oh my godddd I just BINGED your entire Gaz series and I s2g you have me chewing drywall. you write him so GOOD and Reader is so cute and your writing style is so!!! you WORK this prose, you put the work in baby and it shows!!!
love a Gaz who is so polite and smart and witty and a little unhinged...... (love your Soap too, btw, like let me sew you up some more bb)
honestly so glad I happened to stumble upon this novella of yours literally two hours ago with all parts complete, because if I'd had to wait for updates I would've gone feral. brooooo ilu ilu ilu
okay I'm honestly so happy about this message because!!!! you're the first to comment about how my writing changes near the end of the fic and I'm so thankful for that bc i keep trying to make this change to get better by using other people's work as inspo so tysm for this commentđ„čđ
people's work i used as inspo for this (who btw have writing that is much more consistently beautiful and who i will always look up to):
@ceilidho for her bear shifter price au
AND
@boneblushed for her second-chance rafe fic
if there's anyone to thank for having this fic fully formed in ten days instead of on hiatus indefinitely it's these two. Their work inspired me to write better---and to finish that final part off with a bang.
nonetheless anon I am so glad u enjoyed my stories!! thank you for taking the time to comment on my work ilu u r so sweet and i hope u have the best dayđ„°
Please work on a pt. 2 to the Luna Hunt or a series in general its so good I beg off u. I would love to see where things go with them and her father and the new queen and king
ahhhhh yeah the whole father storyline like i dont even know where to go with that
hate it when my reader's flimsy purpose to escape comes back to bite me in the booty like ouch now i gotta work with that plot strand. luna hunt is def the most requested for a second part and i swear i hear u i just haven't read this genre in so long i dont even know where to start.
scratch that, i know exactly hwere to start, i just dont know where to go after that. we'll see maybe one day ill think of smth
*GIF not mine*
Summary: Claw machines are unfair, and your boyfriend is seriously impatient. You see where this is going, right?
A/N: Just another imagine I got to write thanks to this prompt by @otpdisasterâ. Seriously, if you ever get writerâs block, go check them out, theyâre a godsend. Hope you enjoy!
Word count: 914
        Buzz buzz.
        The call scared you out of your homework induced trance. After a certain point, you knew you had to give up on zoning out while glaring at the laptop screen. With a sigh, you snatched up your phone and answered.Â
        âHello?â
        âYN!â Thereâs a muffled screeching in the background of the call that sounds suspiciously like your name.Â
        âTanaka? Whatâs going on?â
        âYou need to come-â his voice breaks away in a chuckle. âYou need to come to the mall right now!â
        âUmm, why?â
        âJust come!â The noises in the background become louder and more frantic. âAnd bring butter!â
        âWhy do I-â the call ends before you can ask what the hell is going on, and why a dairy product seems to be the solution to whatever mess your boyfriendâs best friend has gotten into.Â
        âYouâve gotta be kidding me,â you mumble under your breath, still staring at your phone with wide eyes. Well, itâs better than doing homework on a Saturday. With a shrug, you grab your jacket and your keys, getting ready to drive to the disaster zone.Â
                                ~~~
        Itâs not much, but it's the best you could find on such short notice, and with such little spare change in your pocket. Walking into the mall with a tub of âI Canât Believe itâs Not Butterâ held in your grasp, you anxiously search for the bald volleyball player.Â
        âOoh, there he is!â Your eyes catch on his signature buzz cut and you make a beeline for him. âTanaka! Hey!â
        The arcade he stands in is dim with neon green lights flashing from the ceiling like a disco. Children shout excitedly and button-mash on the machines like no tomorrow while you shoulder through a crowd of people to grab his arm.Â
        âHey!â Youâre barely audible over the sounds of tickets printing and Pac-Man chomping, so you raise your voice to a shout. âWhy did you need this?â You hold up the tub in front of his face and he can only guffaw at the sight of you.
        âOh hey YN! Iâm so glad you could make it!â He snickers once more before stepping away from the claw machine he had been standing in front of. âNoya, look whoâs here!â
        âFuck you, man!â Your boyfriend, who had been hidden by the taller stature of Tanaka, is seated on the floor, one arm lodged up the prize door of the machine while the other flips off his friend.Â
        The bald man only laughs harder, pressing an arm against his stomach while howls. You, on the other hand, can only gape at the sight.
        âYuu, what are you doing?!â He rubs the back of his neck and smiles sheepishly.Â
        âI wanted to get you the little stuffed cat,â he points at the toy with the hand wedged in the machine, fingers just barely visible inside the glass. âBut this stupid machine,â he smacks the side of it with a sneer, âtotally cheated me!â
        The sentiment made your heart flutter, but the sight made you giggle and avoid eye contact.Â
        âHey!â
        âIâm sorry! Itâs just,â you gesture at his predicament, âyou know⊠fucking hilarious!â You canât hold it in any longer as you join Tanaka in busting a gut while Nishinoya miserably slumps onto the arcade floor.Â
        âYou guys suck.â You both die laughing at his grumble, holding onto each other for support just in case someone topples over.Â
        It doesnât take long before you get spotted.
        âExcuse me!â Itâs a young employee of the arcade, and he looks just about done with all of you from the get-go. âKid, Iâm gonna have to ask you to remove your hand from the machine.âÂ
        âIâm older than you!â Nishinoya kicks his legs against the ground indignantly and you have to bite your lip to contain yourself. âPlus,â he purses his lips, âIâm stuck.â
        The employee sighs and smacks his palm against his forehead. âIâll go get the butter.â
        âOh, no need,â you hold up your grocery store purchase like a prized possession, âI already got some.â The younger man quirks his brow at you before accepting the item and whipping out a handy butter knife from his back pocket. You and Tanaka both gawk and glance at each other at the sight of his preparedness.Â
        âEvery Goddamn day,â he mutters before getting to work.Â
        While Nishinoyaâs situation is dealt with, you leave the scene with a promise that youâll be back to Tanaka. About thirty minutes later, your boyfriend is free as a bird and you pop up in front of him with a gift.
        âHere,â you hand him a stuffed cat with a victorious smirk. Amazement overcomes his features and his jaw drops at the gift. He wiggles excitedly and captures you in a hug, but his appreciation of your present doesnât last long.
        âWait,â he pulls away and the overjoyed grin falls from his face. âHow did you get this?!â His eyes narrow with suspicion while he observes the toy from all angles like it was a fake.
        âI won it,â you announce proudly.
        âOh, youâve gotta be kidding me!âÂ
        If only he knew you were now out forty bucks.
if the taglist for reborn is still open could i please be added? i love it sm <3
Iâm glad you like itđ„°đ„° the taglist is still open and youâll def be tagged in the next partđ€©
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Summary: After Bokuto leaves for an away game on Valentineâs Day weekend, youâre left to handle the dayâs pleasures all on your own. Thereâs just one little problem--nothing comes close to what Bokuto could give you. Luckily, he offers a solution, and though itâs completely out of your wheelhouse, you find yourself desperate enough to give in.
