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The answer was as simple as that. Mork was incapable of threatening this friendship the more they spend time together.

The more they spend time together, the more fearful he was of his feelings, knowing well one wrong move would pull Pi several steps back that he took his time taking.

Especially after knowing how hard it was for the latter to trust people. They had a rough start all because he couldn't talk in truths. He still wasn't when he told Pi he was a friend every time looking at those round eyes and soft cheeks.

He couldn't put what they had at risk for something he wasn't sure about. 

And that was the reason precisely why he pushed every thought of leaning closer when they were only inches apart. Because no matter how close he wanted to lean in, he had to step away before things get out of hand.

Sometimes it felt so pointless, as if the possibility of them getting together was a fading light at the end of a tunnel.

Some mornings he woke up thinking all about those 'What If's' he couldn't answer himself. 

Other time there was a sudden urge to shove all his secrets inside a box and lock them away for good because at this point, being friends was way better than loosing Pi in any sort of way.

When he could feel Pi's warmth and wanted nothing but wrap his arms around the latter, forming a shield to hide him away from this cruel world.

Or the way his intrusive thoughs won over his self control on his weak days as his traitrous hands would make their way to fix that one strand of hair falling over Pi's forehead just right to poke him in the eyes.

They way his figures twitched to reach out and wipe the corner of his mouth when he messily ate something.

And these little feeling would erupt every time he saw Pi doing something as trivial as taking food to his table. Or simply sitting side by side studying. Or replying to his text. Talking about his shitty day.

To the point it would travel all through his body like crackling electricity, make his fingertips tingle until he had to remove himself from close proximity of Pi.

Keep his thoughts at bay, in the dark, whenever he felt words flowing inside his brain.

Swallowing bits of the acidic feeling when he would slip up and reveal the truth.

How could he so obvious and Pi be so oblivious.

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A bit angsty.

A bit of slow burn

We all love these little guilty pleasures.

My Book-'Levitating Towards You' on Ao3, more refined and edited.

A bit angsty tags_

#One-sided enemies to friends to lovers

#Slow building romance

#Emotional hurt

#A bit depressing

#Dark thoughts happen at some point

#Feelings denial

#Triggering subjects

#Past traumas

#Unhealthy coping mechanism

#Mild mention of bullying

But it also has_

#Humor

#Satire

#Fluff

#Sarcasm

#Happy ending

#Healthy relationship building

#Enemies to Friends to Lovers

#Stupid cheesy flirting

#Eventual stupid but iconic confessions

#Developing feelings

#Mild sexual content

#Sloppy make out

#Drunk shenanigans and confessions

#Declaration of love

#Domestic shit happens out of nowhere

#We have side couples? Maybe

#Mentions of other Bl series in between as other characters make cameos!!!

#Everyone is gay- Yuppie!

My writing isn't the greatest but I try.

Please consider reading it.

I really need the motivation.

'Do we really know the truth behind someone's lies? Is it fair to lie to someone you care about because of your own fears?'

"Do we really know how to differentiate between Romantic and Platonic Love? Should we? Could we?"

'Is it alright to want someone who looks so far, out of reach?'

So many question. So many answers....

Ao3 account-Paint_the_sky_18

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'It's consuming me, the feeling of wanting to be more. And I know I have less time until the restrain breaks. Should I be scared of scaring you? Or will it be my courage to make a move?'

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'I am not afraid to show what I feel, it scares me how you would react if you ever knew how intense these feelings are 'I am not afraid to show what I feel, rather it scares me how you would react if you ever knew how intense these feelings are.'

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Levitating Towards Tou

Levitating Towards You; #MorkPi ff

My BL fanfic ''𝓛𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓸𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓼 𝓨𝓸𝓾'' is out now On Wattpad. Username- @JeonLalisa2323. You are welcome to read it.

It's also out on AO3 by the Username- Paint_the_sky_18 with the same name. I will posting weekly update of photo edits chapter by chapter.

Here is the Official Poster.

It has taken me a year worth of progress to come up with this series inspired plot. It's your typical

Enemies to Lover's troop, stranger to friends to lovers actually. But a Canon Divergence Crossover. It's a slow burn, with slow update which could be a bit frustrating, but I am trying. 

I guess the series left off with a lot of misunderstanding and loopholes in emotions, the miscommunications too. So, I am trying to re-create a slow burn of this underrated masterpiece on my own way. With all due respect to the original series.  A lot of sloppy and awkward flirting, confusion, frustration. Rough starts.  But it will reach its eventual happy ending. 

I will try to insert as much as can of my ability. Hope you will like it.