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doctors orders! - sim jake

appointment fifty six.

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thanku for waiting so patiently! this is like 4.5k words so enjoy!! cw for this chapter,, smut, daddy kink lol sorry, unprotected sex, nothing major honestly it's very soft :) reblogs v appreciated!

this is NOT the last chapter <3 still a few more to go!!

Jake was picking you up for your six month anniversary date in a few minutes, the nerves in your stomach were going crazy. You’d already thrown up twice that morning, the symptoms of your pregnancy were starting to show and you knew if you didn’t tell Jake soon then he would have figured it out himself. He was a smart boy, he was a doctor for goodness sake, he would be able to spot the signs from a mile off.

You wore a cute summer dress, white with little flowers on the skirt, as well as some jewellery. Jake had gotten you a necklace a few months ago, a little silver locket that held tiny pictures of you with Wonwoo and Mingyu. It was one of the most thoughtful gifts anyone had ever gotten you, and you wore it religiously throughout the last few months, today was no exception.

In your bag you tucked the pregnancy test you’d taken earlier that day, mostly just to double check but also because you’d thrown away the last one and you wanted some solid evidence to show to Jake. You wanted to tell him near the end of the date, so at least if it didn’t go down well then you would have at least had a few hours with him to enjoy.

You were being pessimistic here, you knew Jake would ultimately support you even if he wasn’t happy about it. And by what Sunghoon had said, Jake would be happy about it. You just prayed, that he was right.

‘I’m outside sweetheart, want me to come up and get you?’

Jake’s text popped up on your screen, you quickly typed a reply telling him you would come downstairs instead and then went to grab your shoes. The nerves were kicking in, you couldn’t tell if the nausea was from that or from the baby. You swallowed it down, taking a deep breath before locking your door behind you.

Jake was leaning up against his car when you approached, waiting patiently for you as he watched a dog across the street playing with its owner. He heard your footsteps approaching, turning to you with a wide smile and open arms.

“You look beautiful Y/N,” he mumbled into your hair as he enveloped you in his arms. “I missed you these last few days.”

You leant back to look up at him, pushing up onto your tiptoes to press a gentle kiss to his cheek. Jake smiled in contentment, squeezing you closer to him before letting you go so that he could open the door for you and help you inside.

“This is for you,” he said after he’d gotten into the drivers seat, handing over a box before pressing a quick kiss to your lips. “I know we said we weren’t doing presents, but I couldn’t resist.”

You rolled your eyes, that was so typically Jake of him. He loved to spoil you, “how did I know you would do this? I have a little something for you too, but I’ll give it to you later on yeah? I want to spend the evening together first.”

Jake nodded, a small but confused smile on his lips as he thought about what you might’ve gotten for him. However, he got distracted when he saw you opening your gift, the small bottle of perfume inside.

“I designed the scent,” Jake explained, pointing to the label. “It’s got peony in it since I know that your favourite floral smell, and a few other different scents that I thought went well with it. It’s nothing big, but I thought you might like it.”

“Jake,” you pouted over at him, eyes welling up. “This is such a sweet gift baby, thank you so much, I love it.”

You leant over the middle console to wrap your arms around his neck, hugging him tight to say your thanks. Jake reciprocated, tugging on your waist to bring you close to him before pressing a few gentle kisses to the side of your head.

“You’re welcome angel, I’m glad you like it,” he let you go so that you could settle in your seat, reaching over and buckling your seatbelt for you as well. “Right, let’s head off yeah? I want to get there just before the sun sets.”

You didn’t really know what Jake had planned, but you knew whatever it was would be special. He always knew how to make dates extra special, you trusted him to take you somewhere good. He let you take the aux as he was driving, playing the music from your shared playlist. His hand rested on your thigh as he drove down the motorway, the drive was a little longer than usual but he kept you distracted talking about anything and everything.

That was how dating Jake was, it was easy and relaxed at all times. Jake made you feel so comfortable and safe, he made you feel like the luckiest person in the world. He made every day feel great, even when it really wasn’t. That’s why you felt so nervous, things with Jake were so good that you didn’t want to have the possibility of ruining it. This announcement would completely change everything, you didn’t want it to change how he felt about you.

“We’re here baby,” Jake cut the engine and turned to you. “We’re going to have a little picnic out here and then watch the sunset together until we can see the stars. It’s nothing extravagant but it’s been a while since we were able to just spend some time alone together and I missed it.”

Your heart soared,  “that sounds perfect Jake.”

He smiled widely, happy with his decision. You couldn’t tell but he was nervous too, tonight he wanted to tell you how he really felt. Jake had known he was in love with you even before the two of you started dating, he had felt that way for months, but he had never had the confidence to tell you. But he thought today was the day, he felt ready and he wanted to be able to talk about his feelings freely.

So as the two of you finished the picnic he’d bought, drinking hot chocolate out of a flask, the sky started to dim and the two of you watched the sun set over the fields ahead only illuminated by the little electronic candles Jake had bought with him. It was like a scene out of a movie, Jake really pulled out all the stops when it came to you.

“Y/N,” Jake mumbled, turning to face you instead of the sky. Soft music played from his car nearby but the only other sounds were your voices, no one else was around and you felt like you had the whole world to yourselves. “I need to tell you something but I’m nervous.”

Jake had been so open and honest to you throughout your relationship so far, you knew whatever he was about to tell you was something big by the way he was hesitating.

You took his hands, “whatever it is Jakey, it’ll all be fine. Take your time.”

He nodded gently, taking a deep breath, “I’ve wanted to tell you this for a while, and I mean a long while because I’ve felt like this since before we were dating.”

Now you were nervous, Jake’s words felt heavy and you didn’t want this to change anything for you two. But you felt like whatever he had to say would not be anywhere near as difficult as what you had to tell him, the nerves in your stomach kept bubbling up even as he spoke.

Jake squeezed your hands tight, bringing your eyes back up to his. They were wide and unblinking. He took a deep breath.

“I love you Y/N,” he said simply. “I have for a long time now, and it has been so hard for me not to say it. I love everything about you, you’re so kind and caring towards everyone. You have goals and you work so hard to achieve them. You have never once made me doubt my feelings for you, you reassure me in every way that you are one hundred percent all in for me. That’s why I love you, because you are everything I could possibly ask for and so much more. I couldn’t hide it any longer, I’ve been wanting to tell you for months now and it feels so good to finally be able to.”

Jake was staring at you whilst you processed the confession, in a way you had seen it coming, Jake had always been at the cusp of admitting it to you and you could tell by the way he looked at you sometimes. His eyes were always so soft and attentive, his love was obvious when you really thought about it.

“Jake,” there were already tears in your eyes. “I love you too, so much.”

He visibly relaxed, a smile working its way onto his face at your words. He didn’t let your finish your little speech, instead he tugged you forward to kiss you over and over all across your face. His lips found yours, suddenly kissing him felt all the more special.

But now your confession felt even more scary. There was, all of a sudden, more on the line for you. If you didn’t tell him now then it would only get even harder, you needed to get it all out in the open.

