Fuck Restaurants And Arcades.

I was told there’d be a light at the end of this tunnel.

One more exam. One more application. One more interview. One more job. One more report. One more deadline. Just one more.

You’ve done so much more, so what’s one more?

Just one more.

And then, there’ll be the light. The love. The joy. The praise. All yours by right.

So you go through life, each day piling on top of the next, each morning it gets a little bit harder to breathe, a little bit harder to believe, a little bit harder to choose to live, but you keep going, you keep breathing, you keep believing, you keep trying, cuz you’ve gone through so much more, what’s one more?

Just one more.

So on and on and on we go, chasing the light at the end of this tunnel, but you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out, and you can’t stop now, its right there, that illusive dream you’re chasing that shimmers on the edges, that keeps you alive, that keeps you waking up every morning, that was promised, because you did so much more, you went through so much more, you can do so much more, of course you’ll get it, you have to, right, you’ve earned it, it’s yours, it’s coming, its right there, don’t you see it, it’s right there, just one more step, one more breath, one more day, one more try. What’s one more?

Just one more.

Ninth House, Leigh Bardugo

— Virginia Woolf

I would rather die in your arms than live a thousand years alone.

the comfort i find in the rain is kinda unreal

•🌧️🩶•

… in that night alive with signs and stars, I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world

maybe i like this rollercoaster, maybe it keeps me high

I need a hug.

Fuck I need more than that

I need rope to tie me so tightly the pieces will stay together

“You hold flaws so beautiful, even perfection aches with envy.

No. It aches with desire.

A sickening, damning desire,

That secretly slips to the soles of your feet to devour you whole.”

—— by CarpeVenus (@songs-of-venus)