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im....so tired.....of everything

I was so depressed that last night ace came to me in a dream, and not only did he talk to me, he also had a super nice set up next to a pretty scenery and it was filled with delicious food and he ate most of it, but he was there, made me laugh, and thats all i could ever ask for

it's been some time, huh??

I hate feeling so numb

hate feeling like shit but tumblr is like....a place where i can scream in the void and not expect anyone to respomd back

sad boy hours

day to myself before the rain comes in again. it's breezy outside, hinting that the storm is coming through soon.

I'm partway through the second book of Game of Thrones!!!

Th8s game has the audacity to tell me "it takes a year to gain a friend, but an hour to lose one"

thank your for showing me kindness when i never deserved it

i need to learn how to aplogize better. I don't mean "sorry i'm a little shit"

I mean deep from the heart, explaining what I did was wrong and hurtful to you, to them, and that it was horrible to do so

i wish i can apologize for everything i've done, because i never learned how to

i've learned that the actions you take can be harmless to you, but harmful to others

i've learned that some mistakes you make, you can't, and won't, be able to fix

i've learned that the friends you have now, won't always be there later

and i've learned, that the actions i've taken, will always hurt someone, no matter how small

i love the (proper) representation that LGBT characters get and it's super great and all but sometimes, I kinda want representation for nonbinary and aro/ace/demo/poly people too, because we exist too

valentine's day is coming up and it's great that couples and partners and lovers get together to love each other more on a very special day for them, but i just want the discounted candy guys i'm not here for the romance and sex

I've decided to say fuck what everyone says about me getting a puppy

sure, it may be a hard process, but I feel like I'll have more fun and more memories of raising it than I would adopting an adult dog, and over time, I might get a ferret

I've always wanted a puppy (I've looked into German Shepard and Huskies, but due to the Virginia climate we're in, I'm undecided for a huskie even though three ppl in the neighborhood have Huskies) and name it Spade and the other puppy would be Zero(??)

It'll be a while before I get them tho, because I haven't gotten my job yet and work out my hours. I was told puppies aren't worth the time and energy and ?????

I've learned that doing what people tell me to do just to make them happy, not only makes me miserable, but it makes me feel like a slave, and this is the year that I won't go for bullshit anymore

i can’t get anything done and it’s literally slapping my ass

am i making a horrible decision with my life?????

isn't it strange, that you can forgive others, but you can never forgive yourself?

Flipper (1998) was such a fucking emotional film for me how dare they make me cry over a DOLPHIN

over the garden wall is, and still is, a beautiful masterpiece and i love it just for that

new blog but still back on my fucking bullshit