“I need to tell you something too,” you mumbled against his lips, finally pulling away from him. Jake let you back a little, giving you the space and attention to talk, hands holding your waist now as you sat close to each other.

“I’m all ears sweetheart,” he replied, once again putting your nerves at ease for a moment.

“I love you, I’ve known for a while as well,” you started. “I want this to be a forever thing for us, I can’t really imagine life without you now even if we’ve only been together for a short time.”

You reached into your bag, taking out an envelope with Jake’s name on it. He furrowed his brows, he knew you’d said no gifts but he had no idea what you possibly could have gotten him.

“I don’t really know how to talk about this, because I’m fucking terrified, so I’ll just give you this,” you handed him the envelope. “I just need you to know that I love you, and whatever you do I will accept it because I’ve kind of prepared myself for every outcome.”

“No pressure then, huh?” Jake said, trying to make the atmosphere lighter.

You bit your lip, the lack of a smile on your lips made Jake’s disappear, you didn’t want to cry but each passing second was making you more nervous, “you can open it now.”

Jake nodded softly, kissing your forehead once before pulling back a little. He unfolded the top, opening the envelope and looking inside. You could see the moment his eyes landed on the test, wide unblinking eyes as he always did when he was shocked or confused, but he didn’t look scared or angry. In fact, there was a ghost of a smile at the corners of his lips.

“You’re fucking joking,” he pulled out the positive test, staring at it just in case he had read it wrong. “Tell me this is real, Y/N.”

He tore his eyes away to look at you when you nodded, “it’s real Jake, I found out a couple of days ago but I wanted to wait. I was so scared, I didn’t know how to tell you.”

His lips fell into a pout as his own eyes flooded with tears, you panicked at the sight but he shook his head before you could say anything, “I can’t believe it.”

“I’m sorry,” you started to worry that you’d ruined things now. “I should’ve been more careful, if you don’t want it then it’s ok I can figure it out I-”

Jake shut you up by kissing you again, pressing his lips hard against yours to silence your concerns. He dropped the envelope on the blanket below you so he could tug you even closer, your legs over his lap and his hands in your hair. Jake tried to portray everything through that kiss, he tried to tell you it was ok, you hadn’t done anything wrong, he was happy. His words had failed him so his kiss was trying to make up for it.

He pulled back to look at you again, eyes still glossy with tears that he didn’t want to fall. They were happy tears, Jake was happy.

“Sweetheart,” he tucked some hair behind your ear. “We’re having a baby? Like, I’m going to be a dad?”

We. We’re having a baby. That one sentence relaxed you more than anything in the world. We. You were doing this together.

You nodded gently, “yeah Jake, you’re going to be a dad.”

“Oh my god,” he shook his head in disbelief. “I can’t believe this. I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy in my life. We’re going to have a baby, oh my god Y/N. I love you so much.”

“I love you too,” the smile on your lips just kept growing as Jake’s excitement grew. “You’re not angry? Or scared? I was so worried that you weren’t going to want this, we’ve not been together that long and things have been so hard recently. I was scared this would break us.”

“Oh Y/N, I’m so sorry you felt like that,” he kissed you again to wipe any remaining doubt away. “It must’ve been so scary for you, I’m sorry you had to go through that alone. But this isn’t going to break us, I know it’s been hard and I know we’ve had some shit to deal with, but this is the best news I’ve heard in my life. I can’t imagine anyone else who I could do this with, because you’re the only person I want to do this with, and we’ll figure it out together. I love you completely, and now I have another little one to love as well, do you know how happy that makes me?”

“Aren’t you worried about work? About our friends and our social lives? I’ll have to stop working as much, maybe even all together for a while, so we’ll have less money but more costs. I’m scared Jake, I don’t have a clue what I’m doing,” you didn’t even realise you were crying until Jake was wiping away your tears. “I don’t have anyone to turn to for help when things get hard in this, I wish my mum was here so she could tell me what to do. I have no idea how to be a parent, I’m so scared of fucking this up.”

“You could never fuck it up angel, never in a million years. Your mum is watching over you, and she would be so excited and proud of you. And when our little one is old enough, you can tell them about her and tell them how much she would love them because I know your mum would be so incredibly happy,” Jake was trying not to cry himself. He knew this was an exciting moment, but seeing you so scared hurt him more than anything. “My parents love you too, they will be there for you when you need it too. You’re not alone in this, we’re in this together and my family and all of our friends will be there for you too. I love you Y/N, I’ll never let you be alone in this because this is our future, we will figure it all out together.”

“All of it?” You asked quietly.

“All of it sweetheart, you’re everything to me and this baby only solidifies how strongly I feel for you. I’ll never let you go through any of this alone,” Jake wiped the final tear from your cheek. “I love you so incredibly much Y/N, nothing will change that. If anything, this will just make me love you even more than I thought was possible.”

“I love you too Jake, so much.” You laid your head against his chest as he held you tight against him, “you’re going to be an amazing dad.”

“Guess you’re not the only one who will be calling me daddy from now on,” he giggled to himself at his dumb joke.

“Oh my god Jake,” you whined. “I knew you wouldn’t be able to be serious for that long.”

He pulled back from you, tugging on your hips so that you were seated in his lap fully, one leg on either side of him. In this position you were looking down at him, hands now on his shoulders as his rested loosely on your hips, fingers wrapped around the fabric of your dress. All of a sudden the mood had changed, the air was thick with arousal already.

“Can’t help it angel,” he pulled you tight against him. “Thinking about the fact we’re going to be parents is sending me insane, I should reward you shouldn’t I? It would be mean of me not to.”

“Super mean,” you agreed. The skirt of your dress had ridden up enough that the only thing separating your cunt and Jake was the thin material of your pretty lace panties. The pair that Jake had bought for you a few months ago as a little gift, white with a little bow.

Jake slid his hands from your waist to your thighs, dipping them underneath your skirt until they rested at the top, close enough to your cunt to send your mind spinning but not enough to give you any relief.

“How do you feel about doing it here?” Jake asked, his fingertips dragging across the dampened fabric of your underwear, he smiled smugly. “Would you let daddy fuck you out here?” Your brain turned off.

On the odd occasion that Jake referred to himself in that way, you always loved it. It was something that had slipped out randomly one day and you’d dropped it into conversation every now and then, Jake had really liked it and hence you established this little role for him. It was even more fitting now that you had a baby on the way.

“Fuck, please,” you could feel his thumb circling your clit outside your panties, the lace rubbing against you perfectly. “Would let you do anything.”

Jake pulled his hand away, a whine being ripped from your throat, “you’ve got such a dirty mouth sweetheart, next time I need to stuff your mouth full to teach you a lesson, hmm? But I’m feeling nice today, so I’ll save that. For now, think you can ride me angel?”

You nodded embarrassingly quickly, squeezing his shoulders, “please Jake.”

