Life Is Just [when Mitski Said “mom, Would You Wash My Back? This Once And Then We Can Forget” And

florence

youuuuuuuuu should listen to lord huron's new song 'who laughs last' featuring THEE kristen stewart

am I going to regret this hella. be honest

magnus archive update!!! jon is so paranoid it's so funny to me. Like I have secret knowledge of where his relationship goes with martin so every time one of his "supplement notes" marks that martin is SusPiciOuSly AskInG how he's healing and if he's doing okay must be MALICIOUS is. quite an experience. also he's so so so paranoid about his coworkers he's literally OBSESSING and I should be worrying where this could harm jon since this is a horror podcast I can't help but laugh. this is the best thing ever I hope jon gets worse actually

the supplements are genuinely so funny. like ‘martin made me tea this morning. incredibly suspicious. I think I’ll stalk him’. no one’s doing it like him

this is what started it

I regret ever asking about it

Crimson Peak is SO fucking funny when they first get to the house and Hiddles is like. Oh yeah forget to mention, giant hole in the roof. Also the floor is rotten, someday the whole foundation will collapse. And don’t be alarmed if the pipes start bleeding! It’s just that the very ground beneath our feet is oozing red liquid, absolutely drenched with it, as though the entire house is bleeding and bloodstained, as though the very earth our family legacy is built upon were one great open wound.

I fucking love Gothic settings. Don’t worry about it Edith, welcome to your very normal and inhabitable house.

My friend is gone, he ran away / I can tell you, I love him each day

The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades is Out to Get Us!, Sufjan Stevens // Dead Poets Society (1989), dir. Peter Weir

PLEASE WHEN I GOT OUT OF SCHOOL AT 2:40 PM I OPEN MY TUMBLR AND ALL I SEE IS CAPSLOCK AND CRYING AND !!!!!!!!! AND RORI SELF REBLOGS AND YOU & HELLA. I NEED WARNINGS IF YOURE GONNA SEND MY MUTUAL (AND DASH) INTO A SPIRAL

thank you for your considerations,

Jayme Ghoultaffy

P.S. slash lighthearted

my apologies. next time I’ll try and give warnings when I decide to go publicly insane over ethel cain because it WILL happen again

baby moo moo

WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS DYING IN THE ARENA

I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE THIS GODFORSAKEN MUTUAL CIRCLE

ok the sailor song by autoheart as a hammari song. I kind of see it as her from the afterlife looking back on what she’s done. “I was your sailor, your demon, your lover your overbearing best friend hoping for some attention” she was! sayna and kian and laira and tai all loved her but she was their monster. she mutilated sayna drove tai to suicide dragged kian down with her and laira fled in the aftermath. and she did it because she wanted to be good. “and I lost every ounce of myself” she took the child she was and killed her with her own bloody hands she slit that girl’s throat and built her legacy on her corpse. it’s kind of a response to strangers like I tried to be good am I no good am I no good. and the answer is no. you failed. you aren’t even good. you never could be. she’s coughing up blood asking if she’s good it’s 'if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn't know how to be alive i should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die' it’s all for nothing it’s all to end a war that years later historians say she didn’t even stop. she was driven mad under the weight of her sins she heard screams every waking moment she’d wander the palace in her nightgown and scream and tear at the walls she begged for help from her friends who were long gone. I never really had it in me, did I? did I? no I never really had it in me, did I? it’s frantic she’s clawing her way through the story through the ink and paper she wants someone to prove her wrong but she doesn’t have anyone. she never really had it in her did she?

WHAT THE FUCK