Faithless - Blog Posts

Ghost And Mirror

You can’t see me even though you look at me

Hold my hand the touch ice cold like I’m a ghost

And theres no cure for this plague my dear

This pretty shell was always

Rotten from the core and you didnt seem to notice

That im drowning in this ocean of my negative emotions

And theres no saving me my dear

Youre my biggest enemy though youre close to my heart

You call me out and i call to the arms

And theres no saving me dear

You can’t save me my dear

This is my Sethrak Drifter, Najash. They're my non-binary Ex-Faithless who ran from their problems to travel the world, I have enjoyed roleplaying this character immensely since I made them!

I want to believe that God is real. I want to believe that He created us in His image. I want to believe that He loves us unconditionally. I want to believe that everything is just a piece in the grand scheme of events. That everything that has happened will not be for naught.

It should be easy to have faith. After all, we have been taught this since we could speak. He loves us. He died for us. Then why is it so difficult to have this faith? To believe that God is real. But in believing that the all loving God is real, I will also have to admit that He doesn't give a damn about me.