Warnings: smut, phone sex, mutual/guided masturbation, dirty talk, slight praise kink, slight dumbification, edging (if you squint), (gentle) dom!Bokuto
A/N: Happy belated Valentineâs Day! Hereâs a lil gift from me to u that Iâve had stuck on my mind for a while. Yes, yes, I know, I ainât great at writing smut, so if someone else wrote this prompt w/ Best Boi Bokutoâą uhh⊠*cough cough* sendittomeplsnthx. Enjoy!
Word count: 2731
        âSo⊠what are you wearing?â
        âJesus Christ,â you break off into a laugh, picking up the phone.Â
        âNah, nah, câmon, Iâm serious. We gotta start somewhere.â
        Still shaking your head, you lean back on the bed once more, propped up on a few pillows but otherwise completely reclined. âFine, fine, but anything else like that and Iâm gonna have to leave you to your hand.â
        âI promise, now câmon. Tell me.â
        âSeriously?â
        âOne-hundred percent.â
        You purse your lips, debating a little. You can feel how much you want it--want him--and when you shift your hips, you can almost feel it soaking uncomfortably against your clothing. Heâd texted you minutes ago with a proposition after learning of your predicament last night.Â
        Youâd wanted him so bad, but that alone wasnât enough. Bokuto was off at an away game, and the distance--plus it being Valentineâs Day--only made things worse. Youâd tried so hard, even trying to imagine his hand in your ownâs place, even his tongue. It was just not enough.Â
        Though, Bokuto didnât seem to know how to handle the situation either.Â
        âFine, fine. Iâm, uh, Iâm wearing that little dress you like-â
        âYeah?â
        â-and those silk panties you almost tore that one time.â
        âReally?â
        âFuck no. Itâs a Monday--Iâm wearing sweats and a tank top, and Iâm pretty sure thereâs at least two rats making babies in my hair.â
        âWell at least someoneâs getting some.â
        âKou!â
        âSorry, YN!â Bokuto whines, his voice crackling through the line. âBut come on! Take this seriously.â He pauses, silence flooding your room.
        âJust⊠let me help you.â
        Your thighs subconsciously clench at the tone. Itâs so familiar itâs like theyâre preparing to be spread apart.Â
        The place between your thighs is soaked by now, far more stirred than youâre letting on. The fact that your voice is still steady surprises even you at this point.Â
        âYouâre right, youâre right. Iâm sorry.â
        âDonât be, baby. Just lay back for me, will you?â
        âOkay.â Gnawing at your cheek, you make the choice to place Bokuto on speaker, setting him down just beside your shoulder so you can hear his every word. At this point, youâre on your back, head lain on a pillow and hands dancing along the strings of your sweats.
        âComfy?â
        âYeah.â
        âGood.â Thereâs a few shuffles over the phone, and when Bokutoâs voice returns he sounds a little out of breath, a little strained. âGood. Okay.â
        âOkay,â you nervously parrot, not really sure what else to do with yourself. Slowly, youâre beginning to gather that neither of you have done this before. Despite Bokuto sounding so confident earlier, he now seems reduced to the same anxious, aroused mess that you are.Â
        âAll right, now justâŠjust follow my lead, okay?âÂ
        âMhmm.â
        âI want you to go slow, no matter what I tell you. Donât speed up until I say.â His orders, simply the thought of their implications, leave your fingers twitching closer to your arousal. The need to touch yourself was beginning to leave a yearning that ran rampant through your veins. A single spark filled your stomach with heat.Â
        âOkay.â
        âGood,â he exhaled. âNow touch yourself.â
        You almost choked on your spit. âWh-uh, I mean,â your gaze traced along the ceiling frantically, desperately trying to distract yourself from the burning in your cheeks. âLike, where?âÂ
        Your question had slipped out without a second thought, and when Bokuto chuckled, the flush spread to your chest.Â
        âMaybe youâre right,â he pondered. âLetâs go slower than that.â A huff, then his voice returned, excited. âAll right, I got it. Think of me, all right?â
        âKou, I already tried that.â
        âI know, baby, I know. But now you can actually hear me, and you donât have to imagine a thing. Leave it to me.â
        You were grateful he accepted your timid silence as approval.Â
        âOkay, so⊠think of me touching you, right? Like Iâm right there in front of you, baby, and Iâm just running my hands all over you-â
        âKou?â you cut him off, blindly picking at your fingernails.Â
        âWhatâs up? You wanna stop?â
        âCan you touch yourself too?â And itâs when he falls silent that you realize how awkward that sounded. âAh shit, I-I mean, like, I just kinda felt awkward doing it alone and like I felt like if you were doing it too Iâd feel better about it and-â
        âGod, YN, you thought I wasnât doing that already?â
        âWhat?âÂ
        He scoffs, and shame begins to sour your anticipation.Â
        âThe second you said you were touching yourself to the thought of me, babe, I was at it. You seriously thought I was gonna sit here and just let you play with yourself while Iâm over here just listening?â
        âI mean, a littleâŠâ
        âShit, YN. I let you tie me up once and suddenly you think I like being blue-balled.â
        âWellâŠâ
        âIt was one time!â
        âWhatever, Kou! Can we justâŠget back to what we were doing?â
        âFine, fine. But weâre discussing this later.â
        âOkay, okay. Just get on with it, will you? Please, Kou, IâŠâ you pause, body once more growing aware of the situation between your legs. âI need your help.â
        âI know, babe.â Bokuto gulps, taking a second to relax himself once more. Youâre busying yourself with fiddling with the bottom of your tank top now, tempted to just lift off the damned thing along with the rest of your clothes.Â
        But youâre a little curious if Bokuto would mind that.
        âAll right, sweetheart. Like I said, follow my lead.â
        You hum.Â
        âI want you to imagine me there, right on top of you, baby. Think of how Iâd push your shirt up, how Iâd run my hands up your sides. Do that to yourself for me, will you, sweetheart?â
        You listen and copy his words, running your hands underneath the cotton hem and brushing your fingertips along your hips, just as Bokuto had done so many times.Â
        Well, it wasnât perfect. But his voice certainly helped.Â
        âGo up higher, baby. I want you to hold those pretty tits of yours.
        âGod, I can almost feel âem in my hands. So soft, always wanna keep my hands there. So fuckinâ pretty.â
        âKouâŠâ You do as he asks, but itâs not enough. You want more, now.
        âI know, I know. But remember, sweetheart, I said weâre taking things slow tonight.â
        âBut-â
        âNow touch yourself. Imagine my hands playing with those cute little nipples of yours, baby. Make âem all tight and perky for me.â Hesitantly, you follow his lead. Your fingers draw circles, tug and caress like how you remember he would after long days. How his hands would yank off your shirt before palming and squeezing and stroking. Some days he was really mean, and your hips shifted at the thought of the dark marks he would leave scattered along your chest.Â
        âFeel good?â His voice is breathless, and youâre a little uncertain of whether that means your soft moans had somehow passed through the phone line despite how much youâd suppressed them. Though, Bokuto did like you loud.Â
        âSo good,â you pant, hands still toying almost torturously. âBut I want more, Kou, please.â
        âFuck, baby, I ever tell you how cute you are when you beg?â
        âKouâŠâ
        âFine, fine. But you know Iâd play with your pretty tits longer than that. From now on, letâs go at my pace.â
        Fuck. You knew Bokuto had a pace, but when it came to nights like these, it was slower than youâd expect. Though most nights Bokuto jumped you and kept at it like a rabbit, there were just some days where he dragged things out, usually just to hear you beg for him. An ego boost, or whatever. Like he needed it.Â
        âSlowly, sweetheart, bring your hands down to your thighs and spread âem, nice and gentle--you know how Iâd peel âem apart.â He broke off into a grunt. âAnd t-then stroke the insides of your thighs, baby.â
        âKou?â
        âWhatâs up?â
        âDo,â you clench your jaw, telling yourself to get over the embarrassment by now. â-Do you want me to take my clothes off?â
        âFuck, you still have any on? Why?â
        âOh.â You took that as a cue to tear off your tank top and sweatpants, a little ashamed by the eagerness with which you did it. That feeling only grew when you squirmed out of your panties, catching a glimpse of the glistening stain left on them.Â
        An idea hit you, and though you knew it would only make you flush more, you wanted to hear his reaction.
        âKou?â
        âAre they off?â
        âMy panties are soaked.âÂ
        The reaction was instant.Â
        âJesusâfuck,â Bokuto hissed under his breath. You heard something akin to skin on skin as his cursing hitched, and a strangled groan filled your ears.Â
        âFucking tease,â he rasped when he finally seemed to stop himself from going too far. There was a tension in his voice that warned you he wanted revenge. âPut both hands on that wet little pussy, sweetheart. For that, I wanna hear it.â
        Finally. The second your dominant hand made contact with your swollen clit, your hips jerked up without volition. âSh-it.â
        âNu-uh, YN. Keep them there. Two inside, one on your clit. Nice and slow.â
        It was hard to keep a steady, controlled pace. Your hips kept bucking, your back kept arching, and the two fingers Bokuto had ordered deep inside you werenât reaching that little spot he seemed to have memorized like the back of his hand.Â
        The lone index finger you kept circling your clit wasnât doing your sanity any favors. The muscles of your thighs began to tremble in sheer desire of some actual force, a little muscle behind the action.Â
        âYN,â Bokutoâs tone was low, warning. The second youâd sped up your hands to meet your needs, Bokuto could hear your closed-mouth whimpers growing higher.Â
        âKou, please.â
        âHands off, baby. Completely.â
        âWhaâŠâ you opened your mouth in protest, reluctantly pulling two soaked fingers out of your weeping hole and forcing your hand away from your clit.Â
        âI told you to listen, baby. And now thatâs all you get to do.â
        âKou, what-â
        âAhh, shit.â You slam your mouth shut, biting your lip at the delicious moans echoing through the phone. âFuck, so good.â
        Bokutoâs strained groans come quick and in between pants. Youâre positive thereâs a sheen of sweat covering his forehead now, his arm flexed and taut as he strokes himself.Â
        âYN, baby. âF-Feels so good.â
        âKou,â you plead, gaze a little unfocused as you listen to his moans while forcing your hands to stay at your sides. You feel yourself twitching, clenching around nothing.Â
        âFuck, wish I was inside you right now.â Throaty moans now filter through the crackling line, so loud you wonder if the neighboring apartment can hear--not that they shouldnât be used to it by now. âYouâre always so fucking tight, sweetheart. Always so wet and tight on my cock.â
        âKou please, let me-â
        âHold on. Just a little more, baby--fffuck. Know you wanna touch yourself. Spread your legs for me, but donât touch.â
        You peel your knees apart once more, frustrated to no longer have any friction to work with. Your hips roll desperately, but it accomplishes nothing but making you more desperate. You can feel your arousal dripping down, now, soaking into the sheets.Â
        âYou remember before I left, sweetheart? Remember how I fucked your pretty little brains out? Never seen you like that before, so pretty and crying over how good my cock felt inside you.â
        âYes, Kou, yes! Please, just let me-â
        âSaid you couldnât walk the next day. Said I fucked you so good you couldnât feel your legs, baby. You feel âem now? All spread apart and just fucking shaking? If I fucked you right now, sweetheart, you think you could even think straight?â
        âNo, Kou, fuck I need you so bad.â You threw an arm over your eyes, the other digging into the sheets as you waited and waited for permission.Â
        âYou only got your fingers, and you canât even use âem. All you got is me, the thought of me fucking into you, turning your pretty little brain into mush. Making you feel so good all you can do is cry. Baby, I still got those scratch marks on my back.â
        âKou-â
    âJust a few more days, sweetheart, and Iâll have you making new ones. For now though, I suppose I could let you play with yourself.â
        You almost cried out in relief, hands darting down to your aching, sopping hole, feeling as it drenched each fingertip with ease.Â
        âThree fingers inside. I know you can take it. Pretend itâs me warming you up for my cock, baby, stretching you out and having you dripping all over my fucking hand.â
        Heâs right, it is a stretch, and you almost whimper when you press your fingers up and against the little pleasure center deep inside you, fingertips just barely brushing.Â
        âYour little clit hurts so good, doesnât it, baby? Youâre being so mean to it arenât you, rubbing hard circles into it.â
        He pauses, breaking off into a drawn-out groan of your name.Â
        âI donât care. Go faster.â
        And you do, and heâs right, and you just canât bring yourself to care as you press harsh patterns into your clit, struggling to pump your fingers at the same time without losing pace completely and frustrating yourself.Â
        âThatâs it. Say my name, baby. Scream my name while you play with yourself. Couldnât do that by yourself, could you?â
        âKou--fuck!â You clench your eyes shut, arching your back harder as you speed up your desperate ministrations. Heat gathers at your clit from the friction, and your slick is practically gushing now, loud and pornographic.
        Bokuto certainly got what he wished--there was no way he couldnât hear how wet you were.Â
        âYou can only touch yourself with my help, canât you? So fucking good to me, baby. So pretty playing with your tight little hole like that. Dirty little thing.â
        âGod, fffuck,â you whimper, back arching when your gushing finally reaches its peak.Â
        âYou coming?â
        âY-es!â
        âI wanna hear who made you feel this good. Who made you play with your own little pussy so good, baby?â
        âKou! Yes, Kou!â
        âGood girl. Good fucking girl.â Bokuto moans one last time, loud and guttural, and the slick of your fingers brushing and kneading your clit becomes too much. Your legs, spread wide and strained, shake with the effort as your back arches against the pillows behind you, head tossed back and mouth open in a silent gasp.Â
        Bokuto soothes you on your way down, small âI love yousâ and âso good for mesâ traveling over the line. When your body finally stops twitching, you lean over and snag your phone, turning it off speaker and pressing it to your ear.Â
        âThank you, Kou,â you hum softly, lethargic and exhausted. âThat was so much better than last nightâs shit show.â
        âIâm so relieved, baby.â He pauses, humming. âAnd glad to know you canât seem to come without me.â
        âYeah, well, good thing youâre coming back soon. This was good, butâŠâ You sit up, staring at his side of the bed, a little unkempt from you rolling over to it in your sleep night after night. âI wish you were here.â
        âI know, baby. I wish you were with me too.â
        âItâs so lonely without you.â
        âI know. I miss you.â
        âPlus I finally found out where you hid those handcuffs after that night.â
        âGoddamnit, YN, just throw those fucking things out! Iâm not getting blue-balled again!â
Did you have a quotev under this same username at some point?
