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Thinking about how Gi-hun’s old and new teams would interact with each other.
For sure, Jung-bae, Dae-ho, and Ali would be besties and get along so well.
I think Sae-byeok would be like the protective older sister to Jun-hee, since she has a little brother and Jun-hee is pregnant.
Il-nam would be the evil dad we all hate of In-ho and tell him continuing the games is much more important than his son’s love for Gi-hun.
Sang-woo would be the first to know In-ho and Il-nam are the ones behind the games and In-ho would likely kill him, to keep him stay quiet and out of jealousy that Gi-hun likes him more.
“WHERE’S MY JUUL? WHERE THE FUCK IS IT? WERE YOU SITTING ON IT? HUH? WHERE THE FUCK IS MY JUUL?”
ali + sang-woo | "i'm your man" - mitski
Still alive... ! It's hard to draw, this days. More like- it's hard to finish the drawings.
But but but ! I watched Squid Game. It was good, with one great episode. And, well, I had to draw something about said episode... spoilers, sort of.
And yes, I do like Sang-woo. He may be my favorite character. He is very well played,well written, and I like morally grey characters... !
vanish into you author here (but u already know that cleave LOL)
i’m thinking about how hair is known to be one of the mediums ghosts are able to easily manipulate in ghosts folklore (at least from what i’ve read)
hehe. hehehehehehhehehehehehe
izzy. izzy, what are you planning. i'm scared.
my initial thoughts:
mi-nyeo's hair getting even longer. like to-the-floor long.
ji-yeong's highlights glowing at night/in the dark.
deok-su steals picks up a hairband from one of the other dead players. just because i want to see his hair up again.
sang-woo's bangs getting longer when he's agitated (like whenever he sees in-ho or something) .
ali's hair getting fluffier or curlier when he's upset.
i dont know much about squid game but i would love to hear about your Guys..
hi, yes, these are my Guys. i mean, almost all the characters are my guys, but these guys are my Guys.
one is a migrant laborer who’s working hard to give a decent life to his wife and son, who maintains his humanity and kindness despite being constantly belittled by his boss as he slaves away for months unpaid at a factory.
the other is an investment banker who graduated from a prestigious university only to tank after his embezzling scheme goes south and is currently at his lowest of lows, needing to pay his debts off if only to make sure his mother isn’t hurt by his mistakes.
they are the friends of all time to me. ignore the fact that they are main characters in the Murder Games™ show.
so, when they're all sitting together and sharing their names in the fourth episode, ali reveals that he's been under the assumption that gi-hun's name is ssangmun-dong.
which means that whenever gi-hun started praising sang-woo by calling him the pride of ssangmun-dong, he thought... oh, i need to sit down for this...
"[character] is my husband <3" "[character] is my son!!"
ali is a family friend. he's at the dawat. he comes in with a stack of pizza boxes for the kids. he's watching them play hide-and-seek in the house. he opens the door when one of them gets stuck in the pantry. he's smiling as he hands his son off to an auntie. she's gushing over how cute he is. he's at the masjid. you can see him in the corner, plain tasbih in hand. he stays for the khutbah. he talks to the other men outside, wishing them goodbye. he leaves a styrofoam plate filled with cat food out by the fence. he's at your house. he's in the doorway holding an aluminum tray of biryani. it's for iftar. he can't stay for long, he insists. really, he does. he's sorry. the food's from his wife. he warns that it's spicy. when you go to take a bite, it's still warm.
okay I didnt meant to draw it this way, it came out pretty serious haha next drawing will be more in my style haha
ali "gi-hun's angel" abdul was sang-woo's angel, too.
not in the same way, of course.
...
to sang-woo, ali was this wide-eyed, clueless foreigner who was far too kind to be talking to someone like him. he's thankful for the simplest things, while sang-woo strives for perfection to the point of killing him. he said he lived in ansan. he says he'll walk. how can he say that? expecting sang-woo to what, let him? yes, sure, he can't really spare the money, but the idea of this relatively-puppy-looking guy wandering the streets until he finds his way home is not something he needs on his conscience at this time. so he gives him the money, and tells him to stop calling him that damn honorific. there's no need for that. when they get back to the games, ali's back. sang-woo makes a mental note of his strength when gi-hun points it out. he was willing to risk his life for others, too. those are good traits for an ally. sang-woo can make up for any lack of knowledge that might arise. they're a perfect team, when he thinks about it (oh, he'll end up thinking about it alright).
