All Youtubers Are Pedophiles.

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More leaks of Osaka's first "Yotsuba&!" appearance.

checkmate, chuds.

I fucking hate normies.

I hate how they speak. I hate how its impossible to connect to them or they’re so cruel. Normies are absolute abominable and scary, they always look down at me with intent to fuck me over. And they’re evil hypocrites who are like super evil and all like fairy tale beasts from some old germanic grimm origins.

All normies want is to destroy the world. Their way of thinking is so mindfucked I look at them like how an angel looks at it, - in a way of complete indifference and normies are fucking idiots with no way Ill respect them.

And he knows a single ninjujutsu 😫

Rock Lee vs. Gaara went SO hard and was so memorable, it unintentionally tricked an entire generation into thinking Naruto's underlying theme was that effort and hard work ultimately triumph over natural talent. Naruto was, in fact, not about that. It was the opposite, in fact.

I've had trauma since a long time since childhood, when I was younger I used to be creative and explorative, but something eventually has changed, I stopped thinking of rash decisions and for me this hell became objective reality. Everything seemed to be nihilistic, there was no hope or meaning to persevere, it felt for long like a trap and it still feels that way. I became a person who was desperate for a hope, for something to prove me wrong. But I was always proven not, in fact I became naive and cruel at the same time, because for me it was life and death option. I needed some reassurance this world is good and not birthed from bestial malice. At the end, I was never wrong about a damn thing.

However, even though being objective gives you kinder better understood perspective on life, it is not good. You find a perfect answer, after that you become stale. It seems in this world there is no happy ending, when you reach "it" you will end with despair again. You may try any path, and you will always end with the same despair. I am not sure if it actually implies to human perception everywhere, but somewhere deep I was irritated that everyone "got it" except for me, like everyone knew how to get away with evil except for me who was real dumb chump. Even at school, everybody knew how to cheat during final exam papers and did so. Except for me and one other jewish classmate. Everybody knew how to properly bully others. But I haven't been perse "brave" as much as logical, as long as I can read it it's not scary. So I played smart. And unfortunately, it has messed me up. Objectively, sole way to win life is to die for my conclusion.

Human perception is birthed of flaws since leaving the Eden, there is no real way any longer to win. Perception is doomed to fall.

Yet, I never once acknowledged that I did have happy moments, but it has never felt to me because the life kept going and it made me feel like I am outpaced all the time. Maybe, that sense of security from objective point of view is something I must let go off somehow. I honestly have no clue how scary the world is without logic, but logic has never managed to cure it. I believe you and I got scammed into believing it did and had false hopes for technology.

But hey, knowing this it is very possible that human livestocks will genuinely happen in far future. Oh well, we can't stop it from happening. Visit churro.

Umikaze i-19

like if we take the oppai lolis from azur lane

what is the power? i mean what is that makes them good in bad way

because i would love t owrite stories that are innoecnt with i19

but

thats crazy

no shit bro wtf

bunny ears or dog ears

plus oppai happy face and this nice friendliness

all of it is so bad together....... I wish I could think of this character in such way to make her be treated well.

but my brain becomes rliek AAAAAAAGh

i was searching and found most shortstacks seem to be more concentrated in sakura empire's, but shortstacks are bad as signals of love because its wallking boobs basically

there is so much focus on chest even if you put camera away metters the boobs still look like theyre focus

but its not the only issue it is other appealing parts put in that listen guys my brain cant expalin it

All I want is to write this characters justly like ariake and i19 and ayase but... two huge ass bags are in my eyes disrtupting

Ash nazg durbatulûk.

how do I keep it in check when uh

This will be kind of meditation.

I would like to say to myself especially about my brain. I am the smartest.

No, I am very smart. Indeed. The way my brain works horribly diabolically different. In some peaceful environment, I most definitely look perfect. But I am really really fragile and I would like if you view me respectfully. My brain has OCD but big major way it works is that it doesn’t have survivor as direct priority. When it tries to use thought process it makes millions decisions to “improve” final outcome, in other words I am not satisfied until I get major damage repair or problem solution, that means I will keep walking through a rope on top of a flagship in the wind to search for solutions. Very often I end up looking differently, expanding my horizon and gaining relevant knowledge to solve the problem. But I get in such way that the brain encourages risky paths more. More time consumption, more work, less power. Yara yara…

When other people have flaws or weaknesses, it’s easier for me to see them, hell it’s super easy. Each one of them, there’s million issues I can pick up on however I am more of an eye. Making logical decisions is definitely my forte also abstract reality is …. Unbearable, my ocd hates making abstract decisions that put me in disadvantage. That cynical pattern behavior has been true all the times. Sometimes, between two somewhat good decisions or two identical ones my brain doesn’t comprehend not making tough choice anymore…

I am too used to keep improving a decision until perfectly satisfied.

I understand flaw in that logic. How do I move from here? How do I live more like normies? To me, it is mental brainhell.

Being stupid seems to be bad. Being too smart makes you stupider than an idiot. Being smart in general doesnt seem to be useful survival skill. Real friends are only ones who can make my life happier.

In this world, people only love themselves. Not anyone.

First, I go through this logic. I imagine the world without pedophilea, is this world any different? Is this world any better? Are the people more moral? Do they help each other with no benefit for their own soul?

No.

Then, let's go farther, the wrold without death, the world without weapons... Bla Bla Bla. Will people not find ways to hurt each other? If after the people are traumatized, they no longer make coherent cynical decisions, then wouldn't that be possible that pedophilea is not bad either? In the world as it is I really advocate for wokism, fort he way for trash to wake up. I want them to be wokne up. If you are moral solely because of random bias subjectively that you've encountered, my sword or anyone's sword is moral and justice, I cannot imagine the world without pedos as they will be replaced by the very ones who hated them, as their jealousy is shown true color.

Boobs boobs! I would write an essay but now - just boobs.