I Wonder

i wonder

i wonder if anyone would notice

if i just stayed here

in bed

it's getting so dark outside

and I can't pull myself up

can't bring myself to leave

i wonder if anyone would notice

if i just sank into

the pillows

deeper and deeper

until the world is shut out

and all these fears can't find me anymore

i wonder if anyone would notice

if i just stayed home

with tea and a book

so i can witness

other people fighting their demons

hoping they are braver than me

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1 year ago

trans girls r so pretty I wish I were a trans girl

4 months ago

i'm so glad I was born in a time where we know about so many things in space and yet have so many mysteries left to unravel. I seriously don't know what kind of person I'd be without my love for black holes


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3 weeks ago

i don't have any idea if it's true, but it feels like the album version of caramel is faster than the single version


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2 months ago

birthday blues really need to be studied more cause why the fuck am i being sad on my birthday again??? and it's not even my birthday yet, but i can feel the sadness rising up? what the fuck???


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10 months ago
A glass bottle potion being held in front of a trans pride flag and a lot candle on the floor. The potion is a sky blue color

haha, yes.

potion that makes you trans

8 months ago

metalcore mixed with 80s synthesisers is the BEST genre of music. no i won't accept constructive criticism


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7 months ago

putting trumpets in a metal song feels like cheating. I have never heard a metal song with trumpets that wasn't an absolute banger


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1 year ago

does anyone have that picture of the mlm couple kissing with a wlw couple kissing on their shoulders I can’t find it

1 year ago

When will my life begin?

Counting life in appointments

One week, one month, one year.

Horrified of what there is to come

Glad that what was is over.

Putting everything on hold

Friends, emotions, youth.

I have to wait for the new me

Wait until she's me.

I'm trapped inside this body

Or maybe it's her who's trapped?

What even is the difference

when we'll never be one another?

I don't know how to feel, what to feel

The hope of getting there is like a candle

in the midst of a storm at the coast.

Please end this waiting

Why cry if it doesn't change a thing

Why hope if the appointment turns into

a disappointment

Why try to build up something

if it's gonna be for nothing?

I'm here

nothing more, nothing less


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she/her, 21y/o | including, but not limited to: poetry and shitposting, as well as the struggles and joys of being a wannabe author

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