Ed Mia - Blog Posts

ive stopped pvrg1ng as often . . yay cuz my teeth and cheeks and throat would be fucked up but nay because how else am i gonna get rid of the uncomfortable fullness

WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!

(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔

this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture

oh yeah, i pvrg3d three times in an hour... this is DEFINITELY the peak of bul1m14 🩷🩷

i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁

gang.... i love akira.!!! and amon!!!!! guys!!!!

hiii there!!! my names theo, im trans(masculine) with an ed . . i've lost like 16 kg since (late-) july and im still going!! i shitpost about this stupid ed a LOOOTTTT and amongst that will be my silly rambles of my silly willy babyboy amon (and akira too ig....) and also just devilman crybaby stuff in general ngl

im ALSO 13!!!! A MINOR!!! PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU ARE OVER 18!!!

stats under the cut!! (along with like... general stuff maybe)

hw/starting weight: 79.9 kg (what the freak)

lw: current weight

current weight: 59.5 kg

gw1: 60 kg

gw2: 50 kg (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS YEAR GANG!!)

gw3: 45 kg

ugw: 40 kg!!! (HELL YEAH GANGY!!!)

— “Akira, why am I the only one talking?”

silly stupid tags i use for my non ed content:

• theo lowkey be rambling

• theos life is super interesting!!

— “Please, be somewhere! Say something! Akira!”

don't report. this is my safe space where i can spew what i want to randos who relate to me. if you feel triggered, just block me.

oh to look like this

TW 3d

i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t

should we go for a 2 day fast?

edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?

edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having

Just woke up and weighed in at 47.7kg, .2kg under my goal weight. I know I should be excited but I’m not, I feel indifferent. In fact, I feel more fat than ever.

My next GW is 45kg.

Just took 25 laxatives even though the last time I took this much at once I ended up passed out on the floor with the worst stomach pain of my life, but I’m not taking any chances of maintaining for any longer.

Pray for me y’all 🙏🙏

Guys fhis is a new low, not only did I spend yesterday and today binging because I was with my friend but when I tried to purge it up just now I missed the toilet bowl and projectile vomited all over my bathroom (didn’t even get much up anyways so it was a waste of time).

I’m so done, I don’t even know what to do at this point I’m just so ashamed. I want this all to stop I want someone to help me but I can’t bring myself to ask for help because I’m too fat and not sick enough to warrant even needing any help. My only hope is death, but I don’t want to die fat, but I can’t keep living like this.