Anya My Beloved - Blog Posts

oh no angst version :( (ignore the bad quality)

my children. characters from mouthwashing by wrong organ!! trying to stylize characters a bit more :). daisuke, his older sister anya, and his found father swansea. i love found family bonds. i know its not canonically exactly like that but i love it regardless. let them be happy :).

i saw that anya likes fast food and the jerma burger meme came to mind immediately

Needle felt Anya with me!

I remembered that this meme is something that exist so you have an Anya and soapi version :3c

do you perchance like mouthwashing perhaps

Yupyup!! I do love the game! It's pretty cool like when I played it I felt like the first time I played silent hill 2, unable to predict what was going to happen and hungry for more and MORE!! :3c

Here you have a quick pen sketch of Anya (my beloved!!<3), thank you so much!! :3

Haven't Mouthwashing posted in a while but, I love Anya fancanons and fanart because I HATE that we never get to see the true her in the game. Anya isn't and hasn't ever been a shy, quiet, timid woman. She went to medical school 8 goddamn times!!!!! She is not a quitter!!!!!!! She took a job as a NURSE on a fucking SPACE FREIGHTER after failing medical school 8 times because she was CONFUDENT in her own ability!!!!!!! Everyone in the crew absolutely ADORES her!!!!! She takes care of their mental health, their health in general, she's perceptive enough to prevent 4/5 people on the freighter from going insane!!!! She's charismatic and kind and confident!!!!

We see her how she is in the game because the player character is her damn rapist. And when we play as Curly, she's talking about him and being IGNORED!! (Curly when I catch you Curly)

The whole game she's staring at a guy who CRASHED THE SHIP trying to kill everyone who could implicate his crimes. And she doesn't know this, but she knows that he's dangerous enough that she hid the weapons from him. That she BEGGED Curly to hide the weapons from him because she was afraid for her LIFE. She spends the entire game getting talked down to, berated, and abused by this man. It's safe to say her actions are those of someone who's afraid or someone who's been broken down so much over months that she lost who she was, or a little bit of both.

I think the truest we see Anya is right before her death. In that moment, she's joyous. She talks highly of herself. She makes little jabs at Jimmy, knowing he won't be able to hurt her anymore. Because as much as he screams at her and pounds on the door, the medical room door is the only door with a lock on it. And if nobody else will defend her, that damn door will.