Hmm I donât think so, but then again I made like a bajillion accounts when I was younger. Who really knowsđ€·ââïž
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Bokuto and Tsukishima Version
A/N: YOOOOO, are yâall proud of međ„ș I finished a major assignment early so I could write! Go me! I really am being an adult out here like damnđ€đ€. Anyways, hope you like it, and uh⊠Happy late Halloween? Eh, too late, just enjoy! (PS: goddamn do I miss thisđ„ș and uh, I searched up âhumping synonymsâ for this?? am going to hell, see ya there)
Word count: 1789
Kuroo Tetsurou:
In the beginning, it felt good.Â
âYeah, kitten, you like that?â
Amazing even.
âOh fuck, Tetsu, donât stop!â
Then it⊠didnât.Â
âShit, pineapple! Pineapple!â you wheezed, shoving his hips away and squeezing your legs together. âFuck.â You rolled onto your side and pulled your knees to your chest, trying to breathe while a dull pain shuddered through your lower half.
Without another word, Kuroo slipped off the bed and observed you, wincing at the way you shut your eyes so tightly. His hands hovered over your form, wanting to help but⊠just not knowing how.Â
His heart pinched, thundering in a way that only came from fear. âAre you okay?â he choked out, finally letting a hand fall to the skin of your back before massaging up and down.Â
âYeah,â you nodded, âYeah, Iâm good. I just, uh, just need a minute.â
âOf course, Kitten.â In an instant, he was settling in behind you, both arms slipping around your form and long fingers pressing against your stomach. âIâm so, so, so sorry,â he peppered kisses along your shoulders and up your back, âSo, so sorry, baby.â
âItâs okay, I promise,â you relaxed in his grip, slipping one hand out from between your thighs and intertwining it with the familiar one on your stomach. âLetâs just⊠not do that again, okay?â
Kuroo scoffed, shaking his head and curling closer around you. âKitten, you best believe the next time I even hear you say âpineappleâ in public, thereâs like a 50-50 chance Iâll have a heart attack. Weâre not doing anything like that for a while.â
You snorted. âAnything? Really?âÂ
âWell of course not anything, but-â
âI knew it.â
âHey!â Kuroo squeezed your side, and a corner of his mouth lifted at the way you jolted. âIâm sorry. Really, I am.â His voice wavered, and you just knew that if you could see his eyes, there would be a war happening in them. Guilt and despair would be battling it out right in those hazel orbs of his.Â
âTetsu, itâs not your fault!â you reassured, hiding a grimace as you swapped sides to face him. âNow we know whatâs too much, right? I promise, Iâm okay.â A warm smile took over your face as you cupped his own, leaving a brisk kiss against his lips. âDonât get all sulky on me now.â
âNever,â he smirked, wrapping two fingers around your right wrist to press a kiss into your palm. His eyes never left your face, and in them you could see worry--worry and something more.
Oh.
It was pain.Â
âOh Tetsu,â you were quick to wrap him in a hug, your arms around his neck while his hands wandered up to your shoulder blades to keep you close. âIâm okay, I swear. I know you didnât--and you would never--mean to hurt me. Please. Itâs okay.â
Finally, the tightness in his muscles faded under your hold. âI know, YN, itâs just that I hate that Iâm now someone whoâs hurt you. I never wanted to be that guy.â His face pushed harder into your collarbone and his teeth gritted. âEspecially to you.â
You shook your head and smiled. âBut thatâs the thing, Tetsu. Youâre not. The only thing you are to me is the man Iâm in love with-â
âAnd your best lover.â
ââŠYes, and my best lover. Sure,â you scoffed, rolling your eyes as a grin grew on your face.Â
âThank God. Itâs so much better to hear out loud than to read it from your diary.â
âTetsu!â
Kageyama Tobio:
Your safe word was simple. So simple you never thought youâd have to use it.
âStop! Stop!â
Until now, of course.
âFuck!â Kageyama opened his lust-filled eyes, yanking himself away so hard he crashed to the floor of his bedroom.Â
You, on the other hand, groaned and pressed two hands between your legs, gasping for air while trying to fend off tears. Pain shot up your spine and ebbed into your hips where Kageyamaâs hands had been. The haze of passion that had fogged the room was zapped away in mere seconds, replaced with a dead silence.Â
Your boyfriend scrambled off his floor and popped back up to his feet, pausing at the sight of you with furrowed brows.Â
âYNâŠ?â His tone was slow and concerned, yet his mind was anything but. When you didnât respond, Kageyamaâs diminishing self-control disappeared completely.Â
âShit,â he hissed, two hands diving into his hair and yanking at the strands without restraint. âFuck!â His face grew red with anger, teeth bared like a wolf ready to attack. But it wasnât you he was aiming for.
No, no, it wasnât you. It was himself.Â
âIâm so fucking stupid,â he grunted, backing away until he crashed into his own door. âWhy did I do that?â
âTobio-â
Your tone was insistent, wanting to be reassuring. All Kageyama could hear was the pain you struggled to hold back.Â
âNo, YN!â he barked, turning and slamming a hand onto the door knob. âI hurt you!âÂ
âTobio, youâre overreacting! Iâm fine!â You werenât lying; the pain was fading away by the second. The only thing that hurt now was the way Kageyama tried to avoid you.
He whipped the door open anyway, only to stop at your final plea. âTobio, please!â
It wasnât the words that made him stop; it was the crack of your voice, caused only by a sudden onslaught of tears. âPlease,â you sniffled. âIâm okay, I promise. Just donât leave.â
Kageyamaâs head fell, yet little by little, inch by inch, he let the door squeal to a close. Five, ten, maybe even twenty minutes passed before he turned and made his way back toward you, feet scuffing with every step.Â
Your tears had stopped by now, but your eyes were nowhere near dry. âTobio.â
Kageyama refused to meet your gaze, but he still climbed back onto the bed just across from you, letting his legs cross one over the other.Â
Finally, his hands reached out and grasped one of your own, pulling it towards him and propping his elbows on his knees to give him the right height to hold it against his lips.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, each word warm against your fingers. âGod, Iâm so, so sorry,â his grip tightened. âI just hated hurting you like that. And I couldnât stand that I did it during a time where I should never hurt you, YN.â Â
âTobioâŠâ you paused, only to think of the words that wouldnât scare him off. âI⊠I know you must feel like this is the end of the world or something, but itâs not. Really, I promise. I still love you, and I still trust you, completely. Nothing has changed.â
He still hadnât looked up, but his fingers began to run along your hand in a nervous habit.Â
âYou didnât hurt me. Itâs sweet of you to worry so much, but really, you didnât. Do you want to know what did hurt?â
No response.
