Dude I Want To Take Out My Hair And Wear My Fro I Wanna Look More Masc 💔💔

also said “friend” i made my previous post about actively says racist things about immigrants, especially hispanic immigrants, especially mexicans.

yesterday we were talking and i mentioned how when i asked my local pizza place how much two cheese slices cost, i was told $4 THEN when i went to pay, i was told it was $4 each

and she, almost immediately, said something along the lines of “its those [insert racial stereotype about immigrants] isnt it?” (i can’t remember what she said but it was something like that)

i said “uh i dont know if they have an american citizenship or not”

i fg what she said after that but i said in response

he was speaking spanish though

and she went “of course”

and i went in response “okay”

💀💀

bc wtf??? what do you want me to agree with you??

i realized she was ACTUALLY racist a few months back and was like “oh my fucking god i need to drop her”

the only thing is that im genuinely alone without her tho lmao i have no friends

BEING TOLD YOURE A PLEASURE TO HAVE IN CLASS ISNT A GOOD THING????

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults

watching death note for the first time and i wanna dress like misa amane BADLY

like i wanna dress like that 💔

not to sound desperate but

PLEASE PLEASSSSSREEE I NEED A BOYFRIEND PLEASSEE OH M YGOD PLESSE I WANT A BOYFRIEND SOCBADLY I NEED INE PLEASEEE GIVE ME A MAN PLEASSEEE I NEED A BOYFRIEND SO BADLY

you've been salmonsharked reblog to salmonshark someone else

tumblr KNOWS what i am

like yes i do like the two men kissing how did you know 👅

IM SO JEALOUS OF GUYS ON HRT I WANNA BE ON HRT SO BAD FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO PROMISE MY MOM I WOULDNT START UNTIL I STARTED THERAPY THERAPISTS ARE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE IM HAVING SO MUCH GENDER ENVY GOD I WANNA LOOK MORE MASCULINE SO BADLY OH MY GOD

chat ima need yall to imagine somone

imagine a person, androgynous looking but if you had to choose, assuming youre thinking heteronormatively), see them as a guy and masculine

theyre black (very important when it comes to choosing my name tbh), nonbinary agender, usually has their afro (thats dyed blonde) out, will probably lock their hair soon

but they also love femininity, still dress feminine, and refers to themselves using the term “femboy”

whagt name do you vibe with for said person? thinking abt changing it bc my cousin makes fun of my current one a lot and my brother kinda makes fun of it

also, if you comment your own it needs to start with the letter s!! i dont want my initials to change lol

current preference is sage and soren tied for first and silas is in last place

They are feeling more empowered so keep a watchful eye on who is around you.

tbh i find it very ironic that in the past before my transition, i hated makeup and found it too much work to deal with but NOW?

i LOVE makeup. i LOVE doing my eyeliner. i LOVE femininity. and wish i didnt donate all my makeup because i didnt think id ever like them TT_TT

im literally taking the time to learn makeup and stuff so i can