Transmasc - Blog Posts

Happy Trans Day of Visibility!!

[I found out that was today pretty late so pretty late post hey💔 saw @winterleech ‘s post first!! Check it out fs : -))!!]

Also first post on here of my oc Josea

★ Aatamixx, the Echoflower System's Introduction 💫🪻

Hello, welcome to my blog, I'm Aatami (AKA Mishka or Snep)! Well, that's just collectively speaking. If you're talking about the whole system, you can call me (us) the Echoflower System. My collective pronouns are he/him, but kit/kitself, nya/nyaself, and star/starself are all good too. I'm pretty new to Tumblr (well I had a blog in like 2020, but I've forgotten basically everything about it… also I use parentheses way too much, gosh), but I plan to use this blog as a sort of archive for all the xenogenders I've coined, as well as getting into the MOGAI and plural communities on here. I hope I can find my people on this website. /lh

(This post will be periodically edited as things about myself change, of course.)

★ So Now That I Know This Aatami, Where Can I Find Him? ★

In case you had it in you for even more rambling, you can check out my about me literature on Toyhouse (I use it like a Carrd). More things are already linked there, so I don't need to re-add them all here. I also use the account that it's posted under for posting the occasional bulletin (and storing my original characters, but those are all private and will remain as such for the foreseeable future).

★ Small Facts About the System ★

(Switching to using plural language for this was a little jarring lawl, I'm very much used to referring to myself singularly.)

★ We have OSDD-1B (recognized by our psychologist, but unable to be officially diagnosed due to not being disordered — we've achieved functional multiplicity, surprisingly enough) and are of mixed traumagenic origins

★ We are an aceplex

★ We're a theriosystem

★ We are very male- / masculine-heavy, due to our gender dysphoria affecting everyone

★ Because we're so male-heavy, we default to using he/him instead of they/them when referring to an unspecified alter or one whose gender identity is unknown

★ We're also somewhat angel-heavy

★ Due to our maladaptive daydreaming, our system has countless paracosms (the most active ones of which being the worlds our original stories are set in, as well as our fandoms, especially ones we're hyperfixating on)

★ Our headspace is exclusively set in our daydreams, and is not something that's just there in the background — it has to be consciously visualized and visited (or well, accidentally while zoning out)

★ We are a dreamway system of sorts, but I should mention that we don't experience walk-ins and pretty much none of our alters are paragenic

★ Our alters almost never interact in the headspace, but they can use things like the Simply Plural chat and get a conversation going if need be

★ Alter Signoff Chart ★

(I originally planned to list their roles here too, but I ended up deciding against it, since I'm unsure of what some of their purposes are and uncomfortable with sharing a few others.)

★ The Hosts ★

⚡️💙 = Fritz ★ He/Kit/Spark

🌈🌺 = Sindri ★ He/Kit/Meow/Nya/Star/.Exe

🌀🎧 = Samuel ★ He/Him

❄️🌙 = Mikko ★ He/They/Kit/Nya/Snow/Star

★ Alfred's Subsystem ★

🐾🩸 = Alfred ★ He/Him

🐾🚬 = Ekkehard (Eike) ★ He/Him

🐾🤍 = Kelso ★ He/Him

🐾✨ = Aleksi ★ He/They/Pup

🐾🎀 = Salem ★ She/He/They/Pup

★ Everyone Else ★

☀️🥀 = Akatsuki ★ He/Kit

❓❗️= Alois ★ He/Him

🌻💛 = Asriel ★ He/They

🌹👑 = August ★ He/They

🐦‍⬛🌙 = Corbin ★ He/Him

🔪🚬 = Dylan ★ He/Him

🐈‍⬛💜 = Ender ★ Xae/They/He/Kit

📘⭐️ = Felix ★ He/They

🌊🦈 = Finnley ★ He/They

🪽🏹 = Gabriel ★ They/He

🪖🔪 = Ivan ★ He/Him

🐛🌈 = Jeremy ★ He/Him

🍪💖 = Katsumi / Sabrina ★ She/They/He/Kit/Meow/Mew/Nya

🐺🩸 = Lavrentiy ★ He/Him

🌿⚔️ = Malachi ★ He/Him

🍌🦮 = Nanner (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/She/They/Pup

🌐🖥️ = Prototype (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/Him

🥀🗡️ = Reinhard ★ He/Him

🪐🌌 = Saturn ★ He/They/Pup/Star

🎸🧡 = Shalva ★ He/Him

🎀🐇 = Sylvan ★ He/They/Bun

🪳🩸 = Vermin ★ They/He

🗝️🩸 = (Currently undecided on a name for himself, very recently discovered.) ★ He/Him

