Akitoya Angst Because I Love Angst (bad Ending Ending Edition)

I agree, it’s annoying to be a tumbler writer, but it’s also fun! There’s positives and negatives and I would like to help make light of this (because it’s true and people need to see this ^^

you wanna talk about why content creators are leaving tumblr and leaving you high and dry without material to fantasize over? let's talk about it.

hmm, lets see!

first of all, none of you fucking care to reblog our work. we are all aware of how tumblr's algorithm is absolute trash. writers have been BEGGING for readers reblog their works bc it's the only way our works can be seen and in turn, we receive the fruits of our labor via followers and exposure. but no, lets make MORE THAN HALF of the likes to reblog ratios consist of fucking LIKES. on top of that, we don't we shit on writers for wanting the absolute BARE MINIMUM aka a REBLOG bc well, they're not entitled to it aren't they? while writers aren't necessarily entitled to notes, answer this; do you work for free? do you bust your ass doing something knowing that there will be no pay off what so ever? that's what i thought.

secondly, you treat us like shit. you expect us to spit out content like we're a machine and when we don't get to it on time bc we have - idk - LIVES, you send the shittiest asks demanding for more content that you aren't even paying for. do you think people are gonna neglect their real life responsibilities to write for YOU and for FREE? absolutely not. on top of that, when we start writing for ourselves and our own spaces, we get push back. yea, not an effective way to encourage your favorite fic writers to give you more content to consume.

and lastly, YOU STEAL FROM US. each and every fic that a writer puts out has taken hours, days, weeks, or even months to write. that's lots of hard work and time invested into one single piece for you. free of charge. people put their fucking hearts into their work. and what do you do in return? disrespect them in one of the most hurtful ways possible.

so yea, i don't blame a single fucking person for leaving this shithole and NONE of you should be surprised. this is YOUR doing.

GOOBER <3 -kasa

Ahxhsjdjd ^^^^^^*^ idkndndfnf *ahem* Ily ^^ (I know this was sent a while ago and I just remembered to reply to it…anyways, keep on shining my handsome star~)

Until the curtain rises again and we meet once more,

-Rui Kamishiro

when the housemates are an asexual person, a chastity fetishist and somebody with a lethal peanut allergy

reblog to meow at the person you reblogged from

AKITOYA ON TOP 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

-Akito

some akitoyas (first two are bday gifts for my besties!!!🫶🏼)

Chapter 4: Yes or yes

||I said I’d make a new chapter, so here it is! This one may end up being on the shorter side since it’s late but I’m experiencing a huge burst of energy haha! Also I really love this song because, vibes 😎 Anyways, enjoy the chapter and look out on Friday! (Also just in time for Valentines Day)||

[Restaurant. Thursday, 5:00 pm. {name}’s pov]

“What I’m going to say next might sound silly…but…I-“ I got cut off with the sound of Levi saying “We’re going to leave as soon as I pay for the meal. We need to prepare for the concert and get ready.” We all hummed in response. “I’ll tell you after the concert, alright?”. Jean responded with a nod and we left after Levi paid.

The car ride to the hotel was silent, other than the radio that played a song. The song “Yes or yes” by Twice played. I smiled and sang along, and I got surprised looks from everyone but Armin. I continued to sing along, a smile on my face. Once the song ended, I was greeted by the surprise from the members of the group. “I didn’t know you could sing so well!” Jean said, acting like a child in a candy store.

“Thanks” I said with a smile. “I told you she could sing well” Armin said in a teasing voice. “You should sing with us some day. As a guest” Eren suggested. “I…I’m not sure I can sing THAT well, but I’ll consider it” I said with a shrug. “It doesn’t hurt to try!” Connie said, with an encouraging smile. “Like I said, I’ll consider it” I said in a teasing voice as we entered the parking lot for the hotel.

[The concert. Thursday, 10:00 pm, Jeans pov]

Crowds singing. Dance. Sing. Lights, flashing. Sound. Lots of sound. Why? Why must I feel so warm inside?? I mean, dancing causes that, but…it’s a different kind of warmth. One that I haven’t felt in an long time…

While dancing and singing on the stage, I couldn’t help but feel nervous, despite me looking all happy (and serious when called for) on stage. I mean, it’s normal to feel nervous around your crush? Right? Or is it perhaps more than a crush? Perhaps, it’s this feeling of love I’m feeling…

I took a quick glance to where {name} was and I saw her smiling, looking super happy, the lanyard around her neck following her movements, entranced by the way a snake would be by a snake-charmer. Seeing her all happy motivated me to continue to dance, despite me being on the brink of collapse. Do it for her, make her proud. You can collapse later, just not right now…mows definitely not a good time.

Once the concert ended, we were greeted by a happy {name}, saying loads of praises on how good we were singing, her favorite parts, and a “You are all so talented and amazing! I loved the part when-“ while she continued to spout praises and her excitement on being backstage, I fell a bit more deeper for her. Once we were in the green room, {name}, Connie, and Eren were trying to convince her to sing onstage (with Levi listening and commenting once in a while), while I was talking to Armin.