He leant forward to kiss you, pulling you closer until your cunt was directly above his cock that was already fully hard. Jake’s tongue almost automatically pushed through your mouth, sloppily moving against you until your lips were swollen and messy. You loved kissing Jake like this, dirty as your spit collected in the corners of your lips.

“That’s not my name sweetheart,” he mumbled against you, pulling back just enough to play with you. His fingers toyed at the hem of your underwear, snapping the elastic against you.

“’M sorry,” you replied, giving an experimental roll of your hips against his, Jake had to bite back a groan as to not give you too much power. “Please daddy, I’ll be good for you.”

“You’re always so good for me sweetheart,” he kissed your jaw, moving down to your neck slowly as he left open mouthed kisses on your skin. “Lift up a little, let me take these off of you. That’s it. Good girl.”

Jake slipped your underwear off, tucking them into his pocket with a sly little smile on his lips. With one hand he held onto your hip to shift you up a little, the other he used to unzip his trousers and tug them down enough to pull out his cock.

You weren’t in the mood for foreplay, you just needed to feel Jake inside you. So instead of waiting for his instruction, you moved back over him and sunk yourself down onto his cock. Jake groaned out loudly at the sudden movement, his hands pushing at your dress to bunch it up over your hips so he could watch how you moved on his cock.

“Fuck Y/N, look at you,” his eyes were glued to the image of his cock slipping through your legs. “Taking me so well angel, always so good for me.”

You used your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself, grinding yourself down onto his cock over and over. This position hit so deep inside you that you could feel the tip of his cock bulging in your stomach.

“Daddy,” you whined out pathetically, “feels so good, so fucking deep.”

Jake immediately pressed his lips to yours, biting down harshly on your bottom lip, “you’re driving me crazy Y/N, need to fuck you full. Fuck another baby into you, yeah? Can’t believe you’re going to be a mum, god I’m so in love with you.”

Jake was mumbling incoherent sentences, too blinded by his love for you and how good your cunt felt around his cock. He moved his hand to grip your cheeks quickly, squeezing tight to open your mouth and spitting directly onto your tongue. You let it sit there, tongue out for Jake to see, before you crashed your mouth onto his, swirling your tongue around his in a disgusting kiss as his spit spilt down your chin.

You moaned against his lips once again, your pace slowing down as you started to get tired. You tried to rut against him and keep the tension that had built, but your thighs burned with exhaustion.

Jake gripped your hips hard, his fingertips would definitely leave bruises, “let me do it angel.” He kept the fabric of your dress pulled up as he used his grip on your hips to move you up and down on his cock, thrusting his hips up to meet each movement. The change of pace was enough to have praises spilling from your lips as your orgasm quickly approached.

“Going to cum Ja- daddy,” your head dropped to his shoulder as you started to get tired. “Fucking me so well, cum with me. Please daddy.”

“Anything for you sweetheart,” he grunted out as he fucked up faster into you. A bead of sweat rolled down his temple as he tried to push the two of you over the edge, the tight grip of your cunt around him was mind numbing. “Where’d you want it baby? Want me to fuck you full again?”

“Please, please,” you babbled, mind numb from the pleasure Jake was giving to you. “Cum inside, please daddy.”

Tears were falling down your cheeks as you tried to hold your orgasm to wait for him, Jake nudged your head up so he could kiss you properly, hips bucking up into you at an insane pace.

“It’s ok sweetheart, daddy’s got you, ok? Cum for me Y/N,” he held you down onto his cock harshly as ground his hips up, cock pressing as deep as it could possibly go. “Cum around my cock, I want it baby.”

That’s all you needed to push you over the edge, your orgasm washing over you as you clamped down on Jake’s cock. He swore as he came inside you, grinding his cock into you with each spurt of cum that filled you up.

“Oh my god,” you pulled away from his lips to moan. Your lips brushed his as you talked, “fuck Jake.”

He kissed you again, eyes still squeezed shut as he came down from his own orgasm. Jake breathed heavily into your mouth, loud pants as he relaxed from maybe the most intense orgasm he’d ever had. Maybe that had something to do with the confessions that day, but whatever it was, he had never felt so in love with you in that moment. You shifting on his lap was enough to bring him out of his daze, his hands stilling your hips with a hiss.

“Careful sweetheart,” he said through gritted teeth. “Daddy’s still sensitive, haven’t cum this much in a while. Let’s just stay like this for a moment, yeah?”

You nodded gently, resting your head down against his chest. You could hear his heart beating loudly against your ear, “I love you Jake, so much.”

You felt him breathe out a sigh of relief, “I love you too.” He helped you to sit up properly, slipping his cock out of you finally. “I don’t think I’ll ever get used to hearing that.”

“Me neither, it feels so surreal,” you kissed him a couple of times before removing yourself from his lap with shaky legs. You tried to ignore the feeling of his cum dripping out of you, but you knew your dress would be ruined already. You settled next to him on the blanket, the two of you helping each other to smooth out your clothes.

Jake turned to you, tucking some hair behind your ear softly, “I’m so excited to start this little family with you sweetheart.” He wrapped his arm around your shoulders to pull you against his side, a gentle kiss pressed to your temple, “whatever happens, it’s going to be so worth it because it’s you.”

“I’m excited too, nervous but excited. You’re going to be the most amazing dad, you’re already the most amazing boyfriend to me,” you looked up to the sky, now dark and the stars were shining brightly over the two of you. “Wait, is that the big dipper?”

Jake’s eyes snapped up to the sky, smiling brightly when he saw where you were pointing. It definitely wasn’t the big dipper, but you looked so happy pointing it out that he couldn’t bear to tell you no, “that’s right sweetheart! Well done.”

He pressed a kiss to the side of your head again, watching you as you watched the stars. Jake didn’t think he had ever felt happier than this, this moment might have been his favourite of all time. Nothing would ever top this feeling for him, being here in the quiet and calm with the love of his life. He wished he could bottle this feeling and keep it forever, he never wanted to come down from this high.

“Baby?” You asked quietly, bringing him from his thoughts.

“Yeah?”

“Can I have my underwear back now?”

doctors orders! - sim jake

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synopsis. jake was a little concerned by how often you were sat in his waiting room, but he couldn't deny how he searched his appointment list each morning hoping to see your name

pairing. jake x female reader

genre. social media au, fluff, comedy, angst in later chapters, smut for sure

characters. enhypen, chaeryeong and yeji of itzy, wonwoo and mingyu of seventeen

warnings. lots of swearing (it's me so...), very suggestive themes involving jake, smut in later chapters, mentions of character family death

start date. tba

end date. tba

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(before you read: thanku for all the love and support on this smau, it was a long ride but all my lovely readers make it so worthwhile 💌 I hope you enjoyed reading this au as much as I enjoyed making it, this will hold such a special place in my heart forever,,, I love you all so much!!! I hope to see you all soon in my next smau)

"Where are you taking me Jay?" You laughed softly as he tugged you along the beach, it was nearing evening time now and the sky was a dark shade of blue.