âOkay, Iâll tell you,â you sighed, shaking your head. âIt hurt when I saw that you wanted to leave so quickly. Can you⊠can you promise not to try and run away every time something that you canât control happens? I want to experience everything with you, including hard times, so please donât just⊠run away where I canât follow. Can you promise me that?â
Kageyama was dead silent, and part of you was convinced he may have fallen asleep in the midst of your rambling. The only reason you knew he was conscious was because of the way his fingers kept tracing over your hand.Â
âAre you-â
âI promise.â Kageyama raised his head, and for the first time in what must have been nearly a half hour, he made and kept eye contact with you. âI promise I wonât leave like that again, no matter what happens. I want to stay by your side forever.âÂ
âButâŠ?â
âBut,â he clenched his jaw, and in a surprising turn of events, a tear slipped down his cheek, âbut I donât want to hurt you again, YN. I still hate myself for doing that to you.â His voice was solid, unwavering. It was obvious he wouldnât let this go for a while.Â
âAll right,â you nodded, sliding closer to him on the mattress and pressing your hand against his chest. The other, still caught in his grip, wiggled in effort to escape. He refused at first, gripping just a bit tighter before letting go completely and dropping his hands onto his lap in the form of curled fists. Finally free, you left both palms resting flat against his chest. âAll right, Iâll let you sulk for a while.â
Then you put pressure on his chest, urging him to lie back in a form that was obviously the last position he wanted to be in. With enough force, he relented with furrowed brows and fell onto his back. âYN-â
âFeel free to frown,â your face hovered over his, doused in a nonchalant expression, âand whine,â you threw one leg over his body, âand bitch until your heartâs content.â You plopped down onto his lap, effectively straddling him and his⊠you know.Â
âJust know that while you do that, Iâm gonna be by your side,â you smirked, letting your hips slide back before dragging them forward again, âkissing and hugging and-â
âYN,â he choked out when you ground yourself on him once more, hands slamming down onto your bruised sides. âDonât-â
â-making love to you just as much as you make these little efforts to punish yourself.â
âFuck,â he grunted.Â
âTobio, just know that Iâm in love with you more than you hate yourself,â you ground into him again, eating up the way his eyes rolled back into his head.
âSo itâs gonna be a long ride.âÂ
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Summary:Â During naval training, your jet crashed and burned, taking your memories with it. But the lieutenant who saved you seems to know you better than he lets on. The only issue is that he refuses to tell you his name.
A/N: pfft half yall donât read this anyway so imma just say roosterâs hot, oreosmama out *drops mic*
Word count: 3345
Itâs not the pervading scent of antiseptic and boredom that has carved its way into your skin, nestling deep into the creases of your brow and your sneering upper lipâ
Itâs his unflinching gaze.
The lieutenant hovering over you, with a spoonful of green, gelatinous âdinnerâ posed over your lips, mumbles, âOpen the hatch, the F-18 needs to land.âÂ
Heâs a staunchly built man ornamented in the same naval jacket heâd been wearing when you first came-to in the hospital room, his lofty shoulders embellished in unfamiliar patches. Over the last two days, most of which have consisted of him lording himself over you or sitting back in the chair beside your bed, his five oâclock shadow has thickened, and the wrinkles underneath his teasing eyes darkened a shade.
The F-18 bumps against your sneer, and he chortles to himself.Â
You know why youâre here.Â
Well, sort of.
You know that it mustâve hurt. Like a falling-unconscious-due-to-pain kind of hurt. Black and blue splotches paint your temple and upper left cheek, and each time you force a smile, it aches. The rest of your body looks the same. In the first shower youâd been allowed, you twisted and turned as much as your burning abdomen could handle and had come to the conclusion that you were glad you didnât remember much of what had happened.
The only real issue was that you didnât remember much of anything.Â
The story you had been told was haphazardly crafted, not unlike if a toddler had drawn a house with crayons and passed it to you, insisting it looked exactly like the one you lived in.Â
It goes something like this: you were flying your jet when the engine stalled, and when you ejected, your head smacked against the windshield. You were luckyâyou were unconscious when you had crumpled in on yourself, snapping five of your ribs like pencils, and when youâd landed on the ground, face in the dirtâyou were so, so lucky.Â
But the lieutenant says differently.Â
When he found you, you were awake. You were echoing his name into the stagnant desert air, screaming and sobbing in ways that still keep him up at night.Â
You know because he sleeps with folded arms on the edge of your mattress, and he rattles the metal skeleton each time he flinches. And the times when he thinks youâre too buried in exhaustion and slumber, his hand finds yours, fingertips light as air against your skin.
These are the only times the lieutenant bares that part of himself to you.Â
In the mornings, when you can look him in the eyes and see the guilt buried underneath, he winces a smile onto his lips and asks if you remember anything yet.Â
You don't.
And he winces again. âBack to the drawing board, huh?â
The lieutenant is a nice-enough man when he wants to be. The only issue is that he doesnât seem to want to be.Â
âTell me your name,â you snipe, dangling over the precipice of flinging Jell-O across the room.Â
This is a game he never wants to play, despite how often he wins. He has the whole naval baseâs hospital staff refer to him as Sir or Lieutenant-no-last-name, and each time you ask, heâll give you the same response.
âYou know my name.âÂ
You don't. Heâs a complete stranger. He can hold you hand and feed you Jell-O and help you hobble to the bathroom; he can brush the hair from your sweat-crusted face in the mornings and, on some rare occasions where he thinks heâs woken up before you, heâll graze a feather-soft kiss on your bruised temple.
And you still haven't got a clue.Â
Because whoever the lieutenant is, the tight grip he has on your heart is completely foreign to you. Itâs a grip that says you and him arenât just something definableâyou were a we in this life; the pair of you have formed a way of living in tandem, your own intrinsic tango to which nobody else knows the steps. Itâs not just like or a passing fancy. Itâs not just hot static running through veins.Â
This is fully fledged; this is oxygen now. The rise and fall of your chest is the rise and fall of his. The absence of it must be suffocating.Â
So you don't know why he doesnât like this game. He makes a question-answer into a back-and-forth, and then he winds and winds you up until youâre ready to snap.Â
Itâs not fair. God, itâs not fair. You deserve to know his name. Doesnât he know itâs not just a tickle in the back of your mind anymore? If he was the one whose name you were screaming, didnât you deserve to know what it was?
