i wonder if anyone would notice
if i just stayed here
in bed
it's getting so dark outside
and I can't pull myself up
can't bring myself to leave
i wonder if anyone would notice
if i just sank into
the pillows
deeper and deeper
until the world is shut out
and all these fears can't find me anymore
i wonder if anyone would notice
if i just stayed home
with tea and a book
so i can witness
other people fighting their demons
hoping they are braver than me
trans girls r so pretty I wish I were a trans girl
i'm so glad I was born in a time where we know about so many things in space and yet have so many mysteries left to unravel. I seriously don't know what kind of person I'd be without my love for black holes
i don't have any idea if it's true, but it feels like the album version of caramel is faster than the single version
birthday blues really need to be studied more cause why the fuck am i being sad on my birthday again??? and it's not even my birthday yet, but i can feel the sadness rising up? what the fuck???
haha, yes.
metalcore mixed with 80s synthesisers is the BEST genre of music. no i won't accept constructive criticism
putting trumpets in a metal song feels like cheating. I have never heard a metal song with trumpets that wasn't an absolute banger
does anyone have that picture of the mlm couple kissing with a wlw couple kissing on their shoulders I can’t find it
When will my life begin?
Counting life in appointments
One week, one month, one year.
Horrified of what there is to come
Glad that what was is over.
Putting everything on hold
Friends, emotions, youth.
I have to wait for the new me
Wait until she's me.
I'm trapped inside this body
Or maybe it's her who's trapped?
What even is the difference
when we'll never be one another?
I don't know how to feel, what to feel
The hope of getting there is like a candle
in the midst of a storm at the coast.
Please end this waiting
Why cry if it doesn't change a thing
Why hope if the appointment turns into
a disappointment
Why try to build up something
if it's gonna be for nothing?
I'm here
nothing more, nothing less
she/her, 21y/o | including, but not limited to: poetry and shitposting, as well as the struggles and joys of being a wannabe author
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