Raine Rambles About Their Loved Ones - Blog Posts

I love every iteration of you I have ever met

"Oh, Darling, what have you done that you have fallen so in love with reality and have forgotten about dreams?"

"It is not reality that I have fallen in love with."

I ended up talking about and being reminded of some pretty fucked up things that happened to me as a kid a lot over the weekend while camping w my partner and their family, which is not helping me stay ✨in the moment✨ lol

"I miss you"

Is it okay if I send those randomly btw? If you need me to stop I can, it's just easier to say than "I wish you were here because I feel so so lonely and I just want someone to hold me while I fall apart, or to help me walk through to the kitchen to grab my salt, or to play video games so I can watch and pretend like I know what's happening on the screen, or to tell me that it's okay to cry over nothing" without sounding like that's all you mean to me

tw// suicidal(?) thoughts mention

God okay I just need to say this somewhere

My love (r <3) continues to save my life every time with no hesitation

The number of times I have had to call them and say "hey, I'm very likely to do something idiotic rn" and their response is "do you need to call?"

I was on the other side of the fence yesterday, looking down, and thinking "it's not that high, I'll survive it" and they literally brought me back from the edge by talking about their game and encouraging me to do something I enjoy instead (by giving examples and ideas because all I wanted to do was step off that ledge and see what would happen)

I love this person with my entire body, mind, and soul, and I am so grateful to have them in my life.

so i fell asleep with them four nights in a row while camping and now apparently i cant fall asleep without them 💀

did i hang up the phone? what if they can still hear me? if they can hear me, why havent they responded? hello, can you hear me? are you still there? hello, dont hang up on me, love. hello, hello, where are you? why did you leave me

Fuck yeah yall already know what this means for tmr

it's bc i love u and ur my favourite person ever ever evr

*unintelligible screamjng*

Ashau kwon-sum nash-veh tu, ashayam t'nash-veh

I seem to fall more and more °~☆ every single day ☆~°

Have I only just now realised that I gently headbutt my partner to show affection?

That's between me and god

you make me feel alive <3 ashau nash-veh tu, my ashayam

they said ily under the stars ✨

TW // eating.. issues.

freaking out cause im having pizza on the beach w/ my partner tmr and i was gonna fast but ive already agreed and i need to be all self-care-y for them :/

Maybe petnames arent so bad???

they called me The Name™️ ajdhdjs i camt theyre adorable and such a nerd and so am i

Me, trying desperately to not seem overly eager to call them whilst showing some excitment:

Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious, don't be--

I have an extension on my laptop to change my deadname to my real name, and it's awesome 10/10 (it's the deadname remover chrome extension by willhaycode)

But the problem is that i forget to turn it off if people are standing behind me and my brother just yelled out "who's Raine??" in front of my mother and sister 💀👍

Friend is half asleep on call and won't stop singing wonderwall 💀

Hooked on their laugh <3

!!!!!!!! ASDFGDJKDHSJDHS !!!!!!!

okay I dont have a thing for hands I just think theyre neat . they do the touch and when the fingertips go together mmmyes

electric sparkles go ✨

I dont have a thing for hands tho

i want more. i want to come home with you . more than that,, i want to come home to you

Ddsjdkfhsjs ahsdfjk hhhjsdf !!!

the intellectual urge to correct someone's grammar when they're being dumb asf in the group chat