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Yandere lookism Headcanon: Eli Jang

warning; obsessive, possessive, stalking, murder, death, violence, kidnapping, unhealthy behaviour, unhealthy feelings, isolation, overprotective, paranoia

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*Yandere Eli Jang would be obsessive, possessive and paranoid. Considering of all the gang fights he took part in and growing up in a abusive family. He saw the dark side of the world ever since he was young. And when he deeply loves you, he doesn't want to ever let you go. His another chance at true happiness and love, one he doesn't want to lose because he fears if he did. He would lose himself as well.

*He wants your attention on him at all cost, Eli can't stand the thought of you forgetting about him easily. He's also afraid that if you spend time with other people, you will leave him which is why where ever you go. You would always see Eli at least somewhere, whether it be at a park, store, restaurant, walking though the street, at the school hallway, anywhere--randomly coming up to you with his smile and then the entire day you end up being stuck with him. Even in the presence of your friends, the only one who he pays attention to is you.

*When it comes to him being obsessive, he always text you whenever the chance he gets. Asking you how are you, if you ate, what are you doing, etc. Eli also attempts to invite you over to his place under the disguise you be with him and Yenna but also to ease his worry by being aware that you're safe. But if you refuse, he would be respectful about it but the moment you step outside and at your desired location. He's going to be there, not in your sight but in the shadows and watching over you. He is also a stalker too but he justify his actions by claiming that it is done to protect you, and he's so quiet and sneaky. You will never know who is watching you everywhere you go

*But you do notice that anyone who tried to hurt you, whether it being a gangster or a normal jerk civilian. He either brutally murder them or leave them hospitalized. Depending on what kind of injury they inflicted on you.

*If it's a minor injury, then Eli will break their hand for touching you. But if it's worse that resulted you in a hospital bed. Your attacker will end up in the news, killed in the most gruesome way that will leave them unrecognizable. This is how overprotective and brutal he is and always will be.

*Eli would isolate you from your friends by making you go out with him and guilt trip you into saying yes and would even bring his daughter Yenna along so his family with you can be complete. But he does want children with you too but if you don't want any kids for any reason, Eli won't argue but would make you spend more time with Yenna to change your mind. You love Yenna and Yenna loves you too, because every time you meet her. You give her candies or toys and play with her.

*Family is everything to Eli, and you're part of his family too. Sally, Warren, Max and Derek will notice Eli's unhealthy behaviour and attempt to convince him of what he is doing is wrong but Eli resorts to guilt tripping them and explain it to them that everything that happened with Heather and resulted in her death. He didn't want to lose you in anyway and how madly he is in love with you. Even if you don't have any romantic interest in him.

*That's is when you meet and befriend Sally for the first time, along with Warren, Derek and Max. Eli has no problems with you going out with either of them, trusting them to take care and protect you when he's not there. But what he doesn't trust is your own friends, Eli sees them as incapable of being there for you if you're ever in danger which is why whenever you inform him that you can't hangout with him due to being with your friends. He will always secretly stalk you during your entire outing with your friends.

*Same thing with your family, but if you have a strong father who can fight well. He might consider ending his stalking whenever you're with your dad but then again, it is Eli who is more powerful and strong enough to beat and kill any gang member or equally strong opponents who pose a threat to you. So, he won't stop watching you.

*Due to his paranoia which leads him to a belief that without him, you will die either by his enemies, a gang fight you unwillingly got involved in or any type of accident. This fear overshadows all logic and rationality, resulting him to abducting you.

*Not caring that he is willing to take you from your own life just for his selfish desire that you will be with him and Yenna and for the sake of your safety. Because he knows that being around you will catch the wrong audience which is why after a week or later, kidnapping you is inevitable. Eli never wants you to suffer in anyway, he doesn't want you to go through a similar hardship like he endured.

*After being kidnapped, you're not allowed to step a foot outside at all. Because Eli doesn't trust you immediately, he knows that you will find a way to escape which is why he double locked the doors and windows around the house. He will only let you out when he has a feeling you won't try anything and when he does go outside with you and Yenna. His grip on your hand will be tight and strong to prevent you from not move an inch away from him.

*Life of being held captive is like Rapunzel's life but Eli's clinginess and desperation for you suffocates you. In the house, he doesn't even move away from you. And sometimes, you wake up in the middle of the night to find his strong arms around your waist as he sleeps. You never wanted to sleep next to him and Eli knows that so when you fall asleep first. Then he lays on your bed and hold you against him before closing his eyes.

*Even in his sleep, his iron grip on you causes you to struggle to at least move away from him to gain some space for yourself which ends in failure. And whenever you attempt to sleep anywhere else, you would always wake up to being on the bed; glued to Eli's side while he slept.

*Eli is very caring and and sweet to you, doing anything you asked him to do and buying you anything you want, you don't have to lift a finger because Eli doesn't mind spoiling you and would appreciate it when you help him take care of Yenna. Your sadness and anger affects him, when you quietly have a breakdown in front of him. Eli will always hug you, letting you cry your heart out until you feel better and then would actually take you outside to go on a walk with him and calm down. But Eli will never give you your freedom back.

*But if you're angry, he would try to understand you and compromise with you but if you're having none of that. Then when Yenna is asleep, Eli will become stern and serious. Even becoming mad at you as he explains why he took you and tell you each and every gory detail of the horrors he witnessed and experienced. And then questions you if you're strong enough to take care of yourself if you're in trouble. Eli will never raise his hand against you otherwise he will never forgive himself.

*Escaping Eli is very difficult too, considering he is Hostel's big daddy and there would be many runaways who would tell him where you ran off to. And when Eli does find you, you're going to be locked up for a month. Overall, Eli may be extreme with his love for you but he does take your feelings into consideration. As long as it doesn't require him to let you go.