wherever.
You two don't walk to school anymore.
You two don't eat lunch together.
You two don't go for a snack.
You two don't go home together anymore.
You always avoided him, whenever he called out to you. You run away.
He texted you, called you and always ignored him.
All you wanted was to get rid of that stupid feelings you have for him.
To be able to look at him with other girls without the thought and feelings of your heart aching in jealousy.
He had enough and he finally cornered you.
"Why have you been avoiding me [Name]?" Jaeha asked arms crossed as he blocked her way, school was over and he had cornered [Name] in her classroom before she could even leave.
She avoided his gaze, looked at the board instead. Jaeha sighed, seeing her like this, avoiding and ignoring him was pissing him off. And he wants an answer on why she has been avoiding him like he was some sort of parasite.
It continued to be silent between the two of them and Jaeha could see that [Name] won't be answering to his questions any time soon. "[Name]..." He called out, staring down at her.
"Look at me..." He asked but she didn't budge, she just lowered her head. Not wanting to look at him, Jaeha sighed before he reached out his arm to gently hold her chin. "Please... look at me.." He pleaded, [Name] could hear the desperation on his voice.
[Name] sighed before she slowly looked at him, her heart started to beat loudly against her chest. The look on his face made her weak.
"[Name]... why have you been avoiding me...?" Jaeha asked as [Name] bit her lip. "I-It's nothing... you have been more involved in gang stuff... I just don't want to get caught in the middle.." She said, giving a reasonable excuse.
But Jaeha was no dumb dumb, he could see right through her lie. He sighed. "You're lying... I can see it.." Jaeha said as [Name] chuckled nervously. "I-I'm not..." "Liar... if you were... you would have done so long time ago.." Jaeha said as she bit her lip and looked down on the ground, she clenched her fist as Jaeha frowned. "[Name]..." He said as he brush his hand through his hair.
"Why have... why are you avoiding me..? Did I do something wrong? I can apologize for what I did.." Jaeha said, he was desperate to know what he what did to make [Name] avoid him at all cost, he doesn't want to be separated from his friend.
It was still silent from her as Jaeha eyes narrowed. "[Name]..." His voice more demanding, having enough of [Name] quietness.
"Why are you-" "Please... I don't want you any where near me..." [Name] said as Jaeha heart ached when he heard [Name] words, he frowned. "Why? Why? Did I do something wrong? Please tell me." Jaeha said as [Name] shook her head. "No.. just please.. don't come near me anymore.." [Name] walked past Jaeha who held her arm to prevent from walking even further. "[Name], tell me. What did I do? Tell me, I want to make things right..." Jaeha pleaded as [Name] bit her bottom lip.
It's something he can't make right, her heart already belonged to him and she knows they can't be together. He has a ton of flings and he always say he doesn't want to commit to a relationship.
How can he fix that? "No... this is something you can't fix.." Jaeha frown deepen at her words, his grip on her arm tightened. "Yes.. yes it can, so please just tel-" "No!" She shouted causing Jaeha to flinch in surprise, he looked at her in shock. [Name] took her arm back from his grip as she fully turned to look at him, tears swelled up in her eyes that caused Jaeha's heart to ached.
"This is something that you can't fix, okay?! You have my heart and somehow I can't take it back!! You always treated me so gently to point I can't help but fall for you! But I know how you are! I know you are won't commit to a relationship... so please... just... let me be... it hurts... this hurts..." [Name] said pointing at her heart as Jaeha watched in disbelief and shock, he was frozen in his ground. As his mind process the words that [Name] let out.
"So please... I don't want anything to do with you at the moment... I don't want to keep hurting just because I can't have you..." Jaeha mouth open agape as she ran out of the classroom, he stood there frozen watching the door open. He couldn't believe it, is that why she has been avoiding him? Ignoring his texts and call.
His breathing became hard as he held his chest, crouching down. "Why does my heart hurt..?"
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Yugyeom Na:
When you two met, it was awkward.
He has aphasia and you didn't know any how to communicate with him at first.
But you eventually found a way, you just made write on a notebook you now always care with you.
Just for you to communicate with Yugyeom.
He was closed off at first, not really interacting with you or with anyone the matter of fact.
He was scared of trusting other people and you came to realize that.
So, you slowly approached him. Slowly earning his trust, and slowly came to realize that you weren't there to use him.
You were there because you genuinely wanted to get to know him.
So Yugyeom slowly started to trust you, and started to look for you whenever he goes out.