In need to fuck someone rn, especially another tboy, but i’m too shy to even approach anyone irl… would need a good sexting i bet x

Wearing a tight crop top today, with my NONFLAT binder (😭) i feel yummalicious x

One day i’ll get top surgery and then i’ll get a pretty goth moth tattoo under my chest

I’m just obsessed with the idea

Like ARGHHGHHSDHFJJ

<3

Born to be a loser teenage boy, forced to be a sad gooner trans boy overwhelmed with responsabilities 😔✌️

There is something relatable in Coconut for me as a trans guy

Yeah, her conflict is that she wants to appear as a cute girl to others. But I think some trans guys can relate to her feelings about her own body. Coconut doesn't think she's ugly, in fact, she knows that other people find her pretty and attractive, this body just isn't for her. In Nekopara Extra Coconut says that she wants to be more like Azuki, whose body type doesn't have a lot of traits of a traditionaly feminine body.

(I think there should be more transmasc headcanons on feminine girl characters tbh)

Celebrating pride month the only way I know how

I remember listening to I/Me/myself and enjoying it but not really resonating with the lyrics, I assumed it was because I was a cis girl and not being able to relate to having to figure out your gender identity.

Turns out it was the wanting to be a girl part I couldn’t relate to

If I’m a Transfem Tomboy does that mean that my evil counterpart is a Transmasc Femboy

Sorry for my random shower thought

Here take my Trans test results from a month ago

Happy belated Trans Day Of Visibility!

I'm a trans guy in STEM!

I'm a trans guy with invisible disabilities!

I'm a trans guy in rigorous academia!

I'm a trans guy that falls into niche hyperfixations (currently it's the movie "Late Night with the Devil" and David Dastmalchian >:) )!

I'm a trans guy that loves alternative music and fashion and culture!

I'm a trans guy who loves his cat!

I'm a trans guy with tattoos and piercings and bad facial hair!

I'm a trans guy that is pre-t and pre-op!

I'm a trans guy who loves being trans and trans people so much!

I'm a trans guy who has found more love, support, community, friendship, and acceptance, external and internal, the older I've gotten!

I'm a trans guy who knows the sun will rise tomorrow and I am constantly striving to be the type of person I want to see in the world!

Happy TDoV!! 🏳️‍⚧️

what if i started writing about a 1980s boy meeting a trans boy in the 1880s n falling in love despite not knowing whether the 80s boy will get back to his time or not,,,, jk jk jk,,, unless

Stuff like this needs to be talked about more

Freindly reminder that you can't hate men without being queerphobic. You can't think men are inherently more dangerous, violent or sexual, or any of the other things people say about men without being inherently queerphobic.

You can't think these things about men without branding mlm as outsiders who will always be unwholesome and dangerous without women to "civilize" them.

You can't think these things about men without thinking of wlw who are more masculine as being inherently lesser for being like men.

You can't think these things about men without making most transfems seem suspect for having masculine traits, or forcing trans women to prove themselves female enough to be valid.

You can't think these things about men without telling transmascs that they are inherently degrading themselves by transitioning, or forcing them to deny their transition to be supported.

You can't think these things about men without basically calling all enbies female, and then calling all masc enbies dangerous.

You can't think these things about men without easing aspec men and/or calling their identities into question.

You can't think these things about men without basically telling intersex people they don't exist, and making intersex women feel lesser for having male traits.

If you hate men you will hate every letter in the LGBTQIA for having traits in common with men. Feminism that views men as the enemy will inevitably be Feminism only for cishet women.

