Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
Pairing: James Potter x fem!reader
Summary: The day after you and James share a kiss, he invited you to watch him play quidditch. You get jealous seeing him with another girl. You meet his friend group. Things don’t end well.
Warnings: Lily is mentioned as James’ friend for the sake of reader x james,( I love jily), Cursing , Rude Sirius, Angst towards the end.
Author’s note: Hi cuties xx. I hope you enjoy pt.2. I’ll be posting pt.3 soon. Feel free to leave comments or send requests if you have any suggestions/improvements/ ideas for this pt and pt-3. Follow me to keep up the updates. <3.
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You woke up to the sound of your dorm mates bubbling over today’s quidditch match. Your head was throbbing with pain; you barely got any sleep last night. Then it all came crashing back to you, the late night stroll that lead to your kiss with James Potter. Bloody hell. Did it really happen? Or was it just an extremely vivid dream. Dubious about the accuracy of your memory, you got up and quickly got dressed , and headed to breakfast.
The great hall was filled with the chatter of excited students; they were all raving about today’s match. Gryffindor versus Slytherin. Well that explains the dung bombs last night.
Your palms were sweating with nerves, you were so not ready to see him yet.
Right on cue, you spotted James sitting with his friends, and stuffing his face with food.
“I’ve got to fuel up for the match. D’you think having this amazing body was easy?” James gloated coyly.
Your stomach filled with butterflies, how pathetic. There James was, an arrogant git, attacking his food like there was no tomorrow. Yet, you couldn’t help let out a small smile.
“Y/n!” James shouted across the hall.
Your face flushed red out of embarrassment. You tried looking away , but it was too late. James jogged over to you.
“Hey pretty.” He smirked.
“Hi.” You said plainly.
“So, today is the quidditch match. You coming to see me play?” He grinned.
“Uh… I don’t know. I’m not really a sports kinda person.” You told.
“Oh come on, just come to see the legendary James Potter in action, love.” He pleaded.
Merlin, how could someone be so obnoxious yet so charming.
“Tone it down a notch, ‘prongs’. “ You teased, making air quotes.
“I’ll see if I can come, i’ve got a lot of reading to catch up on.” You continued, walking away before he could reply.
The encounter left your stomach rumbling. Thanks to that idiot James, you couldn’t even think about keeping down any food right now.
You hated how James left you feeling. You didn’t like anticipating your face in a red flush, you didn’t like seeing double vision in a rose blush, and most of all, you didn’t like feeling vulnerable by the mere presence of someone, let alone a boy. A boy that half the school is in love with.
Going to the quidditch match was a bad idea, letting James in was a bad idea, it went against everything you told yourself from your very start of Hogwarts. Yet, you found yourself doing exactly that.
You decided you could spare a few minutes to watch the quidditch match. You gaslit yourself into believing you were going for the sake of ‘enjoying and learning the sport’, and not for James. You made your way into the Y/H stands, trying your best not to be noticed by the messy haired Gryffindor chaser. Although, you hardly doubted he would notice you from 50 feet above.
The match dragged on for 3 whole hours, and you were appalled by the fact that you stayed the whole duration. You watched a handful of matches your whole life, but this one, this one was different. It had something to do with the fact that, James was so effortlessly good at what he did.
Gryffindor won even though Slytherin’s seeker caught the snitch. They were leading by a 100 points, and James had thrown the quaffle into the hoop more than 20 times. Even you knew that the victory was mostly his doing. The Gryffindor team jumped off their brooms, and started jumping with excitement, adrenaline pumping through their veins. You wanted to congratulate James, it was the decent thing to do, right?
As you were walking up to the ground, a red headed girl beat you to him. She hugged him rather intimately, and placed a kiss on his cheek. Your stomach churned. Maybe it was the nausea from not eating or maybe it was seeing that girl being so close to James, you didn’t care. What were you doing? Coming to a quidditch match for the captain of the Gryffindor team? You didn’t expect him to notice you, then why were you so offended when he didn’t? Without thinking, you ran out the filed, wanting nothing more than to forget about the stupid match, the stupid kiss and stupid James fucking potter.
The following night in the library ,you were drowning in a pile of books, struggling to finish all your assignments.
“We need to stop running into each other like this.” A voice whispered into your ear from behind.
“Although, you seem to be more interested in running away from me than into me.” James continued. Well you’d he damned. He did in-fact notice you at the match.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about” you mumbled, refusing to turn around and look at him.
“C’mon, love. Don’t be coy. Why did you run away like that? Still flustered after last night are we?” He pressed.
“Piss off, Potter.” You spat, trying to walk away.
“Wait! Don’t be like that. Do you want to talk about what happened last night, is that it?” He asked, gripping your wrist, stopping you from walking away.
“No. Clearly you’d rather talk to that red headed girl you were being so ‘friendly’ with earlier. I get it, the kiss was no big deal. It’s cool” You lied.
“No big deal? Ouch.” He said, removing a fake arrow from his heart.