Jay had picked you up from work that afternoon, telling you he wanted to take you somewhere. However, his usual chirpy demeanor was no where to be found when he greeted you. He was quiet, the nerves were getting to him all of a sudden and it showed.

He'd spent all day with the boys preparing, Heeseung and Jake had managed to come along for a few hours to help as well as Taehyun and Beomgyu. The only one who kept you busy at work was Niki, who was there to keep you distracted so that you wouldn't realise exactly how long the other four were on their lunch break for.

All the boys had spent the last few weeks planning and preparing this day, checking the weather forecast for when it would be warm and calm, making the decorations, preparing food for the two of you. Jungwon had even made sure you wore a cute outfit to work that day, insisting on styling you into something a little bit too fancy for work.

If you'd been paying attention then you'd probably have noticed something was up. But your mind was too occupied with the sales of your new hybrid multivitamins that you didn't even register the weird behaviour of everyone around you.

"Just a little further," he mumbled, bottom lip tucked between his teeth. His fingers were intertwined with yours, the little box in his pocket was burning a hole.

You turned a corner, seeing a setup of pillows, lights and decorations tucked away in the spot you and Jay had been to before. It was beautiful, the little makeshift seating area was cozy and there was already plates of snacks and drinks waiting for the two of you.

"Did you do all this?" You asked softly, eyes wide as you took it all in. You remembered coming here before, kissing Jay for the first time, how times had changed since then.

"I had a little help," he said shyly. He knew the boys were all hiding nearby, as soon as you'd left work everyone had made their way to the spot, taking their positions behind any bushes or trees they could find.

Heeseung was sitting behind the nearest tree, his phone out ready to film when he needed to. He wouldn't miss this moment for the world, he could feel a tear in his eye already.

"This is so beautiful Jay," you said, turning to face him. "What's this all for? It's not an anniversary or anything, is it?"

Jay shook his head, a nervous smile on his lips. He took both of your hands in his, the two of you standing underneath the fairy lights that were your only source of illumination now that the sun had gone down. Heeseung hit record on his phone.

"I love you Y/N," Jay started, taking a shaky breath. "I have for the longest time now, even before I said it to you. You've done so much for me, you came into my life and turned it upside down in the best way possible."

He caught your gaze, eyes showing so much sincerity that you felt like crying, "I never knew what love was until you came along, I never knew how amazing it could be. You taught me how to be myself, how to love myself and who I am, you showed me that it was ok to be me. And for that I'm so incredibly grateful, you have no idea how much impact you have had on me."

"Jay," you mumbled, a tear slipping down your cheek. "I love you so much, I did all that because I love you. You don't ever have to thank me for it."

"I know," he replied, smiling at you. One hand came up to cup your cheek and wipe away the tear. "You're so selfless when it comes to love, you give without expecting anything in return. That's why you're such an amazing person through and through. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've ever done."

He dropped your hands, stepping back slightly as you watched him with wide eyes, "you showed me how much more I was worth, you changed my life for the better. There will never be anyone else like you, you're truly one of a kind. And you're it for me, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else. I don't want to do this with anyone else, I want to live my life fully with you by my side."

Jay dug the box out of his pocket, dropping to one knee in front of you and holding it open. He watched as the penny dropped in your mind, your eyes automatically tearing up at the sight. Your hand flew to your mouth to cover the gasp that sounded, Jay's smile never once leaving his lips.

"So I'm asking you, Y/N, will you do me the honour of marrying me? So that we can spend forever with each other, so that I can continue loving you for as long as we live?"

He didn't even need to ask, because before he'd even asked the question you'd dropped to your knees and wrapped your arms around him, "of course I will. I'll marry you Jay, I'll spend forever with you."

Jay held you in his arms, pressing his lips to yours as if to seal that promise. He felt the tears run down your cheeks and onto his own, but he didn't really care. His mind was still reeling as he pulled away, slipping the ring onto your finger finally.

"Let's fucking go!" Jake screamed from somewhere in the distance, prompting the two of you to snap your heads over in their direction. All the boys came out of their hiding spots, cheering for the two of you as a wide smile broke out onto your face.

"Were they all in on this?" You asked Jay quietly, admiring the ring that sat so prettily on your finger. Jay took your hand in his, kissing it gently.

"They helped me plan this all, they bought my vision to light," Jay replied. His gaze kept falling down to your hand, loving the way the ring looked on you, "Heeseung filmed the whole thing too, I'm sure he'll use it to blackmail us one day."

"That sounds about right," you laughed softly, finally standing up and pulling Jay with you. He wrapped you up in his arms, pressing a few light kisses to your lips. "I love you Jay, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else."

He visibly relaxed, his own smile mirroring yours, "I love you too Y/N, you're my forever."

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46 - jungwon I'm in your walls

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45 - you're so easily bought you whore

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44 - I hope to never see them again

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(warnings: smutttttt, mating kink basically, biting, like literal biting, like a big chomp u know, cockwarming ofc, unprotected, breeding basically, uhm idk what else, oh throat fucking yeah)

Waiting in your apartment for Jay to arrive was feeling nostalgic, you’d been here a few times before with an anxious feeling settling in your stomach. This time was worse, you felt extra nervous to see him after the events of recent. You felt guilty, and you knew you shouldn’t feel too bad because he’d still hurt you, but after his selfless act you knew Jay didn’t have a bad bone in his body. He’d never have hurt you intentionally.

Your leg was shaking up and down, your phone clenched in your hands whilst you waited on the couch for him to arrive. It had been sixteen minutes since he texted you last, if you remembered correctly it took around twelve minutes to get from Sunoo’s to yours on the subway. Had he changed his mind? Was his train delayed? He was a whole four minutes late.

Every possibility ran through your head as you counted the seconds, growing more and more nervous with each one thinking that he had changed his mind.

But all worries flew away the second your doorbell rang, prompting you to drop your phone and rush towards the front door where Jay was waiting for you, hands clasped behind his back.

“Jay,” you sighed, opening the door wide with a smile finally making its way onto your face. “I was so worried you wouldn’t come.”

Jay almost cried at your words, he hated how quickly he had managed to break your trust, “I’ll always come to you.”

You nodded, lip tucked between your teeth to try and stop the tears from falling. You pulled the door open a little wider, letting Jay slip inside, his hands still out of sight and out of reach. Almost as if your body wanted to betray you, a few tears slipped down your cheeks that you wished you’d kept at bay. Because as soon as you glanced back at him, you saw the sadness in his own eyes return.

“Oh baby,” Jay sighed, he wanted to reach out and hold you. “It’s ok, I promise it’s ok.”

You wiped at your cheeks harshly, “I don’t know why I’m crying, I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologise,” Jay shifted on his feet a little before bringing his hands to the front, revealing a small bunch of flowers wrapped in a white ribbon. “Here, I know it’s not much, but I felt stupid if I turned up empty handed.”

And now you were crying even more.

“Jay,” you reached for the bouquet with wide eyes, letting the tears fall freely. “They’re so pretty, thank you.”

