It’s Ben Tomorrow - Blog Posts

guys pls all of you need to go and give @cassyapper all your love bc he is the realest mf on this GODDAMN PLANET

alright folks listen up. i’m not seeing this addressed anywhere so i’m gonna say it myself.

if any of you have the google app (i have iphone, i’m not sure if it’s the same with other os) then you will know you can scroll through the little articles on the front page.

if you don’t like an article or a topic, you can hit the little … menu button that looks like this:

and then a few choices will show up that you can customise your feed with. ie see less of this topic (choose which of the article topics you want to see less of) or see less from this source (ie block articles from a site from showing up)

WHEN THERE ARE ARTICLES ABPUT TRUMP, YOU ARE NOT GIVEN THE OPTION TO SEE LESS OF THIS TOPIC. YOU CANT EVEN CHOOSE A TOPIC. ALL YOU CAN DO IS BLOCK THE SOURCE.

i am so sick of seeing his stupid orange face and hearing daily about fascists and nazis.

i don’t know the word for it but its like the opposite of censorship. never showing what you should see like protests or progress. instead only showing what they want you to see. it’s bullshit.

can someone with more political knowledge than me please explain whether or not this is illegal? i certainly feel like it should be!

hey thanks amazon

thanks for the deal alert

hmmm maybe i was incorrect about the concept of cuteness aggression. i thought it meant like feeling that something is cute in an aggressive way. looking at something and going OH MY FUCKING GOD YOURE SO CUTE URGHHHHHHHH

i will stop claiming to have cuteness aggression over my dog lmao i don’t want to hurt her i just aggressively claim she’s cute

the concept of cuteness aggression is so funny. awww you're adorable I need to hurt you

can’t believe little old me ended up on THE the front bottoms side of tumblr.

does anyone else have an album that they’ve never listened to as individual songs?

mine is talon of the hawk by the front bottoms

does anyone else have an album that they’ve never listened to as individual songs?

mine is talon of the hawk by the front bottoms

just made the most qpt confession ever in the notes of a post by someone i don’t even know

i think i’ve been on tumblr too long

is it autistic of me to use a metronome app to fall asleep to. the highest number i’ve gotten to before losing track or falling asleep is like five hundred something

before anyone gets mad I AM AUTISTIC THATS THE JOKE IM NOT AIMING TO OFFEND

when i tell people i like pillows and blankets i don’t think they understand the extent to which i mean that

moved my bed today bc i was tired of the positioning of my room and

(pls ignore the ugly ass pink carpet it’s been that way since we moved in lmao)

i’m sorry for any of the interactions anyone has had with me in the last like twenty minutes i’m so sleep deprived i’m delusional

why do cis men just get to have a dick for free bro i had to pay for mine

the literal only advantage i can see i get as a trans man is i get to pick mine

my first ever packer arrived today and let me just say. the elation i’m experiencing is unreal

i finally have a peanus and i know what it feels like now to sit on my bawls

trans man’s dream

a simple reminder to all during these difficult times:

jewish is not synonymous with zionist!

i am jewish and i in no way shape or form support the genocide in gaza. from the river to the sea, palestine will be free!!!

blessed passover to all who celebrate :)

one of the harshest realities as a young trans adult is knowing that there’s a high chance that they’ll put the wrong name on your headstone. if i died tomorrow they wouldn’t say ben at my funeral.

i don’t want to be remembered for who i’m “supposed to be.”

YALL I WAS TALKING LST NIGHT TO MY PARENTS ABOUT HOW EXCITED I WAS TO DISCOVER THAT THEY MAKE STUFFED ANIMALS OF TOMATOES AND THIS AFTERNOON MY DAD WALKED IN AND GAVE ME THIS GUY

IM LITERALLY CRYING OVER A TOMATO

my parents don’t always understand me but they always do their best to make me smile and honestly this little guy could not have arrived at a better time. i love my parents. it’s complicated but it is really love.

GUYS I FOUND MY NINTENDO DS AND IT STILL WORKS AND I HAVE SPENT THE MORNING PLAYING MARIO KART DS AND BRAIN AGE EXPRESS

am i a freak or does everyone else also take a bite of a banana and then split it into three with their tongue like some kind of alien make out session

@cassyapper thank you for tagging me!!! i’ve never done a tag game before :D

your questions and my answers!

