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I wish i was truly alone

Alone in a house

Alone in the woods

Alone in the world

So i wouldnt have to feel the pain of people

Hear the pain of people

Know the pain of people

I am scared

I am a coward

You are the best thing to have ever happened to me

And i do not want to lose you

I love you so solidly

So wholey

So maturely

So beyond my years

If i told you

All of this

Would you tell me too?

That you love me so truly?

So wholey?

So beyond your years?

Live your life, and ill live mine

But let me live my life with you

Beside yours

Id like to live

Teach me how to do that?

So that i dont do it wrong

I dont want to do it wrong

I am fragile

I am glass

Thin, brittle

But my love for you is strong

Like roman concrete

With it, i am stronger

As i weather through life

I heal

Like roman concrete

Though neve fully, never wholey

I dont mind

Because your love makes me strong

But i cannot be strong

Without you

If i told you that

Would you see me as simple?

As weak?

As codependent?

Is this parasitical?

Am i bad for you?

Do i bite?

Through my creation, have i poluted?

The water, the air?

With my volcanic ash?

Have i hurt?

Can you breath?

Do i bite?

Have i bitten?

Im scared

I am weak

I feel alone

Solitary

Singular

But with you,

You help

You do not complete me

That is not your job

To complete me

But you

You do so much more

Made a horrible poem (because it isn't a poem more of a thing i wrote) about love. Here it is:

Love is a smile that lasts all day long

Because with the simple thought of you

I remember joy and warmth

Love is remembering your favorite food, flower, and color

And smiling when i see them

Because now i find you in everything

Sometimes when you laugh

I see all the other times

And i think about how much warmth and happiness

A simple sound can bring me

Sometimes days aren't simple

Sometimes we cry

But it's times like those

That make your smile afterwards

The brightest

And when i can't remember

how to smile

You remind me

If i've forgotten to eat

or take a break

You fill my heart

And when you hold my hand

And my heart

Close to yours

I feel like home

This is love

But mostly

This is you

"Delve into the shadows of sadness, shine a light to find truth." - me lol

Tears, how can they burn like lava and consume so much when the feelings behind them are so cold and empty?

To forever be in someone’s shadow, a pure imitation, the copy, is painful. To always be lesser than what came before you. An existence of painful reminders of how you’re nothing more than a creation of another person’s image. A robotic copy of what you were supposed to be, the original staring you in the face as if they’re superior to what should’ve been better. One day they will pay and I will be the original. I will end my suffering and you will go into the books as the inspiration

HI!! First post! I just wanted to share a little writing thing I did. It was inspired by metal Sonic edits to “like him” ^^

At only 19, he was forced to join the war, to protect those he loved

A fight for control

Blood guts and shells

To young to have witness but there was no choice

A call for more soldiers

A fight to protect

His people , his rights, and future generations

For both the people he loved and hated

Fighting till the end

Secrets not told to just anyone

Enemies hiding in the shadows, signaling

Asking for mercy, for it to end

Scared for their safety

Begging for help, to escape

In the shadows we gain more help

One day the war will end

People will cry, mourn, and thank their people

Outsiders at one point now family to many

These wars killed many, so thank you for your service, those who survived to tell their tales and to those who died on the field as well