âWhy do you keep doing this?âÂ
You watch his lips purse, the color bleeding out of them and into pink patches on his neck and cheeks. The spoon rattles against the tray, and the glob of green wavers in its curve. He refuses to hold your gaze like always. Self-inflicted torment disguises itself as burnt-sienna irises. The life youâve forgotten is bowing his shoulders, and your crash, no matter the fact that he saved you, is eating away at him.Â
Then the lieutenant smiles, in the fractured wayâthe way someone might laugh at a funeral.Â
âBecause knowing my name wouldnât help you. You never called me by it, anyway.â
This, oh Godâthis is the closest youâve ever gotten, and youâre still wading in the darkness. A name youâd never even call him by, what a wonder that does to your psyche.Â
A name was a start; it was a first impression. There was a lot in a name.Â
So youâd never called him by his name⊠so what?
So what, only lovers knew each other by more than a name? So what, he never called you by yours? So what, you didnât want to ever call him by his name, never felt the urge, but felt it was rather proper considering you didnât know what to call him at all?
He keeps you doggy-paddling for it.
The hospital room is polluted with silence for the rest of the night. Slowly, you finish the Jell-O as he sits back in his chair, watching, yet not quite seeing you. You missed when his staring felt like a buzzing fly. Now itâs a thunderstorm hanging over you, foggy and dampened, and youâre struck every few seconds with a shiver.Â
He doesnât reach out for your hand when you pretend youâve fallen asleep. Twenty minutes past lights out, he stands and heads into the bathroom, slowly creaking the door closed and locking it before the shower faucet turns on and stays on for a long, long time.Â
Where his hand should be is where he laid his jacket, one sewn patch erroneously rough against your palm. With another glance at the light underneath the bathroom door, you haul the leather jacket up into your lap, tracing the ridges and folds. You trails your fingertips along the jacket, searching for⊠something. Anything.Â
Cold metal, a zipper slips underneath your fingers, and you sit up straighter despite the outcry of pain in your ribs.Â
A pocket, and inside is a small plastic cardâhis ID.Â
That, and a small, velvet box.Â
NoâŠ
No, you wonât open it.Â
No, no, because he shouldnât even have that here.Â
Whyâdear Godâwhy did he have that here?
Itâs not for you. Thatâs for sure. You donât even want to open it. No.
Itâs not yours. Itâs not yours to have, especially since he hasnât offered it to you, and itâs not yours to wear, and itâs not yours to look at, to watch, iridescent, crystal devotion reflecting the moonlight from the roomâs lone window.Â
But when you lift the cover and curse the stars that the man whose name you donât even know knows you so well, knows how beautiful it is in your eyes, and even worse, how well it fits on your finger, you know itâs yours.Â
Well, not yours.Â
Itâs hers. The one before the crashâs.Â
Thatâs her ring on your finger, and thatâs her lieutenant grieving in the bathroom.Â
This is her life, not yours. All you own anymore is the absence pulsing in your chest.Â
You own the spasms in your veins, the brief and lasting panic of who am I, really?, the deficiency of life and past and love; the frail hold on this reality, on that man, on this ring.Â
The rest is not yours, so you should let it go.Â
Then, ideally, you should be able to float away, free from these junctions to a girl you donât know. The man who loves her loves your face. He loves your body, and your voice, and each of the words falling from your lips, perhaps in the wrong order, yes, but heâll rearrange them in his mind so that it matches hers.
Ideally.Â
Ideally, itâs not this drowning feeling, a weight like a hand pressing hard against your chest, shoving you deeper and deeper under the current. Sheâs the one who breathes, not you. You donât need to breathe. Youâre an accident in this world.Â
The I.D. slips from your grasp and falls to the floor.Â
Youâve read it. You saw the name, the rank, the naval symbol. In the dim moonlight and the single glowing strip underneath the bathroom door, his not-really-a-smile smiles up at you from the vinyl floor.Â
And now you see it, chrome duct tape peeling off the jagged stitches of a patch, the one over his heart. Another of his games: his missing call sign.Â
It⊠fits him. Strangely enough.Â
Is this what you called him?
The hospital room floods with a subdued yellow light carried out by the steam of the lieutenantâs shower. He emerges with a towel wrapped around his lower body, a sheen of wet on his cheeks youâre not certain was caused by the shower.Â
Like you, this is his third shower in this room, but unlike him, heâs not wearing a smirk when he exits, bare feet padding along the cold tiles. He doesnât spare you a glance while he pilfers through his black duffle bag, the one seated on the only other guest chair in the roomâthe one that never moves.Â
Maybe it was a good thing he didnât look, because you hadnât thought to take off the ring. It was a plan as half-baked as when youâd first decided to put it on. Some barbaric, frenzied part of you, the same one that had slipped it on and hugged it close to your heart, refused to yank it off. It was another youânot her nor you, but a new one that had fallen in love with him, Rooster, without memory or qualms, the one that had no issue with him lingering in every corner of your mind; no, in fact, she preferred it.
You donât listen to her when the lieutenant pivots back to face you, a fresh pair of jeans, a T-shirt, and the rest sourced from the duffel bag in tow, one fist curled into his towel at his waist. His eyes land on yours, and your fingers slicken with the sweat of your palms, tremble like the thumps beneath your ribcage.Â
At the worst moment possible, you notice, in the hazy yellow light of 10:07 PM, that Lieutenant Bradley Bradshawâs eyes are achingly akin to whiskey. Itâs the dark, thick kind that coats your tongue and hits you five seconds after you sip it like a freight train; heady, terribly intoxicating, and in large doses, coaxes out the worst side of yourself at an even worse moment.Â
The ring clinks against the bedâs metal framework before shuddering against the tile floor, and his eyes leave yours to watch it rattle. The skin of your left ring finger burns from the swift twisting and tugging youâd employed in a state of tipsy panicâyour plan had been to slip the ring unnoticed beneath his leather jacket, the same place youâd stuffed the velvet box.Â
A breath tears itself out of the lieutenantâs chest. Tan skin rises and falls once, and his grip goes white-knuckle on his towel.Â
Then he pads back toward the bathroom without a word and disappears behind the slammed door. Somehow, in some terrible way, it is even harder to breathe with him not in the room after that.Â
But he bursts through the door a second later, completely negligent of the violent pacing of your heart, donned in clothes wrinkled and stretched in odd places from frantic dressing. He covers the distance with three long strides and slackens back into the plastic hospital chair, the heavy creases under his eyes never having looked so deep-seated.Â
You see it now. The damage this whole experience has done to him. Heâs been hollowed out, rigorously gutted to the point that one last revelation might finally crack him in half and let the despair pour out.Â
Youâre afraid to tell him all that you donât know. That even though you had slid that ring on and off your finger, you still donât know him. But, God, you want to tell him that you love him, despite knowing it wonât be enough. Itâs not even enough to you, and itâs all that you have.Â
Usually, he wears this sheen layer of tenderness over his face; it slips off every night when you close your eyes, and he smooths it back on in the mornings in the mirror. Some days he layers it on so thick you never even notice the grief hidden underneath.Â
It must have gotten too heavy to bear.Â
The silence hangs just as heavy. He runs both hands down his face, pressing hard enough that his skin emerges pink, and folds his hands, knocking them against his lips. Veins in his eyes grow redder by the second, and your heart begins a slow crawl up your throat at the watery levels of his eyelines, waiting to spill. The ring sits on the floor untouched.Â
âDo you,â he faltered, clearing his throat. âDo you⊠remember anything?â
Heâs looking at you so intensely that your skin is searing. Shame washes over you, grasping your shoulders and burying you deeply into its chest. You want to cry.Â
âNothing.â
The lieutenant stares at you a second longer, stretching it out until youâre trembling. Then he looks away, down, before reaching and retrieving the ring from the ground. He observes it for just a second, the way it glimmers in nightâs imperfect lighting, and his eyes squeeze shut.