“You’re welcome baby,” he reached forward, brushing some hair from your forehead gently. “Now let’s stop crying, yeah? Otherwise I’ll start as well.”

You nodded quickly, huffing out a small laugh before setting the flowers down on the little entry table next to you. The two of you were standing in your hallway still, eyes glossy as you just took in the moment. You smiled through the tears that were starting to dry up, tugging Jay forward and wrapping him in a hug, your face burying into his chest as his arms found their rightful place around your waist.

“I love them,” you mumbled into his shirt. “No one has ever got me flowers before.”

Your fingers gripped onto his shirt, breathing him in as his hands rubbed up and down your back gently. Jay took his time, taking in how you felt against him again and taking in the scent of you that filled his senses as soon as he entered your home. Instantly he felt calm, he felt happy, and compared to the anxiety and stress he’d felt recently this was bliss to him. This was everything he needed.

“I’ll get you as many flowers as you want baby,” he kissed the top of your head before pulling back a little so that you could look up at him. You’d stopped crying now, and Jay thought you looked beautiful even with the stained tear tracks on your cheeks.

You smiled softly, one of Jay’s hands coming up to cup your cheek, “I need to tell you something Jay.” You mumbled, leaning against his palm, three words at the tip of your tongue.

“Can I say something first?” He asked quietly, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. You nodded, happy for him to take some of the pressure off of you. Jay kissed your head again, lingering his lips against your forehead as he spoke those words, “I love you Y/N.”

“You fucker,” you mumbled, eyes welling up as your bottom lip jutted out. “I was going to say that.”

You pressed your hand flat against his chest, right over his heart. Jay was trying not to cry this time, he didn’t want to cry, but knowing you felt the same way was so relieving to him and he realised just how long he’d been waiting to hear those words from you.

Jay placed the hand on your cheek over your hand instead, holding you against him until you could feel his heartbeat, “say it, please.” He voice was quiet, fragile, he was so close to crying.

“I love you Jay,” you could feel a tear slip down your cheek again. “I have for a while, and I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you.”

“Fucking hell Y/N,” he sighed, his own tears falling freely. He’d given up trying to hide it. “I love you so much, so fucking much. I’ll never make you doubt that, I promise you that.”

Nodding your head, you leant up, kissing his cheek softly over the tear stains. You kissed the other side before settling back down on your feet. But Jay didn’t let you rest, tugging you closer and wrapping his arms around you, his own lips finding yours as if it was by instinct.

Your own hands went to rest on his shoulders, holding him close to you as you bent your head back, allowing Jay to kiss you deeper. He pushed against you, one hand coming up to tangle in your hair and guide your mouth with his, tongue licking past your lips and into your own mouth.

“I love you,” he mumbled against your lips before diving back in to kiss you, gently pulling your hair to angle your head the way he wanted you. A small moan left your lips, instantly being muffled by Jay’s own sounds, a low growl sounding in his throat. He pulled back once again, “I love you so much, only you.”

You nodded frantically, kissing his neck just to have your lips on him somewhere until he pulled your head back by your hair, “love you too Jay, please, kiss me.”

He used your hair to guide you into the position he wanted, neck exposed so that he could kiss the skin. His teeth grazed against you, daring to bite down into you but holding back, “I wanna do so much more.” He slurred his words, drunk off your scent and taste. Jay became a mess around you, the only thoughts he had revolved around you and making you his.

Jay pulled away briefly, leaning his head back against the door, you two hadn’t even made your way out of the hallway yet. You took the opportunity, hands finding their way to the hem of his shirt and slipping underneath, palms flat against the expanse of his stomach.

“Tell me what you want babyboy,” you said, hands running up the warm skin. Jay could barely think with you touching him like this, any coherent thoughts leaving his head. He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to give you an actual answer.

“I want to,” he swallowed hard when your hands dropped to his lower stomach, just above his belt. “Want to fuck you,” a sharp intake of breath when you slipped a finger under the waistband. “Wanna mate you baby, make you mine.”

A clink. Jay’s belt fell to the floor, your hands returning to slip under his shirt again. You moved closer to him, pressing your crotch against his until you could feel the outline of his cock against you, “make me yours Jay.”

You wrapped your hands around the material of his shirt, pulling it down to expose his collarbones so that you could kiss over there a few times, “mate me Jay, I wanna be yours forever.”

Every part of Jay screamed that it was too soon, he had only just got you back and he didn’t want to fuck things up. But the way your hands danced over his body and how hot your lips felt on his skin made all those thoughts redundant, he was an idiot when it came to you. So instead of pulling away, instead of doing what his head told him to do and ‘take it slow’, Jay wrapped his arms around your waist, picking you up effortlessly and carrying you over to the bedroom. It felt natural, it felt right, and any doubts left this mind the moment your back hit the mattress.

“You look so pretty baby,” he sighed, running his hands up your legs until they reached your hips, coming to hover over you and kiss your lips a few times. Jay took his time to undress you, kissing over each inch of your body as the clothing was removed until you were left in just your underwear.

He knelt down on the bed over you, bringing your head up to meet his in a softer kiss, a kiss full of love and adoration. You took that moment to place your hands on his chest, pushing him gently until his own back hit the mattress and you were the one hovering over him, your positions switched.

“This is new,” he breathed out a laugh, holding onto your hips when you climbed over to straddle him. Your hands pushed up his shirt until he let you slip it over his head, dropping yourself down a little to kiss his chest a few times.

Jay chased your lips with his own, nudging you up to kiss him properly again whilst his grip tightened on your hips, urging you to grind yourself down on him. You followed his lead, pressing your hips down against him, revelling in the way his cock seemed to nestle directly against your clit where you needed him most.

“Fuck baby,” he whined into your mouth. “I need to feel you so bad.”

You nodded, slipping yourself off his lap so you were kneeling next to him. His eyes followed you, followed your hand as you reached for the zip on his jeans to start tugging them off. Only once did he break concentration on your fingers when you nudged him to lift his hips.

You pulled his jeans off, underwear following closely behind and ending up thrown halfway across the room. Jay’s cock was painfully hard, and the way you were eyeing him up with a sort of hunger in your eyes was doing nothing to help him calm down.

Running your hands up his thighs, your fingers wrapped around the base of his cock gently, but the feeling alone was enough to have Jay throwing his head back with a moan.

“Need to suck you off,” you said desperately. “Please Jay, wanna suck you off so bad.”

“Fucking hell,” he whined, head pressing back into the mattress to avoid looking at the way your eyes were wide and pleading. “Go for it baby, be a good girl, yeah?”

One of his hands came up to wrap around your hair, tugging you down so that your mouth brushed against the head of his cock, coating your lips with precum. You didn’t need to be told twice, opening your mouth automatically to accommodate his length as he slid himself down your throat.

Your hands fell to his thighs, digging into the skin as you swallowed Jay down as far as you could go, ignoring the choking that occurred when he hit the back of your throat. Jay was huge, you knew that already, but it never failed to surprise you.

“Feels so good,” he groaned out, pushing you down a little, your nose brushing against his lower stomach. “Wanna fuck your throat so bad.”