1. do you have a favorite branch of science? get as specific or broad as u want

my favourite branch of science is astrophysics! i’m working rn to get money to go to college to be an astrophysicist. space and quantum maths have always been a huge special interest of mine!

2. does the last song u listened to fit the last character in ur camera roll?

the last song i listened to is Wildflowers by Tom Petty, and the last character(s) in my camera roll are Kujo Jotaro and Kakyoin Noriaki. (they’re in the same image) i do feel like the song fits them extremely well! it’s basically a very sweet song saying “i want you to be happy” and i feel like they both really want that for the other. i feel like Jotaro specifically would tell Kakyoin to go find himself someone else, not because he doesn’t love Kakyoin but because he loves him so much it hurts to see him hurting. and of course we all know that Jotaro believes that when people around him get hurt it’s his fault. i have so many more thoughts on this and i could go on forever lol

3. what's something that gives you a sensory ick?

ough something that gives me a sensory ick is when people touch my hands when they give me something. like bro why are you touching me AND the object you’re handing me. i often make people set things down so i can pick them up myself lol. i’m weird

4. do you eat meat? if so, what's your favorite kind? if not, what's your favorite source of protein?

i am Jewish, so i can’t eat pork, but other than that yeah! meat is a pretty common thing in my household. my brother will often make like five pounds of taco meat at once lmao. my favourite kind of meat is simple deli turkey though. i could eat that stuff by the package (and i have before).

5. laptop, desktop, or tablet?

if given the chance, i will always take a desktop simply because they’re easier for me to use, but currently i have a shitty laptop lol. it can turn into a tablet if i take the keyboard off, but i never use it like that. i mostly use it to read and write, because my art skills are. let’s just say *highly lacking* lol. i’m working on it tho

my questions!!!

1) if you had to choose one cryptid to spend a week as, what would you choose? if you’re already a cryptid, tell me about it!!

2) would your blorbo or a Really Big Dog win in a fight? why?

3) have you ever been to an insectarium? did you enjoy it or were you grossed out? (bonus: did you eat chocolate bugs?)

4) do you prefer spicy or savoury foods? ie would you like something to be spicy just to be hot or be spicy as in have lots of spices for flavour?

5) what is your favourite constellation? if you don’t have one, which planet have you heard/learned the most about?

phew, coming up with questions was harder than i thought it would be! i hope since i asked a few more than five bc of follow up questions that i don’t get disqualified lol.

i don’t know that many people that well, so please feel free to ignore this lol. i’m just tagging people i think are cool who haven’t already been tagged lol.

@fungaljungal @mordenandmerry @meowtallicats @asillylittleduck @scarymonsters-andsupercreeps

feel free to answer these in the comments even if i didn’t tag you!! i’d love to know all of my friends’ answers! :D

@cassyapper this is specifically a post for you

here is my dog who looks sort of weenish but is in fact a morkie (maltese yorkie)

and here’s the family dog who is stupid and ugly and a mutt and i love her

the painnn iswsjahahsgsj. todays gonna suck so much butt

bro i’m literally barely an adult what do you mean it’s gonna be like this forever i just had my first drink (legally) like six months ago :((

one of my favourite things to say in my house is “hey i’m putting on headphones so if you need me don’t”

no matter how many times i say it i always cackle to myself lmao i’m certainly the weird one here

last night my dad told me that i shouldn’t be worrying about current events because there’s nothing i can do about anything.

this morning my mom told me that yes she knows that all of this terrible stuff going on affects me directly but i can’t let it get me down.

and then they literally ask me why i want to kill myself why i want to move out so bad why i am always so distant to them.

i am so afraid to keep on living

i am so afraid to walk this world alone

hope if i don’t stay i’ll be forgiven

nothing you could say can stop me going home

i declare today a national emergency holiday because presidents day is not being celebrated with joy

today is now national hug your blorbo day. draw, write, think about, talk about, etc. hugging your blorbo is important for the mental health. feel free to add your blorbo hugging to this post :)

if i post my face on here (for a meme) you guys gotta pinkie promise me you won’t laugh :(

this little manoeuvre (transferring from bed to wheelchair to bathroom to wheelchair to bed) is gonna cost us eighty one years (the rest of my energy until after my fasting labs in five hours)

my best friend of fifteen years has physically saved my life at least once, and probably even more than i remember because i was unconscious a lot. i have a disability that causes me to faint like constantly (not that important but it’s context) and in high school she became a cna just to help me out.