“That red head earlier was Lily Evans. She’s my good mate. Trust me, you do NOT need to worry about Lily, plus I’m certain she’s got a thing for Snivellus.” James explained.
“Snivellus?” You questioned. What is up with him and these stupid nicknames?
“Long story. Anyway, why don’t you join me and the lads in the Gryffindor common room tonight. We’re celebrating the win.” Was James asking you to meet his friends tonight? No way. There was only one person you found more insufferable than James, Sirius freaking Black. He was obviously going to be there.
“Um- I- I have uh… errands-“ you tried to come up with an excuse but James cut you off.
“I’ll see you tonight.” He said, as he winked and disappeared into the dark.
A few hours after dinner, you reluctantly made your way into the Gryffindor common room. Everyone seemed to be asleep. The room was dimly lit, with cosy sofas arranged next to a roaring fire. You spotted James , Sirius, Remus , Peter, Lily and Marlene sprawled in front of the fire place.
You cleared your throat, making your presence aware.
“Y/n! You came!” James greeted, pulling you into a side hug.
After introducing you to the group, James insisted you sat right next to him on the sofa. At some point during the night, his hands found their way to the small of your back, tracing gentle circles on it. You didn’t want to admit it, but you were starting to enjoy yourself. But that didn’t last long.
Sirius insisted on playing a game of Truth or Dare, where he mostly targeted you. You managed to dodge most of the questions, which really pissed Sirius off.
“Ok. Fine. If you’re not going to answer any of the questions, Y/n, why is it that you have no friends? Why do you walk around alone and eat alone all the time like some depressed loser.” Sirius said bluntly.
Heat spread from your ears to your neck. Your face burned with embarrassment. That did it.
“Fuck off , Black.” You flipped him off , as you stormed out of the common room.
“What the hell, mate?” You heard James say.
You were walking so fast it could be considered running.
“Y/n, wait!” James called after you.
You tried to ignore him, but he caught up with you in the corridor because the stupid stair cases decided to move, again.
“Y/n…I’m so sorry. Ignore Sirius. He can be a real dick.” James said.
“Hey, look at me.” He tilted your head up to meet his eyes. They were filled with regret. He probably regretted calling you tonight. What was he thinking? Did he expect his friends to like you? In what world would that be true? You saw how they picked on people like you. How they bullied those different from them. Why did you expect anything else?
“What are you thinking?” James asked, brushing his thumb against your cheek. He was standing extremely close to you again. Practically hovering. Before you could answer, he pulls you in, locking his lips with yours. A sudden warmth spreads through your body. You close your eyes, the subtle pressure of his hands on your waist sending jolts of electricity down your spine. This was wrong. Stop. Pull away. You thought to yourself, but your body wouldn’t comply. You kissed him back with more aggression than you anticipated, running your fingers through his hair. After what felt like an eternity of pure heavenly bliss, James pulled away.
“Should we head back?” He asked.
Then you came back to your senses. Reality was a harsh slap in the face. Deal with it now, so you’re not left wretched later.
“I can’t ,James. I can’t do this. I don’t know what I was thinking. I thought I could handle your friends, the crowds and the constant attention your around. But, truth be told, I really can’t. It’s all too much for me. You’re too much for me…you’ll probably be fine, maybe even better off without me. This was a big mistake.” You said, gesturing between the two of you.
For the first time in history, James Potter was left speechless. His face was engulfed with hurt. You didn’t want to hurt him, but it was better him than you.
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By the grace, Rennala...
(Gushing, rambling, and kind of a mini fanfic below the cut.)
Gods, I love her so much. I'm so glad we don't kill her in-game. Long live the Queen of the Full Moon! (Yes, I'm going to be gushing about Rennala for quite a bit.)
I love her. Don't give me Ranni, give me her mother. If I could, I would have played a playthrough solely dedicated to wifeing up Rennala and giving her the happiness she deserves. Rennala deserved so much better, man. I would give her the world if I could.
Not to mention she's stunning??? Look at her, look at my wife–
Look at her absolutely ethereal features! She is mesmerizing! A true queen! My lady, I think you dropped this. 👑
I might have cheesed her my fourth try, but she looked damn good beating my ass with a whole fucking dragon summon the first three times.
Now, look at her again. Hair. Down.
Perfection. Stunning. Lovely. Majestic. Beautiful. A round of applause for our queen! 👏
I can not remember where, but I saw some art somewhere where they drew Rennala with silver/white hair and, oh my God, ya'll... That image lives rent free in my brain. Rennala with white hair is just—👌
Can you imagine it?
She let's her long locks of white hair down from her hat, letting it cascade down her back as she gazes up at the moon.
The pale moonlight dances across her fair skin, practically making her glow, as her hair shines a bright silver.
It as if there is liquid silver falling down her back like a soft waterfall in the argent glow of the majestic moon above, as if she was blessed by the dazzling lunar display itself.
—I need to catch myself, I was starting a fanfic there for a second.
Anyway, I've been rambling for far too long. Bye ya'll!