And you had learned sign language together, since Yugyeom has aphasia after all.
You two communicated together using sign language.
You were caring and kind, and you always took your time whenever it came to him.
Whenever he had trouble, you patiently took the time to help him out.
Usually people would be annoyed, especially since he doesn't talk.
And well... he grew to have feelings for you.
He was always by your side, looked out for you and protected you.
Yugyeom enjoyed your presence, he found you calming and always seek out to you.
And when he confessed, it was a cute confession.
He wrote you a letter on Valentines day and you basically were reading his confession to you right in front of him.
You, of course, accepted him.
And you two started dating.
Yugyeom was clingy, clingy physical. He was always by your side, he never left by your side whenever you two were out in public.
He was always holding your hand or the sleeves of your shirt or jacket.
You two do have arguments but it's not one of those loud arguments.
Since after all, you two communicate using sign language.
Yugyeom and you rarely fight, since you two always come to a understanding.
But there are times whenever you argue, and it's usually about him fighting.
You were always worried over him since he was always fighting and was worried he'd get killed one day.
Though he understands your worry, he also wants to protect you and Suhyeon.
As you two were the first person that showed him that not all people are out there to use him.
You two never went a day ignoring each other.
Yugyeom heart is too soft to thought of ignoring you, leaving you alone and his heart would ache at the thought of you ignoring him after an argument.
So, you two would be in understanding once the argument is over.
He loves to write you poems and love letters.
Since he can't speak, he showcase his love for you through poems, love letters, gifts and physical contact.
And his poems and love letters always made you melt.
He was good at using his words and the right words to make you melt.
Yugyeom doesn't mind not receiving gifts from you, as long as you were always by his side. That's what all that matters to him.
Hajun Gu:
You two were childhood friends.
You two were on the same neighborhood and same kindergarten.
Hajun's family or well, like father and son situation was known in the neighborhood.
But they never did anything about it.
You were Hajun's first friend when you offered him your food, when you saw him not eating any.
Though your other friends said not to talk to a boy like him, you didn't mind.
And Hajun world became warm once you entered.
And ever since then, he would always follow you wherever you go. Protecting you from any danger at all.
Hajun knew of his feelings for you since middle school but didn't act upon it until high school when he saw how many guys were confessing their feelings for you.
It grew a twisted feeling in his gut, telling him to confess before someone else would snatch you up.
And he did.
He confessed to you once he ruled over West Gangbuk High.
And you returned the feelings, saying you feel the same way ever since elementary school.
And you two began dating and almost every guy distanced themselves once they heard you were now dating the Hajun Gu.
After all, no one wanted to fight Hajun Gu.
But when he got defeated by Suhyeon in front of everyone.
You always came and visited him, trying to make feel better about the fight he had with Suhyeon.
You thought he was embarrassed because he got defeated in front of everyone.
But instead, he was much more embarrassed at the fact he got defeated right in front of you.
He always boasted to you on how he would protect you and how he would defeat everyone and won't be defeated, but he got defeated by Suhyeon.
Right in front of you.
But you managed to comfort him.
Saying how it didn't matter if he got defeated by Suhyeon, because to you.
He would always be the strongest in your eyes.
It flustered to Hajun to no end when he heard those words come out from your mouth.
But he appreciated it heavily, and it just made him love you even more.
You two do have arguments and it's usually about him fighting and self doubt.
You know how he can doubt himself at times and start to beat himself over it.
But your arguments would never go to shouting, he refused to ever raise his voice at you. No matter how angry he is.
He loves to show his love to you through kisses, gifts, and physical affection.
Hajun likes to sniff the scent on your neck and the scent of your shampoo.
He constantly gives you his jackets and hoodies that has his perfume all over.
And at the amount of jackets and hoodies he has given you, you might need two closet to put all of those hoodies and jackets away.
And his hair would be tied into a mini palm tree and clips on his hair whenever you were bored.
He constantly takes pictures whenever you do his hair.
Saving it as his wallpaper or posting it in his Instagram.
He just loves you so much and adores you to death.
Hi, could you please write a Dg, Jaeha and Sikyung x male! Reader who is androgynous, (he has an alt style) the reader always looks bored and cold but when you know him he is very affectionate and sweet, I hope I don't bother you and I really like what you do, thank you very much for your work š
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I don't know if you want it headcanons or scenarios so I made it headcanons instead. I tried my best to mention the alt style and the reader being androgynous, I'm sorry if I did bad. And I don't know if you mean androgynous by physical characteristic or emotional but I did physical.
