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WELL FOLKS IT SEEMS AS THOUGH MCLENNON ART IS ON ITS WAY!
in the meantime (gary crimble to you, gary mimble to you, getty bable dear christmas , happy birthday me too) i suppose i have to show off some of my amazing artwork that ive made recently due to my insomnia.
some of these arent that good but i needed something to postđź¤
TRON: Digital Sea by Kofeyshka
when im in a very bad mood and then i remember im going to die
Just finished Juno Steel and the case of the murderuos mask and i actively feel this podcast taking over my brain
Talk about a twist..
What else is there to say about the Makeship Barnaby plush? Well I heard from a little Birdy named Makeship Dot Com that Wally's plush is coming back again... This year.... But yous didn't hear it from me...
i genuinely can’t remember what my life was like before i discovered byler
What if I threw up rn
i cannot stop thinking about this lore drop atm:
so many messy thoughts about this argh.
firstly, there's so much repression in that statement. the way it's stated so factually, no feelings. he's completely dissociated himself from the trauma of it; he is aware that it happened, but it happened to a child who's no longer him.
medicine to fill the hole of family dysfunction -> using work as a fucked-up found family. the visual of bookshelves of medicine cradling him softly to sleep rather than his own mother (thoughts on wire vs cloth mother, and nature vs nurture).
chase going into the study of healing to distract himself from the pain of neglect, and because he never knew how to heal himself.
spending his formative years in a prison of books, of knowledge and facts. until one day he decided to make a home in it.
living in the permanent reminder that his father is never home, as he's locked in his father's cold and empty study. a permanent reminder of his neglect, that he is always alone.
"[life] is a series of rooms, and who we get stuck with in those rooms with adds up to what are lives are" (s3e12 one day, one room).... chase spent his childhood in that study, alone. in adulthood he's always ended up alone - abandoned by his parents, house, cameron - with his work the one constant.
it's like he's still trapped in his father's study to that day. it's like he never got over it.
"JINX IS ALIVE AND WELL WITH ISHA" I scream as the doctor sedates me and puts me in a straight jacket