Been A While Since I Posted, So I’m Back To Scream Into The Void.

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i may be absent for a while. my mental health has suddenly and very rapidly decline to the point where i am struggling to function. i am doing very very badly, to put it gently.

for those of you who may not know, i live with schizophrenia. i am on medication to help make it livable but my medication recently stopped working, seemingly all at once which was very odd. in any case, until i can get medication that works well enough to stop me seeing things in shadows and feeling spiders on my skin when i know nothing is there, i may be inactive.

i may still post on @one-good-fellow which is where my writing goes, as i have found making horror stories and poetry of my experiences help at least put things into words. any kind words would be welcome. i am, for lack of a better term, really going through it right now. things are rough.

i hope everyone stays safe and warm, especially those in texas dealing with that whole mess. please look after each other as best you can. i hope to speak with you all soon in a better state of mind.

i love you all. each and every one of you who follow this blog or even just glance at it from time to time, i love you. i know it’s odd coming from a stranger on the internet, but at the time it is all i can offer.

stay safe and keep holding on.

two characters for the price of one! torrid sinclair and hope

so torrid is a fire genasi bard, hope is a white tiefling divination wizard. both are of the noble background.

torrid is the daughter and only child of ember and damon sinclair, a fire genasi woman and a human man. they were a political marriage and, though they didn’t have a marriage based on love, were a powerful alliance. they raised their daughter to be strong independently with the knowledge that she would one day be married to another family’s heir to forge a political alliance. she was always fierce and still reserved, a gifted diplomat. torrid went to parties and other events of importance with her parents from a young age. it was at one of these events that she first met hope.

hope is the eldest daughter of euphoria and ralcius, both also white tieflings. she was the first child they were able to have after a great many failures to produce an heir. after hope, they had two other daughters, velkaria and anisolis. hope was a sick child, one such illness claiming the sight in one of her eyes.

torrid and hope knew they would not be allowed together, both being noblewomen destined to marry men of their parents’ choosing, but they stole what time they could. they would duck out of parties, walk the courtyards together, enjoy their little moments of peace away from duties and family.

it didn’t last. they were found out eventually, hope’s parents deciding to put a swift end to it. she was quickly engaged, set to be married off to a man she did not know.

torrid wanted to run away with her, leave their lives behind and start anew, free to love each other, free to be together.

but hope was a dutiful daughter. she would do as her parents wished.

the sinclairs attended the wedding. it would be improper were they to decline the invitation. so torrid sat, trapped between her parents, as the woman she loved was walked down the aisle to a stranger.

ember gripped her daughter’s wrist tight as the officiate asked for any objections. she would not tolerate her daughter giving in to impulsiveness and disgracing their family. so torrid held her tongue.

still, as hope kissed her new husband, torrid could stay and watch no longer. she wrenched her arm away from her mother and stood, storming out with tears in her eyes.

they didn’t see each other again.

this lovely character is hooks the clown!

she’s bright and excitable and unhinged, made entirely because i wanted to check out Clown Names (Evil) when generating names.

i don’t have much on her yet but i am plotting a campaign for after my greek myth one (which is starting this sunday and i’m hyped) where the only rule is everyone is clowns. problem is, i want to play this little devil and i wouldn’t be able to if i run the campaign.

Art Request for @faerplay by @countlessgifts

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posted this on the wrong blog, whoops

today's character: ilikan hornbreaker vuma-kalathi

i don't have much about her yet other than she is a goliath fighter, encountered a very small and fragile kenku necromancer in a bar, swore to protect him, and now they're dating. she's nearly 8 feet tall, stoic, bad at emotions. her kenku boyfriend is named bonerattle, he's my irl girlfriend's character and she wanted a partner for him. hornbreaker finds him fascinating and so delicate that protecting him was sure to be a good challenge. sometimes she will scoop him up and carry him like a baby. she's generally quiet, values actions over words, and is not afraid to get her hands dirty. her main weapon is a battleaxe and her fighting type is protection. her background is a cobbled together combo of folk hero and soldier.

this character is captain talaera! she’s the main pirate captain in the campaign i’m writing right now!

Art Request for @faerplay by @art-percy​

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merry christmas from me to you. and mothman.

(mostly mothman.)

Make Poseidon

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Build inspired conceptually by the hanging garden of Babylon and architecturally by Mesoamerican pyramids. I’ve been working on this for the last couple weeks, but I was waiting for all the new plants to finish it!

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