Polaris has legitimately become one of my favourites, I love them so much :D

i need to get my shit together and email my doctor before i go bald

Oh. On the topic of transmasc stuff, I’ve got an appointment soon to discuss birth control options for me!

I’m super excited because my periods are my biggest cause of dysphoria and for the longest time I was worried I couldn’t go on birth control due to the fact that I’m intersex.

So, woohoo!! Genuinely!!

Not to get into community discourse, but I’d like to share a point.

Mind you, I have seen multiple sides to this “debate” as I like to have rounded knowledge before I say my piece, about ANYTHING political or discourse-y.

The statement I’ve seen again and again, in multiple places, is the sentiment that there aren’t bills directly targeting transmascs, or hatred directed specifically at transmascs, or anything else under that umbrella directed at transmascs.

Obviously there have been a lot of good counters to these statements, and I’m not going to repeat something that’s been said better or more eloquently by others.

However, I have yet to see anyone talking about something that, in my opinion, really should be referenced more.

The concept of “Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria” (ROGD).

ROGD as a concept was legitimately created to theorize why, all of a sudden, transmascs were coming out and attempting to transition.

Rather than acknowledging the blatant truth- tranness, to these people, was limited to AMABs, and even then, for the longest time “trans healthcare” for ANY trans person was just discouraging transition altogether- they decided to make up a narrative that suited their needs.

That their precious “daughters” were falling victim to a new disorder. Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria.

Rather than help their sons feel comfortable in their own bodies, masses of parents flocked to this idea. Politicians flocked to this idea, and used it as a BASIS for many anti-trans bills.

Need I cite the hopefully infamous book? “Irreversible Damage: The Transgender Craze Seducing Our Daughters”? The INFAMOUS book written elaborating this idea? The book used as evidence for countless transphobic bills?

That one concept (which, by the way, ROGD has been discredited by NUMEROUS health organizations worldwide, just in case I needed to clarify that) led to COUNTLESS transmascs facing abuses at home, in school, and elsewhere.

IDK, just food for thought. I think it’s odd that, in all my searching and read throughs of this discourse, NOBODY has mentioned this, even though it’s a pretty good example of transmasc specific oppression.

Mischa Bachinski being transmasc is my headcanon that I will stand by until the end of days <3

Not a “hot take” post just me making it clear that any future posts I make about RTC fanon and such will be tmasc Mischa.

Wow uh

Finally posting something to this godforsaken app.

Um.

Hi chat.

I’m honestly trying to create a friendly little corner of this hellsite so uh, yeah! If you’re queer, neurodiverse, disabled or odd in some way shape or form hit me up.

I don’t judge.

A bit about me, I’m almost 16 (in July, woohoo!), I’m intersex and queer, VERY neurodiverse, disabled, and a little weirdo. My special interest is Scooby Doo, I love horror media as a whole, and I love film/cinema.

Nice to officially meet you all.

Hey there.

I’m Lewis.

I use he/it/shi/they pronouns.

Intersex, transmasc, xenogender user.

Bi Achillean.

I’m 15 years old, 16 in July.

I have AuDHD as well as multiple comorbid Cluster B disorders.

I BLOCK FREELY.

Day 2: Leather

He sad

This is canon I was the mala

Dawg do you ever just wish who you are on the inside would just jump out of you and manifest itself in your style and bedroom and just general energy, but it’s like stuck inside and it doesn’t wanna come out?

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me, whenever i ship a straight couple:

I CAST T4T RELATIONSHIP!!!!!!

t4t skk?? maybe

this is the closest drawing i have atm but if you squint hard enough every drawing of mine could be t4t skk

That cute little window of trans joy that is immediacy shattered by people trying to take away your human rights for.. *checks notes* being a person and trying to live.

The concept of transfem/transmasc solidarity implies the existence of inter trans warfare and I don’t know about you lot but I’m not fighting an army of 6’0 10/10s unless they have pointy ears.

can’t wait to start transitioning!! if only i could afford a binder rn…

also i really need a different pfp rap goose just isn’t cutting it anymore

i hate woman body who needs boobs give me MAN BODY instead