...
after the fight—when they were all banded together like a real team—they now sit to recover. ali looks embarrassed when he mistakes gi-hun's (their) hometown as his name. sang-woo asks for his, because he's a good ally friend. sang-woo hasn't had a friend in years. something about being in debt and going through depressive episode after depressive episode and not being able to look anyone you know in the eyes because how could you? after failing that badly? how could you?
it doesn't hurt like that when ali looks at him. sure, he feels the normal amount of guilt. ali thinks he's pretty kind for that move at the convenience store. he isn't; he knows he isn't. but ali doesn't look at him like gi-hun looks at him, like he's hung every star in the damn universe. ali thinks like that about anyone who treats him like a human. it hurts less, knowing that. sang-woo knows that in order for him to win, ali will have to die. everyone will have to die. he'll worry about that later.
... while they're on a night shift, ali shares his food with him. he's still thinking about the bus fare. why? he's already eaten. there's no reason for ali to starve. he splits it, though, because he doesn't want to refuse for another time.
ssajangnim. ssajangnim. ssajangnim. no one else ever corrects him. sang-woo doesn't know why. it's uncomfortable. he smiles when ali calls him hyung. he doesn't remember the last time he's smiled like this. a genuine smile. it quickly wipes off his face. he's here for money. of course, so is sang-woo. but sang-woo's here for his mom, mainly. he doesn't know why he was stupid enough to use her in his rabbit hole of debt. too late to lament that now. is ali here for his parents?
ali is a parent. he's got a kid. one. a one year old. sang-woo's going to vomit, his eyes prick with tears. he doesn't cry though, he never does. there's no way someone this... good is ever going to make it out of here. he's only taken out of his thoughts when ali asks him the same.
his reason sounds kind of pathetic now. he says it's about money, too.
...
the next game is duo-based. it's a no-brainer. ali's kind enough to look over at gi-hun. sang-woo needs to win. ali needs to win. they could do this.
the rules of the game are explained. sang-woo can't. he can't do this. he's not going to die.
ali's kindness isn't a virtue anymore. it's a liability. the clock is ticking. his flaws get glaringly bright like this. how do you not know what an even number is? sang-woo explains as patiently as he can. how is he winning. sang-woo was the intelligent one, wasn't he? he was the one who went to business school. hell, this is a guessing game. how the hell is ali winning? it's just like his debt. he's failing. he's failing at the one thing he's supposed to be good at. ali must be cheating. he has to be. sang-woo can't be failing again. he can't fail again.
the clock is ticking. sang-woo feels sick to his stomach. he begs, he pleads, he... he's looking at rocks. he turns to ali. he has a plan.
... "player 199, eliminated." sang-woo feels like he's being compressed by a machine. he breathes out and everything aches. he keeps walking. ... sang-woo's eating alone. funny, how most of his meals would be by ali's side. shared with him. shared with a friend. but friends come and go. he only knew ali for a couple days. it's not that special, he thinks.
his hands are shaking. ... he's fucking outraged at that husband. how could he not go on, huh? didn't he love his wife? didn't he care about her? how could he sit there, knowing her corpse is somewhere out there where he can't even retrieve it. he wants to give up the money? he wants to make her worthless? he grabs that man by the collar and gives him a piece of his mind. that night, he thinks about ali. really thinks about it. fuck, he was such a bastard. that man had a wife, a kid... things he'll never have. things he took away from him. kind, naive ali. he had more heart than sang-woo ever had, that's for sure. deserved more too. an angel, he remembers gi-hun saying. well, he doesn't have ali anymore. he tore those wings out when he betrayed him. he doesn't need an angel, in here. he needs to survive. he'll do whatever it takes. he can't fuck up now. he couldn't before, either. but not now. not after what he's done. ... player 069 is hanging from the metal frame, lifeless. was it what he said? no time to dwell on it, he thinks to himself, swallowing the feeling of guilt that blooms in his chest.
ali calling sang-woo bhaiya when he speaks urdu. is this anything?
squid game + the onion 1 | 2
squid game + the onion 1 | 2
tell me, cho sang-woo, does the guilt eat you alive?
I'd ship Aliwoo if Ali didn't have a wife and a son. Tbh, it's so one sided and Sangwoo got mad abt it 😭
So my week is going very bad. I’m calling it my “emotionally damaged week”.
On Monday I rewatched Squid Game and was emotionally damaged by Ali and Sae-Byeok’s deaths.
Then on Tuesday I’m more than excited for the Better Call Saul’s episode and I am utterly destroyed by Nacho’s final stand. That broke me and I’m crying for the rest of the day.
But for Wednesday, I was expecting laughs from Moon Knight especially how Ep 4 finished. Then … Steven 😖.
I’m emotionally damaged and I’m only halfway through the week!😭 How can things get any worse?