You whined, you wanted that too. You used one hand to grip his wrist, urging him to push down on your head harsher. Jay seemed to get the hint, using your hair to tug you up on his cock a little before thrusting forward so that his hips snapped his cock further down your throat each time. Tiny little gurgling noises left your lips as he continuously fucked past your lips, chasing an orgasm that already wanted to happen.

Your nails dug into his thighs, likely leaving tiny little marks in their wake. You blinked back tears as you gagged over his cock, Jay’s hand gripping your hair and tugging you off of him so that you could breathe harshly. You gulped in a few breaths, blinking over at him with wide and teary eyes. You probably looked a mess, but Jay was looking at you like you were the most beautiful person in his life.

“Why’d you stop?” You sighed, feeling as he released your hair, smoothing it over with his hand a few times. Jay laughed at you, pulling you down to lay next to him and wrapping his arm over you instead.

“If I didn’t stop you then I’d have cum right there and then,” he said, kissing your lips a couple times even though they were swollen and covered in spit. “And I really want to cum inside you.”

You rolled your eyes, a dumb smile making its way onto your lips, “well get to it then.”

And that’s all the confirmation Jay needed, a laugh tumbling out as he pushed you onto your back, crawling between your legs and ridding you of any remaining clothing, “you sure you can take me baby? It’s been a little while since.”

You knew he was genuinely concerned for you, but there was still a cocky smile on his lips. In return, you wrapped your legs around his waist to pull him closer until the head of his cock was pushing against your cunt.

“Please Jay, need you so bad,” you tugged at his neck to bring his face closer to yours, lips brushing against each other’s. “Please, make me yours.”

“God you can’t just say that,” he groaned, kissing you hard. He pushed his hips forward, cock nudging past your hole and filling you up perfectly. “You don’t know what that does to me.”

Your head fell back against the bed as he pushed further into you, hips snapping forward a few times until he was buried as far into you as he could go, “what does it do to you?” You asked breathlessly, bringing him down so that you could run your lips over his collarbones and neck.

“Drives me crazy baby,” he used one hand to pin your hips to the bed before fucking into your harshly. “Makes me want to fuck you full of cum, claim you as mine forever so no one can even touch you. Do you know how fucked up that makes me?”

Maybe you were fucked up too, because at that moment the only thing you wanted was for Jay to take you as his mate so that you were tied to him forever. And your dumb mouth didn’t know how to stop running as you told him everything you wanted him to do.

“Not fucked up if I want it too,” you whined, his cock brushing up against that little sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside you with every single thrust. Jay moaned out brokenly, bringing his head down to rest on your chest whilst he pumped his hips into yours. He was so close to your neck, so close to where he could smell your scent the strongest, it was driving him crazy.

“Don’t say things you don’t mean,” he choked out, swearing when your cunt squeezed around his cock.

“I mean it though,” your nails raked down his back. “Fuck Jay, make me cum, so close.”

“Oh my god,” one hand dropped to your clit to rub harsh circles on it. Never once did his pace stop inside you, stimulating you perfectly to the point of your orgasm, “cum for me baby. If you cum for me, I’ll make you mine. I promise.”

And that promise was all it took for you to fall over the edge, your orgasm hitting you hard as you bit down onto his shoulder to hide your moans. The pain mixed with how good you felt around him was almost enough to send Jay into his own orgasm, but he held himself off so that he could feel you a little longer.

You cried as he fucked you through the high, fingers digging into his back enough to draw blood, “please Jay, cum for me baby, mate me.”

“Fuck, are you sure Y/N?” He gritted his teeth, using every ounce of willpower not to cum right then and there with how nicely your cunt was squeezing him.

“Please Jay,” you couldn’t help the tears that fell from your eyes with your pleading. “Need it so bad, I love you so much.”

“God I love you so much too baby,” he pressed his lips to your neck, kissing the skin a few times. “Fuck I’m cumming baby, it’s going to hurt a little, ok? But I promise I’ll make it better.”

“I trust you,” you wrapped a hand around the back of his head, pushing him closer to your neck whilst you did your best to clench your cunt around him and bring him as much pleasure as possible. “I love you.”

With those last words of affirmation, Jay sunk his teeth into your neck, finally piercing the skin as a sharp pain short through you. You winced, gritting your own teeth at the feeling. You wanted to cry out, tell him to stop, but feeling his cock press deep inside you as he came and moaned against the skin of your neck was enough to push any thoughts of the pain away.

You held his head there, wrapping your legs tight around him to keep him pressed into you as his cock shot cum into you over and over, filling you up completely until you were sure there was nothing left.

Jay sighed against you, bringing your thoughts back to him, and you realised that the pain had subsided until you just felt a soft floating of your body. He pulled his teeth from you, his tongue darting out to soothe the skin before he pressed a couple of kisses there.

Your hands fell to his shoulders, suddenly feeling too exhausted to even hold yourself up. Jay pulled away to look at you, still keeping his whole body pressed to yours so that as much skin was touching you as possible. He needed to feel close to you.

“Are you ok baby?” He asked quietly, bringing one hand up to brush your hair away from your face. He dropped that hand to rest on your neck over the small wound he’d created, “did it hurt?”

“A little,” you mumbled, tears welling in your eyes. It actually hurt a lot, but you loved Jay and would do anything for him, you were willing to put up with a little bit of pain if that meant you were made to be his.

“Oh baby,” he sighed, eyes soft now compared to the frantic lust that they held earlier. “Please don’t cry, it’ll stop hurting soon, yeah? I’ll get you some pain killers.”

He went to move off of you but you protested, more tears welling up at the thought of him leaving you. Jay noticed this, immediately moving to wrap you up as comfortably in his arms as possible with the position you were in where his cock was still buried inside you.

“You feeling a little fragile?” He asked softly, tracing along your cheeks with his fingertips.

“I don’t know,” you mumbled, closing your eyes at the feel of his touch. “Just don’t want you to leave, I’m sorry.”

Jay nodded, “that’s normal baby, it’s ok to feel like that now. After you mate with someone, it’s normal to feel a bit clingy to them, it’ll fade after a while and you’ll feel better. Please don’t apologise, I’m not going to go anywhere.” He kissed your forehead a few times, wiping away your tears.

“Can we stay like this for a little while?” You asked softly, being in his arms with his entire body intertwined with yours was comforting to you in that moment. Such intense emotions were flowing through both of you, but most of all you felt so connected to him and so in love with him that you couldn’t imagine thinking about anything else.

“We’ll stay like this as long as you need baby,” he leant down to kiss you gently before shifting so that he could hold you tight against his chest. “I love you, thank you for trusting me like this.”

“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing that,” you replied. “I love you too Jay, only you.”

“You’ll make me cry if you don’t stop,” he breathed out a small laugh. “I guess this means you’re my girlfriend now?”

“I don’t remember you asking me,” you teased, raising an eyebrow at him. Jay groaned, pushing you back a little so that he could lean over you. Each movement just reminded you that his cock was still buried inside you, a small moan leaving your lips.

