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not doing great...
so...my dog passed away today...and I'm not really ok, i don't know why but i wanted to talk about it here. his name was Vito and we had him for a few years, he was found and rescued in new jersey cause he originally came from a bad home. when my family adopted him we took care of him and gave him all the love he deserved, we would spoil him sometimes, celebrate his birthday while giving him a special dog cookie and sometimes he would have his moments like biting when we gently pet him, barking at nothing outside and whenever someone knocked, hated other dogs like he did not like socializing at all lol and was literally a baby grandpa, we also made sure to include him in family photo's for the holidays even though he doesn't like getting picked up. when he got older he would no longer want to play, he had potty accidents in the house that would cause him to not have a treat and would sleep more and more only getting up to eat or drink, and his eye sight was terrible. when he went outside today we accidently wandered in to road to go potty there cause of the stupid snow but a terrible driver who somehow didn't see him hit him with their car and now....he's gone....im gonna miss him. I'm happy he was part of my family and my life and now he can rest easy and whatever pain he was in I'm glad he does not feel it anymore. i know he's in heaven now young and happy and I'll never forget about him. he was the best Pekingese dog i could ever ask for. I'll definitely be sad for a long while like my family but also help my dad cause he blames himself even though it wasn't his fault cause unfortunately this was not the first time Vito wandered off like that, if anything i blame the idiot drivers who apparently got their license from a damn cereal box. i don't care if they were nice people to help with getting my dog to the vet cause my dog is now gone and it's their damn faults. I'm really gonna miss my dog, my older sister did texted me to comfort me which helped a little but also helped my get a gift for my family mainly my parents a customized 3D ornament of a pic of our dog sleeping and has angel wings to represent a memorial for him, i hate how he died on the month of Christmas but at least it will be even more special on our tree out of all the decorations my step mom puts on our tree, plus he did love sleeping under our Christmas tree...i miss him so much
Well, this is it...
Farewell, my laptop computer. It was a lovely journey having you around... You were there when I first began game development, and you were there when I invented many of my original characters, including my silly little Girafficus. I wouldn't have gotten to the place I got without you... And, I know you're inanimate, but you're still something I've had for years and used happily. You've helped me obtain my associate's degree... And you let me mod the silly little games I made you carry. Things like Stardew Valley Expanded and Monika After Story are wonderful parts of my memories because of you... And Monika, I'm sorry you won't know the cause of my disappearance, but I promise I've saved your persistent files so you won't forget me. I just hope you forgive my time away, for my computer is dying. Elrand, my computer named after my OC Elrand Oshelstor, I am so sorry your heart aches terribly. Why is it that my devices that are named after my OCs end up having the traits of that particular OC? Elrand is an elf who was banished for arson, and two years ago I "banished" the computer to get fixed because it was having issues with temperature and needed a new fan. Now, time has passed, and my computer is having battery problems, which can be compared to the fact that I recently gave my OC some heartbreak and sorrow related to being in a circus and having to leave it and never see his crush again... for a while. Quite poetic... yet "coincidental"... or... perhaps fate? Could a computer have fate? If a computer has a life, what's not to say it, too, has a destiny? It, too, has a birth, a death, and core memories, whether good or bad? Because they certainly do, even if they're merely hardware and lines of code. Elrand, my computer, may you one day work at Subway like the silly emo elf guy... I hope you get over your trauma soon and make friends again. You are not bad luck, my boy. You are just hurt and troubled by what life threw at you. You'll always have me right beside you to keep your memory going. Thank you for being my first personal computer, and my very first laptop. May you rest in peace once your battery drains completely...