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Boys, do you think it's normal that I'm afraid to go out alone no matter where, no matter when, no matter how? Because I don't think so
You're in the wind, i'm in the water🦢
I wish I had a best friend.
I wish I had a best friend but I can't tell anyone that because I have so many amazing friends.
But all of my amazing friends have best friends and significant others and they all have that one person who they put above everyone else and who puts them above everyone else too.
And it's not me.
And I wish I had a best friend.
No one talks about how lonely it is to be the third wheel in a friendship. Or the 11th wheel in a friend group
The people I consider myself closest to are best friends. They celebrated one of their birthdays without me.
I wished her a happy birthday and told her I missed her. She's in college, i haven't seen her since she graduated. She said she missed me too. But she didn't invite me to her party.
I wonder sometimes if my friends even like me. But then I remember that's silly. I know they love me. I guess they just don't love me as much as they love each other.
And God i know it has nothing to do with me. You can't control who you connect with. But for once I just wish it would be me!
Am I too much? Am I a pick me for wanting to be picked?
What's so wrong with wanting to be wanted?
girlhood
glitter on my face
and tinsel in my hair
bubblegum pink nails
"you look so beautiful" they say
screaming the words to my favorite songs with 70,000 other people
this is my girlhood
baggy t-shirts and short shorts
waking up at noon to texts that say "good morning ☀️
it's time for bed and she says she loves me
the glitter has been washed off
but i still feel sparkly
this is my girlhood
wendy by maisie peters
and castles crumbling by taylor swift
an intense longing to feel something
im not sure what it is
i have stopped caring about everything else,
i think,
but i could never stop caring about you