Lieutenant Bradley Bradshaw, youâve learned, will draw things out until the perfect moment has come. He will wait until the ache swells and culminates, with a tolerance so inexhaustible you wonder if, in all your time loving him, you ever bothered to wait up. Heâs noticed how the darkness has swallowed both of you wholly, and only now does he offer reprieve.Â
Bradley tells you your name.
And he tells you that heâs been in love with you since the first second he saw you.Â
He tells you that he canât bear the thought of losing all that youâd had, and that his world had been crumbling apart before his own goddamned eyes ever since your jetâs engine had sputtered and died. He tells you that heâs so, so fucking sorry he couldnât save you, sorry that your life ever got entangled so messily with his in the first place, and even more sorry that heâs so useless to help you find your way back, that you canât seem to find your way back to him.Â
And when you began to cry, he bolted up from his seat and held you, whispering apologies into your hair, and you cried a little harder, because you had found your way back to him, but he wouldnât ever care, because it wasnât the same path youâd taken before.Â
You cry because it hurts to hold him, and even more because it hurts him to hold you. You want all of the I-love-yous heâs ever said to be for you, and you want that damned ring too.Â
You want that goddamn ring on your finger right now because heâd promised you that it would be yours. That first moment heâd ever seen you, stumbling drunk in a crowded Hard Deck and spilling his beer half on his Hawaiian shirt, half on yours, that heâd make up for it by putting a spendy ring on your little finger right there, despite not actually knowing where right there was. The only one Iâll ever buy, heâd hiccuped, itâll be yours, darlinâ.Â
âRooster,â you croaked into his chest. âRoo.â
A provoked sob tore from your throat, your arms and ribs aching from how tightly you clung to him, even after he froze. You surfaced from the curve of his shoulder, hands sliding past his sides, over his thrumming chest, and up to cradle his damp jawline before drawing his face down to yours. He mumbled your name, whiskey eyes potent as ever, and you smothered the rest of his question against your lips.Â
You couldnât tell who was crying anymore. Your cheeksâ dampness was his, just the same as his lips pressed against yours so harshly, so numbingly you couldnât quite tell where yours ended and his began. It must have been somewhere close to where his tongue met yours, making up for lost time as he fought hard and fiercely for everything heâd been starved of for three, going on four, unbearable days. His hands left their leverage against the bed and latched onto your hips, rough fingertips familiarly caressing the soft slopes of your sides, and when you offered an airy moan to him, he accepted eagerly with a tightening grip.Â
You separated from him with a small cry, ribs twinging. Bradley pulled away in horror, and his dilated pupils struggled to sober up to join. âIâm so sorry,â he whispered, larger hands now grappling at yours and trying to remove your grasp. âYou needâice, Iâll go get you some iceââ
âRoo, no,â you mumbled, refusing to let go of him.Â
He paused, and his body shivered under your touch. The familiarity of his name from your mouth seemed as comforting to him as it was to you. His lips twitched and curled, and he breathed a small sigh. The hard lines of his face grew tender as he slid his hands down to your wrists, turning and pressing a kiss to each palm.Â
His heart jumped and throbbed against your fingertips, and you had no doubt he could feel the same from yours. The heat of his damp cheeks had grown infinitely warmer under your touch, and for all the nights youâd spent with just a grasp on his hand, the change was more and more welcome.Â
âDonât leave me again,â he pleaded against the skin of your palm, voice thick and bittersweet, like honey seeping through your ears. âI donât think I can handle that again.â
He steeled himself against your mattress with one hand when you tugged his forehead down against yours, lips just whispering against one another. You smiled.Â
âWas it all the Jell-O that did you in, orâŠ?â
âYeah, actually,â he nodded, tongue pressed against his cheek. âIt was. I hope you know weâre never having Jell-O in our house ever again.â
âNot even lime?â
âEspecially lime.â
You huffed, âFine.â You pulled away, despite how desperate Bradley was to follow you. He let you fall back against the pillows with your hand still in his grasp, and he settled onto the edge of the mattress, letting his spare hand find home in the pliant skin of your thigh. Your eyes rose to the ceiling. âBut itâll cost you.â
Soft lips brushed the back of your left hand before cold metal slipped around your finger. âOne of these?â
âExactly.â
Bradley hummed. âGladly.â
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A/N: Just a short little thing cuz I was feeling big brained. Enjoy!
Word count: 2005
Oikawa Tooru:
On the average day, I think he kisses with a smugness often found in the form of a curled lip. He likes the idea that he has you, and that he knows youâre not going anywhere anytime soon.Â
His lips are always soft, smooth with the chapstick he always keeps handy. Most likely cherry-flavored because he likes the slightest pink tint it provides.
Normally, his hands are in your hair. Oikawa likes combing through your strands, almost as if to encourage you to do the same.Â
Yes, he adores it when you comb through his hair. Tug on it or just brush through it, whatever you gotta do to give his scalp those eye-rolling sensations.Â
The first kiss is never the last, and itâs rarely the highlight of the show. The second kiss is much more wanton; he forces as much passion in it as he can, whenever, wherever.
Youâre never the one to open your eyes first; Oikawa prides himself in blowing your mind with a kiss that takes you a moment to process it. Not only that, but he also likes to see the little dazed smile you wear afterwards. No matter how hard it is, he will always force his eyes open just to see your face.
