The Rarest Of Deep Sea Dwelling Beasts, The Finest Of Creatures, Certainly Not Just Two Of My Cats, Either

you cant fuck a dude with chronic joint issues quietly you spread his legs and it lets out a cracking noise so loud it sounds like glass shattering

would Lowell in the sense get his obsession out of a job?

Especially if it was high stress and high pay?

Hm! I might not understand this completely but Lowell is very obsessive about his job. He wouldn't lose his obsessive tendencies he has for controlling other people even if his job would be both higher stress and higher pay- if anything, he might start becoming more controlling and possesive to cope with the stress.

A lot of why Lowell is doing what he's doing in game is because he's taking out his frustration with being chronically disabled and feeling helpless in his own body. That's a big part of the appeal for keeping a human "doll"- it's a body he gets to exert complete control over when his own is so volatile.

He's also just a little freak and happens to find it hot! There's no fixing this guy.

How are you? How's things going, not just game wise, but with YOU. :3

sleepy 👍 I briefly lost my medical insurance, I need to quit my job, I got accepted into uni but I can't pay the acceptance fee so who even knows what's gonna happen with that lol, and uhhhh I'm trying to get into reading again because I love literature but i have to be pretty intentional about making time for it. I was able to acquire copies of fear and hunger and pathologic 2 so when I have energy sometimes I've been carving my way through them and soon it will be my day of Birth and I will at long last have a fully developed prefrontal cortex 🎉🎉🎉 pretty mixed bag but as I live and breathe I'm uhhhhh living and breathing

I've got a message from Doll: "Ich liebe dich, Gummibärchen!"

ich bin dein kleiner, süßer, bunter, dicker Gummibär-

will we see Lowell’s sister in the game? i’m curious as to what she looks like🤔

Here she is!

Her name is Sybbie, and while she will not appear in person in the game, she will be featured in easter eggs and dialogue options. She's a history student and a talented vocalist and string musician, she has a girlfriend who is a professional ren faire/ medieval times knight and blacksmith, and some of her favorite things are hard candy, high fantasy novels, and her enormous irish wolf hound service dog, Wulfric. She's a little short (5'2"), and she's a top :3

She's absolutely hopeless at cooking and cleaning, so she lives off of mostly canned soup, scrambled or boiled eggs, fruit, and bread and butter. She misses her brother very much, and is often worried about him. Has ulcerative colitis and some of Lowell's chronic illnesses as well.

I'm sure it takes a bit to draw them, but I love the art responses to asks cuz I love your art <33

I can't help but feel curious. If Doll ends up warming up to Lowell, would they be able to coax him into sleeping a bit more often?

You might be able to try to get him to sleep more often but he does have severe clinical insomnia, so you're unlikely to be successful beyond maybe a few extra hours a week, and he'd mostly be laying down just to appease you and snuggle up with him.

If you want to actually get his insomnia under control then you'll need to convince him to regularly go to doctor's appointments and recieve psychiatric care and ongoing therapy and THAT is. Extraordinarily unlikely, sorry bud.

How would Lowell be with an MC whos skipping their meds? I take mine for depression and such, I use to skip it when I was a teen sjdjdb. The Lowell finds like a whole ass two bottles full of just untaken meds skbdid

Oh he's guilty of this himself, it'll be touched on later in the game, especially in the creme brulee and croquembouch routes, but Lowell is both mentally and physically ill and he's TERRIBLE at taking care of himself, so he often goes days without his meds and tends to suffer the consequences of that quiet acutely.

He'll try to subtly figure out if you're skipping your meds on purpose or just because you're forgetful at first. If you're the forgetful type, he has a lot of tricks he's learned over the years that he'll help you out with, stuff like bottle caps with timers on them, setting alarms on your AND his phone, making sure you have a fully stocked days of the week med case.

If you're skipping them on purpose- well. He has ways to deal with that. He needs you to be healthy, after all!

Personally I just wanna grab his honkers

How would Lowell help doll work through a panic attack?

In the past when he's experienced panic attacks, he uses vagus nerve stimulation techniques- he'll encourage you to bite a lemon, squeeze a cold orange, jump around to loud music, use a weighted blanket, etc etc. Using physical tactics on your body to kinda hijack your brain back into being calm.