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Tuesday, December 6, 2022 2:17pm
Horoscope
You don’t believe in horoscopes
but mine tells me to love you
I read my horoscope and I love you
These are things that I do
My horoscope reminds me
I can have a short fuse
and so do you
Except you don’t say that to me
we just both read it
in the things I do
It seems as though you still love me
I try to be better
but you never asked me to
You don’t believe in horoscopes
but I believe in you
A List of Things That Signal I'm Sad or Feeling Something Very Deeply (But I Won't Ever Tell You-):
- I start being very short with you. Instead of thoughtful sentences, you only get (Oh. Oh cool. Ha. Etc.)
- I start having a very pessimistic drop in my tone
- I start changing the convo
- I start changing the topic to you rather than me
- I take longer to reply
- I use hhhhh a lot
**In irl**
- I avoid your eyes
- My posture drops
- I start fidgeting
- I stay silent
- I rest my head and just look like someone who got stabbed
Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:
-Flinch at physical contact
-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path
-Can't solve most school locks
-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.
-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.
-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.
-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.
-I use literally too much.
-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.
-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.
-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.
-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.
-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.
-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.
-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.
-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.
-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.
-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.
-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.
-That's why I'm overprotective of them.
-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.
-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.
-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.
-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.
-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.
-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.
-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.
-I count nightmares as just dreams.
-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.
-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.
-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.
-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.
-I love people watching.
-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.
-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??
What To Do If You Catch Me Venting In A Conversation:
- liSTEN.
- Try to calm me down.
- DO NOT say that my emotions/things I am talking about are invalid.
- Put yourself in my shoes and try to see it from my perspective.
- Don't. Leave.
- Try and understand.
* I'll probably tell you sorry the next day or so if I find I'm overreacting. I'll probs just say I'm sorry in general.
Can you please give me a brief explanation of an aries sun aquarius moon and pisces rising🙏
A friend of mine has aries sun - aquarius moon so this will be nice to make.
Aries sun - Aquarius Moon - Pisces Rising
You probably want to approach things of life in a direct and active way, you may come off as an impatient person sometimes too. Your emotions can be not understood by yourself sometimes and you might even despise them, sometimes you also wish to not feel them much. Overall, you're a person who wishes deeply for freedom and you can hate when you're pressed to do things or when people try to control you or be posessive over you, but you still let this happen because of your good nature and wish of wanting to please those around you. You can come across as someone who lives in their own world. I think your biggest wish is to live in peace and appreciate the details of life but most importantly the mystic side of it. Even if you're an aries sun, your moon and rising make you someone much calmer than other aries placements. You are someone who wants to have deep bonds with people due to your 12th house moon too. Sometimes you're too altruist to your own good, but you need to be more realistic and down to earth. You can also be very unstable overally, do you procrastinate a lot? But you also have big dreams of life. Of course the rest of your chart needs to be taken in consideration, but you probably falls in love intensely and you dream of meeting your soulmate, but your love can end as soon as it started. Your 2nd house sun makes you someone a little materialistic sometimes but that's not your main goal in life.
Hope something resonated with you, take everything with a grant of salt 🩷