Bokuto Koutarou:
Oftentimes, Bokutoâs kisses are always giddy and filled with smiles. Usually, itâs after a game or a practice. While Oikawa uses kisses for pleasure, the Fukurodani captain uses kisses as greetings.Â
It shouldnât surprise you that you accidentally crash your teeth together or bump each otherâs noses from time to time. The painâs never worth thinking about for long, because as soon as you two find your groove, youâre off to the races.Â
Bokutoâs not afraid to be touchy-feely, and God does he love feeling you. His hands will wander for a split second, but, after a few seconds, they always find home on your butt.Â
He likes your hands against his chest. It feels like heâs surprised you with the kiss. You usually throw your hands up against his chest to cushion the blow when his lips land on yours, and it works about half the time.Â
After a kiss, he separates only to litter your face with small pecks, eating up the little giggle you give off.Â
When you guys are at that stage, after every kiss will come along a small âI love you,â said with glowing eyes that deliver the emotions Bokuto couldnât communicate with words.Â
His kisses are always rushed, not too much, but enough to frustrate you when it steals your breath away all too suddenly. His lips are only chapped because he licks them too much in excitement; itâs just another little perk of his you love.Â
Terushima Yuuji:
Terushima likes to kiss you whenever he can. Heâs got a wide array of kisses, but the one you receive most is heated, and of course a little tongue is mixed in.Â
Heâs a very optimistic guy, but he can become serious when itâs necessary. Thus, I think his kisses always start with a little âhelloâ as he presses his forehead against yours, then he waits for you to lean in before he dips his head and responds. Thereâs the slightest hint of a smile on his face when you two kiss, but it slips away the more intense it becomes.Â
Suddenly, itâs heavy breathing as he cups your face, pulling you closer and not wanting to let go. His tongue asks for permission about fifty percent of the time at this point in your relationship, only because he knows that he can drive you up the walls with that piercing of his.Â
Your hands fall to his waist, where they clench and unclench depending on how out of breath you are. That one pesky strand of hair on his forehead tickles your own, but youâve grown to ignore it.Â
Finally, when the heated kiss ends, Terushima likes to pull away quickly, smirking and waiting for you to open your eyes in shock. When you do, he drowns himself in the sight of your blown-out pupils.
His thumbs are always a rough texture against your cheek thanks to how often he practices, but Terushima likes to slowly trace them over the curves over your cheeks, almost as if heâs trying to wipe away the flush thatâs grown there. He likes the feeling of your heated skin under his fingertips.Â
Both of your hearts are racing, and Terushima will let out a little breathless sigh before pulling away completely and capturing your hand in his. âLetâs go home, baby.â Heâll kiss the back of your hand, letting his tongue slip out for a split second and chuckling at the grossed out reaction you always provide.Â
Sawamura Daichi:
Daichi hands out kisses sparingly, even in private. On a normal day, heâll only greet you with a swift kiss to the forehead before holding your hand in his and walking beside you to school.
However, when you do kiss, heâs always gentle. These moments are precious to him, and he would hate to rush them for the both of you just for the sake of a little satisfaction.Â
Normally, they happen after a hug. He pulls away from your shoulder and leans your forehead against his, waiting to see you look into his eyes before pressing a soft kiss to your lips. Itâs just a preview.Â
The second kiss is more drawn out. He presses his lips against yours, and theyâre smooth because of the plain chapstick he habitually puts on every morning after waking up. Itâs careful, almost like Daichi wants to remember every little detail.Â
While one hand tilts your jaw so he can kiss you deeper, the other lies at the small of your back, pressing you that much closer to his chest.Â
He likes your hands at the back of his neck, just barely dipping into the hair along his nape. When your fingernails scratch that little spot of his that makes him groan, thatâs when he pulls away, hot breath mingling with your own in the miniscule space between your pleased faces.Â
Daichi feels like he could never get enough of you, so before pulling away, heâll press just a small kiss to your lips that you willingly return. The hand on your chin moves to brush away some hair that had fallen into your face, and heâll push it behind your ear before leading you away, to go home to study or continue the makeout session, whichever option you prefer.Â
Kuroo Tetsurou:
Kisses with Kuroo are quick and teasing, usually found between classes and in hallways.Â
Heâll sneak up behind you and spin you around by your hips, tugging you into a kiss that quickly muffles your surprised squeal.
As always, you melt into the kiss, letting out a small moan when he teasingly bites on your lower lip. Youâve noticed that over the years, heâs bitten your lips more than you ever had.Â
At school, theyâre always slow. Kuroo likes taking his time to truly lose himself in it. He doesnât give in to his wandering hands, not after the most recent time when you punished him for pinching your ass in the middle of the hall right in front of everyone. Two weeks without sex and he was willing to listen to your every demand about PDA.
At home, however, your body is free game. In the privacy of his apartment, Kuroo always has the kiss lead to something more. He lets you know this with an eager swipe of his tongue along your lower lip. After being given permission, heâs instantly inside your mouth and winning the battle for dominance, but he still loves the little fight you like to put up once in awhile.Â
Kurooâs hands during a kiss are always below the chest. They wander your waist, your hips, your ass, about as far as he can get before he decides to take things to the next level. A hand pats the back of your thigh, and thatâs the only signal you need to wrap your legs around him and let him carry you to the bedroom.Â
When Kuroo pulls away from kisses, itâs almost like he baits you to want more. A string of saliva connects the two of you, and no matter where it lands, heâll clean it right up. The movement as he separates from you is so slow you donât even realize heâs gone until you notice that you can breathe once again. Subconsciously, you always chase after him, and youâre slow to open your eyes.Â
âLet me see, Kitten.â A thumb brushes on the skin just above your cheek and thatâs the sign he wants to see how blissed out you are. The second he sees how blown out your pupils are, his lips attack yours again, aching to taste that much more of you.Â
While you know he doesnât use chapstick or anything on a daily basis, his lips are normally soft. Some days, after a volleyball game or practice, they might be cracked, and only then will you taste the tang of mango chapstick, but other than that, his lips are only naturally soft.Â
Ushijima Wakatoshi:Â
Kisses with Ushijima are always initiated by you, and you alone. The only time you get him to kiss you first is when you ask, and even then he will occasionally pause millimeters away from your lips and wait for you to cover the remaining distance.Â
You wish he would kiss you more though, as heâs surprisingly good at it.Â
While in the beginning, you assumed he would be a little clumsy and awkward, Ushijima was basically a natural. Kissing you was like breathing air to him, and took him little to no time to figure out what you liked.Â
During a kiss, Ushijima doesnât really set the pace or care where your hands go. Though, if you were to ask, he would have to admit that he likes your hands on his face. Thereâs something about you cupping his face and pulling him in that makes him almost want more.Â
With his hands, Ushijimaâs quite traditional, and they always land on your hips. You like to feel them flinch when you suddenly nibble on his lips or press your tongue against his mouth.Â
His lips have the bitter taste of Carmex, and though youâve begged him to switch to something more appealing, heâs surprisingly unyielding about it. He says itâs healing and beneficial, and thereâs really no other purpose for chapstick that matters other than those.Â
The average kiss with Ushijima is a little forceful. His lips press against yours almost harshly, and sometimes you wonder if he actually does like it as much as you. There are times where you try to end the kiss but apparently it's much too soon for him. Heâll chase after your lips, and on these rare occasions, a hand will stray from your hips and press against the back of your head, pulling you back in for more.Â
When you do manage to separate from Ushijima, he has the cutest little quirk of brushing his nose against yours for just a split second. Donât bother asking him about it though, as he claims he has no idea what youâre talking about. Still, in these precious moments after the kiss, his face is still as blank as ever, but the hair hanging down on his forehead is ruffled and sticking out wildly. Your hands on his face hide the flush behind them, but if you spread your fingers, the red tint is slightly visible on his tanned skin.Â
âHow was that? Not too much of a pain, right?â
âI would not consider it a waste of my time if we were to kiss again, I suppose.â
Really, thatâs the best response you can squeeze out of him.
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