Me: Sappho? I love her, especially the way she [incomplete fragment, untranslatable]
i’ve been so inactive recently for literally no reason but things with j have been going well. we had a really good conversation a while back and it got very personal on her part and also she knows i like girls now lol. but on a sadder note - i always used to talk to her every monday, but now every other one there’s a class in her room and she’s in the office which i can’t really go into :( tomorrow is a good monday though i think
forever trapped in the cycle between “I want to talk to my tc because if I don’t I’ll feel like my day is ruined” and “oh fuck I feel like I’m being annoying because I talked to my tc again and he definitely knows that I like him and he thinks I’m weird”
Did you talk with her again about THAT movie she proposed to you ? ( the lesbian one)
yes lmaooo she said maybe she needs to watch it again (?) and recommended me way more movies
my friends and i went out the other night and i got drunk and emailed her 😭😭😭😭😭so embarrassed i just deleted the whole email app
it wasn’t even bad , but i have to go in and give books back now so going to be very awkward. also mildly afraid she’ll hate me ??
when we were talking earlier she said something like people “our age” - there is a 30 year age gap what does this MEAN
I love the TCC coz people with crushes on female teachers be like "she looks so hauntingly beautiful today, her hair is in a loose knot. When I showed her my homework that contained three of our most pleasant inside jokes, she merely smirked." And people with crushes on male teavhsrs be like "he said my name correctly today so that's fun? Still want to suck him off unfortunately."
when she says i can come see her to chat anytime 🥰🥰🥰🥰
she said talking to me is always pleasant and that she thought about me yesterday ??????