happy one year anniversary to what has become my go to album as a mentally ill girly who has literally never gotten over anything ever: the tortured mental illness- i mean the tortured poets department🖤🤍
easily a top 3 taylor album for me!
and a special shoutout to my favorite songs on the album:
peter (HUGE fav, probably #1), who’s afraid of little old me? (another HUGE fav), so long london, the prophecy (SAD fav), my boy only breaks his favorite toys (UNDERRATED fav), the bolter, guilty as sin, fresh out the slammer, loml, down bad, cassandra, i hate it here, how did it end?, so high school, i can do it with a broken heart, the alchemy, chloe or sam or sophia or marcus, the smallest man who ever lived & i look in people’s windows
smiled at a girl in mcdonalds and she smiled back it really is the little things ₊‧°𐐪♡𐑂°‧₊
"please picture me in the weeds before i learned civility ... are there still beautiful things?" just... yeah. yeah.
cross my heart by prisila sweetheart. currently only available on kindle unlimited through amazon🧁💗
2 a.m. Currently.
fyi i do not “crush” i experience violent, all-consuming devotion and yearning that leaves me physically ill
i’ve never trusted my heart and ~gone with the flow~ more than i do with writing.
idk if this makes me an unhinged or ~irresponsible writer~ but i have never enjoyed the idea of outlining my work. something about it makes my writing feel so caged and limited and i HATE it!!!
obviously you can always simply go off script and change whatever the hell u want, but i still refuse to completely plan out every. single. thing. in some overly detailed outline. (and that’s just me, i’m not knocking anyone who does!!!)
of course i write down important plot points and key notes to incorporate and remember but other than that, i’m a big believer in “sharing” control with my characters.
sure i have solid ideas of how i want a story to pan out, but if the story just so happens to take me elsewhere in a spur of the moment manner, i’m all for it!
shameless chaotic writer here👋🏼
peter is so slept on. truly one of my all time faves. the Intrigue. the Heartbreak. THE PIANO
ttpd and red both being messy and drawn out but quintessential displays of taylor’s penmanship too powerful for the world to understand i see the vision
*knocks on wood* is it weird that i’ve never seriously suffered from writer’s block….
i just feel like i’m constantly seeing other writers talk about how much of a struggle it is for them to even write a sentence, and i’ve just… never had that problem? like i have TOO much to write about to never not know what to write, if that makes sense.
i blame all the premature life experiences i’ve had. maybe that’s what it is since i tend to draw inspiration from personal experiences. all my trauma is finally coming in handy for something omg😭
this is why writing is literally the most *perfect* thing for me. you’re telling me i get to have fun creating characters, romance, and storylines, *and* i get to pour my own personal experiences into my characters and stories in the most therapeutic way???? sign me up for life please!!!!
‧₊˚🌈✩ ₊˚🫧⊹♡ wannabe romance author hiding somewhere over the rainbow ‧₊˚🌈✩ ₊˚🫧⊹♡https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0CTFRJHW6?storeType=ebooks
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