“I see you have feeling for someone” he teased. “Is it that obvious?” I asked, my voice low. “Nope, I can just happen to read people that well. You might have what people call Aitai ga jou, mitai ga yamai.” “Eh?! No I don’t” I said, crossing my arms. “Yeah, sure. Uso o tsuite iru koto ga wakarimasu” He said with a smile and he gently nudged my arm. I sighed, “Īdeshou, tabun”

[Hotel balcony. Thursday, 11:00 pm, {name}’s pov]

I stood on the balcony, watching the sky above glitter with stars, sparkling and shining like tiny flashlights, the moon giving off a soft glow, contrast to the darkness night brought. I heard the sliding glass door open and close. “Hello there Jean.” I said with a smile. Jean responded with a hello. I looked up at the sky…I’m going to do it, tonight is the perfect night! You got this…

“The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?” I asked before I looked at Jean, smiling softly.

“I can die happy” He responded smiling back. “How did you know?” I asked, smiling with a blush on my face. “Armin told me in case” he said with a small laugh. Our faces grew a few inches closer, the wind bringing in a whisper, a conscience asking, is this right? Is this wrong? But in the moment…it felt so right… I closed my eyes and our lips touched, at first slightly awkward, then it slowly bloomed into something I didn’t want end.

|| Translation (rough, may not be entirely correct but it’s close enough 😅):

“Aitai ga jou, mitai ga yamai.” - love sickness

“Uso o tsuite iru koto ga wakarimasu” - I can tell you’re lying (basically)

“Ideshou tabun” - Okay, maybe

Also! The phrase “The moon is beautiful, isn’t it?” Which is a Japanese phrase (“tsuki ga kirei desu ne?”) where one confesses their love to. Well, if you want to be cheesy, that is. The least unrealistic response (the one I decided to use) is “I can die happy” or “shindemo iiwa”

The most realistic response (which I’m deciding to include here) is “Sōda ne 〜. Tokorode daiji daijina hanashi hanashi ga aru tte gen ittenakatta? Nani nani?” Which roughly means, “Yep. Isn’t there something important you would want to tell me?”

The responses on the internet can be rather false and incorrect 😅

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this “mini chapter” and have a great Valentine’s Day ❤️

-Lucky 🐾

|| Taglist: @1-800-asuka

first proper post what… anyway HELLO!!!! i like drawing these two, theyre my blorbos. but i will maybe sometimes post other genshins

Kaveh Headcanons

It’s been a while! Gonna write this before the drink kicks in :)

-Speaking of drinking, Kaveh would definitely drink Pinot Noir Wine 🍷 (rip his bank account though)

-Is a k-pop girlie and listens to TXT (stream Deja Vu btw)

-A convo would go like this:

K: “Hey Al, you should check this song out!” A: “Hm…maybe” *ends up listening to it on loop when he misses Kaveh*

-He is a city person, although he does enjoy the occasional hike and walk through a trail

-Huge bookworm, and workaholic (gets reminders to eat when he forgets to)

Ty for reading! signed, 🍷 (new tag bc I forgot what it was)

Okok 9inety-9ine hc’s while I’m writing my chapter! (Writers block sucks)

Edit: I ended up making a lot, whoops 😅

~headcanons~

- everyone did a collective video of them reacting to their songs being turned into a cupcakke remix. -Eren hated it, took off his headphones after 1 minute. Mans couldn’t last long. “It was kinda funny ngl”.

-Levi was just like 😐😑😐 and after the song ended, he said “Never show me that shit again” and sighed. He’s lowkey disappointed. The comments started calling him “Old man Levi“ as a joke. You can guess how that went 😅

-Armin was like 😃😀 the whole time. He’s just confused. After the video ended, he said “…what did I just hear? Is it that cupcakke trend? Sesang-e…” (Rough translation: oh my god)

- Connie and Jean were both laughing their asses off like it’s the most funniest thing in the universe, so fucking cute ngl don’t @ me, seeing them so happy is just 🥰🥰🥰🥰 Anyways, they love it!

- I can just imagine Armin is able to speak at least 3 different languages, mans is so smart. He sometimes talks in Korean when he’s nervous or making a reaction or remark. He knows a good amount of Japanese to participate in a decent conversation

- Connie and Jean are both TXT fans. Idk why, but they just give me txt vibes 😅

- Levi once cursed out a saesang and told them to “fuck off“ in Korean (imagine a fangirl but worse 😬. Saesang in a nutshell)

- Armin was caught dancing to Alcohol-free by twice and never saw the end of it. The clovers (fanbase name) now make memes out of it. And edits. Tons of edits.

- 9inety-9ine did a cover of ASAP by Stay-C and they (the girl group) praised it! Everyone was pretty happy seeing their comment, even Levi smiled a little 🥰 they replied with a thank you and praise for their work :)

- Connie loves tteo-bokki and tried to make it. He burned water on accident and had to clean the pot before Levi found out💀. He ended up asking Armin for help and it ended up tasting decent :)

- Fans asked Armin to do the “ara ara” trend during a Vlive (think twitch but for kpop idols) and it went viral 😎 ”Ara ara~ that good enough? *sees chat blowing up* wow, I’ll take that as a yes 😅”