Yall So.. I Actually Started Hrt 2 Weeks Ago (this Week Thursday Will Be My 3rd Injection!) And I Didnt

my stereotypical trans name was elliot with the nickname as eli when i first came out back in 2020/2021

(i detransitioned due to transphobia but again, story for another day)

and it stuck with me

it isnt the name i use today but i use it in other ways

like the email i made when i came out includes it

i dont like it for me anymore but it was the name that helped me discover who i truly am

so

i dont mind the name elliot / eli

if i planned on changing my middle name,

id probably make it that

what i’ll probably do is tell people that my middle name is eli but not change it

my middle name means too much to my family, especially my mother that i cant imagine changing it

(but thats a story for another day)

im studying to become a veterinarian and we need to stop normalizing animal neglect as the norm this shits actually disgusting 😭

KEEP YOUR CATS INSIDE!!!!!!

indoor cats live up to 20 years whilst outside cats typically only live till theyre 4-10!!!!!

STOP neglecting your cat.

and your “outdoor cat” ISNT your cat. thats just a cat that comes to your house once in a while. they live outside because you refuse to actually care for them. dont be surprised if the cat never returns and hope and pray someone took them in and they didnt die a horrible and painful death like being hit by a car, dying of hypothermia/heat stroke, being taken by other ACTUAL wild animals because fun fact! theres no such thing as a wild version of the domesticated house cat! because they ARE DOMESTICATED. they are NOT meant to be outside. they ruin the environment and its very likely theyre going to die a horrible and painful death!!!

and to people saying that they cry because they want to go out i hope to god you dont have children and i don’t even believe in god! because cats are mentally toddlers and i bet your ass wouldn’t let a toddler go play in the fucking street just because they’re crying because they want to. there ARE safe ways to bring your cats out such as…

walks! bring your cat out on walks on leashes! if you have the space, time, and money then build a catio!

STOP putting your cats life in danger because youre fucking lazy. do not get a pet if you cant properly provide or care for them. i have zero empathy for people like that. if you cannot afford the time and money for a cat then do NOT GET ONE. surrender them to a shelter!! find someone else to give them to!! dont put your animal in danger just because you refuse to admit that youre a bad pet owner.

stop normalizing the neglect and abuse of cats. take care of your fucking cat and bring them inside where they are warm and safe.

You're gonna let somebody with an outside cat talk to you that way....?

the only good thing about being on it is that wearing a thick pad makes it look like i have a slight bulge

everyone should watch this video. just learned something new. the usa is still genociding indigenous people and they won't stop.

i need to interact with more happy things. its the reason why i joined tumblr and stepped away from twitter.

my TL is just.. negative.

might purge a bunch of posts

yall im in my online class and MY LAPTOP CRASHED 💀💀💀

WTF 😭😭😭

IM SO JEALOUS OF GUYS ON HRT I WANNA BE ON HRT SO BAD FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO PROMISE MY MOM I WOULDNT START UNTIL I STARTED THERAPY THERAPISTS ARE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE IM HAVING SO MUCH GENDER ENVY GOD I WANNA LOOK MORE MASCULINE SO BADLY OH MY GOD

hey yall im back LMAO

updates:

i finally dropped my racist toxic and somewhat transphobic ex best friend (will make a post about it)

visited my great grandma (will also make a post about it)

best way i describe my gender now is preferably no gender (agender) but if i had to choose, man and nonbinary (demiboy). basically meaning my dress/appear masculine/androgynous while my preferred pronouns are they/them and he/him. still genderfaun tho, my main gender just tends to be agender

idk maybe the reason some people find genderfuckery so cringy/abhorrent in "tme"s or "theyfab"s or whatever term they're using today to reference transmascs is because it makes it harder to sniff out who is and who isnt a "cuntboy". heaven forbid they accidentally appreciate something a "zippertit"s wrote or painted, could you imagine how embarrassing it would be if they were found to be agreeing with a "transtrender"? the "tucutes" are not divulging their statuses as lesser transes, "tra"s dont experience real oppression like they do, there is something divine in their femininity that the "tif"s dont understand, etc, etc, etc.

its the same shit, different slurs, every time

BEING TOLD YOURE A PLEASURE TO HAVE IN CLASS ISNT A GOOD THING????

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults