Late Night Ramblings - Blog Posts

shout-out to that episode of Spongebob where he gets amnesia and becomes mayor of a completely different town and that family guy fanfic i read years ago where meg gets paralyzed bc of peter and gets placed in a foster while the rest of the griffins are on a public trial, yall are the reasons I grew up to love bashing/groveling fics

Yall know the posts that are like "you can usually tell who little sister is bc she'll be the taller one", lets test that theory

if you need an example, my sister is older than me by 3 years and I'm taller by a few inches

Edit: 1) sorry to all the middle children out there!! I didn't mean to forget yall on purpose it slipped my mind when I made this poll, take a cookie as an apology 🍪🍪🍪. Just choose whatever option fits best and explain in the tags if you feel like it.

2) the formatting of the polls are like that bc it was late asl when I made this poll and it made sense to me at the time, so sorry again if yall have trouble understanding the poll

it's late asl so I don't feel like explaining my whole thought process rn but just know this...perachel = sonamy and percabeth = sonadow.

If rick's not a pussy he'll make percy kill a god in the next book

TMA season 1 finale!

Just finished listening to season one of tma! Holy shit!! I was not expecting Sasha to get replaced/distorted so soon. (Yes, sadly I’ve been spoiled by the beautiful fanart). I wonder if we’ll ever get the real Sasha back… It will be interesting to see what Not!Sasha does and if anyone figures out something’s wrong. Doesn’t help that I couldn’t understand which artifact Sasha said she found right before it happened. That might’ve been on purpose though, idk.

And omggg Jon is beginning his descent into madness disguised as a quest for knowledge! 🎉 I love how they set up his paranoia for next season, it’s understandable but I also suspect he’s gonna accidentally hurt people who care about him.

Speaking of!!! As of season one’s ending, I think the jonmartin ship is still one-sided with Jon being oblivious to Martin’s feelings. I’m sure it’ll get worse before it gets better.

I might make an actual pin board for tma S1, I really might. For now I have tumblr lol.

P.S. I really like Tim, he’s silly. He should burst through drywall Koolaid Man-style more often.

I wonder how many eras of Earth's natural history have been completely lost just because they didn't make a visible mark on the planet.

I wonder how many species have been forever lost to time only because they never fossilized or left behind and traces of their existence.

Who knows what incredible, terrifying, or seemingly alien forms of life once called this planet home, that we'll never know once existed?

Ancient life is incredible. It makes me sad to know that so many species of flora and fauna and everything in between will never be known. Things so odd they seem straight out of movies.

Life and evolution are just so incredible, and deserve so much more appreciation than they get.

Late at night, when everyone's sleeping tight, I act drunk, drinking my bitter tears with hard music on my mind. I wait until everything feels alright, then slowly drift off to sleep without a fight.

Head held high, conquering the skies, yet I fear to look into your eyes.

The night has come closer, replacing the unknown people with the known darkness.

staying on tumblr after 12am? dumb move girl, dumb move.

I hate when the voices around me fade because I cannot stop wondering if i even matter.

Bury my bones when I die and let the tree grow over it. The branches will still shiver at the sound of your name.

If I were to tell you all that hurts, if I were to open all my scars again, Oh darling would you let me bleed in your hands?

I hear the whispers of your thoughts, even when you stutter I know what you feel.

Look at me and let me read your eyes. I'll let you haunt my dreams.

A Burning Love

Left with a bleeding heart,

An undying urge to crawl back to you.

All the shirts left behind burning in the hearth.

Was it really us that matter?

Or the ego you bring to the table?

All those flowers left at the doorstep,

I'll decorate your grave with them,

If not on your arrogance I will bury.

Don't beg for me in the evening,

When in morning you'll leave again,

Forget all the promises made,

Under the influence of my love.

You like to see me cry,

I like to see you bleed.

Your words, my feelings

My knife, your heart

A tragedy I will happily write

If you promise a last dance

Before we burn this house called love.

Go My Dragon

This melody ringing in my ears,

I would have hated you with my heart,

If I wasn't so entranced.

I would have chosen to go deaf,

I would have rather buried myself deep in Earth,

If you haven't stolen my heart from my hand.

Oh my dragon, when you fall from grace

Or when you ascend to heaven,

Will you erase my memories?

When the night calls your name,

And when the chains break to set you free,

With you, will you not take me?

Go my dragon, I'll let you leave,

With my heart intertwined with yours,

I'll wait until I'm nothing,

But bones buried deep in greens.

A Careless Mistake

Strolling too deep, wilted leaves under my feet

I wish to run, scream and hide,

Yet I wander like a lost soul

My footsteps so quiet yet I can hear it behind me

No use to turn, it'll be gone until I find it.

My eyes so dry, I'm holding back tears

Yet I cannot show it my weakness,

It loves the sweet taste of my fear

It is addicted to the scent I leave behind

I wish to skin myself alive.

Calling out to me, it mocks my bravery

I hate myself for running into it's territory

It won't let me go until I'm on my knees

Begging for mercy it will never lay out for me.

I'm falling too deep as it creeps towards me

I know it has caught me and I'll never be free

The prison awaits me, I'm nothing in it's domain

I'll never be grieved cause I'll never be found again.

A Wicked Dream

On the drenched grass she runs

Her hairs floating like forgotten memories

My eyes couldn't focus

Am I in a lucid dream?

Crushing the flowers beneath her feet

Darling step on my heart

My ribs tearing under her feet

I'd let her rip me apart.

The flimsy mist covering after her

I dance in her trance

A mesmerizing sweet laugh

She's made of lilies and charms.

The haze is getting deep

I wonder if I'll ever wake

Maybe I've strolled too far

The voices fading away.

I could listen the whispers

Now I follow and wait

She'll either guide me back

Or I'll be her willing prey.

Tehee, silly billford poetry I made at the random

When I'm dead,

And when I'm gone,

When you know I won't speak

When you know my song has stopped,

You will remember my name

Remember my voice,

My laugh,

My sorrow,

My guilt

For now it is yours.

You carry my guilt,

You remember my laugh

You carry my sorrow,

You'll remember my voice

How I weeped,

How I cried,

How I laughed,

And how I tried

To make you right,

To make you hurt,

To make you laugh,

To make sure you forgot

What I made you do,

Who I made you lose

The lives you lost

And the time I wasted

The scarrs I made,

The scarrs in your head

In your mind

In your voice,

And on your fists

No-matter how much you try,

You will never forget my name.

I've suffered so much,

I've thrown away so many

When I see others prosper,

I want them to burn

I want them to see

I want them to break

The party that never stops,

And never ends

It will only distract me for acouple days,

Until I need to run away.

Remember my voice,

Remember my name,

For I will never let you forget

All that pain,

And all that sorrow,

You'll never forget

Oh, no, you will never forget

My name

But I think we both know,

I think I've known for a long time,

That the song we sung

Is now dead.

As we will not,

Be meeting again.