“We’re mated for life now Y/N,” he kissed over the bite mark that was already starting to heal, a shiver running down your spine at the slight sting. “If you say no to being my girlfriend then I don’t know what to do with you.”

You rolled your eyes, “I’m literally in love with you, of course I’ll be your girlfriend.”

“Good,” he hovered over your lips until you could feel his breath on you. “I’m literally in love with you too. Only you.”

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(warnings: smut lol, 3k words of pure filth,,,, sorry it's so late! anyway,,,, breeding, kinda rough sex i guess?? slightly pussy drunk jay,,, not tonnes of stuff but yeah, enjoy!)

That evening you found yourself, once again, letting Jay into your home. This time you didn’t have to feel guilty, this time you didn’t have the fact of Jay’s girlfriend hanging over his head. You knew it was a bit fucked up to think like this, but the breakup might’ve been the best thing that happened to you.

“Thanks for letting me stay,” Jay mumbled, kicking his shoes off by the door. He had a small backpack over one shoulder and was wearing a simple outfit. But seeing him in loungewear, some grey sweatpants and a black hoodie, was doing something to your brain that you couldn’t wait to explore.

“It’s ok Jay,” you closed the door behind him before turning to look at him. Now that you paid more attention, he was looking a little pale and there was a sheen of sweat covering his forehead. “Come sit down, yeah?”

He nodded, following you into the living room even though he already knew the way. He dropped his bag on the floor before sitting down, you grabbed some water from the kitchen before joining him and setting it on the table in front of the two of you.

“Thanks baby,” he said quietly, his head leant back against the couch. “Sorry, it’s hitting me hard now.”

“Don’t apologise,” you leant over, running your fingers through his hair softly. His eyes closed in retaliation, a sharp intake of breath as he tried to hold himself back. He could smell your scent so intensely and it was making it even harder for him not to jump your bones. Jay was insatiably turned on, and you hadn’t even done anything yet. “What do you need sweetheart? Tell me and I can give it to you.”

“God Y/N, you can’t talk to me like that,” he said, turning his head to look at you. You took this queue to ruffle his ears slightly, prompting a smile to spread across his lips at the soothing feeling. “There’s so much that I want, but I don’t want to scare you off.”

You wanted to laugh at him, not in a mean way but in a way that said ‘you could never scare me’. You knew what you were getting into when you asked him to stay for a while, plus this wasn’t your first time dealing with a hybrid in heat. Back when Jake was having a rough time, you were the only one around who could help him, so you took one for the team and helped him out. That was years ago now, they were funny stories to look back on with your friends, and coincidentally that was the time when you’d decided that taking birth control was definitely a must.

“Jungwon’s staying with Heeseung for a few days,” you said, running your fingers back through his hair. “I wouldn’t have invited you here if I wasn’t ready for whatever that entailed.”

Jay was still staring at you, eyes scanning your face for any hesitance. When he found none, he leant forward, capturing your lips with his for the first time that evening. You let him lead, wrapping your arms around his neck whilst he pulled you tight against him until you were practically in his lap.

You could already feel how turned on he was before anything had even happened, you knew it was just his heat but it gave you a little spike of confidence in knowing he was attracted to you. You hooked one leg over his lap, sitting on him fully so that he could guide your hips to rock against him gently. Already he was whining into your mouth, his jaw going slack so that you ended up kissing down his neck instead.

“Baby,” he breathed, fingers tight on your hips. “It’s so hard for me to hold back right now.”

“Then don’t,” you replied, pressing your lips to his skin a few times before pulling back. You looked at him, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead under his messy hair and short sharp breaths leaving his lips, you thought he looked the most beautiful he ever had.

“Are you sure?” He said, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck now, tugging the hem of your shirt down so that he could reach your collarbones where he let his teeth drag along the skin there. He bit gently, eliciting a small whine from your own lips at the feeling. You wondered how it would feel to have him sink his teeth into you fully, maybe you’d even let him one day.

“I’m more sure than anything,” you lifted his head up to look at you properly. “I want this.”

“God, yeah, ok baby,” he muttered, hands going to the hem of your shirt. “Let’s get you out of these, yeah?”

You smiled, nodding and raising your arms so he could remove your shirt. You’d prepared yourself already, putting on your prettiest underwear set for him a few minutes before he arrived at your apartment. Before Jay could even comment, you were pulling at his hoodie to tug it off of him as well, the both of you just taking a moment to appreciate each other in a way you hadn’t before.

“You wear this for me?” He asked, slipping a finger under the strap of your bra, running it down a little before letting it fall off your shoulder.

“Of course,” your hands found their way to his sweatpants, untying the strings slowly. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”

“You always look pretty,” Jay smiled, holding your waist tight again and lifting you up. You barely had a moment to breathe as he switched you around so that your positions were flipped, him hovering over you on the couch whilst he kicked his sweatpants off his legs. You tried not to look but you couldn’t help it, eyeing the way his underwear was tight against him and showing everything so that you didn’t need to imagine what he looked like.

Jay went for your trousers, popping the button and tugging them down slowly, watching your face for any signs of hesitance as he did so. He found none, of course, you were down for whatever he wanted. Once the two of you were undressed, something switched in Jay’s brain and he couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He’d been doing good at keeping himself restrained, but seeing you laid out so prettily for him was making his brain fog over with lust.

“Wanna taste you,” he mumbled, tugging your underwear down until it pooled at your ankles. He knelt down on the sofa in front of you, parting your knees so that he had full access to you. Your smell was driving him insane, he wanted nothing more than to feel you on his tongue. “Can I baby?”

You ran a hand through his hair, tugging it gently to bring him closer to your cunt, “go for it, I’m all yours.”

That’s all that Jay needed to encourage him to attach his lips to you. He held your thighs tight, bruising the skin with his grip as he kept your legs open so that he could work on your cunt easily. All you could do was gasp out his name as he sucked on your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to edge you close to an orgasm within seconds.

“Taste so good baby,” he mumbled again your cunt, using one hand to spread you out for him. His lips messily mouthed over you, alternating between fucking your little hole and rubbing against your clit. He moved his hand down, pressing one finger into you and setting a quick pace inside you to join his tongue.

“Oh fuck Jay,” you tugged his hair harder, eliciting a moan from him that sent vibrations throughout your body. This just urged you to tug harder, pulling him as close to you as possible. “You’re going to make me cum Jay, fuck.”

Those words only encouraged him further, his tongue speeding up against you to push you closer and closer. One last particularly harsh suck on your clit was enough to get you there, your orgasm washing over you whilst his name tumbled out of your lips over and over. Jay lapped it all up, swallowing down any arousal he could because he loved how you tasted, he could never get enough.

Jay continued his ministrations, working you into overstimulation until you had to physically pull his head away from you. One hand in his hair, the other cupping his cheek, you stared down at him with heavy breaths. His mouth was shiny with your cum and he licked his lips obnoxiously, a small grin on his mouth as you blushed profusely.