Jaeha Han:
You two were childhood friends as far as Jaeha could remember.
Due to your looks of looking like a boy and a girl, you were the target of bullying back in kindergarten.
Ever since the 1st day, you were constantly teased. You hated going to kindergarten.
But it all changed thanks to Jaeha, though he was one of the kids that constantly teased you about your looks. You were only one of the kids that didn't break the promise of playing with him.
He had a reputation of beating up the other kids if they ever broke a promise with him.
But you were the only one who didn't break that promise.
So, Jaeha has been protecting you from the other kids.
And that's how your relationship was until middle school when Jaeha had a revelation of going through the realization that he had a crush on you.
Especially when you started dressing in a way that was called alternate style, outfits that aren't on the main stream.
You looked hot and Jaeha never thought of being interested in another boy, but oh boy, ever since you started dressing that way.
It awakened his gay side of him.
Jaeha was overprotective of you, especially since you started to look handsome or beautiful.
Like you could pass of as a girl and you would still have girls falling over you.
And especially with your attitude of not caring a damn but you actually do, it just made girls and some boys attracted to you.
Jaeha didn't like that, so he constantly had a wall surrounded you whenever someone shows an inkling of interest in you.
And it got amplified when you two started dating.
It was clear as day that Jaeha was overprotective of you.
But you didn't mind since it wasn't overbearing and Jaeha tried to make sure that he didn't go overboard.
He always admired the outfits you put on, and always accompanied you whenever you go out shopping for new outfits.
And he protected you like always whenever someone mentions your look.
Diego Kang (DG):
Diego thought you were a woman at first when he first saw your photo for a song collab.
But he was completely wrong when you showed up, the deep voice was obvious that you were a man.
But the way you look made him think you were a girl.
You were a popular idol but Diego never really took a 2nd closer look, your songs were beautiful and you had a large fan base.
And he could tell why.
Not just with your look, the way you present yourself too.
Most idols follow whatever is trendy but for you, you don't follow those trends.
You make your own, and that is best resulted in your style.
Your outfits were what makes you stand out from the rest of the idols.
You dressed in your own style, in a way that South Korea mainstream wasn't used to.
But you caught Diego interest, the way you just didn't seem to care at all.
Bored look on every photo and photoshoot, not interested at the tiny bit at whatever was happening around you.
You seemed cold and uninterested.
The only reason why you worked with Diego was because your manager told you so.
You weren't a big fan of the mainstream k-songs, and Diego just fit right into the mainstream.
But you sucked it up because your manager told you so.
And to your surprise, you two worked perfectly well. Diego didn't care much too, and just what is best for him and in his own interest.
So when the news of you two having a collab broke out, fans were sorta mixed.
They felt excited and happy while others felt it was abrupted for two musicians from different genre to collab.
While you two worked on the music, you two grew to know more of each other.
Diego could see even if you looked cold and bored, being nonchalant. You do care, you care deeply.
You were kind, and caring to other people.
You made music for the people and always encourage people who have different tastes to embrace themselves.
You two spent so much time with each other to the point, Diego doesn't even notice that whenever he thinks of you. A smile appear on his face.
And he doesn't notice it until someone points it out.
Maybe he had a grown close to you...
Ryu Sikyung:
He didn't think someone could actually have physical attributes of both genders.
That was until he saw you.
You were a man but you have both attributes of both gender, Sikyung never really thought it was true but here you were.
You were an evidence to Sikyung that people like you do exist after all.
It always amazed him, so when he first saw you. He began to constantly follow you, asking you questions.
It always annoyed you since he followed you everywhere you go.
And always asking you about your weird outfits.
You were a weirdo in his words, having both physical of a man and woman and dressing "weirdly".
It was like having a parrot follow you, asking the same questions over and over again.
But you slowly got used to it and just ignore him like he's a ghost.
And Sikyung slowly started to get used to seeing you dress "weirdly".
In fact, he started to anticipate what outfit you would wear each day.
He began to like to see what outfit you would wear today, tomorrow and the next day.
In fact, he even gifted you outfits he knew you would love.
It's not like you two are dating or anything, cough though he catches feelings for you and he realized that faster before anyone else cough.
He was in shock but quickly got over it and accepted when he realized he has feelings for a boy, and that was you.
He can't deny it, it's the truth after all.
And it's the truth he doesn't want to hide.