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so i’m seeing her next week :)
We need updates?! Did you meet her before going to uni?
ok so i know it’s been like 3 months sorry !!! but i did meet her and we just had a really long conversation , i don’t really remember the details of it
i’ve moved countries now but i’m coming home next week for a good while for christmas, i plan to see her at some point then
we have emailed pretty frequently since i moved and some of the stuff she sends me is so cute (also she’s started signing her emails with her first name and now her nickname 🥹)
what did she reply !!?!
she was just like !!! use my email also miss u come see me before u move to university
so
i’m seeing her on friday
crying screaming throwing up
she replied ???????????
i think our story just ended. made a reason to go into school today and she had left by the time i got there. tomorrow is the last day of term and there’s so little chance of seeing her and i have no reason to be there . but i wanted to apologise for the email and leave a way to get in touch but our last interaction is now just a normal conversation and that stupid email. i know it’s stupid to think that her leaving early today had anything to do with me but i can’t stop thinking that she wants to avoid me.
she’s not going to be here all summer as she’s going travelling so i can’t even dream about running into her some random day, and the next time i could see her is next year now if even .
i don’t want to email her again because i feel like she hates me but i feel so…. crushed
how does 7 years and all those chats and silly memories just end on a random week day and i didn’t even know it was the last one ?
went to leave books back in to school today and she wasn’t there .
exception by renforshort should be the tc community anthem tbh
i just listened to it there and it’s on repeat now
my friends and i went out the other night and i got drunk and emailed her 😭😭😭😭😭so embarrassed i just deleted the whole email app
it wasn’t even bad , but i have to go in and give books back now so going to be very awkward. also mildly afraid she’ll hate me ??
just did my last exam so i will ….. never see her again
unless i go in next week to return books so i can speak to her
what do i SAY tho she’s not here all summer and i’m too nervous too ask for her number
i literally hate when i go to talk to her and there’s someone in her room… it’s always the same guy too like LEAVE this is my time
she emailed me unprompted today WHAT
Did you talk with her again about THAT movie she proposed to you ? ( the lesbian one)
yes lmaooo she said maybe she needs to watch it again (?) and recommended me way more movies
last class w her , got photos including a few of just us two🥺
first time seeing j back at school after easter and
i spent all lunch in her room and it just . felt like home
middle of easter holidays … i miss her sm
j recommended me some movies so . weekend plans x
1 Week left to easter, 2 weeks when we come back , then that is …. it for school . forever
we are off for exams from may but our final official day is june …. i’m going try and come in and see her frequently before this
it actually rips my heart up though because although i’ll probably ask her if we can stay in touch , i’m not guaranteed to see her ever again
i want to cook her dinner so bad
30/03
j recommended me a movie to watch called room in rome ?? and she was like oh it’s 18+ be careful and i replied IM 18 IM LEGAL so…. embarrassed 🫠🫠
but i looked this movie up and it’s literally just . lesbian sex WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
How to get closer with your teacher crush
A lot of y’all asked me to make this post so here is it
Be interested and focused in their lesson
Have good grades in their class
Don’t be afraid to ask for help if it’s really not a subject you are good into
Be intelligent, don’t act dumb to get their attention, they will see as a bad student
Stay after class to talk with them about class or ask them about something concerning homework, eventually you could start talking about other topics not concerning school
Be yourself, don’t fake your personality, show them the real you
Be bold and confident, keep eye contact, talk to them in the hallways, start conversations…
Get how to contact them ( their email, number, social media), ask them if they can give it to you do you can send them a project or an additional work you would like to have their opinion on and boom now you have it
Find the place where they usually stay in the school and try to be there as much as you can, of course being there and not doing anything is unnecessary, so try to talk with them, if it’s the library you can start talking about books and a longer conversation will come
Join a club they lead, it’s a great new experience for you and a good way to be closer to them
Give them a gift and the end of the year, be original
Seek a friendship with them not a romantic relationship, by seeking a romantic relationship you will most likely end up being disappointed
Once you know them better, see if you share any similar interests, it’s a great conversation starter
Make inside jokes that no one around you understand, I swear it’s so funny
Make them think of you when they see something you like by talking about it a lot or posting about it if they have your socials, that way they will think of you every time they see it and even send you stuff related to it
Ask them for suggestions, it can be about books, movies, songs, places, games,etc
Be polite and respectful
Be interested in learning things about them
Good luck everyone! If you want more details you can ask me with the questions option or text me :)
28/03
saw her for a chat today i think i disturbed her marking tho lol
I WANT TO POST PICS OF J AND THIRST BUT THAT IS SUCH A BAD IDEA
my sister just agreed w me that j is hot idk how to feel
WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES
i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭
i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny
and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho
and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol
and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???
then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday
not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so
I JUST TOLD HER I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER . AHAISIDKDJEJWKSKSKSJSNDND E
no i did NOt just stay up to midnight making cookies specifically to give to her
j was driving out of school today as i was leaving because we had a short day and it was so sunny she was driving with the top down of her car . i love this woman
23/3/22
spent lunch with her today and she showed me a photo of her with blue hair and her family which was super cute <3
idk when i’m next going to see her though, don’t have her class to next week and i don’t want to see her too much in case she thinks i’m weird so probably will have to wait till next monday :,)
she is the most beautiful woman ever i genuinely can’t
and not to be nsfw but it’s getting warmer and she was just wearing her usual white shirt today without the suit jacket and ohmygod mommy
i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD
we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that
she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS
i am going to see her today i will find a way. manifest with me pls i miss her too much