“You’re insane,” you laughed, tugging him up to hover back over you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him gently a few times as you let yourself calm down a little from your first orgasm.

“Sorry baby, you were so good for me,” he mumbled against your lips. “I could eat you out all day, you sound so pretty when you cum.”

“Oh my god,” you pushed his shoulder a little, rolling your eyes. Jay smiled at you, taking a moment to live in that feeling before he became needy again, his aching cock demanding his attention. You noticed this change, kissing him a little harder before moving your hands down his body.

Your fingertips reached the hem of his underwear, dipping below them and wrapping around his cock gently. He pulled away from your kiss with a short gasp, bowing his head down to rest against you whilst you spread his precum over his length.

“Fuck Y/N, I need to fuck you so bad,” he bucked up into your palm when your thumb passed over the head of his cock. “Want to fuck you open, breed your little cunt.”

“I need you too Jay, been wanting this for so long,” you pushed his underwear down enough for him to kick them off. “Want you to fuck me full, I want to feel you inside me for days afterwards.”

Jay took his cock in one hand, holding his weight up with the other and lining himself up with your cunt. He let his tip rub along you, spreading your wetness, you definitely wouldn’t be needing lube with how turned on the both of you are.

He didn’t let himself push in yet, letting his cock continue rubbing along your slit, “we need a condom baby, I can’t fuck you without one, you’ll, like, one hundred percent get pregnant.”

In any other situation, you’d have found his concern quite cute. But at this point in time you wanted him inside you, you were impatient.

“I’m on the pill Jay, it’s fine,” you ran your hands through his hair, stopping to scratch his ears gently. “I promise, I want to feel you properly.”

Jay threw his head back with a load groan, his eyes glazing over, “can you get any more perfect? Can’t wait to feel your little cunt around me.”

And if you had the moment to, you would’ve laughed. But Jay immediately pushed into you, stretching you out and silencing the noises that would’ve left your lips. You knew Jay was big, that was obvious from what you’d felt and seen, but having him fuck into you was a whole other feeling.

He held your hip with one hand, the other propping himself up next to your head on the couch, and pushed your body down against the cushions whilst he pressed each inch into you. You tried to move, you didn’t know if you wanted more or if you wanted him to stop, it was too much and not enough at the same time.

“You’re so tight baby, relax for me, yeah?” Jay said thought gritted teeth, letting go of your hip to cup your cheek gently. He was really holding himself back now, it was almost painful for him since he’d been turned on for so long.

You nodded quickly, taking a deep breath before relaxing yourself around him until he was fully seated inside you. Jay gave you a little moment to adjust, brushing your hair behind your ear and kissing you softly, lips distracting you from how he was essentially splitting you open.

Tugging on his bottom lip, you pulled away from him and looped your hands around his neck, “move Jay, I’m ok. Don’t hold back.”

And it’s as if a switch was flipped. A low moan ripped from his throat and he braced himself above you before pulling out and quickly snapping his hips back towards you.

“So good,” he mumbled through deep breaths. “Feel so good around me angel, could stay here for hours.”

His hands curled around the fabric of the couch, hips harshly thrusting into your cunt over and over as you gripped onto him. You weren’t a virgin by any means, but the way that Jay was fucking you was so insanely different to any other guy that you barely had the words to talk back to him, your eyes rolling back with each time you felt his cock reach the furthest parts of your cunt.

“Oh my fucking god,” a tear slipped out of one of your eyes as you whined his name. “Fuck Jay, you’re so big I can’t handle it.”

Of course that was a lie. If anything, you wanted him to go harder and faster if that was even humanely possible.

But Jay slowed a tiny bit, looking directly into your eyes as opposed to staring at your cunt like he was before, “do you need me to slow down baby? Are you ok?”

“No, no!” You almost shouted, shaking your head, “no, definitely not. Please, keep going it feels so good.”

Jay smiled, laughing softly before returning to his frantic pace inside you. You reached up to grab one of his hands, pulling it down to fall over your lower stomach so that he could feel how deep he was fucking into you, the bulge moving under his fingertips with each thrust.

He pressed down experimentally, eyes widening when it ripped the loudest moan from you that he’d heard all evening. Jay did it again, softly pushing the skin with each thrust of his cock.

“Right there baby? Does that feel good?” He leant down to nose along your hairline, kissing your forehead a few times before leaning his against you.

“So good, going to cum again Jay,” you leant up to kiss him, panting heavily into his mouth. A few more thrusts and one particularly harsh press on your stomach had you crashing over the edge again, your walls clenching around his cock. Jay coaxed you through it, slowing his hips a little to drag it out as long as he could, mouths kissing at any part of each other that you could reach.

“Shit Y/N, I’m so close,” he kissed you hard. “Can you hold on for me? Be a good girl and let me cum inside you?”

He leant down further so that his chest was pressed to yours, his thrusts turning into a slow grind of his hips into you. You wound your fingers into his hair, the strands damp with sweat, and tugged his lips towards yours in a silent yes. But Jay needed your verbal approval, he needed to know you wanted this as much as he did, so he pulled back slightly so that you could talk with your lips rubbing against his.

“Cum for me Jay,” you tugged his lip with your teeth again. “Need it so bad.”

That was all he needed, crashing his lips to yours and pushing his hips into you a few more times before he was spilling himself inside of you, his moans muffled into your mouth. And one thing you knew about hybrids was that they came a lot, more than a normal human, and they definitely were not finished after one orgasm.

So as you lay there, hands running up and down Jay’s back with his cock nestled deep inside you, you knew you were in for a long night. The cat hybrid was getting sleepy, his lips occasionally kissing against your skin and on your collarbones, always wanting to be touching you with as much of his body as possible.

“Are you ok?” He asked softly, eyes fluttering closed every now and then with exhaustion.

“Hmm, I’m perfect Jay,” you ran a hand through his hair and to his ears, petting them in a way you knew he liked. “How about you? How do you feel?”

“I feel good, the best I have for a while,” he shifted up to look at you a bit better, your hand falling from his ears to rest on his shoulder. “We should shower, then I’ll cook us something. How does that sound?”

“That sounds like exactly what I need right now,” you laughed, wincing a little when he pulled out of you. Jay threw you an apologetic smile.

“Sorry baby,” you brushed off his apology, letting him stand up off the couch. “We’ve got a good few hours before my heat will come back strong again, are you still ok with me staying here for it?”

You reached up for him, holding out your arms for him to pick you up. You didn’t trust your legs to hold you up at that moment, you would probably fall straight to the floor, “Jay, I told you I’d help you through this. And I meant that. So if that means we need to fuck every hour then so be it, you just might have to carry me everywhere. And I’m definitely calling in sick to work for the next few days.”

Jay smiled brightly, scooping you up into his arms as you wrapped your own around his neck, “have I ever told you how amazing you are?”

“Hmm, no you haven’t. But you could show me,” you puckered your lips at him, eyes closing as you tried not to smile. And Jay would be a fool to deny kissing you.