she’s in college now to become an lpn and i couldn’t be prouder of her. we were talking today and i brought up the fact that i owe her my life and her response had me in tears. this is the type of friend i hope everyone gets to experience.

i love her so much it hurts sometimes. i literally wouldn’t be alive without her. this is what i mean when i tell my friends that i love them. i love you because i would not be the same without you, i love you because you love me.

i love you more than words, nugget.

this might be a dumb question but how old were you before you could reach the light switches

meet virginia jotakak live music au!!!

i’ve never posted my own writing before so here goes!! (this is just word barf tho. bouncing ideas off the walls of my enclosure)

jotaro is a solo live musician; mostly at restaurants and festivals; on guitar and singing kakyoin is part of a duo live musicians group originally; dio is on guitar and singing and kak is on drums and backup/side singing dio is an asshole and ditches kak at the last minute before a small restaurant show, trying to embarrass kak bc he (dio) doesn’t wanna play at such a small place joot regularly plays there so the restaurant owner calls him up like “hey i need a guitarist tonight. i’ll pay double your tips. plus you keep tips. that’s triple.” and joot can’t let that go obv that’s like so much money so he goes joot was not informed that there was a drummer, he thought the whole band had ditched. very nervous and trying to put on an aggravated front. kak asks if they can borrow the kitchen for a few minutes and they quickly go over what songs they both know and make their set list and determine who’s singing what they get onto the little stage (glorified store pallet more like) and ready up kaks drums and joot does a few warmup chords and stuff they play super well together, amazing chemistry. jotaro smiles most of the night, kakyoin realises what a good bandmate acts like. they end the show with “meet virginia” by train, making eye contact the whole time and smiling like a couple fools (they’re both super glad they met and got to play together) (neither knows they’re falling in love yet) after the show (before they part ways) joot gives kak half his tips before going to the restaurant owner. kak is shocked but ofc jotaro won’t let him give it back (kak doesn’t fight too hard, it’s money bro) joot helps kak pack his drums and mic away and they chat for a bit sitting on joots tailgate. getting to know each other (ie how did you get into music, whatcha doin here, etc) they leave for their own places and about a week later joot performs at the same restaurant alone. kak is at the table closest to the stage. (sneaky little vixen asked the restaurant owner for joots schedule) leaves joot a bigass tip and says “hey, virginia, nice to meet you” with that stupid pretty smile of his. joot invites him up to sing with him and plays “meet virginia” and a friendship blooms. kakyoin keeps coming to the restaurant on joots days, eventually getting his number to ask personally when he’ll play next or if he’ll be playing that day. they decide to meet together and practice together one day a week and joot thinks of asking kak to be his bandmate since not once has he seen dio (kaks original bandmate) and kak thinks of finally ditching dio. a few more weeks of practice and joot asks. kak is in a rough spot then bc dio is trying to get half of all they’ve ever made from the band. kak still agrees. joot feels bad bc maybe he’s only agreeing to get money by playing with him. they perform together at the same restaurant and then they get a huge gig at the annual (___?) festival (haven’t decided where this is set except it’s an america au. no idea what festival they would play at lol) dio shows up in the crowd and tries to harass/heckle kak. joot stands up for him and dio backs off for the moment. they perform together at the festival and they have the best time ever. joots face actually hurts from smiling so much, and by the end of it kak has happy tears on his cheeks. after the show dio follows them to the parking lot and tries to assault kakyoin. jotaro intervenes and calls the festival security and dio gets arrested. kakyoin hugs jotaro and tells him he’s so glad to be his bandmate, and joot finally gets the courage to ask kak out. he says yes (ofc) and they kiss in the parking lot under stars and festival lights and decide it’s the best night either of them have ever had. GONNA ELABORATE!! I WANT TO WRITE THIS BUT I NEED MORE BRAINSTORMING!!

the children have arrived